I think i've made myself a 宅女 now... (is there such a phrase? usually ppl only use on guys. i.e. 宅男) Lol. And that's the reason why i haven't been updating.
The only day i was really out in the sun to have some fun was last tues... i.e. my class outing to sentosa. And it wasn't a really sunny day and other than playing captain's ball for a while.. i didn't do much also. Just walked ard and take pictures of my classmates in action.. and played some card game. Chilled at Cafe del Mar till 9+ be4 making our way home... It was a great day i would say.
The rest of the days... other than going to sy, lunch out on some days and the trip to the travel agency on sat... i spend the rest of the time at home. either watching tv or watching shows online!! Omg. can't believe i'm living this kind of life. Thou i quite enjoyed such life. But it's rather nua lor. Plus this will result in no income for spending the coming months! how can! =x
However.. i think the 'couch potato' personality will continue for another week or so? Hmm.. that is bad. haha!!! =P Inverted commas cos i didn't really lay on a couch... Haha!!! And sometimes i sit in front of the com. I think i need to exercise soon. But these few days are hot like mad. how to go out?
So... Just finished watching 恶作剧2吻 online... Been watching on a weekly basis for the first few epis... but stopped cos of the assignments and projects.. So chionged a few epis in a day right after exams. Damn shuang. Hmm... dun really like the ending.. haha! Cos i hope the show will still continue. 20 episodes is definitely too little!!! Thou i really didn't like Ariel Lin... she made the show more interesting in a way. And I like 郑元畅! He is handsome and charming! haha! So the show is just too nice to be missed. Partly cos I wished that i can have someone like 直树 ba... The way he express is love is just so.. romantic. Although it's only in this series that he showed his love for her. not so much in the first series yea... Still. My fav show. :))) Dun mind watching it again and again. Or at least can watch a few more times. Since i already watched the first series thrice le. haha!!! =x
Then watching the last few episodes of 原来我不帅 online... How can i miss the drama with my JJ being the lead actor right!!! Haha. It might be a very crappy story.. with many incredible things happening.. But some of the stuff are realistic and as happened in our surroundings. The author likes to include interesting current affairs into the story. It's a rather funny show. 李玖哲 is damn funny in the show lah... Then again... there's only 13 episodes to it.. Maybe it's enough already. But 不知不觉 already watched till epi 11. so ending soon.
Next will be 斗牛，要不要... this one can wait a bit cos it's showing on tv now.... so if i din catch that epi on tv... then dl and watch. But the lengths quite different... so a bit ma fan. Anyway... partly also cos the show dl one got no sound. sians. and slightly longer than the JJ show. Well. obviously i'm more interested in the previous show lah. haha. But i want to watch this cos 贺军翔 is very shuai! Siyih will be very happy to see me saying this. :))) It's really a show or a stubborn girl meeting a stubborn guy. They produced quite a bit of fireworks. Woohoo! So watch!!! :)
Ok.. that's online. BUT how can i forget my tv!! Bosco Wong 黄宗泽 and Kevin Cheng 郑嘉颖 are on 8pm show 强剑... Bosco a bit naive... but very courageous and helpful. Kevin a bit cool... but is always calm and steady. Dunno who will bosco end up with. hmm... Continue to watch lor... Last 2 weeks didn't manage to watch during the weekday... have to wake up earlier on weekends to catch 5 epis tgt. haha!
Then 9pm show... this week last 5 epis already. Very nice show too... 突围行动... A whole show of schemes and whatever-not. I think the most real or scheme-less roles are Xiang Qing and RiLang. And maybe RiJin.. And the most foxie person... is really the damn father. tsk tsk tsk. But.. all these made the show worth watching... and keeps making ppl guess what will happen next and very eager to know what's the ending like. Same to me! hahaha.
If u think that's all i watch. you might be wrong. These are just the more core shows and routine ones. others include 康熙来了，麻辣天后宫，星光大道，快乐星期天... blah blah blah... I'm officially a tv addict during my holidays. Becos this is like the exact situation the last long long break last year. lol!
Ok.. Sleep time. Nitex.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Friday, April 25, 2008
Dedicated to AgKOH.
Of cos.. i promised my best friend that i will write something for her and i hope she will read this.. even thou it's exam period... :)
Well... I can totally believe that i'm doing this for her... but seriously i have no idea where to begin with... But i rmb-ed celebrating her bday every year since sec 3. The first year i was in the same class as these ppl... We planned a surprise for her that year at the void deck of a block near our school.. had someone to go get the cake while we were rehearsing for some presentation in school.. then insisted on walking that direction to bring her there.. can't really rmb what excuse we used le... But anyway i thought that was a rather nice idea. :)
Then sec 4... we celebrated for her at her ah ma's house. thou there were only 6 of us including her... i think we had fun too. playing jenga. haha! I rmb the cake was made by my mother's friend.. can't really rmb why there were only so few of us and can't really rmb why we went there to celebrate. but anyways... we still had fun after all. :)
05.. We already had the cogang formed by then... and we celebrated her bday by going to the Settler's Cafe.. the 10 of us played like the whole aftn there.. Of cos.. can't rmb what games we played then... only rmb taboo.. and some farm game. lol!
06... i rmb we celebrated it on a public hol... which i worked while some of them went to sentosa... and then met at suntec for dinner.. Very nice of them to wait till i finish work. Hee. (I rmb it was an extremely busy day at work!!!) Ok. Dined at this ramen place - 别府... it's still there now. walked ard the fountain for the first time.. kinda played with the water. =x Then went to the area above the fountain to cut her cake from four leaves. if i'm not wrong... melody went to buy it with her. Sat down there and chatted for some while be4 moving to get ourselves home. it was a lovely night.
07.. which was last year... there were only 7 of us including her... reason being the others are busy studying or working. Nonetheless... i think she enjoyed cos she didn't receive any presents on that day. haha! Anyway... after dining at Miss Clarity Cafe at bugis and then to the same place as the year be4 again! haha! And it was still four leaves cake! haha! She likes. And i think both times were the same ones. Too bad no pictures for the 06 one... not sure why. hmm.
And then this year!!! So grateful to her and her mother for preparing so much food for us... I was really bloated that night. haha! With all the yummies... Steamboat, chocolate fondue and chocolate cake. omg. But it's a good thing that she celebrated. I love the time we spend together.. sitting ard table.. eating and talking and perhaps making fun at someone. hee.
She's the person whom i probably spent most of my time out with for the past few years... Want to watch movie: find her. Want to go shopping: find her. Go swimming: find her. Study: find her. Every where and every thing. MCO, SYCO and now even work. (although i think i'm unemployed already). Thou we do not share much of our secrets (or maybe i'm the one not sharing). But i'm glad we have non-stop stuff to talk abt already.
She stated in her own blog that she should make very careful decisions from now on since she's not a minor anymore. I couldn't help agreeing. It's not that she always makes the wrong decisions... just that.. she needs to think more thoroughly than to act on impulse. The outcome might not be bad. but she's always regretting her decisions. I dunno why. So.. my advice is. Yes. U make careful considerations be4 doing it. But once you made it, go all out to do it cos there's not path of return. 人总是要向前看的. I rmb telling her last year during her bday that i hope she will have less unhappiness and complaints. haha. Of cos i think the complaints part didn't really come true lah. lol. But this year... I will hope for the same thing again. So that she will be a happier person.
Actually... Sometimes it's hard to say out how i feel abt some matters, even when i think u might be wrong in your thinkings. But i know i have no rights to change it and not that i really can do it cos you can be rather stubborn at times.. (and you know that). So these are my words for you. 凡事都不要看得太重，要多方面的思考，有时候遇到的事，不一定是不好的。不要为了一点小事就动怒，这样很快老的！要放开胸怀，这样人生才会更快乐！OK? Yeah. Sylvia, i hope you see this lah. (actually i'm sure you will lah. haha) So this year, Wish you all the best in your studies especially. And hope you finds the Mr. Right who will be listening to you nag and complain instead. Haha! Jk abt the nagging part. I will still listen to u lah! dun worry. :)))
Friends are always friends.... not to say good friends and best friends... (sound so cliche). haha~!! So please... got swimming soon. Although the day u end ur exam is the day i'm flying off!!! haix.
Well... I can totally believe that i'm doing this for her... but seriously i have no idea where to begin with... But i rmb-ed celebrating her bday every year since sec 3. The first year i was in the same class as these ppl... We planned a surprise for her that year at the void deck of a block near our school.. had someone to go get the cake while we were rehearsing for some presentation in school.. then insisted on walking that direction to bring her there.. can't really rmb what excuse we used le... But anyway i thought that was a rather nice idea. :)
Then sec 4... we celebrated for her at her ah ma's house. thou there were only 6 of us including her... i think we had fun too. playing jenga. haha! I rmb the cake was made by my mother's friend.. can't really rmb why there were only so few of us and can't really rmb why we went there to celebrate. but anyways... we still had fun after all. :)
05.. We already had the cogang formed by then... and we celebrated her bday by going to the Settler's Cafe.. the 10 of us played like the whole aftn there.. Of cos.. can't rmb what games we played then... only rmb taboo.. and some farm game. lol!
06... i rmb we celebrated it on a public hol... which i worked while some of them went to sentosa... and then met at suntec for dinner.. Very nice of them to wait till i finish work. Hee. (I rmb it was an extremely busy day at work!!!) Ok. Dined at this ramen place - 别府... it's still there now. walked ard the fountain for the first time.. kinda played with the water. =x Then went to the area above the fountain to cut her cake from four leaves. if i'm not wrong... melody went to buy it with her. Sat down there and chatted for some while be4 moving to get ourselves home. it was a lovely night.
07.. which was last year... there were only 7 of us including her... reason being the others are busy studying or working. Nonetheless... i think she enjoyed cos she didn't receive any presents on that day. haha! Anyway... after dining at Miss Clarity Cafe at bugis and then to the same place as the year be4 again! haha! And it was still four leaves cake! haha! She likes. And i think both times were the same ones. Too bad no pictures for the 06 one... not sure why. hmm.
And then this year!!! So grateful to her and her mother for preparing so much food for us... I was really bloated that night. haha! With all the yummies... Steamboat, chocolate fondue and chocolate cake. omg. But it's a good thing that she celebrated. I love the time we spend together.. sitting ard table.. eating and talking and perhaps making fun at someone. hee.
She's the person whom i probably spent most of my time out with for the past few years... Want to watch movie: find her. Want to go shopping: find her. Go swimming: find her. Study: find her. Every where and every thing. MCO, SYCO and now even work. (although i think i'm unemployed already). Thou we do not share much of our secrets (or maybe i'm the one not sharing). But i'm glad we have non-stop stuff to talk abt already.
She stated in her own blog that she should make very careful decisions from now on since she's not a minor anymore. I couldn't help agreeing. It's not that she always makes the wrong decisions... just that.. she needs to think more thoroughly than to act on impulse. The outcome might not be bad. but she's always regretting her decisions. I dunno why. So.. my advice is. Yes. U make careful considerations be4 doing it. But once you made it, go all out to do it cos there's not path of return. 人总是要向前看的. I rmb telling her last year during her bday that i hope she will have less unhappiness and complaints. haha. Of cos i think the complaints part didn't really come true lah. lol. But this year... I will hope for the same thing again. So that she will be a happier person.
Actually... Sometimes it's hard to say out how i feel abt some matters, even when i think u might be wrong in your thinkings. But i know i have no rights to change it and not that i really can do it cos you can be rather stubborn at times.. (and you know that). So these are my words for you. 凡事都不要看得太重，要多方面的思考，有时候遇到的事，不一定是不好的。不要为了一点小事就动怒，这样很快老的！要放开胸怀，这样人生才会更快乐！OK? Yeah. Sylvia, i hope you see this lah. (actually i'm sure you will lah. haha) So this year, Wish you all the best in your studies especially. And hope you finds the Mr. Right who will be listening to you nag and complain instead. Haha! Jk abt the nagging part. I will still listen to u lah! dun worry. :)))
Friends are always friends.... not to say good friends and best friends... (sound so cliche). haha~!! So please... got swimming soon. Although the day u end ur exam is the day i'm flying off!!! haix.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Dedicated to Jon
I can't believe that i'm writing a post for this person. haha! (pls be honoured ok) But actually i think he wun know abt this. hahaha!
Ytd was at his house for his 21st. The 2nd time to his house.. and both times was to celebrate his bday and both times on the same date and same day of the week. just that different year. lol! And the last time was 5 years ago!!! It's one year after i know him i think. OMG. Actually i can't really believe that i know him for so long already. (afterall, i only know my cogang ppl for 8years now only)
I think if i weren't in NY... i wun be there ytd as well... this guy just has too many friends. haha. so emm and ying and i really have to self entertain and talk to the other ppl. lol. but surprisingly.. we were one of the last ppl to leave the place. So after most of the ppl left... he finally came to talk to us.. haha! Talked for a while be4 we left to catch our buses..
Oh.. i think i digressed a bit. haha. Speaking abt him again... Erm.. actually i dunno what i could say abt him now.. or rather.. i think i dunno him that much anymore. Just that every time we meet... there's lots of things to talk and joke about. The familiarity is there i think.
Thinking of the times from we know each other till now.. he's been so far like a brother to me.. thou sometimes a bit irritating. but he's been helpful and always ready to listen to me, my problems.. esp. in the stressful days. Thou we kind of become not that close during the jc years... (a bit ironic)... cos of some stuff... i think i was too stressed up in jc. haha! but i'm glad we're still friends after all. Because he's really a good person to complain to. haha!
I think the reason why we are quite close was that we actually went through a lot tgt. the camp, the syf period, the o levels, the unlucky cc period, the 2nd intake, the synergy period, another syf, and so much more. It's just hard to describe.. and everything has become so neutral. And everything that happened seems like a dream. haha! Afterall, he's one of the people in one of my dearest groups.
Haha. After so much. i think most reading would have known who he is... although i dun really mention him to newer friends anymore. lol.
So Dear Jonathan, Wish you Happy 21st Birthday again! Erm.. hopefully you will do well in your studies coming aug in ntu.. and you will continue to hua-yue (dun waste your talent).. and your wishes can come true... and you can get someone who can control you. lol! And... GROW UP brother! (Although you are VERY big already). =x Ok. i wish he wun see this. lol. :)
Ok. that's all. Seriously i can't believe i'm doing this. Sorry Via.. cos i really didn't have time last week. I will make it up for u. haha!!!
Ytd was at his house for his 21st. The 2nd time to his house.. and both times was to celebrate his bday and both times on the same date and same day of the week. just that different year. lol! And the last time was 5 years ago!!! It's one year after i know him i think. OMG. Actually i can't really believe that i know him for so long already. (afterall, i only know my cogang ppl for 8years now only)
I think if i weren't in NY... i wun be there ytd as well... this guy just has too many friends. haha. so emm and ying and i really have to self entertain and talk to the other ppl. lol. but surprisingly.. we were one of the last ppl to leave the place. So after most of the ppl left... he finally came to talk to us.. haha! Talked for a while be4 we left to catch our buses..
Oh.. i think i digressed a bit. haha. Speaking abt him again... Erm.. actually i dunno what i could say abt him now.. or rather.. i think i dunno him that much anymore. Just that every time we meet... there's lots of things to talk and joke about. The familiarity is there i think.
Thinking of the times from we know each other till now.. he's been so far like a brother to me.. thou sometimes a bit irritating. but he's been helpful and always ready to listen to me, my problems.. esp. in the stressful days. Thou we kind of become not that close during the jc years... (a bit ironic)... cos of some stuff... i think i was too stressed up in jc. haha! but i'm glad we're still friends after all. Because he's really a good person to complain to. haha!
I think the reason why we are quite close was that we actually went through a lot tgt. the camp, the syf period, the o levels, the unlucky cc period, the 2nd intake, the synergy period, another syf, and so much more. It's just hard to describe.. and everything has become so neutral. And everything that happened seems like a dream. haha! Afterall, he's one of the people in one of my dearest groups.
Haha. After so much. i think most reading would have known who he is... although i dun really mention him to newer friends anymore. lol.
So Dear Jonathan, Wish you Happy 21st Birthday again! Erm.. hopefully you will do well in your studies coming aug in ntu.. and you will continue to hua-yue (dun waste your talent).. and your wishes can come true... and you can get someone who can control you. lol! And... GROW UP brother! (Although you are VERY big already). =x Ok. i wish he wun see this. lol. :)
Ok. that's all. Seriously i can't believe i'm doing this. Sorry Via.. cos i really didn't have time last week. I will make it up for u. haha!!!
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Last day of Year 2
I know i haven't been blogging for quite a no. of days.... cos i've been really busy thou sometimes not on the tasks. =x But dun worry. I'm still alive! :)))
Of cos.. after submitting all the assignments and finishing the presentations... i'm more or less free from school for some time! not totally free yet cos still have a report to hand in... But that can be done. :)
Well.. last day of school... feel quite sad actually... esp. when u know that most of ur classmates are already not planning to stay for year 3... And some of them are the closer ones. Imagine how to survive my year 3 without the nonsense of these ppl. Hmm...
For these 2 years.. i think i really learn a lot from my classmates... and i think we have done a lot of work tgt. esp. caiwen.. we done like 8 projects tgt! a pity not having chance to work with everyone... but most of us do not want to step out of our comfort zone also lah. Well.. time to say this.. cos the happiest thing that happened this year/sem is that my group was praised for a good proposal. It was an unexpected comment from that lecturer and we were all relieved to hear that! And it was really a wonderful time working with these girls. :)
Ytd a classmate told me something that i nv expect to be told as well. I was actually very touched and I really hoped i have spent more time with my classmates outside school. All right... it's not like we can't meet outside school... but it will be different. It will be.
Then start thinking the days we moved into this new building... I really will miss the times we go rochor tau huay, the times we go bugis street to shop after class, the times we eat at HotSpot, the times we stayed at mac to do our work, the times we spent in the cosy theatre last sem, the times we walk out of school to the bus stop/mrt tgt. All the time. I will really miss these classmates who are not continuing for the degree. I very well say that I will stay for degree becos it's also what was expected of me.
Well.. maybe this will make me treasure my classmates more in level 3. Becos there's only so few of us left.. (i dunno how many.. but perhaps just half the full class).. So we should be closer and hang out more often yea. :))) Of cos not forgetting those who are leaving. we will still have some class outings yea. haha!
Regrets for the 2 years... i would say... didn't have much chance to consult and speak to my lecturers, didn't really know all my classmates well, not an event was without absentees and thus we do not have a full class photo be4 (not even today cos some left early), I haven't really been involved in what my classmates did... WOMAD, Arts Fest, Mosiac, even Sun Fest.. i dun really feel that i was in it. Then.. as mentioned, didn't work with every single one be4. And lastly... nv ever finished my assignments way be4 the deadline. lol.
But i would really like a trip with the closest friends ard... I hope we do have a graduation trip.. anywhere out of the country would be good! :)
Hmm.. raining now.. it means good time to go sleep. :))) FINALLY can sleep with ease. HEE.
Nitex and i will continue soon.
Of cos.. after submitting all the assignments and finishing the presentations... i'm more or less free from school for some time! not totally free yet cos still have a report to hand in... But that can be done. :)
Well.. last day of school... feel quite sad actually... esp. when u know that most of ur classmates are already not planning to stay for year 3... And some of them are the closer ones. Imagine how to survive my year 3 without the nonsense of these ppl. Hmm...
For these 2 years.. i think i really learn a lot from my classmates... and i think we have done a lot of work tgt. esp. caiwen.. we done like 8 projects tgt! a pity not having chance to work with everyone... but most of us do not want to step out of our comfort zone also lah. Well.. time to say this.. cos the happiest thing that happened this year/sem is that my group was praised for a good proposal. It was an unexpected comment from that lecturer and we were all relieved to hear that! And it was really a wonderful time working with these girls. :)
Ytd a classmate told me something that i nv expect to be told as well. I was actually very touched and I really hoped i have spent more time with my classmates outside school. All right... it's not like we can't meet outside school... but it will be different. It will be.
Then start thinking the days we moved into this new building... I really will miss the times we go rochor tau huay, the times we go bugis street to shop after class, the times we eat at HotSpot, the times we stayed at mac to do our work, the times we spent in the cosy theatre last sem, the times we walk out of school to the bus stop/mrt tgt. All the time. I will really miss these classmates who are not continuing for the degree. I very well say that I will stay for degree becos it's also what was expected of me.
Well.. maybe this will make me treasure my classmates more in level 3. Becos there's only so few of us left.. (i dunno how many.. but perhaps just half the full class).. So we should be closer and hang out more often yea. :))) Of cos not forgetting those who are leaving. we will still have some class outings yea. haha!
Regrets for the 2 years... i would say... didn't have much chance to consult and speak to my lecturers, didn't really know all my classmates well, not an event was without absentees and thus we do not have a full class photo be4 (not even today cos some left early), I haven't really been involved in what my classmates did... WOMAD, Arts Fest, Mosiac, even Sun Fest.. i dun really feel that i was in it. Then.. as mentioned, didn't work with every single one be4. And lastly... nv ever finished my assignments way be4 the deadline. lol.
But i would really like a trip with the closest friends ard... I hope we do have a graduation trip.. anywhere out of the country would be good! :)
Hmm.. raining now.. it means good time to go sleep. :))) FINALLY can sleep with ease. HEE.
Nitex and i will continue soon.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Choosing!!! - 2
Ok... i've decided on the choice. Actually it's not costa sands that my sis was talking about. it's the Pasir Ris bungalow... those that are along the way to pasir ris park! So they are very huge!!!
There are like 1 master room and 3 other rooms. Just like a bungalow that ppl lives in. SO. I've decided to give it a go. Since it's more accessible, can go pasir ris if nothing to do. Can ask ppl come bbq. Only thing is that. no more swimming. bleah.
Ok lah... just putting as first choice. whether will get or not. we'll see. if not.. there's still nsrcc yea. :) So.. no matter what. just prepare urself for 14th june. :)))
A Reply to The Reply.
Yes, I was being sarcastic. But i nv regretted working with them. I'm not trying to spoil friendships or whatever. In fact i enjoy being friends with anyone who does not mind being friend with me. And i guess that is why when we come to do serious work.. I might have higher expectations of them. Becos we are friends!
I do not deny that I feel i was being rude in that post too. but i think it's the emotion of that point of time. And i do not deny that my friend was correct in the reply to me too (a reply that none of u saw lah). And i dun think anyone of u want to see it cos it's really long. I admire him for that... like in the middle of all our assignments. And he read on although it's stated that 'it will not be nice for the ears'. But i stress that not every part of it is what i think as well. I've nv thought that anyone is incompetence in anything becos i'm not good in everything myself. In fact, there's very little i could do as compared to the rest. And i think that they have helped me more that i helped them.
Maybe i was wrong in using 'flare up'. I think it's just expressing myself. I have problem telling ppl how i feel. whether good or bad. I didn't mean i WANT to shout at them or whatever, but even i'm simply unhappy, i didn't have the courage to just say it out. and this is my own problem and it hasn't got to do with anybody or anything. It's just me. My character from long time ago.
After all, the project went really well and i think everyone is happy about it. (At least i'm happy abt it) Something about the workshop then. There were actually a no. of challenges that we faced during the whole process there. Not enough this, not enough that. DVD cannot be played on the laptop. But the teacher was extremely helpful in trying to get us all the stuff we need. And way before the class started. We were all ready. (ok. except for our presentator busy going thru the slides) I think we were all very worried that it wouldn't work out well. For me, even when the class stroll in, I wasn't having much confidence. However, when the workshop started, everything started to get in place and the students were getting into the situation. I think the artist really helps in this aspect. That's what we call, professionals. If it's like last year. We'd most probably freaked out.
Anyway... There were challenges during the workshop itself. Of cos things dun always turn out to what was planned. Some of them do not really know what to draw and how to draw it. And some just didn't listen carefully to the instructions, so kind of played their own 'game rules'. But that doesn't really matter cos i feel that they were having fun. So although we prepared some challenges for the students... due to time constrain.. we weren't able to let them do it all. But the outcome was still good. They completed the activity with what we expect them to produce. And the presentation of the linking up of the whole story created lots of laughter. I can't help laughing also even thou i'm taking videos of it. :) I think it's a pleasure to do something like this.
Anyway. I think we should sit down and review on the project, and prepare our presentation and report. I'm kinda halfway thru the collating of the feedback and will soon be ready.
我不是一个没有感情的人。不知不觉眼泪就开始坠落了。原因是什么，我也不清楚。霎那间，脑子里想的是什么也不知道了。其实我很害怕看到回应，因为结果是未知数。就在眼泪悄悄落下的那一刻，我知道这些人对我有多重要。问题是，友谊会不会就这样结束了。就在大家离开学校的那天起，会不会就不联络了? 我害怕会是那种结果。
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I do not deny that I feel i was being rude in that post too. but i think it's the emotion of that point of time. And i do not deny that my friend was correct in the reply to me too (a reply that none of u saw lah). And i dun think anyone of u want to see it cos it's really long. I admire him for that... like in the middle of all our assignments. And he read on although it's stated that 'it will not be nice for the ears'. But i stress that not every part of it is what i think as well. I've nv thought that anyone is incompetence in anything becos i'm not good in everything myself. In fact, there's very little i could do as compared to the rest. And i think that they have helped me more that i helped them.
Maybe i was wrong in using 'flare up'. I think it's just expressing myself. I have problem telling ppl how i feel. whether good or bad. I didn't mean i WANT to shout at them or whatever, but even i'm simply unhappy, i didn't have the courage to just say it out. and this is my own problem and it hasn't got to do with anybody or anything. It's just me. My character from long time ago.
After all, the project went really well and i think everyone is happy about it. (At least i'm happy abt it) Something about the workshop then. There were actually a no. of challenges that we faced during the whole process there. Not enough this, not enough that. DVD cannot be played on the laptop. But the teacher was extremely helpful in trying to get us all the stuff we need. And way before the class started. We were all ready. (ok. except for our presentator busy going thru the slides) I think we were all very worried that it wouldn't work out well. For me, even when the class stroll in, I wasn't having much confidence. However, when the workshop started, everything started to get in place and the students were getting into the situation. I think the artist really helps in this aspect. That's what we call, professionals. If it's like last year. We'd most probably freaked out.
Anyway... There were challenges during the workshop itself. Of cos things dun always turn out to what was planned. Some of them do not really know what to draw and how to draw it. And some just didn't listen carefully to the instructions, so kind of played their own 'game rules'. But that doesn't really matter cos i feel that they were having fun. So although we prepared some challenges for the students... due to time constrain.. we weren't able to let them do it all. But the outcome was still good. They completed the activity with what we expect them to produce. And the presentation of the linking up of the whole story created lots of laughter. I can't help laughing also even thou i'm taking videos of it. :) I think it's a pleasure to do something like this.
Anyway. I think we should sit down and review on the project, and prepare our presentation and report. I'm kinda halfway thru the collating of the feedback and will soon be ready.
我不是一个没有感情的人。不知不觉眼泪就开始坠落了。原因是什么，我也不清楚。霎那间，脑子里想的是什么也不知道了。其实我很害怕看到回应，因为结果是未知数。就在眼泪悄悄落下的那一刻，我知道这些人对我有多重要。问题是，友谊会不会就这样结束了。就在大家离开学校的那天起，会不会就不联络了? 我害怕会是那种结果。
other than the relevant ppl... pls do not comment on this anymore
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Choosing!!!
NSRCC
Each bungalow is double-storey and fully air-conditioned. All bungalows are equipped with two bedrooms, two bathrooms, a pantry, spacious living and dining areas, karaoke VCD player, StarHub Cable TV and a barbeque pit.
CostaSands Pasir Ris (not the downtown east one) And it's the one qin booking i think.
DUPLEX CHALET
Double-storey
Hall, ground floor with ceiling fan
1 bedroom, upper floor, air-conditioned
Towels
2 single beds (upper floor)
2 mattresses (ground floor)
Television Set (ground floor)
Electric jug
Refrigerator
Attached bathroom
Ok... I'm thinking of which one to book cos my sis has to give 2 options... Actually she will put both... but the thing is priority to which one.. and she needs to submit the application by 11apr.
Actually i think NSRCC is better.. but it is seriously less accessible... the thing is cos NSRCC is like fully air-conditioned.. so i'm not afraid of having more ppl.. whereas CostaSands is only fan-ed for the ground floor which i will be using mostly for the celebration...
THEN. i think that StarHub Cable TV is really a very attractive component for nsrcc. Haha!!! I think some will agree. =P And then for both right.. i think they have their official caterer.. so die also must cater from them.
So ya... any views that which one should be the priority? Pls keep in mind that it will be an afternoon event. yupx.
(actually i think i already made the choice, just need some confirmation. haha)
Each bungalow is double-storey and fully air-conditioned. All bungalows are equipped with two bedrooms, two bathrooms, a pantry, spacious living and dining areas, karaoke VCD player, StarHub Cable TV and a barbeque pit.
CostaSands Pasir Ris (not the downtown east one) And it's the one qin booking i think.
DUPLEX CHALET
Double-storey
Hall, ground floor with ceiling fan
1 bedroom, upper floor, air-conditioned
Towels
2 single beds (upper floor)
2 mattresses (ground floor)
Television Set (ground floor)
Electric jug
Refrigerator
Attached bathroom
Ok... I'm thinking of which one to book cos my sis has to give 2 options... Actually she will put both... but the thing is priority to which one.. and she needs to submit the application by 11apr.
Actually i think NSRCC is better.. but it is seriously less accessible... the thing is cos NSRCC is like fully air-conditioned.. so i'm not afraid of having more ppl.. whereas CostaSands is only fan-ed for the ground floor which i will be using mostly for the celebration...
THEN. i think that StarHub Cable TV is really a very attractive component for nsrcc. Haha!!! I think some will agree. =P And then for both right.. i think they have their official caterer.. so die also must cater from them.
So ya... any views that which one should be the priority? Pls keep in mind that it will be an afternoon event. yupx.
(actually i think i already made the choice, just need some confirmation. haha)
Sunday, April 06, 2008
RANTINGS AHEAD
WARNING!: the situation below is not nice for the ears. just go to another page to feel happy. OK!
I couldn't use words to describe how pissed i was today. I gave up my visiting trip to ny becos our meeting has shifted timing again and again... And in the end i thought it was pointless to go down anymore. What happened in the end? I went to bugis to develop some photos due to unforseen circumstances and reached school already 15min late (knowing my classmates)... NOT THAT WELL if u read on... Great.. no one is there yet. I msged 2 of them. 1 said reaching soon. Fine. and i waited for 40min be4 that person appeared. The other then just replied and said reaching in 15min. And asked if want to go for lunch tgt. HELLO!? I thought meeting was supposed to start 1h ago!!! What is that person talking about? Then I was told that it was a last min decision that the meeting wouldn't start early anymore. Can someone tell me wth is this? So fine. this person went for lunch with the SO... and the 2 of us who were there already waited in a room. for another freaking 40min. I WASTED ONE AND HALF HOUR DOING NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL.
The artist actually reached school on time.... and i would feel very embarrass becos we have to make him wait for our members to reach in order to start. And that member of ours was still having lunch.
Where has all the considerations gone? Not that i think they have them in the first place. The strange thing is i didn't flare up. Maybe becos it isn't the first time. The other day 3 other grp mates agreed to come for morning class and have out meeting after that. And i think one guess and you can get it correct. NONE of them turned up in class. OH well. they came after class ended tgt with the other grp mate who usually attends the aftn class. Well... in the end we still didn't have the meeting cos the big savior grp mate has done something very helpful to a stranger. I mean i dun really blame that person for not coming. But earlier when i saw that none of them were in class. i proposed that we meet the next day. And that person didn't want to. Then after we know that that person was held up by something... we proposed the idea again. and still didn't want to! I dunno what's wrong lah.
I seriously feel that i have problem handling my anger. I think they are kept within me for too long a time. I kept thinking of the words to say but they nv came out of my mouth. I kept thinking of my feelings towards what happened but i nv let them be known to others. Perhaps it's becos i still regard them as friend and i really dun wish to make any situation very tense. Actually i think that i didn't have the courage to flare up. I just sounded VERY bo-chap and unenthu the rest of the meeting. I so wanted to leave school after that long wait. It was really pointless.. At the end of the day. 2 of us didn't turn up. One due to work and the other i dunno what sudden illness.
This whole thing is so ridiculous and i really hope that this project will end faster! Feeling so tired of working with the same ppl already. They are good, they do their work, sometimes i feel that i'm the one not doing enough. But where's the attitude? like reaching soon = at least another 30min? When i say reaching soon. i meant 5 to 10min!! Ironically, i was chatting with that person over a few things while waiting for the whole session to start. And i didn't complain AT ALL about this whole thing.
And guess what? The meeting didn't really go as planned! We didn't have a dry run after all. This is so terrible... after so many meetings.. it seems like we haven't even get the whole thing right. Becos the more we say... the more we have to re-think and re-discuss. Which is what i dun think is right. Actually i didn't even want to contribute anything serious today. I just wanted to listen.. and whatever they say.. that's it. HOWEVER, since there were only 3 ppl. plus the artist 4... i didn't have the chance to act dumb.
Forget it lah huh. afterall... i might not see them again after these 2 weeks. But if u think again. if they treasure the time we were tgt.. then they wun make me wait SO LONG and not feel VERY sorry for it.
I couldn't use words to describe how pissed i was today. I gave up my visiting trip to ny becos our meeting has shifted timing again and again... And in the end i thought it was pointless to go down anymore. What happened in the end? I went to bugis to develop some photos due to unforseen circumstances and reached school already 15min late (knowing my classmates)... NOT THAT WELL if u read on... Great.. no one is there yet. I msged 2 of them. 1 said reaching soon. Fine. and i waited for 40min be4 that person appeared. The other then just replied and said reaching in 15min. And asked if want to go for lunch tgt. HELLO!? I thought meeting was supposed to start 1h ago!!! What is that person talking about? Then I was told that it was a last min decision that the meeting wouldn't start early anymore. Can someone tell me wth is this? So fine. this person went for lunch with the SO... and the 2 of us who were there already waited in a room. for another freaking 40min. I WASTED ONE AND HALF HOUR DOING NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL.
The artist actually reached school on time.... and i would feel very embarrass becos we have to make him wait for our members to reach in order to start. And that member of ours was still having lunch.
Where has all the considerations gone? Not that i think they have them in the first place. The strange thing is i didn't flare up. Maybe becos it isn't the first time. The other day 3 other grp mates agreed to come for morning class and have out meeting after that. And i think one guess and you can get it correct. NONE of them turned up in class. OH well. they came after class ended tgt with the other grp mate who usually attends the aftn class. Well... in the end we still didn't have the meeting cos the big savior grp mate has done something very helpful to a stranger. I mean i dun really blame that person for not coming. But earlier when i saw that none of them were in class. i proposed that we meet the next day. And that person didn't want to. Then after we know that that person was held up by something... we proposed the idea again. and still didn't want to! I dunno what's wrong lah.
I seriously feel that i have problem handling my anger. I think they are kept within me for too long a time. I kept thinking of the words to say but they nv came out of my mouth. I kept thinking of my feelings towards what happened but i nv let them be known to others. Perhaps it's becos i still regard them as friend and i really dun wish to make any situation very tense. Actually i think that i didn't have the courage to flare up. I just sounded VERY bo-chap and unenthu the rest of the meeting. I so wanted to leave school after that long wait. It was really pointless.. At the end of the day. 2 of us didn't turn up. One due to work and the other i dunno what sudden illness.
This whole thing is so ridiculous and i really hope that this project will end faster! Feeling so tired of working with the same ppl already. They are good, they do their work, sometimes i feel that i'm the one not doing enough. But where's the attitude? like reaching soon = at least another 30min? When i say reaching soon. i meant 5 to 10min!! Ironically, i was chatting with that person over a few things while waiting for the whole session to start. And i didn't complain AT ALL about this whole thing.
And guess what? The meeting didn't really go as planned! We didn't have a dry run after all. This is so terrible... after so many meetings.. it seems like we haven't even get the whole thing right. Becos the more we say... the more we have to re-think and re-discuss. Which is what i dun think is right. Actually i didn't even want to contribute anything serious today. I just wanted to listen.. and whatever they say.. that's it. HOWEVER, since there were only 3 ppl. plus the artist 4... i didn't have the chance to act dumb.
Forget it lah huh. afterall... i might not see them again after these 2 weeks. But if u think again. if they treasure the time we were tgt.. then they wun make me wait SO LONG and not feel VERY sorry for it.
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