Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Day 2 & mon..~

Heex... now i shall talk about the day 2 of the fair..~ Sunday overall not so hectic.. Coz not as many ppl as sat... maybe coz of the rain outside... heard it was raining heavily... Then as a result of that... the guys dun need to keep going to move the stocks... so they could do the serving... and i went to the counter to help out.. Which was a bit more relax?~ Not i slack kae.. just like.. they are more familiar with the job mah... and i dunno anything about most suitcases... later say wrong... or always still need to go find ppl and ask... So might as well... But it's not slacking at the counter also lor... Have to check inside the luggage when the customers are paying... cannot let them wait too long.. so have to work real fast.... unzipping the luggages and zipping back.. Sometimes the luggage zip really very hard to zip lah... coz of the angle and the structure of the zip... but still have to act as if the zips are very smooth.. lol...~ And we have more time for eating and drinking and resting.. But no dinner for the day till the end of the event... not very hungry though... coz the manager treated us starbucks..~! Oh man.... it was really nice of them... first day eat mac burger for lunch, cutlet rice and cheng teng for dinner... 2nd day had a curry puff for break... dunck rice for lunch... starbucks for tea... and Crystal Jade for dinner!!!~ All their treat... i din even spend a cent at suntec for the 2 days lah.. Power right... Heex..

So 2nd was like.. clearing everything after the whole event... then went with all other ppl to have dinner... Wow... they order like the food dun need money.. haha... the managers all sat at a table and the rest of us sat at the other table... Then like ordered side dishes... our own course of food... and drinks and even dessert...~ Oh my god... din expect so many stuff if not i will not order the whatever crispy noodles which the portions are so big... but the seafood of the noodle is nice lah.... Haha... Conclusion.... it was a fulfilling dinner... Lol...

Then took cab home again.. with Ann auntie, Shuiling and Kelvin... 2nd day managed to talk to them more lah... When walking to taxi stand that time was talking to kelvin and got to know that he's same age as me... lol... And that Jianyong is 22... think he grad from poly and just finished service... Then Mark is in Uni... Year 3 of some computing course the coming sem... coz he went to poly first.. Then Jasmine also in the same course but year 2 when sch starts... Oh.. they are on steady anyway.. Then still got one more.. Oopz.. i dunno her name... lol... she was from ahs and now in nyp... just started year1.. haha... Oh.. then Kelvin is those ahbeng kind.. haha... he say he waiting to go into ite... but he's capable lah... like see him skinny skinny... but li hai.. carry the boxes with suitcases inside... and unpacking them from the boxes etc... He's quite nice actually.. but dun mistaken~! He's not for me.. Hahaha.... But think he's attached also ba... din ask.. haha...

Come back... quite tired liao lah.. luckily mon dun need to go sch... forgot that it was chinese AO exams i think... was happily sleeping at home.. till like 11+ then really wake up to bathe and everything and went to cc to study... basically i wasn't really in the mood to study lah.... =X Then 4+ went to bedok int to help sis' friend buy the sy concert tix.. tot got wuite good seats... but din realise it was for the aftn rehearsal concert... Argh... trying to ask sis how now... If not really have to ma fan via... Sorry...~~~!

Anyway... we were asked to reach there early to collect some stuffs again... So i'm off to prepare lah... Bye!~ :)

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Work - Day 1

Just update be4 i go and sleep.. coz hair haven dry..~

Actually quite tired liao lah... But then... no choice.. i dun want to blow my hair dry.. but i dun want to get headache tml.... Coz i'm going to work part time tml..~ And that explains my late night today... coz i just came back from work now long ago... Yea... din regret going lah.. learn quite a lot of things... Like the suitcase sizes.. the handling of rich customers.. Coz it's a close house event of Citibank Credit Card holders only...~! Can u imagine.. it's like... ppl can only pay by either Citibank Credit Card or Cash..~ Oh man... and each suitcase... the cheapest of all is $99..~!!! And it goes up to $300+ per suitcase... but they are darn cheap at the sales lah... things with original price of $400+ can reduce till $100+ only... more than 50% lor...~ Sometimes still quite fun.. Coz of the ppl there? Managed to know a few younger ppl.. dunno exactly how 'young'... lol... But sure older than me lah...~ Haha... Erm... Mark, Jianyong, Kelvin, Jasmine, Ziying... etc... but most of them are kinda full-timer of Samsonite..~ Anyway there are some bags that are really nice... i want to buy also leh.. but then very EX~!! The price of their backpacks are just like Deuter's..~ Or even more ex coz some are not so big.. haha...~ But nvm.. so far i still dun need another backpack.. just need a sling bag big enough for A4..~ :)

Other than dinner... stood and speak to customers from 10am like that till 8+pm.... Really quite jialat... coz some customers quite fussy.... And there's this couple.. they came and asked for a backpack... but it was out of stock that time.. i tried to tell them lah... then they like... 'can u go and ask someone who is more familiar with this'? Then fine... in the end the other person also dunno what.. it's really like we dunno what stocks will be coming and stuff... things were really running out fast lah... They event supposedly only start at 11am but ppl came way be4 that time... And the queue started to form... within an hour.. the first round stocks almost all sold out... And in total... There were 4 replenishing of stocks... Which was jialat lah.. coz by afternoon u see the room a bit empty already... except for the suitcases which have more stocks today... The sales were high man..~ 5 Zeross...~!!! Close to 6~!!!! Tml one more day..~ Might have to stay till even later...~ Ya... But luckily got Cab to take... and can claim one... So no fear at all..~ :)

Anyway.. becoz of the working hours... i din manage to send sis off to switzerland...=( Neither could i go fetch her back... Sickz... That's the only part i'm regret of... And guess what.. i'm having the whole room to myself be4 da-jie comes back from canada...~ Heex... But it's sure much quieter... coz sometimes we chat be4 we sleep...~ Sad... hope they will buy something back for me..~ Heex....

Ok lah... go off liao...~ Tired tired tired....~ But still enriching..~ =D

Friday, May 27, 2005

Last week of sch...~

Before going for sy... shall do some updating ba.. if not think my blog dying liao.. haha... This week in sch quite slack lah... Coz not teaching much new things... mostly revision.. And they changed our thurs timetable to monday's... Sianz... And we still can't escape from the claws of ms gopal.. lol... tues after sch went bishan with von... ate pastamania... tried the bake rice... still ok lah... but i just think that it's too salty for me... maybe coz of the cheese... just can't take too salty stuff... And later had hagen daz ice-cream... oh man... heavenly... lol... Then after that i went back to sch for the final co meeting... it's really the last com meeting we ever going to have.. somehow i might just miss those times... but i just really didn't like one of the com.. lol... just one... i dunno... it's rarely i dun like anyone.. but haha... just kan bu guo qu...~ Dunno how the last com choose one.. =X

Then wed after sch still got extra econs lesson... luckily it was combined class... if not will die man... and i failed econs test again.... interpreted the qns wrongly... Haiz... it's really time i buck up man... Ya... Then went sy sectional prac at night lor... as usual.. the room VERY cold... last time like not so bad leh.. Anyway.. it's the last sect. prac liao... The rest all combine... And it's like every day from today till concert... except for this weekend... Prac was all right... then char and i took train back..~

Thurs... Sianz day...~! But good thing that our lessons end at 11.10 on mondays... just that there's no break in btwn lessons at all... But i slack thru econs lect lah.. =X Really didn't like TL's way of lecture... he always make me confuse... maybe pre-reading is really impt... but i dun usually do that... oh man... but that will be the last topic lect too..~ :) Then stayed in sch to do maths... Then i suddenly felt that i shouldn't have any friends in sch... so that i could really study like hell myself... no distractions... no disturbance... no temptations... no everything..~!! But i can't do it... if not for the company of friends... i wouldn't have stay thru for so long..~ :) So thanks von for all the study days in sch.. and the fun days playing outside...~

And today~!! Worst... basically was too tired to really do anything early in the morning... =X Then we excused ourselves from cla lect coz it's like only revision today lah.. then from past experiences... revision lects were really boring... So we decided to stay in sch to study but not go for lect.. Heex... so we ate and then went to lib and do maths...~ Haha... And yea.. it's hols~!!! But truly speaking.. no one feel the excitement of hols lah... next week still got to go back for lessons...~ Maths haven teach finish..~!!

Ok lah... going to bath then go for sy liao..~ CyA~!! Come support kae.. although the standard might not be very high..~ haha... =X

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Vesak Day...~

Today... SIANZ~!!!! I spent the whole day at home... ALONE... really just rotting at home lor... But at least i spent the whole day out ytd liao..

Ya.. went to meet up with the co ppl... actually only a few ppl went... quite disappointed.. that goes to show how impt is co in their heart.. but nvm... I reached there... actually i was quite relunctant to go already... But still went up to them.. :) And our dear julian was late.. utterly late..~ Then the ppl... Haiz... are co ppl like that? They just can't decide where to go and when to leave the place... so we wasted 1 hour waiting for ppl + deciding + walking around... Finally settled down at the amk int's pool... and some ppl went Kbox... i dunno who.. and the rest went to bowling at Kovan~! Omg... it's supposed to be a CO outing.. but everyone went their own way.. lol.. But at least they still come together for the steamboat?!~ Which i din go...

Went to SCH... to help out at the concert... quite fun though... the best thing was to get to know more ppl in sy... And hmm.. to get a body painting~?! Haha... asked the person to draw a san xian... coz the picture one is nice... But the person drew a san xian with 4 zhou2... Dotz... san xian with 4 strings~!? Haha... But ok lah... quite nice le... And it's free... for the helpers only..~ :) And the shirt they gave was also nice..~ Yea... Stayed at the counter throughout the whole thing... give out the programme booklets and goodie bag... it's just 2 little toys actually.. used for the concert...~ Actually supposed to go up to the concert hall to help demostrate the actions to the audience and engage them... but in the end char and i stayed at the counter... so we were chatting and playing with the stickers... After the concert still help to collect the forms and give them the stickers in exchange... Anyway the stickers very ke ai lor... haha..

After everything ended... Went to eat with the others... Realised the 2 of us are the only 87s there... the rest all younger than us... dotz... Then took train back with them also... if not we will take cab liao... Had some fun... they all quite funny.. yea... Then walked home with char coz i wanted to return lib book... Heex... But when i reached home.. dad and mum not home yet lor.. no wonder never call me... haha...

Hmm... slept for 12h ytd night.. from 1 to 1..~ happy~! Heex... :) Actually mum asked me to go to san yi's place with them... but then i haven bathe and everything yet... and da yi ma called to hurry them there liao... plus i dun think jiaqi will be at home too... so i rejected the offer... and spent my day at home.. watching tv and coming to check the com once in a while... Heex..

That's all..~ ByE! :)

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Weekends are here!!

Shall update today.. be4 i bathe and go out... :)

Erm... Ya... thurs was quite a nice day.. well.. at least i passed my cla2.. just not so well lah...~ Ya... then after sch went eat ljs with von at paya lebar... so nice of her to suggest paya lebar... Heex... Then like not so far from home mah... half way liao..~ After come back... then like... watch tv and play com... erm... then sleep? haha.. again.. it's like a norm for thurs... and as usual... sis came back and wake me up.. ask me eat dinner..~ haha...

Then fri had our career sem... wore formal to sch... i was all black... black long sleeves... black pants... black bag and black water bottle..~!! haha... anyway... some parts kinda boring... it's just like listening to talks only lor.. for the whole day... not whole day lah.. until 12.30 like that... Then von, chek and i went to amk and had seoul garden.. oh man.. hundred years never eat liao.. we sat there and ate for 2 hours... eat till damn full lah... haha.. After that went down to SGH to visit sanyi... she's in hospital lor.. had an operation...~ Then sat there and chatted till like 5.10 and i went of.. went back to bishan to meet char, yingying and julian... Then went to eat... ERm.. which i didn't eat... just had dessert.. still quite full mah... after that walked to RJ... wah.. quite far... And inside the parforming arts centre... so damn cold lor... but i still ok.. it's ying and char.. cold until like dunno what.. the concert.. some parts quite sian lor.. =X Then char and i took cab home coz quite late liao...~ and surprisingly.. the cab quite fast reach bedok liao..~ :)

Then today... just came from breakfast not long ago.. Then later going to the co outing for a while lah... then going to SCH to help out at the concert tonight lor..~ Yea.. That's all.. Happy long weekends everyone..~ :)

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Fail..~!

Yes... i know i know... many days never update... basically coz i'm busy and tired... lol...

Think i dun need to further elaborate what i did on sat and sun coz it's all narrated in qin and ling's blog... they type the night safari entry like copy and paste like that... haha... later my one also like that... sianz right... so i shall not bore u... but just to say that i came back with half of my jeans wet... from foot to knee... lol... and probably one of the latest to reach home... like 12 plus lor... and after that played solitaire slowdown with via... Yeah.. finally can play again..~! hehe... but i played using the right click... first time... click until finger pain... haha... and in the end still lost... :( Must be too long never play liao... rusty liao.. haha...

Then monday... i sat in the lib after sch until my butt is going to burn liao... after lessons ended at 11.10... went canteen to eat... Then went lib and study liao.... and i sat there from 12 to 5pm lah... Then went for the co new comm elections... Haiz... a lot of ppl never come lor.. dotz... so attitude can... Then we stayed and discuss about some stuff... by the time i reached home... it's like 9pm liao.. then ate my dinner... watch tv... forget about studying for test... i'm almost dead... and having this slight headache... but in the end i couldn't get to sleep and studied till 12.15am be4 going to sleep..~

Then this morning... haha.. couldn't wake up... 5.55am then woke up... din bathe then go sch liao... luckily still not too late to catch the bus... then had econs test lor... not much hope actually.. =X the zao ju test even worst..~ Haiz... and for the first time.. i failed cla1 test... :( Must study liao...

That's all.. Bye~

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Study...

Back to update... ytd actually wanted to update... but too tired le... Heex...

Ytd got a sense of achievement after the having the guilt of doing nothing on thurs since the tragic of my tests... =X Thurs actually wanted to stay in sch and study/do hw... And go support our sch rugby team in the deciding game into semis... but i went home instead... Anyway heard from emily that they won srjc to 29-0... Well.. congrats..~ I came home... did nothing... slack around... sleep eat watch tv.. and nitex...~ Simply becoz i screwed up my tests~!? Chinese still ok abit... but maths like... Haiz... din do the complex no. qns at all...~ Angry leh... coz din really revise on complex... HAIZ.. Then half of the numerical methods also wrong... Sighz... So only left with confidence for differential equation.. But well... i will sure work hard for mid year... Partly also coz mrs lee pang seh us on wed??? =(

Then fri i made up my mind to stay in sch and do hw... stayed back with emily... sat in the canteen and study... i did like 5qns for si kao yu tao lun~? Yea...~ in btwn still got jon and ds coming by to discuss some stuff... Then continued to do till 5pm then come home lor... Well.. at least i did something... if i were to come home right after cla lect... i wouldn't have done anything... Heex...

Anyway... later meeting my co gang again~!!! Yeah...! I love u guys..~ :)

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

The world of material..~

I dunno how things became like that... Maybe we are really ppl from 2 different world... However... sometimes i felt that way too lah.. but still ok lah... i still have my own world sometimes..~ :)

Anyway... Monday... went to eat Sakae again... oh man.. i'm spending so much money... all thanks to von and kim lah... lure me to go also... if not i'll be in sch studying lor.. haha... Somemore ate secret recipe's cake be4 going back to sch... like nearly half of the week's allowance used up liao... Then went back sch for cla1 test.. is sure die one lor.. think lin laoshi quite angry with us coz of our results... that's why she giving us another zao ju test on tues... haiz... i think i'll die man... it's like i only did 3 out of the 5 zao ju qns?~ and the thing is i'm not confident about the ans one lor...~ i will just die when we take back our papers... =X

Hmm... a lot of tests coming up liao... common test that is... Again..~ And i think they are just torturing us by letting us have 2 tests on the same day.. i have 2 tml and 2 next tues.. how can they do that~! And can u imagine... there's no break in between the 2 tests for tml..~ let's see how we are going to die...

And today... was released early so as to go and support our sch's volleyball team in their finals...~ Girls against JJC and guys against TJC... actually didn't want to go at all... but in the end still went and as expected.. we weren't allowed to leave once we got into the stadium... in the end von kim and han didn't even board the bus at all... and yuhui, chek and i went there... and we decided to watch the girls' match.. thought we would win.. so near yet so far... lost to them 2-3... Haiz... but i would say that they played very well lah...~ And guys didn't let us down... 5-0 against TJ.. That's so cool~ haha... We're proud of our vball team..~ Yeah..~ Anyway... i din stay for the guys' match.. coz it would be too late if i stay thru... So 3 of us decided to leave... and unfortunately... we were stopped..~ Pissed off... but luckily yuhui managed to go off... coz said that she got dental appointment... haha... But i wasn't pissed coz of that lah.. it was becoz the councillor... known to be fweddy... dunno it's coz he too engross in looking at the court or what... he let a bunch of J1s walked past him without catching them at all..~ Unfair...~!!! ANyway they should let the J2s off and never let the J1s go coz we all have at least a test tml..~ But well... me and chek then made our way to the JJC exit and off we went out of the place...~

Oh... luckily i din stay with the other 3 man... coz they went to Thai express.. which i wun like to... and hagen daz... Hmm... If not i'll spending lotsa $ again... then i'll never get to buy a decent earphone.... coz mine spoiled~!!! And for goodness sake... i turned my house upside down and i can't even find one earphone that is still in good condition in the sense that both sides got sound come out... so i've been listening to my discman using only one side of the earphone..~ Sucks...~

Ok.. That's all le... GO and study liao..~ ByE~!!! :)

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Weekends...~

I'm back~!!! Had a nice weekend... Although ytd i still spent most of my time in uniform... but i'm happy~!! :)

Went to do flag day in the morning... dunno how to go.. so took bus to von's bus stop then her mum drove us to amk int.. Then chek so funny lah... she dunno amk well.. so like.. dun even know which direction to go.. so we meet her and went to amk lib together.. Yea... so went there and collected our tins... then kim, yinghan, chek, von and i went our way to 'sell' flag... went to toa payoh... Again... that's like where we did our last flag day lah.. but anyway.. i was rather tired coz i stayed up quite late to send my dear jenny mp3s... And woke up at 6am... so ya... Somemore i dunno what's wrong with my knees... seemed to be not working well... and the others were hungry too.. so we went to the food court and had 'breakfast' which von had hokkien mee, yinghan had char kuay teow and the other 3 of us had tau suan... Yea.. i love tau suan.. haha..

Then went to do for another while... 11 plus... Sianz liao... and we were all tired... went to starbucks for a drink... sit down there and chatted... a lot of stuff... some were very funny... hahaha... and some were hmm... surprising.. shall not reveal what we said... P&C u see.. :D Then see time almost up liao.. we went back to amk lib to return the tins.. oh man.. the trip was long... haha... After returning the tins.. went for lunch at suma house.. yes.. again.. i think i'm addicted to jap food.. hahaha... =P Then went to pasir ris to meet ling they all... for cycling.. actually i dun want to cycle one.. but they still got some time to go... so went to rent the bike lor... for an hour... then cycle to find them... ling, yushi, siyih and weiping were there.. sitting under a shelter... waiting for qin, jan and yinghui to come back... Then we went cycle around.. haiz.. tired... somemore i cycled with my skirt lor... dotz... actually wanted to go and eat with them.. but sis called and said going over to xiaoting's house for dinner... so i quickly went home and went down with dad, mum and da-jie... Wow... good food... lol... Thanks to gu-gu... :)

Sorry leh von... din mean to pangseh u one.. just that really dun feel like watching a movie... later sure fall asleep one... even when we were talking in starbucks.. i already felt like sleeping lor.. then the best thing was... my friends called me on the mrt coz they saw me sleeping on the mrt.. that stupid bernard... somemore he used horng's phone to call lor.. dotz... Ya.. luckily u found someone to watch with u liao.. Anyway... catch a movie with u again next time... i promise~!! :)

Then ytd slept damn early lor.. came online for a while only.. so so so tired... din even watched the 2nd disc of The Sound of Music that i requested to watch.. haha... 11pm.. and i'm sound asleep... And all the way till this morning 10am... power isn't it... was even too lazy to get up and go to market for breakfast with er-jie... Haha... Ok.. i know what ling is going to say.. wanying jiu shi na me lan3... right!? haha... Then went for mother's day lunch at airport's sakae... Had teppanyaki... It's nice lor...~ Eat till quite full... luckily din eat breakfast.. haha... Then came back liao.. and guess what? I slept again.. i think it was to recover from the busy and tired week... dunno why but i always spend my sunday sleeping.. haha... =X

Anyway.. i annouced that my Deuter sling bag died...~ it's certified.. haha... Aiya... that bag also quite long liao.. 2 years liao leh... anything lah.. just bu she de... coz i like that bag~!!! =( So it's time to buy new bag le.. Ya... Dunno when then will buy... no time to shop and no $$ to buy also.. haha.. Then one side of the discman's earphone died on me too... so saddening lah... Argh...~ The most saddening thing is..~ Da-jie is going to canada from 21may to 30may.. er-jie going to switzerland from 28may to 2june.. then dad and mum going to china from 8june to 18june... Argh.. the world is so unfair... why i dun get to go for hols...~!! WAh.. end of year must go with friends.. dun care.. haha..~

Ok lah.. that's all.. Bye..~

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Update...~

Think it's time to update already? Chek.. dun worry.. this blog can store 2 entries... so if u want to quote.. still can do so.. Heex... Many days have passed.. dunno where to start... Hmm... can i start with complaining about our weird CT? He's like... i dunno what happened to him... suddenly he started having spot checks like on tues... the 2nd time liao... on uniform... SOCKS and even Rubberband... dunno what has got into him lah... just find it odd... he like got nothing better to do... heard he gave the class a lecture on tues.. which fangyu and i went for syf.. Anyway... our sch rules din really specify that we HAve to wear WHITE socks to sch.. any colour is fine as long as it is visible... so i dunno why he insisted that we wear White socks and use ONLY dark coloured rubberband for hair... For the past one year.. no one ever catch us for these 2 lor... So eventually ppl from our class got quite pissed with him... which is true.. is it a bit too much? Whatever...~

Hmm... I'm quite happy today actually..~ Coz i cleared my hw~!!! Yeah.. Even GP.. lol.. i stayed back and finish it up with chek.. plus the econs essay + outlines too..~ So proud of myself... next time should really stay back in sch to do hw or at least stay out of house to study.. Then i went to collect my passport.. finally no more P2 photo... haha... But it took me a long time on bus 7 to get back home... coz of the jam at eunos there... dotz... then worst thing was i a bit urgent to go toilet.. still dun want to faster reach interchange... luckily i still can tahan.. if not die le... Then went SY... combined sectionals with erhu... under zhao jian hua.. he's funny actually... haha... Then the best thing was the 3 of us waited 1 hour just for a cab... so irritating can... none of the cabs is willing to stop lor..~ Idiot... actually wanted to come back bedok to eat.. but then in the end so late liao.. just come home lor.. and we were all tired liao.. 1 hour leh.. so siao lor... worst waiting day.. Yuckz..

Can't really rmb what i did for the past week... the memory was faint.. heex... as usual lah.. Anyway i met CAndy and vanessa last week i think.. the only day i din have co... Haha... They were meeting Yirong... so i went to eat with them at sumo... managed to catch up a bit... SAC memories still in me..~ :) Then met up with via, ling, dj and mel during syf... oh man.. i miss them..~!! Even the last time we met was mid april... but still... i miss them lots...~ :)

Oh ya.. the day be4 syf.. went yingying's house and stayed over.. Yeah.. with emily... Then like the 3 of us were there writing notes for some of the ppl in co.. wishing them good luck.. but i'm shocked that emily actually gave me a foolscap length note..~ So cool.. And i'm so happy~!! i took photos with most of the closer friends... Yeah... and deshun got a very cool hairstyle.. so far only seen it once.. haha... cool yea...~

Ok lah.. going to sleep liao.. doing cip tml.. flag day.... Hmm.. hunt for me in town~?! hahaha.... should be going somewhere there lah... :) Talked to dayang on msn just now... was happy to hear/see him saying that nyco performed very well on syf... and our da mo really got the feeling... like the gan jue was the best... Heex... Good enough i thought.. i'm really contented... it doesn't really matter if we get the award... at least it's a truth that we play the pieces well... and we did impress ppl... Right~!? :) NitEz everyone..~

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

SYF.. Silver...~

Oh readers... NYCO still got a silver in the end... Haiz... I'm confused... am i sad?~ Think it's more of disappointment... But well... i believe that everyone already put in their 100%.. just that the music that came out was not 100%.. To be truthful... i was rather nervous on stage just now... but somehow i'm not worried for myself... Maybe schools like us should not try to be funny and pick songs that have obvious soloist... I wun blame anyone for making us not clinching a gold... i felt that nobody was at fault... There are ppl who do finger pointing becoz they dun really know how the whole thing is like... they're just shallow to think that way... Maybe i'm not that sad when they announced the results becoz i didn't really pin very high hopes on getting a gold.. i'm not looking down on ourselves... it's just that we really can't be compared to the top JCs... Exactly the same JCs got gold for the last syf and this syf... And i seriously think that none of the JCs improved or de-proved in the sense of medal awarded... So what's the point of holding a syf for JC level~!? I dunno.... I just think that music has changed it's definition... it's no longer a mere entertainment... it's a competition... it's a weapon... it's already not what it was supposed to be... Ppl who saw me today should see that i'm not really sad lah... coz the thing is i felt that i've put in my best and there's nothing i can do to change the results... we've done what we should.. it's really up to the judges lor... But same sentiments as changsheng.. if syf is becoming subjective.... then why hold it? Just a chance for ppl to perform... waste their 2 years preparing and then in the end they were already labelled... Isn't it?

Anyway... it's already the past... i know a lot of ppl are feeling relaxed and happy.. that they are off from suffering.. but i'm unclear of my future.. what will i be doing on wed afternoons~!? I really will miss co badly... co has given me the most wonderful memories in ny i will never forget... The seniors the friends the juniors and everyone~ They're all just so nice... I wish time and turn back... and we dun need to leave... JC life is so short... yet co managed to make an impact in me...

Shall talked about other things tml.. i'm tired.. VERY VERY tired... even fell asleep during sy.. =X NitEz~

Sunday, May 01, 2005

2nd last prac...~

Oh man... i forgot what i wanted to blog about liao... bad memory i know... think it's supposed to be about things after co... only can rmb what happened today and ytd... the rest all forgot liao.. haha... Hmm... How ah...~

I was thinking... is nanyang really a sch that goes by rules closely? Coz mrs wong insisted that none of us bring our cases there... Oh well... It's just that i die also have to go back sch first.. which i'm really really relunctant to do so lah... Haiz... no choice.. then really have to rush down after that in order to be able to get in to watch the 2nd half of the syf... sighz...~!! Irritating lah... i have sy after the whole thing anyway... sianz... means cannot go and celebrate~?! Think we should do it on wed lor... Heex...~ I think i think too much liao... haven even reach the day.. thinking of celebration already.. However... what i think is... even IF we din what we want.. we should kinda celebrate too.... everyone deserve something nice after putting in the hard work... but of coz.. shame on those who didn't lah... haha...

Anyway... i din mention that ytd's prac was.. erm.. i dunno.. i din feel the effect of it... dunno why lah.... maybe was too tired ytd... like still dozing off as i was doing cla in lib lor.. haha... in the end went out and eat with von.. bought some chocos back in case hungry.. in the end shared the toblerone bar with some others at the end of prac... Then went to eat with yingying... But we walked with a rather big group of ppl lah... in the end the marist juniors went eat mac also... just that we din sit together... We all like playing along while walking there lah... so noisy lor... but think wun have the chance to have all these again after syf le ba...

Today had some kind of fun too... until sectionals... very tired liao.. cannot take it already leh... But today a lot of seniors came back.. so nice of them..~! :) Then somemore got a no. of ppl buy food for us today.. So good right... Mrs Lee got us a big bag of snacks lah... She's a good teacher lor.. really.. Just that she's a bit naggy during maths tut.. haha... but other than that.. she really takes care of our welfare lah... but next year she wun be the co tic liao~!? Or will she be with co just for another year next year?~ Sighz.. dunno why the sch insist on changing the tic for each cca after 2 years... Ya.. today i reached sch damn early lah.. think i'm like the 2nd or 3rd to reach lor.. Haha... Live so far yet reach so early... unlike some ppl lah.. live so near still like on the dot then come... haha...

Anyway today's prac quite hectic... reached sch at 6.45am and only left at 3pm... prac for like 7 hours lah... coz 7.30 start... Siaoz right... But well... 3 more days.. so endure... and know what.. i'm going to perfect my parts at home no matter what... And i will..~ Hmm... haven get to hear our recordings today yet... Hope it's not too bad.. but ding and ken say that gan jie not as good as da mo liao... Haiz... Jia You ppl...~ Fun things happen now and then... some marists are really entertainers... oh.. it's a compliment.. lol...

Then went to eat Mac AGAIN with a big group of ppl... yingying, julian, jj, sylvia, hesheng, casper, juncheng, shiujuan, jessica, minghao and zhaokang... and i sat with the first 4 ppl mentioned.. But ok lah.. that's the only meal i had today... at 3pm..~! Dotz.. just a little bit of snacks be4 that... Anyway... went home with most of them... all took 24... except for ying, julian, jj, juncheng and zhaokang... Minghao so funny today lah... kept on acting cute and innocent.. haha.. Then i was like kept on suaning casper on the way coz of his name lah... think all of them cannot stand it liao... haha... then halfway thru... we forgot to wake hesheng up when the bus reached his stop.. oh man... he got to go a long way back... poor him.. Then i walked back from bedok int coz the stadium there sure very hot one... no shade at all.. Came back liao... found no one at home... all out~!!! Then called mum... say that da-jie just went out to eat and she's not coming back to eat... fine.. called sis.. actually i wasn't hungry lah.. so din want to go find her.. and din ask her to buy food back also.. And i slept from 6.30 till 9+.. haha.. tired leh... 10 like that then bathe.. and eat a little... Then nothing liao...

Aiya... thinking of syf finishing and we going to step down... i quite bu she de liao leh... like quite close to some co ppl lor... then no more going to eat together after prac that kind of thing liao... think i will slack at home also... then it will be like sianz sianz sianz... think i will miss co~!! HAha... and hope that we will like go back and see see often.. as in the few of us that are quite close.. :)

Going to sleep liao.. so that tml can prac...`!!! Actually really feel like touching violin.. but dunno if i will... i doubt so.. hahha.. =X Ok lah.. Nitez..~ :)