Continue exercising!

Went cycling with er-jie this morning... A fulfilling trip i think. Third time (only) taking the route from ECP (mac area) to end of Changi Beach (park) and back.

Took the higher bike... Really easier to handle.. Just that legs cannot touch the floor. So have to keep on going. Which is good in a way. Anyway there wasn't many ppl on a weekday so it's fine. No crowd = good = faster. But the whole trip is super tiring plus the sun was really strong today. And i actually wanted to give up somewhere along the way there and tell my sis that we will not go the whole route today. But i didn't. Still carried on and got myself all the way back. In the end i got myself tan lines. hands and legs. -.-

Ya... Dunno is too long nv cycle or simply too long nv exercise. haha! Haven't been exercising much in feb. BAD. Like last week went to gym, omg one of the tracks made my thighs ache like dunno what. And arms are aching too! But arms i was thinking it's a combi of Wii and the workout. hahaha! More Wii over the weekend and i should gym next week. haha!

Anyway might be going again next week before the actual event... anyone wants to come?

Still the same

Been quite a few days since i last updated. It's almost 3am now and i got a whole day of traveling and visiting later in the day!

Anyway, just to come here and say i'm still surviving, and, yes, i am still jobless. Everything is not coming easy, and i'm struggling to send out my resumes. oh my, i really need to get a life before every suay thing happens to me.

1. Seriously like how many times does your earpiece wire gets hooked by someone who walks pass you? I already got it once somewhere late last year. And i experienced it again just ytd! How lucky i was. And this time it was worse cos that person managed to break the inner wires and the whole rubber tubing from its base. I dunno how it was done but yes, the force was that strong. I was very very heartbroken over the earpiece cos it was a gift and it's pretty new. :( I hope i can find another one. note: THAT PERSON DIDN'T EVEN APOLOGISE! what has the world become? :(((

2. Because i haven't been to the gym for 2 whole weeks, i decided to go today cos there were no plans. I got everything ready and got there just to realise i forgot the locker keys. Brilliant. There's nothing i can do cos i dun have my shoes. And i can't lock my bag in as well. Damn smart. I can't even bathe properly cos the toiletries are all inside the shoe locker. Thanks. In the end i took a quick bathe and went out of gym. :(

Probably the only happy thing over the past few days was the movie with joelt, des, daryl, joelc, xunqi, junhe, via and mel. Friends always manage to make me forget the unhappiness. I need more friends. Oh actually i need a job more. Ok anyway we watched Valentine's Day. Nice movie, touching plot though sometimes hilarious, but ya, sweet ending. jh is classic, went to the wrong place when he's already late. lol. Lucky thing i called him before he got out of the train station at vivo. Erm. we are supposed to meet and watch at ms. Yup, so he's super duper late. lol.

Dessert at MOF after that. I love it. :) End of story.

And today i got Raving Rabbids TV party! Quite cheap! :D Finally! Er-jie and i had a few rounds before i went to bathe and start typing here. Haha. New game for the (chinese) new year. :)

Hope tmr will be nice too. To san-yi's house! :D Food and mj. HEH.

CNY 2010

Actually i'm tired.. but i want to wait for the dslr batt to be charged. :( So update a bit.

CNY has been so far so good. Actually better than i expected. Still in the midst of collecting angbao process... but counted whatever i have already. HAHA! Still not bad. I'm not going to say it here in case anyone robs me. lol!

Didn't do anything crazy but yup. at least not as bad as i thought it would be. haha! More visiting to come. Another one tmr.. To my parents' friend house. More angbaos. I like. Moral of the story: u can't decide how many relatives you have, so ask your parents to get more friends and visit them. =P

Everyone's been really nice to wish me a good job when they gave me angbao! I'm happy. Hee. And i hope it works. But i've been lazy these 2 weeks and didn't send any resume. So yup. I will start sending again this week. Heh.

Other than my issue, everyone's been telling er-jie that this is the last year she will be getting and wanzhen jiejie told her that her turn will come in bao-ing and angbaos and start having headaches as to who she have given or not. But in the end, she's getting married next year instead of this year, only ROM this year. So she will still be getting next year. But come to think of it now, ROM is considered married right? LOL. so confusing.

Had some interesting photos and videos for this new year.. will post up when all is ready. :D Nites ppl. And Happy CNY! :)

家家有本难念的经

Today mum make a big fuss out of something again. She was cooking something and she left the house with the fire on to continue boiling the food. She didn't mention it. I found it out on my own when i got to the kitchen. I didn't know when i was supposed to off the fire so i left it on first and thought i could go back to check later or wait for her to come back. But well. By the time i rmb that thing is still there cooking, it was when i could smell the burning smell from my study room. And well, dad who was in our room didn't detect it anyway. So I already knew what would be coming. I mean look, yup i know it's kinda my fault as well since i didn't turn off the fire. BUT i really like to say that i seriously have a very bad sense of smell. And then again, she even forgot what she was cooking even after i tell her that the thing got burnt! And the next moment she got all caught up with yelling and babbling whatever she could. While i just kept quiet throughout.

I know it's something normal. but sometimes i'm really scared when i look at how she flare up so easily. Esp. when she keeps saying maybe she's going to die cos she keep forgetting everything. I dunno but i didn't want to talk back either. She makes me stay away from talking to her sometimes because u dunno when she's going to take it hard again. I feel that my other family members have low EQ on this. including my mum -.- She sometimes say we got to learn to know when to say things and when to not. And say the right things in a right way and attitude and tone. I do agree that sometimes that why my dad and da-jie complains so much, about the wrong thing and i feel injustice for my mum. But they are all the same when my mum wants to complain abt the other ppl. I dunno. If i could, i really want to ask all of them to shut up. But I can only say here, 家家有本难念的经.

Staying home is good, as some would say. But i dunno if u see the situation in my home, would you still like to be me. sighs. I just got to bear with it until i get a job. And i hope it will be soon.

i really wish to run away sometimes... but i dun have the courage to, and i dunno where i can go.

In preparation for cny

It's already 2h36min into CNY eve. haha. Are u not excited? Ok. Actually i'm not really excited. I hope things are going to be good this new year... Since i'm all prepared for new year. I'm so prepared that i have excess of new clothes to wear and can't decide which to wear for what day. haha! First time.

For at least the past few years... cny was quite last min shopping. and till even i could be still looking for shoes or clothes or whatever. But this year like 1 month before cny i'm all prepared, clothes, shoes, even bag! And hair too. hahah! Way before ya. =)

First time try to dye my hair too... sis bought the foam one to try... She very enthu want to help me dye, so good lor. hahah! And below is the outcome.. on first day! :D I think now the colour even more obvious liao.



Anyways... i dunno... but i think i've got to prepare myself mentally and physically for whatever is coming to me. I really do prefer the maternal side cos they focus on more fun and interaction rather than boring life topic. With them it's always the laugh-it-out sessions with nonsense and all. But the other side is like. I dunno but i just can never blend into them. Dun ask me why. I dun think i'm not an anti-social person. Just that you know. to some people it's just hard. I dunno if it's really my problem or what. But ya... Every year i wish for the better and it's always the same. Well. whatever it is then. :D

Just have to 见招拆招. Wish me luck!

CNY in a week

Wah.. can someone tell me why time passes so fast? It's already into the 2nd week of Feb.. and it's going to be CNY next week!!! OMG.

I'm only half looking forward to it... I totally can foresee what is going to happen during CNY. Every single relative is going to start asking abt my life now. and i totally hate to repeat everything over and over again. And someone just struck me dumb and deaf? I hate CNY when it's during any turning point of my life. Give me a break ppl. Give me the space and attention in another way please. I'm sure i can be better than this.

Or why not just make everyone dumb? I dunno but maybe that's a good idea. HAHA.

Feb already

It's been a month my dear readers... not just one month of the year.. But also a month since i last worked. -.-

I think it's really just me...