Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wedding part 2 + first day at work!

I'm back for part 2!! =)

Ya... so the dinner.. haha... sat together with the cousins again... erm... the same cousins... except for da-jie who was separated... cos the other time we had 11 at our table...~ ya... Hmm... the food was quite good.. HAha... Anyway... it started quite late lor... plus they signed the agreement on the spot there... so cool right... and mei-xia gu-gu's son was the ring barrier... cute lah.. but anyway we got threw into a corner again.. just that this time... the parents suffered with us.. lol... but other things.. quite good... at least we din get a lousy waiter.. haha... Ya... that's all about 26th..

Tues... a lousy day i guess... din go for the job training that we were supposed to go... cos all 3 of us were not very fond of that job?~! Ya... anyway i got to know from yinghan later that it's company selling health product... and ytd was for us to attend talk or whatever lah... oh man... spare me... Then i went down to tampines' recruit express... ya... usual procedure only... Then yinghan called say go for this tuition coordinator... which is like... now i know why always see those papers stuck on pillars or bus stop with telephone no. for tuition... haha... ok.. that's a lousy job lah... but after that received a call from Gerlin from RE... so she found me a one-month temp job... and i got thru by phone interview... while i was on bus.. haha.... then was asked to go down to the raffles branch RE to sign the contract... Fine... at that time i was already at paya lebar going home... so alighted and took train down lah... sign liao... then come back lor.. such a hassle... anyway... the job starts today lah...

So today's my first day of work there... at Great Eastern Changi... ard jan's house... the bus took like only 10min to reach there... hmm... 24 again.. looks like i'm really fated to take 24... Haha... So ya... i was early lah... waited for someone to come and open the door... Only to realise that there were actually only 4 ppl working in that department... so 2 executives and 2 admin... i am there to replace Laurene (admin) who will be leaving this fri.. so like 2 days to get hold of everything i need to know and do... Ya... so supposed to assist like the executives... do the appointment stuff.. send emails... prepare presentation.... all those lah.. and today... laurene was only there for half a day due to her flu i think... so rest of the day i can't do anything else cos her com was locked by password... so i just cut the phrases printed out... and it took me like from after lunch all the way till 6 just to finish half the stack.. lol... tiring huh... luckily that's not my main job.. HAha...

So i met the other 3 ppl there.. Tommy... the other admin... he was the one that let me in... haha... hmm... he's a nice man.. a dedicated christian who goes on mission trips like every 3 months or so... (wow)... so he's leaving on fri too... for a week... Vincent.. the asst manager in the department... and lastly Peter.. the one i'm supposed to report to... he came in the late afternoon... Ok.. they are quite nice ppl lah... so for lunch... tommy, vincent and i went to eunos market to eat... and vincent paid for the meal... hmm... ya.. nothing much lah.. just that i really got a lot of things to rmb... cos i'll be doing one man show starting from fri.. for at least a week.. when i just started for 3 days?! dotz... all right.. i just got to work hard...

Ok... i guess that's all..~ Bye..!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Christmas + wedding part 1

Phew... was busy the past few days... must get a good night sleep today... so that will be awake for work tml..~ Yes! u din see wrongly... i'm going to work tml morning.. for a month.. and hopefully it will be extended... So i'm gonna let myself perform well for this month.. at least...~ =)

Ok... talk about christmas... what more is better than attending parties and meet up with old friends that longed to get together~?! Well.... i will say that this year's christmas is the most joyful one i had so far... since young... we only had the routine christmas party over at uncle yeo's house for every year's christmas... Last year i chose cogang over their party so i missed it... But this year... i got to meet cogang on the eve and go to the party on christmas..~ =) Moreover...~ i got to meet up with the kns gang too!!! Oh... i'm so happy..~ haha... so it goes like this...

On the eve.. went out to meet via to collect the ham at Giant... went to collect my photos first... 141 of them!!! Haha... have yet to sort them out... maybe soon.. Lol... Then ya... waited for her to come lah... she busy preparing her cards at home huh.. Haha... By the time we got down got giant... it was pouring outside lah... and i came out without unbrella cos it wasn't raining then.. so we 2 shared the umbrella home... oh.. we walked from int... and haha... we got a little wet...~ So ppl started to come in.... erm... nono... after ling and qin came ard 4 and 4.30 respectively... the others arrived much much later... like after 6~! Tsk tsk tsk..~ We ordered canadian pizza and it came so early lah... dots... in the end got to heat up all the food again..~ but at least we finished them... except for the ham and the cake..~ And guess what~?! 5 of them din go home that night.. we tonned... except for melody who slept on my sofa... and yushi left the earliest!! *shakes head* But... since she gave each of us a present... hmm... shall let her off.. Lol..~! I guess everyone went home with a handful of cards, chocolates and present.. cos siyih gave each of us a present too~! and i got this cute donald ducck keychain... though i dun fancy donald duck much... it's very ke ai lah.. HAha..~ Think the most funny thing of the night was the countdown period ya... like we dunno what's the exact time... so we did our very own countdown.. haha... at least we didn't miss the time..~ =) So for the rest of the night... 5 of us played mahjong... ling and qin shared one side... while via, me and horng took the other 3... and we played till morning.. power sia... And went for kuay chap after the rain stopped in the morning..~ best...!

Ok.. proceed to christmas day... slept for almost 3 hours.. be4 waking up and get ready to go out..~ met minyu and jane first... i was late... cos woke up late lah... but jane was later... haha... went to marche... ok... the rules there changed quite a bit.. but whatever lah... we ate our share and each of us only paid 10 bucks at the end of it.. we decided to leave and wait for the other 2 instead of staying there.. So we walked around... went to far east in the end.. Ya... we walked from heeren to far east...~ After jieying came... we went to look for wendy..~ at lido... and we just stood there and chatted for quite a while be4 realising that we were standing right in the middle of the pathway..~ Haha... so we went to mos... sat down and continue the chat..~ Wow... nice time chatting with them man... until we were being chased out cos it was too crowded..~ Fine... and we part from there..~ And thanks for the little sweets by wendy and cookies with our initials on it..~ it's cool lah..~ =)

Then headed down to uncle yeo's house for the night...~ Hmm... it was already packed with ppl... i'm like one of the last few to arrive.. Haha... Cos why? i walked a long long way from the outside bus stop!! Sighz.. should have taken a cab in from kembagan...~ makes me sweat yea..~ So we ate... and not long after... we managed to stop the uncles and aunties from singing and we got the chance to sing..~ not to be mean... but we felt that our eardrums are being threatened..~ =x While actually the young ppl there had more smoothing voices... well... at least we dun sing at the top of our voices...~ Heex... till it was 11 that sis and i realised we forgot about vampire 3... And din record too..~! ok.. only when via asked did we realise lah...~ So we cab home so that we could at least catch most of it...~ so missed ard 30 min of the show...~ And sleep after that..! Christmas is gone..~!

And boxing day... no celebrations for it... but celebrations for ah-zhi shu-shu's wedding~! went to grandaunt's house early... which means i had not enough sleep again..~ shall not say about the details... stayed there till 1+.. Star movies was showing Garfield the movie.. and had to leave halfway... sighz.. but i watched it already anyway.. haha.. so came back in mei-xia gu-gu's car..~ her son is damn cute lah.. Haha... Ya. came back.. sleep again.. till 6.. which is time to prepare to go for the wedding dinner..~ =) Eh... continue tml..~ Time to sleep! Heex..

Friday, December 23, 2005

Christmas' eve's eve...

Erm... i getting a little bit disheartened... esp when so many called up but no more replies after that..~ like the more hope there is.. the more disappointment there is... And now i'm entering a job that i might not be able to handle... And i think it will really be a big challenge... cos it's a 6-day week work... not even 5.5! Haiz... how am i going to die man... but at least i honestly confess that i have to go nus on sats... and he said that he will talk to his superior about it...~ And the fact that i asked for $1200 per month.. and he din say anything... han asked me to write more mah.. haha.. so i did..~ And next tues will be going down for a day's training... and actually i dunno am i counted recruited.. since i have nothing to do... just go down lor... And luckily there's yuhui and yinghan going too..~

Maybe luck is just not with me... making me spend and spend without any input... Haiz... really feel very very guilty leh.. Looks like i got to stay in the chalet for the 3 days to prevent spending any money! =x

Hmm... dun care le.. should be happy cos it's christmas soon!!! Hmm... Will be out on 25th and 26th ba... and tml co gang will be coming... Shall enjoy christmas be4 worrying again..~ Heex. That's all..

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

One week passed...

Oh... one week nv update again..~ haha... TOo busy?!~ Maybe.. haha... But maybe i'm just too lazy.. Haha.... Just that it's a good chance to practise typing ya... Lol..!

Actually the week was quite all right lah... din expect one week to pass so fast.. haha..~ Tues and wed went for interviews... Eh... considered unsuccessful ba... since no more replies... BUT! i will not give up and go for any chances... =) Hopefully i can get one by next week... if not... maybe i will hunt again after new year..~ New year.. new beginning mah.. HAha... Then i can go for nus de music camp~!? How nice... just saw their activities plan for the camp... should be quite cool...~! If not.. nvm... just hope that i can get in NUS so i can join them next year..~ =)

Went for quite a few movies within the week too.. 3~!? Haha... first... Aeon Flux last tues, Perhaps Love last thurs, and Pride & Prejudice ytd... how cool... and i'm certainly broke... that's why i'm desperate looking for jobs... Haha... And planning to go for Chronicles of Narnia on thurs~?! Save me!! lol..~

Hmm... one place to mention..~ Went to Prima Deli's rotating restaurant at habour front there... Actually the ambience was good lah... and get to see the beautiful scenery from the rest. However... food was quite ex and the place is quite ulu also.. haha... And service was good too..~ they like serve us for every dish and then changes the plate after every dish too..~ but ya.. just ex... And.. it takes about one and half hour for the rest. to revolve one round..~ HAha..!

And last sat went for nusco prac... hmm... nice time there... not with the prac... but with the ppl... it seems like i've known them for a long time.. they are just so nice ppl.. Haha... That's why i wanted to go to the camp cos i presume it will be more fun then just normal prac...~ Anyway mao hui ru and zhu lin came down to prac their items with us... Got to say that her singing is so not impressive... and her facial expressions.. oh man... i dunno how she did it that way.. haha.. Oopz... Shh~.. Heex...

And today... went finally went for interview again..~ Hopefully there will be some reply like tml?~! If not.. there's also nothing i can do to them lah...~ That's all..~ Bye..!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

These days..

Here to update!! =) Hmm... many asked what have i been doing these few days... Erm... so i shall say it.. Haha...

Last week was really busy preparing for sy concert... So got prac on thurs and fri... then concert on sat..~ Hmm... think the concert was still ok lah... but quite sian-ed... Esp when i was sitting alone on the stage.. behind all the sco gh players... But well.. it ended... and went lao pa sa with some other sy ppl to eat..~ was v v hungry cos din have dinner... only had little snack...~ Then came back around 12am... luckily still got train..~ And well... i guess that's the last day i see them till next prac i dunno when... provided i get back in again..~ haha...

Sun went malaysia for one day's tour with the stadium ppl... via went too... cos 2 of mum's friend last min cannot go... so mum ask if i want to go lah.. Then ask via to go also lor... so at least we have company...~ if not i'll be on a bus full of aunties and uncles...~ Haha... Ask via... it's true... Thou we went to not many places... but still all right lah... i finished a friendship band on the bus lah... and it's via's one lah... she never complete... so i did...~ Haha... But then v late then come back wor... cos we were stuck along the bridge for 2h... So by the time we reached home.. was like 2+am le... Tired... Another bad thing was we sat at the last row... and the bus bump us up and down frequently on the uneven road...~ we're only lucky that we are not tall enough to hit the roof... HAha...

Mon was slacking away at home.. in the first place i slept till around 12 lah... Then lay ard.. watch tv... Waited for charmane ow to come ard 3... borrow tuner and want to play for me to hear..~ Ya... but i was still very tired huh... so she went back ard 5...~ And i went to take a nap soon...~ HAha..

Today..! ERm.. finally nearing to getting a job.. hopefully this time will be successful..~ Heex... Recruit Express called this morning and asked me down for a first round interview... But she did it while i was bathing lah..~ And via and my movie date got to be temporary called off...~ And i asked her to come along... So went for lunch with dad and mum first...~ Had lunch at Jack's Place at East Point..~ Wow... good lunch.. HAha..~ Then came back to meet via and we went down ngee ann..~ The interview was rather fast...~ So we decided to watch movie.. but we were too late for Perhaps Love... so watched Aeon Flux... A movie about the future..~ Ok lah... i give 6/10 for it lah...~

Something i dun really wish to talk about... but i still would like to express my thoughts... talking about gathering for christmas...~ Is it really that hard to come to a decision for 11 ppl?? I think it's a first time i used that kind of attitude to end my line... i'm wasn't exactly angry at the whole thing... But when problems can be almost solved... something will interupt again... and i dun see the reason to play when the problem hasn't been solved... I left the conversation... with exhaustion... i think it's really tiring to think of every way to make everyone satisfy... And with disappointment... The thing is if i ask... obviously i'm expecting an answer... if not i can just make the decision myself.. since everyone came to me to tell me this and that... Sorry girls... but i'm not going to do the communications this time round...~ maybe i'm just not cut-out to do it..~ I'm sure u all can plan the thing without me too... cos it always turn out not so well with my plans...~ That's all i can say...

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Past week...

Yoz... almost a week since i last blogged..~ Heex.. Been busy and tired... Erm.. maybe nothing much too? But went out quite frequently the past week huh...~

First was nyco farewell at east coast... Seriously i have no good impression of ecp... given that i always lose my way there... lol... ok.. that was during my sec1 years... Haha... Actually the other times were all right... maybe cos there were other ppl with me... Lol... no lah... even i'm more streetwise now... i still didn't like ecp.. Haha..~ It's always filled with ppl all ard... and that leaves pasir ris park a good place to go... cycle.. beach.. all that..~ =) Oh... notice i din mention much about the farewell... cos it seemed like it's just another gathering for some of us... emily, yingying, jenny, jon, deshun and me..~ We were like entertaining ourselves... and going to coffee bean and then mac to get our stomachs filled.. So dotz...~! Haha... well... they better review... and practically very few J2s turned up.. those i mentioned just now plus 4 others..~ ONLY.. haha... poor thing..

Then went kbox-ing (not kick boxing but singing) with via, ling and yushi on sat...~ Erm... we were bored. HAha... cos via wanted to go out...~ The others din join us... guess they didn't like to go ktv as much... think i'm the one who liked to sing most lah... i mean among us.. Haha..~ But i need to know more new songs lah.. HAha... And my vocal isn't really good..~ Hmm... maybe i'll go there less..~

Sunday! i Love THAT sunday..~ It's the day i changed my hp... after erm... 21 months... Heex... To a hp that has more functions to satisfy me... though not many complimented the phone... but i'm glad with it lah..~ =) Oh.. and my mum paid for that phone... hmm... felt quite bad... so i paid for the cordless phone for home use... which is $50 less than my phone lah.. Heex..

Then gone thru combine with SCO on mon... Hmm... so paiseh when i had got no chair and no seat when i got up the stage...~ And i was like a bit late (2-3min i think)... and i stood there waiting a chair to be brought to me... then i sat down and busying copying the bowing for the songs... Haiz... was sitting alone behind the sco gh players... but still quite stressed cos i can't hear what they are playing and what i'm playing..~ too far... But also a relieve cos i can follow them in the coming in part...~ =)

Then went for makeover at far east...~ Recommended by er-jie... Hmm... actually there quite cool lor... cos it's quite new... then the best was the chair for the rinsing basin... has got massage...~ So shuang lor...! Haha... The staff there quite good also lah... They damn funny lah... cracking jokes here and there...~ Then cab home... sit ard for a while... cos still early... eat something... expecting late and not-so-nice food... Haha... then changed and got into another cab... proceed to Grand Hyatt hotel..~ took photos.. took photos.. took photos...~ HAha... And really... the food wasn't really good... except for maybe 2 or 3 of them.. anyway there were only 8 dishes... Sianz...~

Hmm... but the entertainment value of the whole prom was quite high... Esp when the host was good... he could really get ppl involved...~ All the games and 'performance' or 'contests' by our students... quite cool lah..~ Then went around taking photos in the middle again.. cos was quite sianz liao.. haha...~ But due to my lack of friends in ny... plus some of them din go... i took not many photos...~ Sadz... But nvm... at least i took with those close friends i have...~ Haha... i'm quite a anti-social person in ny huh.. Lol..~ Initially wanted to go clubbing... but were too tired to wait for everyone to come down.. thus... we went home..~ plus von din want to go... though she said it was becos she didn't have any money with her... i guess it's becos she didn't want to let her parents know that she drinks and go clubbing.. am i right~?! Haha...

Ytd... went out with von... trying for some job searching.. but to no avail...~ Sighz... hopefully i could get the one that er-jie told me about ytd..~ And i dutifully typed a resume for her late late last night..~ So ya.. hopefully..~ So that i dun need to be coped up at home for at least the next few months...~ And i desperately need $$.. Lol...~!

Then went to meet the co gang (we are not hei she hui) at ps.. Watching chicken little... met ling first lah.. cos her lessons ended early..~ Then waited for the others... Then went to have dinner at Ajisen Ramen... ok.. that's my first time there... But i thought that might be the last too...~ think it's becos there's nothing really tempting..~ Hmm.. i think the one at Maxwell Market tasted nicer.. HAha... Then the movie... The whole thing is like so funny and cute lah... but i thought chicken little's voice could be a little bit more cuter... too mature for such a little chicken like him..~ Haha... But overall it was nice lah... After that came home liao.. cos it was already 10 when the show ended... so by the time i reached home... it's 11+...

Hmm... this morning went swimming! Yea.. swimming is good for health.. Haha...~ Then went to rent vcd to watch... See... boring life.. HAha...~!! Rented 'garfield-the movie' and 'tian shi wo ai ni'... watched the first one liao... damn damn funny.. got a good time laughing..~ Heex... Will watch the other later or at night..~ =)

That's all.. quite tired liao... maybe it's time for a nap.. HAha..~ Bye..~!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

=)

Hmm... it's Dec liao!! A few days never update le... Erm... What have i been doing these few days... Erm... Slack and go out? Like nothing new.. HAha...~ Aiya.. no lah.. full of activities.. Lol..

Stayed at home for alternate days.. Haha... Mon and wed at home... tues and today out... =) Mon got lian gh for sy wor... Cos tues got sy prac and audition...~ So ya... tues woke up early to go for sy prac.. very long never wake up so early liao leh...~ Haha...!

Erm... sad to say.. still quite screwed during prac... cos keep making the same mistake for the xu qu... Haiz... Dunno why i can't count and enter...~ Argh... And all the 16-beats notes... mostly is hun one lah... =x So i dunno how the concert is going to be listen-able.. Lol.. Ok lah... it will be all right by then?! haha...~ Hopefully lah... Think i really freak out when i'm alone in combine lor...

Then waited for audition... damn got bluffed by them.. letter says report @ 2.50... but then actually my audition timing is like 4.45... No wonder when we came back from lunch... already got ppl there... they bluff everyone to come early... haha..~ so was down there chatting chatting lah.. coz lian also ganna complaint... sianz... Oh.. Finally reach our turns cos they test the new applicants first... and i'm like the 2nd last on the list... Sighz... And i think i went in for a longer time compared to other existing members... Cos laoshi requested that i play both the excerpt~?! That's like so unfair lah... Oh maybe he wants to help me cos i played the first one a bit out of tune.. and below expectations?~ Well... i dunno lah... but hopefully next year sy will be a better year..~ =)

Then went to sac's farewell... Erm... terrible hosts.... HAha... untidy and dirty room... insufficient food... And dot dot dot... In short.. not as good as what we did last time...~ Whatever it is... just a time to chat.. Haha..~!

Then made Tiramisu on wed with via and mel...~ Erm... edible lah... but sis says a little bit too creamy and sweet...~ But overall was all right lah.. Yeah.. Can make again le... ACtually it's quite easy lor...~ HAha...

Today... went swimming early in the morning... then had brunch... and went to lib... to look at cross stitch books... And rented 2 vcds back to watch... Lol..~ Too bored.. HAha..~ Then nearly left the book at the shop's counter... Ok.. i left it there.. and luckily i wanted to call my sis and say i went to lib that's why din ans her call... And realised that the book wasn't in my hands.. i ran back and take lah... and thank goodness it wasn't long be4 i realise lah..~ =)

Ya.. That's all lor..~

Monday, November 28, 2005

2 concerts..

Shall update be4 going down to meet via..~ She's coming to prac with me for audition tml..~ Hopefully one line can be striked away soon...~ =) Ya.. it's sy audition tml... though it should be quite easy for me coz i only had to play the set piece... still there's a sense of tension lah.... Dun ask me why... *shrugz*

Hmm... Went to 2 SCO concerts on fri and sat... 与傅强共乐 & 九天籁... quite cool lah.. think it's a new type of concert method that sco is trying to stage.. Having small groups and all... And for the first one.. it's a purely erhu concert... he played san men xia well..~ Hmm... But it's quite a pity that the sales wasn't very good... only like half of the seats were taken... I rmb saying that he's like a model to me... a target to reach... coz he's one that pursues in both the western and the eastern music... and having a masters in erhu... how wonderful... to satisfy both side... if only i can do that too... haha... but now i wonder when that will be... maybe never...

ERm.. nothing liao lor... Hmm... Ya... looking for a job.. but maybe not so soon.. Guess i really shouldn't have too many committments... coz of sy prac i din dare to find a job now... so i din call the company that yinghan introduced... and i dun understand why must sy prac be in the morning...~ Weird...~ Since this and next week will all be occupied... how could i get a job that is office hours...~?! And now... i didn't want a job with shifts becos that will mean that i got to work on weekends... And what happens? Then i wun be able to teach tuitions... (not that i have any students now..) And wun be able to go for practices too..~ Sighz... If only the stay in SLA was a better experience... then i can ask da-jie to help me get it again..~ but well.. it's not... So.. we'll see lah..~

That's all... got to go down for lunch liao.. Cya~!!

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Oh man... Big mistake...

Hmm.. haven got the chance to talk about my trips these 2 days... Oh.. stayed at home on mon..~ =) So that i can go out on other days? haha...

Oh... got lah.. went for sy prac.. it was quite ok lah.. but quite scary also.. being the only gaohu.. and it's too obvious if i make any mistakes... And the biggest mistake was i forgot to bring a pencil.... somemore got big mistake in the scores.. then guo laoshi had to lend me his pencil.... think he could see that i'm lost coz i was looking around... trying to find a pencil.. but there was like no one around me..~ dotz... But overall was all right lah.. and thankfully he forgave me for whatever mistakes i made.. coz that was the first time i went for combine mah... ya... amongst all the ppl who went... i'm the only one who haven't attended any combine session yet.. so can't blame me right... at least i still can play lah..~ so dun ask for too much yea...~ Hopefully next time i'll be better.. which is next tues morning.. wonder if i can wake up so early.. =x

Then tues went out with von and chek... shopping... again.. BUT... i din buy anything from the trip... Which means i din spend money!! =) Coz i've bought whatever i need so far mah... and it was chek that wants to shop.. since have nothing to do... just go lor.... so we walked around suntec and chek really went home with bag full of stuff...~ If only i had savings too.. haha..~ Well.. got to find a job soon... so that i can buy things too..~ Heex..

Today went bugis... haha... each day a step nearer to bedok yea... but then can't be nearer anymore.. next time go tampines lah.. i'll be happy if u all do..~ haha... but i know von wun.. lol..~! Anyway... went walking around with yuhui and chek after buying the tickets... or rather redempt the tickets... Oh.. it was harry potter... then von joined us later lah... erm... today i bought something lah... next year's organiser... and 2 CDs~!? Heex... So.. i'm not going out tml.. so that fri can go out again..~ Well.. shall abide by my mum... to pack my stuff... be4 charmane ow comes and ask me to help her in erhu..~ YEa..~

And hooray!! The others will finish their papers tml!! Or rather.. today.. later..! So we can go out on fri together.. i mean mel, via and me... long time since we met.. think it was just after prelims that we last met.. not via of coz.. see her like every other day.. haha..~

Argh!! Big mistake today!!!! I forgot that there's sy sectionals today!!! Oh man.. i'm like damn sad now.... Coz the session is really really impt to me lah...~ Haiz... I'm like so dead now... When i realised.. i really regret going out today!!! ARgh!!! HOw~?! No more sectionals le... all i can do is depend on myself le...~!! Omg... how could i ever do something so stupid... why didn't i check my schedule first..!! =( Think laoshi quite disappointed that i din appear too~?! Haiz... just now still so hopeful that i can play better next combine... i think it's in my dreams now..~ Oh wells... it's all my fault..~ Sadz...

Aiya.. that's all le... must go and think how to get to know the rest of the stuff liao..~ Bye..~

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Photos!

Oh.. that's my cousins from left to right.. junhong, junda, nicke, tsequan(the bridesgroom), chloe, er-jie and i... and dax in front...~ YEa..~


Oh.. this is the shoes i bought for prom... and i wore it to the wedding dinner... now... look at the side view for the height... (below)

Hmm.. looks like it's not very clear... however... it's about 2 and half inches... think more than 5cm? Ya... must be... if not how can i be taller than er-jie after wearing it.. haha..~



And this! The doll shoes i bought at POA... Anyway... i've got blisters after wearing it lah.. so now waiting for the blister to heal be4 trying on the shoes again.. dunno why lah.. when trying that time like not so tight and thought the heel there quite all right also.. Haiz... But after 2 tries... really enough for the time being..~ But it's really a beautiful and unique pair of shoes lah.. =)

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Wanrong jie's wedding..

Ok~!! Here to tell u the days of my cousin's wedding..~ It was quite a grand affair actually and the first time i felt all the happiness of being in this big family..~ Erm... will start by an intro then... (prepare for this long entry)... u can click the 'x' if u are uninterested in any wedding affair..~ =)

This is the first time a first cousin of mine get married... she's 20++ this year... and she's together with her bf and now her husband for 8 years be4 getting married... i think they met when they were studying in US... Both my cousin Wanrong and her husband Tsequan were studying under scholarships... if i'm not wrong... President's scholarship..~ they were actually registered liao lah... And they worked together in London for a year last year... Tsequan's a Major now... cool right... and wanrong jie handles foreign affairs coz on bonds for the scholarship... Ya.. and 19nov was the day... the customs all set in..~

In the morning... we went over to their house around 9am... the bride was still doing the hair and everyone's getting ready... the other first cousins all came promptly and we waited for the bridegroom's arrival...~ It was fun though... at 1015.. the male lead appeared with his brothers... and at this side... the girls got ready at the door... coz they were late for like 5 minutes... They were given a punishment as to go downstairs again and he got to shout out his love for WR jie... Oh man... it was really nice lah.. coz like we were at the 8th storey... and u could really hear him shout 'wanrong. wo ai ni'... so they were let up... then the 2nd stage is to do 100 push-ups... 100 for 1 person of course is too tedious lah... somemore on a wedding day... but he did like almost half the amount and the brothers each helped to do a few also lah... so ya... 2nd one pass.. 3rd stage... to spontaneously do a poem with a few given items by the jie-meis... erm.. eventually he didn't but he knew exactly what the items... they are the likes and dislikes of WR jie... well... this goes to show that how well he knows her yea...~ so they let him pass... Anyway it was really running out of time... and so the 4th stage... to drink up 4 cups of 'drinks'... and they are like 'suan, tian, ku, la'... erm... lemon juice, milo with lots lots of sugar, some bitter drink and lastly... chilli padi... And how touching it is that he drink them all in one shot.. one after another...~ So well.. of course he passed... then the 5th stage... the angbao lah... they asked for $888 but he only gave $388 lah... But well... they let him in..~ If u think it's the end of the games... well... not so soon...

Given that the house has 2 storeys...~ he got to get to upstairs right...~ thus 5 of the male cousins were made to stand at the bottom of the stairs and not to let them up... they tried to push their way thru... but obviously did not suceed..~ haha... so in the end he took out $100 to buy the way thru... ok... they let him up..~ So that was the 6th stage.. And now.. the 7th!! He was asked to sing 'yue liang diao biao wo de xin' to WR who was in the room... But when he finished alone... AR commented that he sang out of tune.. lol..~ Then he and his brothers sang again together.. loud and clear... Finally he reached his bride after giving another kai men hong bao to the jiemeis up there...~ Wow... 8 stages..~! Cool...

Ok... i dunno what happened upstairs lah.. coz not enough space for us too..~ So they came down shortly... And oh man... WR was really beautiful in the gown...~! It's time to take photos...~ Really nice man...~ took with the family as god child first... together with yingmei jie, junda kor and zhang han... Then the whole Lim family took one..~ Finally a photo of the whole family..~ though some of us were not here actually..~

Then the couple went off to the male's side while we sit around and chit chat lah..~ And in the meantime.. the buffet lunch quietly made it's way to the corridor... ok... not exactly that i chatted with all of them but as usual... i just listened to them talk most of the time..~ they are just too eloquent for me...~

Then the couple came back and it's time for the tea ceremony...~ by tradition.. as the elders get to be served... we got to serve the couple tea and get a red packet each... And till today then i realised that they gave 20 bucks each... rich yea..~ In the first place.. holding a wedding is ex.. esp the chinese style ones... Later in the afternoon... ppl started to disperse and went back home to prepare for the night..

Dad, mum and de-jie went off first in wu-shu's car... while er-jie and i waited for liu-shu's car... Not to speak of the part that we were still not ready yet.. =x ok.. So we reached The Oriental hotel around 7.10 or so.. It was still the cocktail session..~ so we just stood around.. have a drink and talk while waiting for the others... managed to see some relatives that we haven seen for a long time..~ used to go to their house every year during cny but not anymore coz we are no longer kids..~ or rather i was the one who always followed my parents around coz i'm the youngest and the most free one..~ Ok back to the topic.. And we took a photo with the new jie-fu (brother-in-law).. coz he was in his uniform..~ actually wanted to take with the couple.. but wr jie wasn't anywhere in sight..~

It was soon time and all of us went into the ballroom waiting for dinner to start..~ Since jie-fu's a major... they had to walk through the sword bridge along the red carpet...~ that's why jie-fu was in his uniform..~ so 8 of his men or mates from the army in pairs stood along the ale... with their swords held over the their heads... *claps* the couple came in...~! But as they approach the first pair.. they were blocked by the swords... And jie-fu was requested to carry wr jie up and walk the rest of the carpet..~ So he did and they successfully walked thru the next 2 pairs.. then they reached the last pair... just in front of the stage.. and again... the swords came down in front of them...~ And this time they were asked to kiss on the mouth till the clapping from the audience stops..~ (Note: he was still carrying her... strong yea..) But due to the fact that it was quite difficult for them to kiss when he carries her... wr jie requested to be put down.. and they really kiss for a long time coz we din stop clapping..~ Anyway we got bad seats right at the back... and got to see like... practically nothing lah.. haha..~

And yes... due to the bad seats we had... we started to complain that it was quite unfair for the first cousins to be at the back.... that the adults got to at least sit along the ale and we were in inside... Anyway... only 2 rows on each side of the ale..~ And we were on the 2nd..~ dotz.. Din know that we were so insignificant.. haha..~ But that's not the worse...~ The waiter that serves food for our table... oh man... a new comer all of us presume coz he din really know how to serve..~ He did it really slow man... it's like when he only served half of the table... the table behind us had already finish the dish and was starting on the next... due to the fact that he scoup for a plate and bring it to the person.. then go back to the original position and scoup for another plate then bring it to the next person and so on..~ he took really a long time.. that after sis and i went to toilet for dunno how long... he only served 3 plates of the duck meat...~ Pengz... So by the time it comes to our dessert...~ Most of the guests had already left... even the adults got out of their seats ready to leave already..~ Lol... plus he spilled some ice on da-jie... some gravi of dunno what dish on er-jie's skirt... it was really bad..~

But anyway... We got thru the dinner and it ended really late.. like it was already 11.30 when we left the place... oh btw.... we sat with junda kor, junhong kor, jie chloe, jie nicke, dax, zax who came later.., zhenyan kor and wanling jie... had a wonderful night..~ =) It's really true that girls are most beautiful on the day of the wedding... nothing but true coz she was really very pretty...

Oh.. and i grew taller by 5cm at least with the new pair of shoes.. hahah... but it's really high... and making this a chance to practise walking in those shoes be4 prom yea..~ Heex... Photos another day ba.. =)

That's all for the day..~ Cya everyone..~

Recent skirts...

The skirt i wore for wanrong jie's wedding...~ =) Without the shoes though coz i just bought the shoes ytd mah... i know i promised to take the shoes... but dun have the time u see... perhaps tml...~



White one is a lace skirt... 2 pieces.. but quite huh... (i mean the dress...) haha..~ And my sis bought this black long one... with the same type of lace..~ Erm... i think mine is nicer.. Lol... =P


Oh.... i'm going to wear this for prom is nothing goes wrong.. so in the mean time i'm going to do my part and get some fats off me so that i dun look so weird in the skirt... HAha..~

Anyway... not going to blog about the wedding today... just too tired..~ just came online coz i know yushi will be online and can talk about the gathering thing..~ aren't u touched? haha...!! Then stop bullying me..! haha...~

That's all.. Nitex~!!

Saturday, November 19, 2005

End of exam craze...~

Hmm... think i should update these 2 days' event first.. if not will be too heavy for next one.. haha..~ Anyway.. i should be sleeping liao lah... so that will not have dark rounds tml..~ Aiya... never go and buy contacts!! Lol...

Anyway... ytd went out with my ny besties... von, chek and yuhui..~ =) I was the earliest to stand outside cine and wait!! And i'm EARLY! haha...~ WEnt to Kbox!! and sing out lungs out...~~! haha.. then von late again.... coz of her hair.... Anyway.. i went to get my hair into some treatment too... but i shall skip the part on the cutting of my hair... if not will be very sad.... so Skip..~! Ya.. back to singing..~ 4hours non-stop... =) And those 3 kept on laughing at me lah.. coz i ate the crackers... no lunch leh...~ then eat lor...~ Haha... Then took photos also... later post... Ya.. then went home after that le..~ But happy day..~!!

Then today... went town with Von... shopping lor..~ walked up and down the whole orchard dunno for how many times... haha...~ And in the end... i got 2 pairs of shoes!! =) Yea... one nice doll shoes and the other for prom and wedding dinner..~ spent about 100 lor..~ sighz... broke liao... job seeking time..~ maybe i'll work all the way then play next year lah... like that happier..~ Erm.... maybe post the pic of the shoes.. tml or later? heex..~ Then damn funny coz we took photos inside esprit at some ulu corner... haha..~ wait for her to send me the photos lor.. think need to wait till sun liao..~

Ya... That's all lor... Tml wanrong jie's wedding..~ excited~!? I think so... first time my paternal side cousin get married.. well.. think it's going to be real crowded..~ for the communicating part... i dunno... let nature takes its course lor..~ =)

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Over, over, OVER!!

YEah!!! Over!!!

And i just changed my blogskin again.. coz i found this and find it really nice!! Actually got another one is erhu one.. but then that one looks quite childish? haha... Maybe next time i will try.... but well... this one is really nice man.. =)

Oh ya... dun speak to me anything about Alevels anymore... coz it's not going to bother anymore.. at least from now till next year march..~! Heex... But then again... those who haven finish papers... All the best for the rest..~ Jiayou and we can all go out to play after that..! =)

Hmm.... today went back to sy for sectionals... after so long...~ 5 months... surprisingly i still can play lah... but then not as agile and intonation not as good too..~ i think my ears are going to spoil soon..~ But.. i dunno lah... it's good to be back playing my instru.. although it's not the one i like most... it's also one of the family lah...~ haha... And the fact that the song 龙的传奇 is quite nice...~ and not many difficult parts too..~

The only suay thing that happened today was that it rained so heavily immediately after the whole econs paper ended... dunno it's tears with joy or heaven is sad for us... but still it flooded everywhere... even under the shelters... and it sets me wondering what are the shelters for.. haha... thus my shoes got wet... again... and i went to sy with wet shoes and socks and legs... worst still the room was so so so cold...!!! 100 times colder than the sch hall... ok lah... 10 times.. lol..~!

But the whole session quite all right lah... only me and kuncheng the zhonghu guy... think coz i could play lah... haha... i mean like mostly say the fingering then can liao... only until behind then got fast one mah... =)

Ok.. That's all... tml going out... fri going out... and sat cousin's wedding.... Busy!! HAha.. Bye..~

Friday, November 11, 2005

The Last Lap

Life is really boring during exams... esp. major ones... still got 2 more papers to go... nono... 5 days to last paper.... 4 days to next paper... 3 more papers... 2 afternoons... and 1 sub... haha...~

So far... not too good... maths was difficult... esp. paper2... killer paper!!! Very angry that i can't do some of the qns.... and i guess... there goes my A for maths... tsk tsk tsk.... Unless my paper 1 can cover up the losses for p2... if not die liao lor..~

Then today GP... erm... difficult or easy? i dunno how to gadge too... i'm just happy that it's over...~ And hopefully i'm able to pass...~ if not even if other subjects good also no use liao.... not as if my other subs are good lah.... but then... i HOPE mah.... ok lah.... i BELIEVE i can pass.. even C6 is good lah ok..~

Now left with Econs... must really make full use of these few days left... coz i neglected econs since i started studying for chinese... and then practise maths... so now... all to econs~!! like von say... CAnnot let mr bong down.... somemore cannot let ourselves down.... 2 years... just for this moment...

Just afraid next year march i dun have the courage to go back and get my results...~ Haiz.... WEll.... not to think so much now... Anyway... i'm thinking of giving tuition after exams... anyone got lobang?? haha.... but no english pls... =x

Sesame street test...

Got this from ling's blog... heex...

Big Bird
You scored 81% Organization, 45% abstract, and 79% extroverted!

You are very organized, both concrete and abstract, and more extroverted.

Here is why are you Big Bird.

You are both very organized. You almost always know where your belongings are and you prefer things neat. You may even enjoy cleaning and find it therapeutic. Big Bird is never sloppy and always under control... pretty good for a 6 year old bird living without a family.

You both are sometimes concrete and sometimes abstract thinkers. Big Bird can be quite dreamy at times and has no problem using his imagination. At the same time he is also practical and can be methodical in his search for answers to questions. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course.

You are both extroverts. Big Bird gets along with everyone. He makes friends easily and always has a positive attitude. You definitely enjoy the company of others, and you don't have problems meeting new people... in fact you probably look forward to it. You are willing to take charge when necessary or work as part of a team.

Monday, November 07, 2005

JJ Rox~! =)

Ok.. shall update be4 i go to sleep..~ Erm... Actually i think JJ is still the best..!!! Haha... After watching the Singapore Hits Award... how not to like him~!?!? He's just so good... haha....

After much analysing... Still consider JJ as the bigger winner although Yanzi got the same no. of awards... (no offence to yanzi's fans... i like her too..~) Simply coz.... If u realise... the awards that Yanzi got are awards for her singing...~ 本地女歌手,演绎女歌手,亚太最受推崇女歌手 and the 顶尖金曲.... however for JJ... he got awards for his all-rounded talent..~ 本地男歌手&演绎男歌手 for his singing, 最佳本地作曲for his creativity and 最佳创作歌手 for his effort in making the whole album...~ He's cool lah... except for the lyrics part... u can't blame him coz he's a 'potato'... My sis says it's already weird enough for him to be singing all the chinese songs... haha... However... being the 2 biggest winner for the whole event... They did Singapore proud... so what more to say?? Thus... i'm going to save up... and wait for JJ's concert...~ Heex..! =)

Ok lah... that's all... will update more when i'm more free...~ Oh ya.... i'm going to get my iPod tml..~ Awaiting upgrade from a still-working-though-old discman to iPod..~ =)

Nitex!!! =)

Friday, November 04, 2005

New blogskin!

YEah..!! To keep up with time.. i've changed my template!!! Lol...~! Hmm.... Ming dao shuai huh... Haha...

他本来就很帅... but he's not popular in the past... coz he went into the circle for quite long liao... but only until lately then famous... partly coz of 冒险王... and partly 王子变青蛙!! =) Though i missed some of the episodes... it's not stopping me from watching it... coz Von lending me the vcd.!! yeah~~! =)

Aiya.. actually wanted to change to JJ's blogskin one... but then... they dun look nice anymore leh.... so will look for new one soon... Heex...~ Meanwhile... enjoy the shuai ge..~!!! HEeex...!! Bye..~!!

Tonight Hits Award leh... Hope that local singers will get lotsa awards... and hopefully JJ will be the big winner of the night..!!!

Ok... go liao... comments on the new blogskin kae!~ Thanks... :)

Thursday, November 03, 2005

Just bored..~

What a boring day... stayed at home till ard 4.. went out to meet mum... and went to town... oh... actually i dread to go out lah... coz i was trying to do some maths... and both my eyes were red... Yes... sore eyes... i dunno what's wrong lah ok... it's like from last thurs or fri till now.... omg... it's a week!! But the soring one changes from left to right and vice versa frequently... What the... sometimes it's ok... sometimes it's not... And my itch hands always go and rub them... and i would only realise when i regain some consciousness from my sleep... Well... now it's the right eye...~ Argh... Very irritated lah... If there's any effective cure.. pls leave a msg... Thank u... Erm... pls dun tell me sleep more... i slept for 10 hours last night and it doesn't seem to help... haha...~

Ya... so what i've got from the trip today~?! Another skirt...~! From Tangs~ =) ERm... i like this one... it's black... oh well... i like all the skirts i bought... haha.. but the thing is... i dun really have a lot of chance to wear them... haha... ok.. we'll see... Anyway mum paid for it lah... =)

Hmm.... now quite late liao... but then... i slept from 9 to 11+ just now and i'm awake now!! haha... Go off liao lah.. still can do some maths.. =)

It's 3 Nov liao.. So Happy Birthday Rachael!! Enjoy ur 18th Birthday~! =)

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

new midi!!

Hey... changed midi... Heex... 美丽的神话... Lol... Ya lah.. time to change... the previous one use for like thousand years liao... Ok... Bye..~ =)

Monday, October 31, 2005

Bye..~ Chinese!!

Hmm... back from first day of As... 感觉还不错... haha... Erm... maybe coz it's chinese ba... and it seems to be quite all right... well... it's over liao... so what can i still do to it? Nothing right... So i went out to eat with the gang... =x

Then we had a long walk... thru joo chiat to paya lebar... sweat like dunno what... haha... then took bus home... coz was tired... and i was still in uniform!! Lol... So i'm home... and here i am... sitting in front of the com... eating the cold cold 白木耳 and blogging... lol...

Mum cooked it ytd lah... then this morning still da bao let me bring to sch... =) haha... so i was eating and studying for paper 2 after lunch.. Heex... Just so yummy..~ Heex...

Then went parkway to meet the rest... i was early lor... partly coz i went straight after paper mah.. hahah... then qin brought us to the... eating house... 小吃店... yea.... ok lah... the food quite nice... And Hmm... i think i didn't pay yushi the money back... hahaha.... she forgot and i forgot too..~ coz we were playing with her money and my ipod voucher... and i dunno what happened lah... Haha..~ Hope i will rmb to return the next time we meet up.. =P

Ok.. that's all... will go and pia a bit of maths later...~ =)

Saturday, October 29, 2005

回忆终究是回忆

日子一天天过去, 没想到初院的生活就要告一个段落了。

想一想,南洋也不是非常烂,只是不能符合许多人的要求。当然,我们不能拿他和那些Top JCs比。‘俗话’说:‘人比人,气死人’,为什么要比呢? 那天我遇见学妹,谈起话真地发现我们是真的没有哪个本事去比。不过这一年九个月的时间,它却带给我了许多的酸甜苦辣。。。

如果再给我一选择的机会,我大概还是会选南洋吧。虽然我没有梦想中完美的班,我们不和谐,不交际,甚至有些人我根本没有跟他们交谈过,但这个班也让我学到了很多。他让我看清了很多事,很多人。我有时候也不明白为什么我们的班会这么没有乐趣。哈哈。也许大家都是被动派的吧。说来也觉得满可惜的。可惜的是全班没有一起出去过,可惜的是我们本来要在考试过后办的chalet没有落实,可惜的是我们在毕业那天没有拍班照,可惜的是没有人会去毕业晚会。。。

如果要说最难忘的,我觉得是在华乐。真的。它给我在南洋最多的回忆。而印象最深刻的应该是Synergy和SYF的时候。Synergy是独一无二的感觉。那段时间里每次都跟着他们一群人到这里,到那里。虽然现在也不会跟他们联络,但那时一段让我难忘的日子。Synergy同时也是我们的纠缠的一个段落。SYF更是让我尝尽了苦头。人数,技术,态度,等等的问题都让人头疼。虽然我在乐团里不是个重要角色,但也很高兴能把我知道的,我经历的,跟他们分享。不过在华乐的这段日子也让我知道要忘记一个人是多么难的事。只希望离开了学校后会把这份感情留在那里,不要把它在带回来。这是我最后的心愿了。

但这些以后也只是回忆了,就希望我们大家还会继续来往,不要断了友谊的线。接着我还是要寻找我的下一个目标。我于是决定了,参加明年国大的华乐演出。=)

Thursday, October 27, 2005

NUSCO??

Good morning everyone!! ERm... not exactly very morning.. but i just woke up.. so... HAha..!~

Anyway... was thinking about whether to join nusco for their concert coming feb or not...~ I want to lah.. coz it's fun what... and it's participating in a concert after all...~ But after what had happened last year... i'm quite scared... if he ask us to join back mco how? then the practices will clash... and how to explain to him? sure will ganna again..~ But sis said this concert will be a good learning ground... i thought so too... all sorts of music..~ But will i be able to reach the standard? given that i haven been practising for months..~

Then what about sy? Hmm... quite scared to go back.. afraid that the nightmare will come again.. i mean the cannnot-play-out-during-combine part...~ That will be like so so embarrassing...~ And next year also laoshi... seriously i dunno it's good or bad...~ Hmm... Via.. does it mean that what we wrote in the card is coming true... the part we say we will learn from him again..~ Haha... never thought that it will be in this matter..~

Hmm... 4 days left to first paper~!! Erm... should be able to finish all thing i need to know by then lah..~ Coz i'm left with 3? And i can do 2 in a day..!! Plus one is super short...~ Good.. then can run through the ci yu shou ce coz... i dun want to get like 1 out of 20 for zao ju again!!!

Ok... going off to study liao.. Bye..~! =)

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Back..~

Hmm.. back to update after a few days... been trying hard to study chinese wholeheartedly... Haha... Coz CLA is like erm.... 6 days away? going to be 5 soon...~ Ya... so i've got like not really enough time to study all and go thru again? Well... maybe i can... i still have 5 more xiao shuo... and i need to know more vocab more zao ju...~ Heex.... Hmm... Jia You!!! =)

Ya... today went back sch for GP... Haiz... initially didn't want to go... so ytd night when i set my alarm... i thought.. if i really can't wake up then forget about it... And in the end i really woke up late... as late as 6.50 when i'm supposed to be sch by 7.40..~!! thus... it took me like 5 mins to decide whether to go... haha... and in the end i thought i might gain something from it so i still went... better late than never mah... tried to reach sch in the shortest time.. din take a cab directly.. coz afraid there might be jam on expressway... so took a bus to ling's bus stop then took a cab from there... hmm.. the uncle drove quite fast wor... but i'm still late for 10 mins... dotz... and halfway thru like stomache!! Even more dotz right... Then lt4 was so so so cold... haiz... but i still stood thru the whole thing.. thank goodness...

Then went studying with von... first at coffee bean.. then went cartel for lunch... yeah!! Salmon in spag~!! *yumz* Heex... good lunch... then wanted to go back coffee bean but packed with ppl... the best thing was when we walked past Friends... the guy who served us the other time waved to us~! HAha.... so funny lor... both of us just smiled and we laughed after that... Then we landed ourselves in Mac... ok lah... not that bad.. consider that they din chase us out even though we din buy anything till von decided to eat mcflurry...~ =) Then home sweet home..~

Was so comfortable on the bus coz it's still early and the bus is rather empty... then to my surprise... saw jianxing coming up the bus at paya lebar mrt... long time since i last saw her... and good thing we still rmb each other..! haha... so we chatted all the way till i alighted... and thus.... i only slept half the journey... =x

Ya.. tml my wireless modem coming?~! =) And here comes my iPod nano voucher too.... then can redeem on 7nov!!! Heex... Haiz.. go liao..~

Sunday, October 23, 2005

我欣赏的音乐

明天 - 林俊杰

晴天太平洋的海龟 午夜地中海的玫瑰
看来这一切都很美 明天地球毁灭
问题是人们在这时候 
是要走 还是留 谁都放不下
却只有我 紧紧握住一个拨出的电话
我说话没重点 一句话说三遍 
可是你明白我还有些眷念 
挥霍的时间 对你的依恋 
不就代表我身为人的极限 
一切都在变化 在那些阴暗的地方 
人性渐渐散漫 活着只求好玩
我的人生追求 绝对的感受 
世界走到尽头 还有一些收获 
留着一朵玫瑰 在你的枕头 
不问后不后悔 这一刻最美

这是一首我非常喜欢的歌... 收录在林俊杰的第三张专辑《编号89757》... 它不是主打歌... 更不是最受欢迎的歌.... 可是当我听到这首歌的时候却有一种不一样的感觉... 认为这是一首很有意义的歌... 要带给我们的讯息是... 还是要珍惜生命中的每一刻... 只要生活过得充足... 就不会有后悔的一天... 不过歌里也有着一些执着... 让我感觉到人性的脆弱...

就不知道有没有人跟我一样... 非常欣赏这首歌呢? 其实有很多时候我喜欢的歌都不是那个歌手的主打歌... 有时候他们的一些非常好听的歌却不是前几主打的歌... 我会觉得有点可惜... 像林俊杰的上一张专辑里... 我最喜欢的歌是不知道第几打的歌--美人鱼... 我就是喜欢她的旋律... 歌词... 等等.. 还有S.H.E《奇幻旅程》里的“侏罗记”... 是一首满可爱的歌... 这些都是平时电台不会播的歌... 还有... 当大家都沉迷于光良的"童话"的时候... 我却爱上了他唱的"天堂"...

也许我就是喜欢和别人不一样... 就像我喜欢华乐和古典乐一样... 但至少人们都知道有贝多芬, 莫扎特, 巴哈等这些古典音乐的伟人.... 但却很少人知道谁是彭修文, 顾冠仁, 罗伟伦, 刘天华是干什么的... 可是我就是喜欢华乐... 它有一种让我挡不住的魅力.... 哈哈. 如果让我在选择一次... 我还是会选择华乐... 选择二胡... =)

Mixed update

Hmm... Back to update again..~ This is the first time this year i can't wait for november to come man.... And why must it be this time? can't it be earlier~!? Dotz...~!! Anyway... I'm being brave here to announce... I'm getting a iPod Nano soon... as early as 7 Nov... but i dunno where's that ulu place to redeem lah..~! ERm... wait till i get the voucher for collection...~ Thanks to dad who was so willing to let me upgrade my internet plan....~! =)

Ytd (fri) went to sch... nearly ganna pangseh by bong again... think he's really v v busy... with this year's pw... that he dun really have any time for us lah.... we waited for like 1+ hour be4 we get to see him..~ Then after that went studying with von lor... and we had a another companion that day... Kenneth the barbie doll... lol..~ See he so ke lian... nobody study with him.. then we shou liu him lor.. Haha... WEnt to serangoon garden's coffee bean as usual..~ Then study lor... Haiz... Think i really have to give up complex no. liao.. dunno why i really suck at it...~ and APGP also..~!! Sighz...~ For this 2 topics is really heng-suay thing lor... if just nice the part that come out is the part i know about the topic then good lah... if not... then... maybe i just have to give that qns up... =(

Thus.. hopefully the other topics can pull me up..~! =) Then for econs and cla... i also dunno.. like i did some reading plus doing today... and realised that i like forget a lot of things liao...~ And i'm wondering if i can rmb them when i enter the examination hall..~ But... dun worry lah... i'll still do my best lah!! =)

Then today received the scores for sy audition.. dunno why suddenly felt so lost when i looked at the scores... like i've never seen one be4... think too long no intact with them le... Haha.. well.. i ought to practise... as soon as As is over...~ Ya.. on the very day that As finishes... i have sy sectionals... one of the 2 that i can and will attend... coz last 2 liao... then after that all combine le...~ And Long De Chuan Qi is something i've never played be4... so all the best to myself... HAha..~

Ya.. think that's all..~!! Hmm... Happy Birthday to my junior on 23rd Oct... Julian lor..!! =)

Friday, October 21, 2005

Random

Since i'm here... will update then... Hmm... not doing my best these few days... dunno why... i'm too slack!!! I really ought to wake up!! Haiz... what's the use of saying it here.. i will just forget about it..

Think it's really like LDMR effect le.. like what von says... now slack more than 1 month ago.. erm... actually i also dunno what to say lah... Anyway bought my prom dress liao... Hmm... purple... shines a bit... Quite nice... hopefully no one will be wearing the same one.. *prays hard*

Tml going to sch again to meet bong.... not that i dun want to meet him... i really want to coz my econs sucks... it's just that i'm a bit sick of travelling to sch already.. maybe coz now travel there too seldom... so a bit sianz liao..~ haha... But nonetheless... i will still be there..~ At least till 16Nov. And next year march..~ Lol

Hmm... i better dun talk about this now if not i dunno if i still can come back tml.. Haha...~ Anyway... today is a happy day... via and i talked quite a lot about co today..~ haha... Oh ya... ytd sent a sms to 933.. BUT never read out~! so sadz.. =( wanted to tell my friends including Von, via, mel, yuhui, chek, kim, han, yingying, emily and jc friends to jiayou for As... Plus Happy Birthday to Angie and Emily mah.. so bad.. never read mine..~

Haiya.. whatever lah.. enough of my craps... just update in case someone come and nag say i never update again...~ haha..~ Nitex!! =)

Saturday, October 15, 2005

I'm quiet~!?

Aiya... forgot to mention in the last last entry that it was the 100th entry of this blog.. Hahaha... whatever lah... Today... i dunno... but i felt that maybe i shouldn't be there at all...~ If only i could get away... not a fruitful day at all..~

Normally sat i'll be out with Via to study... but this week coz it's my paternal grandfather's death anni... so got to go to my uncle's house to do all the routine thingy... and i was relunctant to be there.. expecting that things will not turn out very well for me... i'm prepared for it.... in fact... it was worse than i thought.... I know that i'm not in very good terms with my cousins... to be exact... we normally dun even talk to each other... i dunno what's the reason behind lah... And one of my aunts who is very very sociable commented to mum that i always keep quiet when i'm there... I was quite hurt when mum said that to me... coz in the first place... i never wanted to be like that... i never wanted to be left out... never wanted to be seen as an anti-social person... i think it's just becoz we hua4 bu4 tou2 ji1... i never understood what they were talking about.. and neither will they understand my likings... so why waste the time and energy?

And not that i dun want to talk to them... but do i have the chance? Am i given the chance? Every time we were there... there will be lotsa things to do... and i get involved.. why?~ coz mum's the decision maker... and we lives the nearest.. and most imptly... i'm the youngest.. no matter what... asking me to do is the most convenient coz da-jie will be already helping out and she knows that er-jie will be the last person who will be willing to do it... So whenever i might have the chance to get near my cousins... i might be called to do something else... which none of cousins needs to do... So if everytime i could only hear part of the story... and have no idea what is going on... what can i say~?! I rmb this happening during one of the CNYs at my house... That was the time i tried to blend in with them... and in the end.. everytime my little cousin had some problems with playing with my com... i would be asked to help... and by the time i get back there.. i'm lost... so what can i do? And i decided i was too extra there... Thus i rather keep quiet... although sometimes i really had tonnes of things i hoped i could say...

Dun be surprised but the only ppl i talked to when there's such gatherings are some of my uncles and aunts... the part of family who came from china... and my family... now even er-jie is so busy that she seldom have the time to entertain me... think mainly coz they made an effort to let me talk about things that i'm interested in... like my seventh uncle and aunt had a liking in co music too... and so everytime either of them will ask me about what i'm doing now for erhu or whatever... And of coz i'm glad to share...~

And in the end din go shopping for clothes today... was quite sad actually... coz she was the one who came up with the suggestion... and in the end she was the one who couldn't make it... coz of work... but suan liao lor... tml, next week... whatever... i'm just afraid that she only can make it on sat and i will miss one studying session again... i dun want that to happen again coz i regretted today... Then mum told us just be4 lunch that we shouldn't go shopping this week also coz there are a lot of ppl there.. and we should stay and talk..~! It's the most ridiculous thing when after lunch the families left one by one.. and we were the only ones left staying there... what shit... so who am i supposed to talk to~?! So will know that i actually talks?~! That leaves me wondering...~

Maybe if mum gave me more freedom... i might be more daring to talk to them... even if i dunno what they are talking about..~ Just felt that it was quite unfair to throw that kind of comment on me... Haiz... whatever lah... go watch tv le.... Bye..~

Friday, October 14, 2005

Grad Photos 2~

Ya... still got lah.... Actually still have... but haven find the ppl to send me yet...


The 4 of us... Chek, yuhui, me and von... Hmm... something is missing and the photo is very nice.. haha... =x


Oh.. this is the only photo we took using my cam!!! HAhaha... and it's considered nice... of coz lah.. i take one mah.. lol..! =)


ANd 4 of us again.. a nicer one... think is kim take for us one...

Must be thinking how many pictures we actually took? i seriously dunno... Haha...!


Kim, von, me and chek... a bit dark... the room's fault... haa...

Then took with some of my co ppl too...!! Feeling happy~! Can't wait for co farewell to come... luckily they decided to change the date... think coz still got ppl haven finish paper... so change~ and i can go..! If not can't go and i'll be v sad... Heex.... Then we'll take more pictures!! And i make sure i wun go with low batt cam... haha!

Jenny and me!!! Cheeze!!!

Me and Emily... the whole thing is like so white! haha....


Jenny, me and Emily~


Wah... big heads... and finally we decided to ask someone to take for us.. (the one above).. Lol..

Jenny, me and Samantha... supposed that 3 of us all have 'ying' in our name... Jieying, Wanying and Xiangying subsequently... =)

Chiewy and me!!! =)

Still lack of jiewan and yingying's one...~ And i dunno who? haha... And fang yu and chek and... and... haha... i really dunno.. used so many ppl's cam... heex... Cya!!! =)

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Grad photos 1

Haiz... due to the request of the beloved ms weiling chong... i'm here to update... she very ma fan hor... lol...~!!! Later she kill me... but i think she wun bear to do so one lah.. Heex..~

Ya... here are some grad pics taken... all not i take one... coz explained in the previous entry liao... haha... so all these ppl send me one lor... compile them tgt and become my collection.. Heex... Hmm... still got somemore... later then upload... ling lor.. want to see.. make me come and update... haha.... Ok... let me introduce special ppl in the pic...


Me and Von!!! Quite sianz during ct... so took.. lol...


With Barbie doll (Kenneth)... Still waiting for him to send me the photos we took tgt...

Von, me and Kim...
This one should be be4 he actually came up for ct lesson...

took a quick one when he was giving out our prelim results... so siao right... haha...


Us again..~ hmm.... still got more lor.. lol...


Us with our beloved CLA tutor... Lin laoshi... the one btwn me and von... should have taken another one with her... too bad...


Dun be mistaken.. she's not a tutor... she's our bookshop auntie!!! Lol... always go and ba gua with her when we still have a little time after lunch and be4 lesson... Heex...

And this our beloved Econs tutor... Mr Bong... been bong-ing with him lately... econs make ppl tired... haha... he better dun see this.. =x

And this! Our fav Xu Laoshi... CLA tutor too... he's a nice and happy man! every other tutor says so... hmm.. he's retiring this year... after we grad... Ya...

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Graduation ceremony...

Hmm.. felt that i must update today.... today is a day that i'm filled with diff feelings...~ and thoughts... hmm... was quite touched by the teachers today.. hahha...~

Hmm... just felt that actually graduation is a very meaningful thing and didn't know why some ppl dun give a damn about it... i might not really like the sch.. but the fact that i studied in the sch for quite some time... well... i would say that 2 years' time is already quite long... and that i've learn so much and known worthy friends... i'll like to miss the last moment in sch... seriously.... Even if i really hate the sch a lot... i will still go today... Ok.. that's not the main thing i want to say... haha...

Anyway i'll talk abit about what happened today... went to sch at the same time lah practically... supposed to assemble earlier than the others mah... was happy to hear that we are going up stage according to our CCAs... coz seriously i have nothing to say to my classmates if we were to sit together for the whole session..~ And i was like so so so worried when i knew that he will be be4 me... coz we are seated according to the sequence of receiving the certs mah... But hengz he got award for rugby also... if not it will be damn embarrassing and u'll just see 2 of us keeping quiet throughout the whole thing... and i really didn't wish to be close to him lah... i would say that it's really lucky... only when we going up the stage that time then he joined in the queue... seriously i dunno how to face him after all had happened... and after how he said my words are somehow hurting... And argh... i knew things are getting worse than ever.. dun ask me why...~

Then went around looking for our beloved tutors to take photos... xu laoshi, lin laoshi, mr bong... oh ya... and first thing in the morning... barbie doll pulled me to take photo with him.. right in the middle of the track.. hahaha... he siao one lor... lol... okok... back to the point... took with some co ppl too... erm... those few lah... din really take a lot of photos coz... 1. my cam was low batt... lol.. waste my energy to bring there... still can take lah... but then... very ma fan... anyway a lot of ppl have mah...~ 2. coz we were kept in ct rm for such a long time that when we were out... a lot of ppl were already missing..~ but whatever lah... suddenly realise that i really dun have many friends in ny... haiz... but nvm... good ones are enough...! =)

Then went 'hun' with emily and ying... went amk after playing the number game... lol.. went kfc... ate and then had some sharing session... then studied till 6... and then came back... =) It's long since i last went out with them lah.. and chat with them... nice~! :)

What touches me today was how tutors tried to convey their message of encouragement to us... and the econs tutors were damn funny lah... and they must replay the 'dumpling' part... Dotz... and various science dept teachers using phy and chem stuff... and 3 gp tutors singing their wishes with the tune of 'under the sea'... and we missed what lin laoshi said coz all other students were cheering when her face appeared... and happened to cover up her voice saying A7A and A7B... but at least we know she did.. :) And xu laoshi also very funny when we looked for him after our ct session ended...

Hmm... what reached my heart was actually the part mr tong yee talked about the reality world... and that we should really do something we are really interested in in the future...~ And ya... i thought... why am i here?~ So should i pursue what i want? And i thought... if my As really can't make it... into NUS arts and social science... and my CLA & Maths din get A... i might go on another route... why not? But of coz i hope that my family will be supportive first...~ But of coz... i'll want to get the degree first lah... maybe i'm able to apply for the conservatory for music in nus? if only i have more info about it..~

Eh... think i'll stop here today... tired liao..~! Heex... tml is study time!! And fri is nyjc open house... Think i'll be going back to take a look.. =) So nice of me right... lol...!!! whoever wants to come... it's from 10am to 4pm..! Bye and Nitex!! :)

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Sianz..

Finally... tml is our graduation ceremony...~ Hmm... actually i dunno why ppl doesn't want to attend... to me... EVEN if i'm not getting any award... i will still go lor... Coz no matter what it's like officially the last day of sch in ny... Seriously i think i will miss sch after As... I think it's just coz of the diff thinking of ppl... so of coz i wun force anyone to go or not to go... but... sometimes i just feel that one should have their own opinion lah.... maybe i'm wrong... but at least i'm more than 50% sure that it's coz of that... looks like the last time din really wake somebody up... and the lesson today din do much too... yuhui... u're not putting in enough effort... lol...

Hmm... hope tml can take lotsa photos with ppl i'm quite close with... =) And still thinking of ways to...~ *wicked laugh* haha... whatever... aiya.... go off liao.. .Nitez..! =)

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Wacky Laws of US

Hmm... i find this thing quite interesting.... have a laugh... or shock maybe... never knew this kind of laws could exist... haha..~

What sort of things are illegal to do in your state? Many states in the union have laws that seem unenforceable, archaic, arcane, strange, or just plain wacky. A few we found particularly odd make up today's ezine:

- In Virginia, it's against the law to have a bathtub inside your home.It's also illegal to visit a cemetery for any other reason than visiting the deceased, a law which begs the question, just what other things would one be doing with the dead in a cemetary, anyway?

- In Illinois, it's illegal to eat in a place that is on fire. It's also illegal for bees to fly over the town or in any of its streets. So, who's gonna cite the bees?

- In Pennsylvania, it's illegal to sing in the bathtub.

- In Kansas, it's agianst the law to practice knife throwing at men in striped suits. I suppose other types of suits are alright, however.

- According to Michigan law, if a man and wife kiss on Sunday, the guilty party shall be punished. It's also illegal to abandon a hoop skirt on any public street or sidewalk, with a penalty of $5 for each offense. And it's against the law for a woman to cut her hair without her husband's permission.

- In Florida, it's illegal for a single, divorced, or widowed woman to parachute on Sunday. It's also against the law to hold a turtle race within the city limits or for rats to leave docked ships. So, who's gonna cite the rats -- the same people who cite the bees in Illinois?

- In Georgia, an ordinance was passed that prohibits saying the phrase "two fried eggs and a fritter for a quarter" in an attempt to prohibit slang talkin'. It's also against the law for chickens to cross streets. One supposes the old joke doesn't apply in Georgia.

- In Minnesota, it's illegal for anyone under the age of 12 to use a telephone without the supervision of an adult.

- In Hawaii, it's illegal to put pennies in your ear, never a good idea, regardless.

- Finally, according to the law in New York City, "it is legal for a woman to ride the subway topless since it is legal for a man to ride the subway topless." However, it's against the law to have an unclothed mannequin in a store window.

That's all..~! Cya all..! =)

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Sighz

Dunno what happened to the blogger site... the create post there like the textbox so small... see liao also sianz... so din update for quite long liao.. a week~?! Hehe... Now update also same mah... Just going to talk crap here today.. Lol...

Hmm... what to say... also nothing much to say... back to all the studying again... left 26 days.. Must make full use of time.. Haven start to revise CLA yet.. think will die sia.. Pump myself with maths and econs currently.. cannot fail econs!!! Anyway my econs marks were moderated to an O.. At least better than seeing a F on the result slip mah... =)

Getting result slip on graduation day itself.. dotz.. CCOE8... well... If bong is right that we can jump grades during As.. and at least 2 grades.. hopefully both my Cs can become A... and the O can at least reach a C... And of coz get at least a C for GP.. Coz this time prelim a lot of ppl did quite well... cannot lose to them.. cannot lose to myself.. Even jon who got like all fail in midyear get all Alevel pass this time lor… Sighz… I’m really lousy... So I really got to work if I want to get As...

This week.. sick again.. must be coz of sis... coz they also sick lah... sighz... not good to be sick at all… luckily this time no fever.. so din see doctor.. but then this morning went to sch late lor... Din go for gp lect... they did a compre.. hengz.. =x but I went sch esp to attend econs lect.. hopefully I gain something from it... And luckily I went...~ =)

Think that’s all ba.. Going off to eat dinner le... Bye..~!!

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Lan results...

Yea... updating during CT period... Heex...~ Hmm... dunno what the tutor doing now lah.. can't be bothered also... Lol..~

Anyway got back most results liao... and HAIZ!! My results are like shit lor..~ Hmm... the best is like only C lor... C for CLA and Maths... And i got like F for Econs..~ I'm in for the special programme conducted by the econs department... Sianz..~!! But then again... i still want to improve... My essay totally pulled my total down lah... none of the essays got like double digit lor... and nothing more than 7... so diaoz....~! And dear mr bong say that my total for essay should be the mark for only one essay and not total for 3... Pengz...!!! Aiya.. really cannot let him kan bu qi... lol... Really have to punch in more effort...

Then for maths.. quite sad that only got C... Coz i did 'ok' for Paper1... But then paper2 pulled my overall down.... Sighz... Thus... must get familiarised with paper 2 work.... And CLA!! Pengz.. still quite bad too.... Now can only jiayou and look at more qns...! Then lastly GP... Even more Haiz.... Although got back compre only... can already determine my grade liao... it's so low that nothing can save it... think i'll get E8 ba... =(

See now only left like 4week plus... Dunno if can jump so many grades.... tsk tsk tsk... What will As be like??? Haiz... Really quite disheartened liao... So how~?! No matter what... still have to go on ba... seriously... how i wish that time can stop at this time and give me a little bit more time... BUT wishful thinking~!!!

Argh.. i talking rubbish... just to kill time... too sianz liao... dunno come ct lesson for what... Lol... Cya~!

Sunday, September 25, 2005

It's sunday again..

So fast and it's Sunday liao..~! Tml sch starts and will be getting back all our papers soon... Well.. End of rest and starting of work... afraid that wun have the motivation to start working again..~ Just like today...slept half of my day away... =x

Ytd went out with via, mel , daijing, kosing, horng and char to bugis... planned to go v8... But then when we reached there.. the restaurant under construction... dotz.... So in the end we went Seoul Garden...~ haha... Hmm... stayed there for quite a long time... the table beside us dunno change how many ppl le we still sitting there... lol... eat till v full... but good that got chocolate chip ice-cream.. Heex! =) Even saw Deshun when we walked around after the meal.. think he was with his class ba...~ he damn funny lah.. haha...

Anyway the big news was... Wanying was early when we meet at mrt!! Haha... Shocked~!? Bleahz... Even earlier than daijing... lol... But.. long long time then will have one time of miracle... so dun expect too much lah... haha..~

Then after that came back and then went swimming..~ da-jie went too... just nice she also wanted to go... so went together lor...~ swim till 7 like that then come up and bathe.. then went for dinner with da-jie coz dad and mum went to eat liao... dotz... then came back.. very tired... haha.. and i went to sleep at 9.30!! Lol... Really tired lor... cannot tahan liao... Then woke up in the middle of the night.. after that went back to sleep again... then wake up around 10... in the end slept at 12 plus again... till dad and mum come back then i faster wake up.. =x Even skipped lunch.. lol..! Only had a bowl of koka crunch be4 i went to sleep... Pig me! Heex..~!

Hmm... tml onwards cannot pig le also... once get back paper also know how to spell 'die' and write 'si' le.... Haha..~ Jia you ba! =)

Friday, September 23, 2005

Prom dress hunt

I just feel like blogging these few days... of coz... be4 i'm not given a chance to do it..~ Ya... be4 i get back to my table to s.t.u.d.y... lol...~

Hmm... Went out today.. again! With my parents... I'm happy! =) Went town... supposed to look around for a decent dress for me to attend both my cousin's wedding and my prom..~ But well... It's hard to find... And we bought NOTHING from town... haha... Actually wanted to try out Daniel Yam.. But i rmb about the person who told us not to go to Daniel Yam coz everyone goes there too... and u will not want to see someone wearing the same dress as u.. lol...

Then went over to Bugis Junction... Tried on this lilac tonga dress... quite nice... a bit over knee length... but still thinking whether to buy that one..~ Tough choice.. it's a bit too simple... But maybe it's enough..~ Argh... i dunno!! It's really the most headache thing u can think of when it comes to prom...~ Sighz... Oh.. it's $109...~ But anyway bought another dress.... hmm... suitable for wedding dinners but not prom ba..~ Since the theme for Prom is 'Glamour'... i ought to do something about it... And what about makeup and hairdo~?! Oh man... i hope i'm going to regret about going to prom..~ haha..~ And well... i guess i still need to cut down more weight to look nicer..~ Sighz... I trying hard while mum offered me ice-cream~! haha... of coz i din eat.. lol...

Hmm... think that's all ba... tml going out again..~! Got to enjoy be4 the misery comes on mon..~ haha..!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

A day out...~

Hmm... u might say i'm wasting my money... But i really wanted it... so i bought it..~ ERm... just see what is being strike off my wishlist to know what i bought... (if u are observant enough).. Clue: not a new album..=x

Anyway.. had my day out today! =) Went Kbox with Chek and Yuhui..! Heex.. Hmm... saw some ny ppl at town... saw zhipeng... he like so shocked to see us there.. lol.. Anyway had a great time singing... too bad von is not there... can't hear yuhui sing... Lol... And can't listen to us sing JJ's songs too!!! Haha..!

Then went to bishan...~ Walked around... chek went to the sony shop to send her discman for service... asked the ppl about the discman controller... then the man said only sell at Wisma!!! Dotz... we went from town lah... but i doubt i got the $$ to buy also lah.. Sianz..~

Haiz... i need to save money..!!! *shakes head*

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

After Prelim

Okies... Prelim is over! Like finally... but then... i feel so empty after exams... like ytd night and today... dunno what should i do.. haha... this is so weird... when i am studying... i really dread studying... but after all the studying ends... i miss the studying time..~ Lol.. am i mad~?!

Anyway went out today lah... after i laze around the whole morning... decided to get up to tm to get some stuff... found the cover to put my Alevel entry proof... Then walked around looking for CD. Oh man... i've really got new things added to my wishlist... Lol..! So i bought Fish Leong's new album and Dong Jing Yue Tuan's album... both at MJ..~ Hmm.... Din waste money lah..~ Haha...! And i still want more CDs!!! =)

Ok.. very tired liao.... now is like 1.50am.. lol... played games with via just now.. and did some music files stuff... so forgot all about halfway thru blogging... =P Okies.. Nitex!!~

Monday, September 19, 2005

Mid-Autumn Festival

Today (sun) quite a lot of things happened.. Hmm.. good and bad...

Firstly.. woke up near to morning coz of warmness ba.. and realised that fan was off.. we dun normally put the fan on timing.. and radio was also off... haha.. weird... usually on throughout the night and nobody will go and turn off one.. so dunno why lah... but then too warm.. walked out of my room... and realised that all appliances were off... concluded that the main power tripped... And dunno how~?! Since like throughout the night no one will go and switch something on to trigger the power trip... Anyway i on back the power and yeah! the fan worked! haha... but soon after it began to rain.. so stupid lor..~ lol.. Then it got very very cold that i covered myself with blanket till my neck..~ anyone who came to my house be4 would know that i sleep like right below the window.. and it was widely opened.. so the cold wind really blow into me... and into my blanket..~ sis went to close the window and the wind outside howled loudly!

Actually planned to go for jogging with sis in the morning... but then it rained so heavily lah... how to run..~! The tracks would be so slippery.... And so... i went back to sleep.. and woke up at 10..~ Haha... Was telling her.. everytime plan to go for run on sunday.. it will rain it the morning.... last week also like that! Hmpf..~ So next week dun plan liao... just wake up and pull her up.. lol..~

In the end mum decided that we should lunch out today..~ Supposed to go to some Korean bbq rest but when we reached there.. it was closed... so we went for something else.... traditional hokkien food..~ eat until very full!! Then came home... study... but very tired lah... took a short nap... but still did study... =)

Went to bus stop to get the snow skin mooncake that qin made from via... Thanks Qin!! Nice!~ =) Walk back that time saw Rainbow~!!! I damn happy lah... very beautiful lor... and like it originated from above my blk... too bad i dun have a camera phone... if not i sure take a picture of it... but when i came back up.. disappeared liao...~ So i'm a lucky one seeing it! :) But on my corridor saw the very beautiful sunset sky too..~ Thus making me in good mood!

At night went downstairs for a while coz they need me to bring something down... drank some tea and eat some snacks.... Almond Longan~!!! Best! (i know a lot of u will go *yucks*) And the moon was so bright and round!!! Beautiful sight too... it's just like a lamp in the sky..~! Hoping to see even brighter and rounder moon tml..~! Heex. Then came up and study le..~ Left a bit.. tml morning cont... And yeah~! i'm off for prelims!! =)

Nitex all..!

Friday, September 16, 2005

Goner..~

Finally it's the end of the week... and i can rest well tonight... having headache... even be4 i went in for the econs paper today..~ but it became worse after the paper... of coz lah.. the paper is a headache itself.. haha.. Haiya... still din finish... but had a more complete ans ba... erm.. better than last time... and the fact that i wrote quite a length for some qns... hopefully can get more than 30 ba... btw the total marks for this paper is 75... but well... have to say that 30 is already good enough... really..~

So now i'm left with last paper on mon!!! Finally..! Oh.. been waiting for that day... No... still waiting for 16 Nov to come... And that is like exactly 2 months later...~! Oh wells.. it means less than 2 months to As!!! Haiz... Endure!!

Hmm.. nothing to say liao...~ That's all...! =)

Monday, September 12, 2005

Bad day...~

So fast and i'm back~! BUT Bad news... ...

I'm NOT going to score for maths paper 1!!! It's damn damn difficult lah... the others all say difficult.. even chek! the setters are just trying to kill us...~! Finished the paper just on time... plus... skip a few qns... plus... din even have time to look at those qns again... plus... not a single minute to look thru what i've done...

Aiya... dunno why they so cruel... but perhaps prelim is really not impt for us girls...~ haha... But but... i want to do well..! The qns are so unlike the typical qns... Argh... bad bad bad... now have to prepare for paper 2 on wed... Wish me luck... hope can pull up the marks...~ And i decided to the JJ thing away till nov... but nobody says i'm not going to listen to his cd anymore... lol..~!

The worse thing that happened today.. i got drenched when i came back from sch... so sway can... was only like 3 stops away from home and ta da... it rained v v v heavily... alighted at bedok int to change to 222.... thought at most a little bit wet.. Who knows~!! Once get down the bus already a little bit wet... was v hungry so decided to buy a hotdog waffle to eat on my long way home with 222.... buy liao so difficult to turn back... have to really really squeeze my way thru to get back to the bus stop... Worst still.. the whole place was flooded... not only with ppl but also with rain water~!!! My shoes got soaked once i stepped onto the ground from the steps... then saw the 222 there liao... but too many ppl... can't even find a space to move myself... so in the end squeeze and squeeze and squeeze... finally get to the side of the road near to the door of the bus.. Thought everything will be over soon... The WIND suddenly blew so hard that the rain came crashing right into my face.... and so... my face, my specs, my hair, the front half of my uniform... practically the front part of my whole body was wet.... could see the colour difference of my wet and dry parts of my uniform lor.. Dotz...~ Finally i reached my block... from past experience.. normally 15th floor will be flooded... but usually only the middle part of the 2 corridors... At most take off shoes and socks when reach that part... BUT BUT when i stepped out of the lift on 15 floor... It was water right in front of me and i can feel water running into my shoes when i first stepped out... and look at the whole corridor.. no way to get thru with all the rain splashing in... plus the water on the ground already reaching the height of the lift... afraid that water will flood into the left.. i quickly stepped into the lift and took down to 11 floor.. and climb up 4 stories to get home...

Oh.... What a day...!

Hmm... tml no paper... so got to pia for wed's paper le..~!!! Must do well in Stats!!!! Jia you~! :)

Saturday, September 10, 2005

JJ Lin..!

Tell u what..

I'm totally in love with JJ Lin Jun Jie!!!
Haha.. But i'm totally sad that there's no way for me to get to IMM today!! Haiz...
And now i'm considering to join the official JJFC... so that i can get chances to join their activities in future.. Should i~!? Lol.. I think i'm mad...

Haiz... Why must i be in J2 this year~?! I want the time period btwn now and 16 nov to disappear..!! Bring me to right after my last paper of A levels!!!
Anyway.. anyone has JJ's original 2nd album and is willing to give or sell to me... well..drop a msg! I really regret for not buying it that time... And luckily i bought the original one for his 3rd album.. =)

Oh.. what an entry... haha.. whatever..!

Monday, August 29, 2005

I'm back in action..~ (for once)

Finally i'm back here... dun worry... nothing happened to my com or what-so-ever... always wanted to update... but well... really lack of time... and lazy... haha... So today... just make a short update lor...

For the past erm... 12 days that i din update... haha... Everything was quite normal ba...~ lol... looks like there isn't a special reason for me to update also lah..~ Been going to lib to study... swim during the weekends... and what more... play games online... so much so that i neglected this blog of mine... =P

Anyway... received the new application form for syco 2006... Hmm... think i will go lor... should be 80% confirmed liao... just need a little consent from dad and mum when they come back from hols... Oh ya..~ They are on hols again~!!! dotz... to china again.. but this time is exclusively leisure... They coming back on 1st sept... early in the morning... so guess i'm not going to fetch them at the airport coz it's too early..~

Ya.. so what did i do during these few days of freedom so far!? Hmm... they left on last wed... and i was studying at the airport for that day after sch... thurs went bishan~!? hmm.. i can't rmb lah... then fri came back bedok lib to study with via..~ Sat went aunt's house in the morning then went tm walk around... bought a card for laoshi..~ bought a shirt from OP... long time never buy liao.. Then went swimming with via and mel... damn crowded lah... then got this child... should be a boy if i rmb correctly... he pushed my head lor... dotz...~ Then after that went to meet er-jie and she brought me to nusco's bbq...~ :)

Oh... the ppl there are so nice.. haha... then we like eat liao.. then sat around talking talking... think i quite smart leh... at least can catch what they are talking about... the gossips lah..~ Hahaha...! Hmm.... still thinking if i should go guest play next year?~! They say the songs not very nice.. hahaha... if i not guest-playing... maybe i wun go and watch also... Lol... i dunno lah... if really like need ppl.. then i'll go ba...~ Heex...

Then sun slack at home... really slack lor.. morning so late then woke up... in the end afternoon that time still so tired... haha..~ Then today... went lib to study also... now study leave liao mah... BUT then... tml prelim starts liao lor... GP tml..~ Wish myself good luck..~ Then we ganna chased out of the lib coz the librarian says no self-studying... some other ppl din leave lah... but coz we want to go and eat mah... so we left the place and went to bk... eat liao then continue studying lor... Till i come back..~

Ya... that's all... i dunno when is the next time i'll appear here... thus wish all my friends good luck for prelims or any other exams first..~! Jiayou~!!! :)

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Friends and School..

Ok.. After nearly a week... i've finally decided to update...~ Updating blog is kinda really out of my way lately...~ No time and no mood too...~ Actually i also dunno what to type about lah... Sianz....

Hmm... Arranged to meet up with weng, jieying and jane... Hopefully i could make it there safely... haha..~! It's really a long time since we meet up... Maybe sometimes i'm just not one of them... due to the fact that they've known each other for like 10 years...~ And i only got close to them like at the end of sec 1.... Moreover... we are all leading diff kinds of life now... so god knows what will happen when we meet~!? I dunno... i just picked up my courage to give one of them a msg to initiate the gathering..~ Although i dunno how will things be like... and dunno if i still can click with them after such a long time... Coz no matter what the 3 of them contact each other more often then i do...~ But.. Hmm.. just enjoy.. who cares..~! Hahax..

Then another group of ppl that i wished to meet up with is the RSS bunch of friends.... One thing for sure... i really do miss rss...~ After like meeting up with edwin to pass him the prelim papers... and talking to jiaying on the edwin's phone that day... it really brought me back somehow... and i thought of qun, gan, teresa and mingyan and zhangyan and all the other ppl i had fun with.. Oh how time flies... I haven seen qun and gan and teresa for like thousand years... except for like thru the photos on Friendster... And i really wish to know how my friends are doing out there... Btw... it struck me that maybe i should meet them up coz some of their 18th birthdays are coming up.. like gan's on 19aug, jane and weng's on 24 aug.. and qun's is one month later..~ By that time.. nobody will be too free to meet up.. Right~?!

Sch work is tiring... it made me feel like getting out of it... it makes me feeling like doing nothing at all.. since there are so much to do... and i can never get them all done at the pace i'm going... which is bad... i really need someone there to monitor me yea... =x Haiz... maybe it's time to get out of my house to study again..~ But seriously.. i hate the noise of bedok cc... Sianz...~ Maybe lib is a good place... but not sch lib perhaps... lotsa distractions in sch... Like having him sitting right behind me that made me stopped my breath for a while... or ppl talking loudly in the lib as if they are at home... or the market...~

Find myself more easily aroused by noise lately or some things ppl that i kan bu shuang...~ And i tend to do something... like speak badly about what they are doing.. like blocking the way or cutting the queue or whatever lah... Lol... Sometimes it feels good after doing that u know... =P So should i say i've became more sarcastic too~?! I guess so.. Haha..~!

Ok... that's all... got to prepare for tml's test... and later watching Superstar~!!! :)