One week over... 4 days more..

Ok lah... finally i got a bit of time to come and update... practically it's becoz i'm waiting for my hair to dry lah... Ya...

This whole week... practically is like no life for me... or should say it's really a routine thing.. wake up go sch... study... co.. come home... bathe.. sleep.. and the cycle repeats... Haiz... dunno lah... really dun even have the time to do hw lor... and finally.. i finished the si kao yu tao lun for cla..~ Today... then xu laoshi will not come and bug me liao... haha... Studied with von these few days after sch be4 co starts... and came to knew a no. of things... haha... but i think i still very slack leh.. coz most of the time i'm sleeping in the lib lah... and i'm copying tutorials... sad..~~

No.. i must buck up... Esp after syf.. then i'll be really freed lah... Then i can go for run more often also... this week.. a lot of days can't wake up to go for morning run lor... so stupid lor... Haiz.. So guilty leh... maybe i'll run on sunday.. if i can get up.. lol... As u know.. haven been sleeping well lah... The nights are so yucky... Like so warm lor... Haiz... life is hard.. even the weather is bad... So irritating...

I dun want to talk about co anymore le lah... it's just making me a bit sick.. but i can tell u.. sometimes a good friend in doesn't mean that i support all the ideas they have for the co lah... but just dun wish to make any comments about it... so just let it be... and i'm like trying to enjoy my last few days in this co... Maybe after i left i will start to miss it.. who knows.. i used to miss all my COs.. really... well... now i still do... actually i miss nusco huh.. haha... looking forward for guest playing again next year actually... =P

Ok lah.. that's all lah.. dunno what to say le... A not very long entry despite not updating the whole week... hehe... :) NitEz~!!

Countdown to SYF: 4 days~!!!! Jia You NYCO... PUt in ur best and reach the goal of Gold~!!! :)

Sch prac + Spco concert

Hmm... Jan dun say i never update kae... Am quite tired liao.. but then... tml dun need to wake up early.. so nvm lah.. :)

Yea.. today went out almost whole day too.. all related to co.. haha... Today reach sch extra early.. coz got to change into costume and get ready for prac... Yea... it was in the hall lah... at first quite hot lor... and the skirt like sticking to my legs... irritating... But then after that was ok le lah... Anyway ytd when i came back.. i bought 2 big packets of biscuits for today's prac coz i'm afraid that everyone will be hungry coz prac will be long and early in the morning... doubt many ppl will have breakfast at home or what... So I think the biscuits really did help a bit lah.. :) Actually only wanted to buy for erhu section ppl lor.. but then... i decided to try to give everyone lah... What a kind soul... lol...

Despite my bit of cramp which i'm not used to... i still try to keep as focus as i can... but it was kinda difficult lah... so eventually some of the time i fell asleep... and the thing is.. nobody knows lor.... haha... i tot it was kinda obvious.. haha... Anyway... today's practice wasn't really good... my intonation was a bit shitty... esp. for gan jie... dunno lah... cannot get the intonation correct... Think my ears are going to spoil le.. Oh so sad... It's just sometimes that i'm able to hear the inaccuracy... haiz... maybe i should play more violin too... haha... Co ends with us going for lunch together and not only me and yingying like last week.. haha... Somemore deshun and ken joined us too... julian, mengtak shawn and another percussion girl(i'm sorry but i dunno her name... =X) sat at another table... We were like there chatting as usual.. and we really kinda make the guys wait for us lah... the thing is they eat so fast lor... then the 3 of us eat quite slow.. haha... Aiya.. think they dun mind one lah... lol...

Then i came back and bathe... Then went out to meet yushi, siyih, jan and qin.. Had pastamania for dinner then went to VCH... thou a lot of ppl were standing there... when we enter the concert hall... we still can choose where we want to sit... Anyway.. their tix sales not bad lah.. mostly sec sch students ba.. and are their conductor's students from diff schs... noisy... it kinda irritate me esp when they talked which the co was playing or when it's a solo prog... really no sense of respect for the performers... how would they feel if ppl keep talking and talking when they are performing~?! Rude... Aiya.. dun say liao.. how old liao.. still dunno how to think... dotz...

Anyway.. have to say that the concert wasn't really very good lah... some of the songs dun really sound like what the song should be like... paiseh lah... i dunno whether is it my expectations too high lah.. ppl have been telling me so... but i tot i was all right.. =X but i would really say that the erhu was not good lor... a lot of intonation probs.. and the thing is... yu bei is a grade 7 song lor... Dotz...

Nothing to say liao lah... ByE..~

Drained...

Finally i have the time to sit down and update.. i'm like so drained out this week.. and i bet it will be worse next week... It's been co the whole week... I'm just like a walking zombie in sch lah... And i excused myself from runs ytd and today... coz i was really too tired to do anything... I can tell u what i do everyday was just go to sch.. go co... come home... sleep... and cycle continues.... I haven even touched any hw this whole week... Except the Econs essay.... that i think i din do will too... coz i can't even be bothered to look thru it again... or produce a high quality essay... I'm sorry for that... But of coz after this period i'll start to do my best for studies...

Here.. i'm not trying to use co as an excuse... But really... i'm totally drained... I dun even feel like going to sch man.. But at least i still have ppl around me to pull me up... esp. yuhui and chek... Yuhui always helping me to keep myself awake.. haha... She best one lor... However, i must say that sometimes co does bring me happiness... Well... i thank co for that lah... lol... Anyway... tml will be full dress rehearsal in sch hall... Hope we wun be stuff to death... hahaha...

After knowing the results for syf... actually i was kinda disappointed lah... coz they din manage to maintain it... But can't really blame them for it too... it's not that they are not good... It's just that every year... standards increase... everybody is improving... only that sac din improve as fast as other ppl... and some schools are really unexpected cases... so who knows?~! Right.. so yea.. juniors... dun be so sad... just work harder the next time... And of coz i'll still support u all... just that i dun really know the juniors liao.. must learn from changsheng... go back and know them... lol... SACCO u all are still the best in my heart...~ The thing i din know was that my words can make so much impact to szeying... =P But luckily i talked to her and consoled her... It's just that i'm not the one who called.. it was julian who called and just passed the phone to me... But still... i'm glad they are quite ok the next day... Cheer up girls... Work hard for ur Olevels.. :)

Ok.. That's all ba.. CyA~ :)

Outing rox..~! :)

Oh... few days din update le... now using morning's break time to update lor... been busy man... Heex... As everyone had mentioned... the co gang (me, via, ling, qin, jan, dj, char, yushi, siyih & horng) went out on sunday~!!! Yeah... Happy happy... It's not about where we go but the ppl we go with... :) Too bad mel cannot go... Anyway for u guys... it's still worth it... touched~? haha...

Aiya.. since they all like everything also say liao.... then i can skip those part right... except that i took bus there with yushi, via, daijing and char... Lalala... the good thing about bus concession... hahaha... must make full use of it mah... like how ling make full use of her train concession.. right~?! Yea... and we like a bit late lah.. coz bus very difficult to predict de mah... haha... Then ling called and say we got no table coz full liao?~ Then it's like so dotz lor.. coz the newbie thought will have table.. but the kind crews help us arrange lah... so eventually we got a big big table... We had quite a good time playing and laughing there... :)

Ya.. went bugis... we walked there lah... so by the time we reached there... it was actually kinda late liao.. plus we went to take neoprints... We ended up with confusion of who to get what... haha... Then went to eat... finally settled down at mos burger which i shared a table with ling and only ling... er ren shi jie... lol... Then the 4 jc students which includes me of coz.. and horng, via and dj... we went home first.. coz got sch next day mah... and our dear charmaine haven finish eating when we left... haha.... (as usual thou...)

Mon... I like mondays~!! Lol... It's so slacking... Like come to sch for a few hours and went home... Yeah... Although lessons were quite packed.. but can go back early mah... still good... Went home.. sleep a while... do some hw... then went for SY prac... waited for kenny at bedok station with char coz he want to meet us... ok lor... wait lor... anyway.. think we quite early in the end... hahaha.... Practice was all right lah.. but mr quek kept talking about our discipline... coz everyone was like talking when he wanted to go thru some sections stuff... but cello was bad ytd... tsk tsk tsk..

Then we went up to concert to listen to the sch having rehearsal there.. during break time was dhs... they played some qu yuan song... they still ok lah... but i think they quite lax also huh... maybe they are just confident... Then after our prac we went up also... mj's turn.. we sat there and listen... after listening to mj.. i'm starting to worry... i can say that there will be competition between mj and ny... but of coz... no matter who is in front and behind... we should be doing our best right...~ Then cab home with kenny char and mel... :)

Ok.. that's all.. Got to start doing all my hw.. all due soon... like some is tml~!? haha... ByE..~

Happy Day..~

Yea... i'm a happy person today~!!! Heex... Actually morning that time not really... coz was looking up and down for my co shirt.. which in the end i din find it... that's why i wore house tee to sch.. and then.. can't find my cock shoes too.... Then running late liao... so just went to sch without bringing it... and i only could catch the 2nd bus... But the best thing was... yingying was late... even thou she was supposed to open the door... lol... every week also early... this week take key then late... hahaha... So moral of the story... dun be late.. lol.. =X

Anyway... i thought that today's practice was good~!!! Everything is nicely in place... and for once... ding laoshi din scold the zhongruans for the da mo front and back part... Haha... And somemore Gan Jie was Nice too..~!! Harmonising well... :) But i think erhu still need more improvement than that lah... Yea... but co was overall enjoyable today... it's all not too draggy at least... :)

Then went to eat with yingying... only 2 of us... coz jon din come for co today... he injured his finger during rugby training ytd and he can't bend his finger... so cannot blow sheng... dotz right.. it's like 2+ weeks to syf and he did this... haiz.. dunno what to say... Then emily went home and eat coz her mum cooked... so it's left with me and ying lor... Yea... Then after eating sit there and talk talk a while... came home liao... wanted to sleep... but watched tv instead... lol.. =P Till dinner time... then eat lah... supposed to meet via and mel at 85 market for dinner.. but i knew mum wun be happy.. so better eat liao then meet them.. heex.. then we chatted till 8+ then walked back with via... Yea....

Overall.. A nice and pleasant day~!! :) Tml will be a wonderful day too... right ppl~?! But i hope i wun be one doing all these organising again... I suck at it lah.. see.. like all in a mess... And i wasted dunno how many sms... Haha... ok.. that's not the point... i used like dunno how many sms for co purposes also lor.. =( Hmm... dunno if this month will exceed... =X

Ok... That's all folks... Cya~!!! :)

The feeling Sucks...

The feeling totally sucks actually... But i'm not really bothered by it lah.. Just that... i dun understand why it must be this way... didn't we put in any effort too? And did she put in any effort? Oh come on... I did most of the ppt slides... edit them to be more presentable... And i certainly did more than she did... but well... it just turned out that i'm in the same cat. as her... Moreover.. there are only 4 ppl getting band 3 in our class lor... which 3 out of the 4 are from my group... which includes me lah... and lin laoshi still say that getting a 2 or 3 is quite good liao... but the thing is... 3 is the lowest grade to pass.. so huh~?! our group only fangyu got a 2... Good for her... To be fair... she should get the grade... at least her OP is much better than ours ba.. Nevertheless... there's nothing we can do.... so that's it... period.

Other than that... i'm quite all right today lah... Coz i handed up any hw dued today... And i got full marks for all my Complex Numbers Assignment..~ Yea... sitting together with chek is good.. coz some of the parts she taught me how to do.. lol... And of coz she got all full marks also lah... what's new..~ Yuhui got full marks for all 3 also.. haha... i guess we were sitting together during the assignments... lol.. And i'm quite all right with co prac today too... i dunno... maybe it's coz i get to take a nap for one hour be4 co starts... :) And i did half of the si kao yu tao lun already... but still have my econs essay to pia be4 wed comes... and speak the truth... i think i'm spending too much time on everything else except for studies.. this applies esp to CO... For the coming week... i'll be having co everyday lor... It's really like everyday... except for sun... and i certainly will die lor... mon and thurs is SY... tues, wed, fri and sat is ny... oh man.. how am i going to survive~?!

Anyway.. i'm quite pissed with some stuff today too... coz of this person that can't come to co coz she has physics tuition... So stupid lor... can't stand it man... and she say like even be4 the schedule was out she already has tuition on friday.. then why didn't she say earlier lah? It's not like i just gave her the schedule today lor... what the... it's not like she's a new comer lor... somemore com member... yucks... Sucky attitude... somemore got the face to tell me that her tuition is there already... come on lah.. be more flexible lor... tuition can always be changed... and i seriously think that a tri sci student like her dun really need tuition at this level already lor... Argh... It's like polluting my blog talking about her..~!!! But maybe i'm happy today coz she wasn't around... lol... Ok... i'm just going to bear with it for another 2 weeks 4 days.. Argh...~

Oh ya... cleared my napfa ytd le... Heex... Aiya... a silver is good enough... i ask for nothing more... yuhui cleared too... obviously... She is the sure-can kind... And chek cleared too..~! Yea... The good thing about ytd was that xu laoshi din start on a new xiao shuo... if not i'll be dead... coz din bring any cla2 stuff ytd lor... due to my forgetfulness... forgot that cla2 change to thurs mah... Heng ah.. if not we go thru how much... i have to copy the same amount lor... haha...

Dunno what to type liao.. just felt that my life is all so messed up... i can't even type with sequence.. oh my... think i'm going to get nasty with co soon... real soon.. if they still dun buck up... i really dun like to scold lah... but if after like almost a year and still can't get a song right... i dunno what's the prob lah... Whatever.. i will get them right... be4 the end of next week... and i dun wish to waste time on useless stuff...~

Ok.. that's all... dun wanna say anymore liao... Hmm... sorry for having to bear with me with all my complaints.. heex... :)

Lost of Motivation~

Had a few tired days... I dunno.. but i felt that i'm losing my energy and motivation and passion for everything... It's really that i realised i knew nothing about any econs topic that was taught this year... Not even the content~!! And most of the time i was falling asleep... it's like i'm just going for lectures and tutorials for the sake of going... Oh man... Pick myself up~!! It's like... i'm just like giving my life to sch, CO, sleep and dream... Von said... Get a life man... Well... i would like to... but li bu cong xin lor... Oh wells... Think syf should really get pass soon so that i can have more time for myself, my friends, family and studies... :)

Ya... i'm supposed to say abuot sac's standard... it's like a thing that all of u wanted to know right... And of coz.. even the instructors say that they can't be compared to our batch... well.. quite true lah.. if at this point of the time... their confidence level is still at like 40% only... then what's the point right? At least at our time... 2 weeks be4 syf... our confidence level is at like at least 70% already... not to mention the skills level... But as i said... they did improve over this few months' time lah... i would say that they can secure a silver at least IF nothing goes wrong... A gold is possible.. but i can't guarantee the gold with honour... it's difficult to be truthful... but i hope this wun bring their morale down.. =X Anyway... i did reflect about their performance to mr boo... and weng laoshi too... and i know that the instructors will do their best to correct the problems... so it's up to the juniors whether they can do it in time for syf... counting down to their syf... it's exactly a week... so what can i say~!? All the best that is...~

The best thing today was... Guo laoshi said my Jing Shen Zhuang Tai is not bad... coz i always go co is men men bu le one... Oh man... it is so.. haha... i know lah... coz i'm always so tired when i get there... i dunno why i'm like quite enthu at the beginning... and arranging everything properly... even chasing everyone up for sectionals... (which i ought to do lah... =X) Then was like talking happily to all the others.. Ok... i enjoyed my day at co today~! :) And then the next thing is... Mrs Wong knows my name..~!! Oh man.. this is so scary... i seldom interact with her lah... and so i also dunno how she like get my name correctly... haha... i'm shocked... emily also shocked... she was like... 'ta hao xiang gen ni hen shou'... lol... she's not even my maths tutor lor... this is so dumb...~

OK lah... that's all for today.. i'll be watching the rehearsal vcd later... the one that was recorded when nyco went to SCH for rehearsal... hope i wun get nightmare after watching it.. lol... But seriously i think we can only get a silver at our current standard... although ding says that we can get a gold... but we need to work a lot more harder to get the gold.. perhaps she's just trying to give us some encouragement... Ok anyway... This sunday we'll be going Settlers Cafe... Either at Chinatown or Holland V... this one not decided yet... ERm.. check out ur email pls..~ :) CyA ppl..~!

Busy busy weekend..~

Sorry ppl... guilty of not updating for the past few days.. =X It's the no. of days that my parents and da-jie went to penang... and now they're back..`! heex.... Well... was busy u see...

Fri was a tiring day... i went tm after sch again.. took 22 with von so went there.. since i got nothing to do... and i shopped around... Erm... i dunno for what lah... but i did buy something... from precious thots... precious thots things are so ke ai... :) Then i came back... was all alone in the house.. nothing nice to watch on tv... and i fell asleep.. till 7.30pm.. actually wanted to wake up at 6.30 so that i can prepare dinner for myself and then settle down to watch tv... But well... That's it...

Then sis came back so late... after her jab lesson... then jason came shortly... sis and i shared dad and mum's bed... while jason had sis' bed... It was a peaceful night i would say.. other than me getting up once going to the toilet... lol... And i woke up early early to go to sch for co... Reached there on time as usual... and with an empty stomach as usual... And now co stops providing snacks for us... basically coz we are already short of money.. and sometimes it's just unfair to ppl who pay and didn't eat... yea... We ended rather on time... i had to teach a so-called experience player how to play C major all over again... and i think i'm patient enough already... an experienced player who can only play perhaps G and D major? What joke.. And she said she forgot everything already... i suspect the only song she knows how to play is nan-er... Dotz... What is this lor... if like that.. i rather dun want her for syf.. dun want to take the ppl just for the sake of filling up the space lor... *whatever*

Then after that went home le.. Pack some things and went to Aloha Loyang... coz sis and friends having a chalet there... and i'll be alone at home... so she asked me to go also... then went lor... no harm also mah... But was rather tired that night... 12+am then tired liao... watch tv also cannot tahan liao.. then went in to room and sleep.. The beds are double deckers lor... lol... Then woke up at 8.30 next morning... oh man... i think that's the longest night i had for the whole week lor... Full 8 hours... :) Then i came back on my own.. taking 3 trips of buses.. coz was lazy to walk... Heex.. Took 354 from downtown east to pasir ris int... then took 17 back to bedok... wanci there... actually can walk home liao.. but lazy.. so took 222 to in front that bus stop.. then walk a little bit back...

Then met jan to go cc... Heex... coz i was rather bored... sis went for jap lesson mah... since got time then go there see how things going on lor... Msg julian and he was there.. so ok lor.. went... can gossip also mah.. haha... Hmm.. then so qiao jan and i took the same bus 28... :) Walked to 7-11 wanting to buy something for my juniors... then walked to cc lor... The place like so packed when we reached lor... Zhongming was there too... he's really a nice person man... think he still go back like every week when he's free lor... Then both of us sat there and started talking... and also tried to talk to other ppl.. Then jan so blur... can't rmb our own SAC juniorS' names lor... jia lat... kept asking what's their name... tsk tsk tsk... jan must fan xing fan xing ah.. lol...

Then after listening for quite some time and talk to boo for a while.. we went off to tm... went to buy presents... bought 2 person's pres lah... and they are all with me... Yea... And after all... i'm broke... i spent lesser and in the still got lesser $ than jan lor... She's rich kid..~!! Heex... So we walk walk around and chatted lor... aiya... how can 2 of us be quiet when we are together right.. lol... =P Then came home around 4 ba... lie down a while.. then prepare to go for 'Ballet under the Stars'... so cool lor... it's like picnic style at fort canning park.. The best thing of the whole event was... we din know that we need tickets to get in and watch... We thought it was free.. =X And we just went there happily.. without much $ with us somemore... So guess what.. tickets are needed... although we went in without anyone stopping us... and nobody even asked for our tickets... The best thing was... we sat there throughout the whole performance... and true enough... we watched a free ballet performance.. And it's nice lah..

So.. the mystery is.. how much is one ticket~?! And how we got thru?~! Sis went to check today and told me that one ticket for the performance is actually $18~!!! Oh man... we saved $36 without knowing... i thought it wasn't that ex lah.... Lol... This is so terrible... anyway.. we were like so worried throughout the thing coz we scared that will have ppl checking tic... haha...

Then today... think i wasted time in sch lah... got back GP compre.. as i expected.. fail.. well.. as usual... and my overall still fail... Pengs... 42%... erm.. not bad liao lah... better than 30+% the last time... And we ended sch damn early today lah... 11.10am can leave sch liao lor.. Luckily von and i planned to go and watch 'the wedding date'... i used the gv coupon to watch mah... Yea.. nice show... Thanks Von~!! :) Then we just walked around... hunting for things to add to our wishlist.. i'll probably update them tml.. Heex...

Then took bus 7 back.. was msg-ing ppl on the bus.. and i was damn sleepy... so like kept on dozing off... then came back and washed the floor... but it wasn't really a clean job coz i'm running out of time... went to meet daijing and charmaine to go to SCH and see SAC's rehearsal... WAited for yushi in the end and we went together... so surprised to see honghan and weiye there too..`! Happy to see them~! :)

Erm... details of the rehearsal... tml then say lah.. now tired liao.. nitez ppl... :)

Beating my own record..~

Just want to use a little bit of my time to update on what happened today.. Actually today was a rather nice day.. coz i felt accomplished this morning..~ :) Had nafa test.. And surprisingly i managed to run finish the whole 2.4km without stopping.. plus keeping up with my pace... And practically was trying to chase after yuhui lah... i was telling myself.. cannot stop if not will lag behind yuhui a lot.. so i just kept on going... think chek who was behind me had the same mentality too... And the 3 good friends did well~! 14.05 for yuhui... 14.42 for me... and 15.15 for chek... Yea.. For me.. i've broke my own record lah... think after sec 1 or 2... i've never run less than 15min be4... thanks to all the runs i had in the morning... and thanks to yuhui.. motivating me too..~ Haha... She was right... practically she dun really have a lot to write in my autograph book coz she usually shares lots of things with me... and same here... i crapped throughout the page... haha... And that's what friends are like... haha... So ya... i'm too happy to have her as a good good friend... there's just this sense of commonality between us... :)

Ya.. then did sit & reach.. haha.. improvement~! at least better than last year lah... got at least D is good enough le lor... dun expect too much... now only aim for silver... gold is really to hard for me... esp when it comes to S&R and standing broad jump... Hehe... so yea.. silver is good... anyway.. silver is a nicer colour.. lol... Oh.. did pull ups too... think i'm quite tired liao... anyhow pull lor... got C enough le.. haha... yuhui just need 1 more to get A lor... but too bad... she din and time was up.. Yea...

But well... CLA2 lesson was as boring as ever... =X Oopz.. think i shouldn't say that... but after all the exercising.. it was really tiring to have lessons... HEhe... so practically my mind was switched off most of the lesson... and dozed off at some point of the lesson although xu laoshi was sitting right in front of me... lol... =X But then~!! The thing was... i was very awake after that during Maths lect and GP lect lor.. so yea.. and all thanks to yuhui.. talking to me and keeping me awake... well... it kept her awake too... haha... so we're just like helping each other... :)

Then after sch... went to meet Edwin... to give him his b'day present... and met him at sac... coz he's going there for some badminton game.. and i went into the sch too... Din know they having co prac huh... but saw jingxian and went up with her... At first din go in... called melody and talked to her for like 1h before hanging up... and my phone batt left 1 column after the session.. haha... Then saw mrs boo (co) then went in to music room and listen to them... quite surprised that they actually improve quite a lot... at least it was nicer than the last time i heard them... but i have to keep my fingers crossed for the suonas... coz i only heard them play xing kong... and not jiang jun ling... 2 weeks left to their syf... hope they continue to improve and improve till the day of syf.. and perform their best out of it..~! :) And of coz... clinch the Gold with Honour... coz it's really nice to hear it... esp when chek told me that nygh choir got gold with honour and i was thinking.. how well if on the day of syf.. my junios can msg me and tell me the same thing for sacco..~ So Juniors... Work hard~!! I might not be there to support u guys.. but morally i'm always behind u ppl kae..~ So dun let me down huh.. =P

Ok lah.. that's all.. Nitez ppl..~ :)

~Angry~!!!

ARgh... Very angry today lah... over a few things... Esp. during co lor... All coz of gary chua... brings nothing but trouble... oh my... first thing he came in.. and told me that he's not going for syf coz prac clashes with dragonboat... Then after i called him.. he din ans for the first 2 times.. the 3rd... he answered and HUNG UP on me when i was just conveying the msg that he has to pay full amount for the costume... What is this lor... I didn't even have a chance to explain and also ask him to stay at least till syf... Argh... was really angry with him lor... and the thing is i dunno why am i doing this lah... I'm not the P, not the VP, not his SL.. whatever lor..~! In the end still asked deshun to go and talk to him... what has the world come to~?!

Then was even more fustrated when my 24 went off when i was opposite the bus stop.. going to cross the overhead bridge... i hate that man... just want to get home fast... HAiz... Then come back.. found out that mum cooked bittergourd soup~!!! Argh...~!! Nothing that i liked... Might as well dun come back and eat... well.. i just think that treatment i get is diff from sis... is it becoz i'm less stubborn~!? WHY?~!

Everything is just so shitty... Ms gopal practically wasted our 1½h there talking about 2 essay qns... and even left more than 20 min for us to like do whatever we want... What is this man.. she din even prepare for lesson lor... And many of the ppl sitting at the last row were doing maths throughout the whole lesson... and she din even care lor... Aiya.. dunno what to say lor... Fangyu can even use the time to finish writing my autograph... Ya.. That's how bad it is...~

Argh.. dun want to type liao... so angry angry angry... i just it's very very very not nice to hang up on someone... even though u are not happy... pls... fan xing fan xing lor... u're lucky that it's me lor... if it's someone else... things might not be as nice and easy as u think kae... stop showing attitude...~!

~Prom Night~

Hey.. know what... since the end of block test... i've been writing autograph books of a few good friends from ny... and Yea... it's quite fun.. haha... I wonder why we din do it in sec 4... Haha.. But yea... chek was the one who started the trend.. and soon... more and more ppl just start passing around their books too... And of... i wun want to miss myself out.. So eh.. i used and old autograph book..~ haha... Well.. everyone is doing that lah.. heex... :) Well... maybe the next time we meet up can just ask u ppl write something yea..~?! :)

Wah... today is the most most fulfilling day man... Went sch early to run lah.. and my normal pattern is to run 6 rounds and walk for 2 rounds as cooling down... But then i ran 8 rounds NON-stop today lor... so siao right.. and the reason was... mrs ong paced me in my round... for the last 3 rounds... Oh man... This is so scary... but becoz of that.. i was running faster than my original speed lah.. so as to keep up with her.. Yea... And the good thing was... actually i can still carry on lor.. Think my stamina is building up already... so hope i can run well on thurs..~! :)

And then did some Maths tut today after sch lah... ok lah... but then i still need to buck up coz i heard von did more than me liao... haha... So Yea... must keep in pace with them lah.. if not they all say what i also dunno... =X Jialat right.. Haiz.. dunno why i din feel that way last time in sac.. then perhaps i can do better... lol... the keyword is perhaps... haha...

Oh ya.. i'm going for Prom night~!!! At Grand Hyatt hotel.. 5 Dec.. $80 per pax... At first still thought was quite ex lah... then told er-jie about it.. she was like.. $80 only mah.. give them lor... then i was like.. ok lor.. that means can go liao.. haha.. then ytd night wanted to get $40 for down payment first... so told mum lah... coz haven tell her yet.. =X Then she also like... $80 just pay lor... Hahaha... Easy man... Well... At least i'm going for this once in a lifetime thing.. haha... But the sad thing is... our class.. only 5 ppl attending.. and so we are only occupying half the table and the other half will be occupied by emily and friends... the thing is... why so many ppl are so reluctant to go for it? Although it's not very cheap... but then it's an experience lor... and i felt that it's a good chance to be with ur friends... all dressed up beautifully... at least we dun regret ba... Hmm.. i dunno lah...~

Whatever it is.. i have to go and do tut liao.. haha... Bye..~!

Sun and Mon...~ u wun believe it...

Yea.. i'm Home~!! :) Ytd was a nice day... did many things... sleep most of the time.. lol.. =X woke up at like 11+ when i slept at 12+ the night be4~?! Really tired lah... Every week... Sunday is the only day i get to sleep until late late lor... how can i waste the day~?! Yea...

Then do some hw in the afternoon.. dun say dun have lah.. at least got do a bit... :) Then went to play badminton with sylvia and yushi.. haha.. via late again.. nearest yet latest... so yushi and i started without her... and she said she waited outside for quite long... but well.. i reached on time and din see her.. so she's still late..~! haha.. dunno owe us how many drinks liao.. =P Yea... It was good man... playing badminton... Yea~!! :) Must go again..~

Then came back still got continue to do maths tut lor.. yea.. suddenly feel so guai.. but haven done tut 10 yet... still at tut 9 which was erm.. gone over last week.. lol... =X But nvm.. i'll do it tonight.. after i come back from SCH... going to try the syco shirt.. dunno how it looks like... but yea... 1 more collection of t-shirt..~ :) Oh.. back to ytd.. after that was watching tv with sis.. then saw jacky cheung on tv.. msg von ask her watch.. in the end she only heard the last song.. haha... =X But he really sings well lah.. but think his old songs nicer... :)

Then today.. WAh.. i got the greatest news from my block test.. i passed my GP essay lor...~!! This is so out of expectations lah... got like 26/50.. oh man... although it's a mere pass... but pls.. it wanying lor... wanying is passing gp essay~?! haha... what a joke.. i got the shock out of my life when i saw the paper... and the first time i hear praises on gp... haha... like ms gopal was saying... 'u've done quite well this time'... lol.. but then again.. dunno about compre lah.. might pull total down.. but still quite happy lah.. coz some of the ppl din do up to their expectations ba... nevertheless... Jiayou everyone.~ And i'll try to keep everything up~! :)

After sch took bus with von to tampines... she wants to go to the surf shop... and i wanted to buy edwin a present... his birthday in 2 days' time.. and that reminds me... kenneth's birthday in 3 days' time..~! But.. erm... dun think will be seeing him.. so nvm lah.. haha... =X So bad right... lol... but he haven been nice too... so Bleahz..~ =P Yea... so bought something for edwin liao.. but have to wait like 1 hour to collect.. so went walking around myself coz vincent come liao... so dun want to be so bright lah... haha... wah... after collect liao went cs walk walk.. i saw the last person on earth i would want to see lor... Patrick yeo.. oh my god.. it's like seeing ghost lah... Of all ppl see him`!? Tian ah... spare me pls... Then he like... say he got my hp no... *shocked* I would never want to give him man... then he said he put at home.. then i was thinking.. must be fake de lah.. haha... then he asked if i want his no... i was like shaking my head lor.. lol.. Then i walked off liao.. wah.. kong bu man.. did i tell u that i think he called one of the nights.. and actually i thought it was for my sis... then asked my sis to ans... in the end is look for me one.. and i just asked sis to say that i sleep liao.. lol..~!! =P But well... he din even wanted to leave his name lor... so whatever lah..~! haha.... disgusting man.. =P

Ok.. that's all.. going out liao.. cya ppl~ :)

Saturday...~

Suddenly i just like to update... haha.. Hmm.. think got quite a few things i din mention... So i'll make up for it now.. hehe... Ya... the news of the week was... our group get first for our CPW... it's so erm.. unexpected lah.. lol... so siao lor... we din even do it properly and u know.. it's not even like pw... lol... and yet we get first~?! Haha.... Maybe we are already better than other ppl.. Hee..~ And ya... ytd going home that time saw shawn first lah.. then talk to him a while... think he pengz when i guessed correctly where he stayed... and i self-praised.. hahaha... Then Hesheng and Juncheng came along... taking 24 too~ :) So i chatted with them lah... cannot be anti-social senior mah.. hahaha... Ya.. actually they quite easy to get along one lor.. Well.. Juncheng talked until nearly forget to alight at paya lebar mrt lor... hahaha... funny.. Then Hesheng got down at eunos mrt... yea... and then just talk to houshun who was standing right beside me... dotz.. yea.. i was standing too..~ :(

Then today we had this orientation prog for the J1s... and J2s played too lah... And erm... i dun need to play?~! hahaha... So happy... already predicted it... :) So we played these 2 games.. scissors paper stone and then dog and bone... the 2 groups we are in charge of damn funny lah... they like erm... play like... at first is planned one lor.. in the end also like just play... and we had forfeits for them too... well... the winning group think of forfeit for the group that lost lah... And all the ideas were given by Gary lor... Oh ya.. he actually came for practice.. like finally... haha... that attitude little guy... lol... suddenly really feel like big sister to these juniors that i knew last time man... wah liao... it's really like no wonder julian always call me 'da-jie'... haha... like always have to discipline them lah.. haiya... they are just... playful~!! But anyway... we enjoyed their entertainment when they play lah... coz practically yingying, evelyn and i were just standing at the side watching and laughing and counting scores for them... haha...

Then went to eat with the usual ppl lah... Yea... and we like sat there for so long lor... u can imagine... we sitting from like 1+ right up to 3+... talking and talking.. about everything lor... haha... block test and everything... And was quite sad coz both emily and jon passed Econs...~!! Oh man... dun believe that jon did everything better than me~! Argh... both maths and econs~!! How can that be man.. i thought i can do better at least in maths.. Oopz... =X It's like suan him from wed till now.. lol...

But nvm lah... It's just block test... and if u read the previous entry... my target is AAC lah... SO yea... work towards it...~!!! :) So from now on... i'll be smart-studying... i mean at least learn to study smart... esp econs and cla2 lah... can't afford to lose the cla2 marks lor.. yea...

Going to play badminton tml..~ Yea... Finally~!!! So into sports lately?~! haha... Due to the running!? i dunno... But i just love badminton~ :)

Block Test results~

Ok... Shall update..~ :) Yea.. today... quite relaxing actually... hmm... but i like the time table this way lah.. Coz can come home and sleep..~! Lol.. =P

Morning went for run again.. but today like never run finish.. i lost track of how many rounds i ran lah.. haha... but anyway.... the feeling is still good.~ But well... nothing is really good after that lah... Dotz... Firstly econs tut.. got back our econs block test.. my results is like shit lor... merely a pass for mcq.. and failed essay terribly... so in then end only got an AO pass (btwn 35% to 44%) lor... Yuckz... Just knew that can't make it for 2nd essay... Haiz.. suan le... Anyway.. was really embarrassing man... coz my phone wasn't switched to silent mode... then the msg ringtone rang suddenly... and it was edwin who msged.. Dotz... during class lah.. somemore not very soft lor.. so u can imagine everyone coming and singing 'under the sea' to me.. or mr bong saying that my name is ariel... hahaha... Siaoz...

Then maths tut... had assignment 9.. so erm... i dunno how to do lor.. coz i din even complete tut 9... =X It was quite bad actually... dunno if will get correct anot... good thing is chekhui helped me spot my mistake... first few workings then wrong liao lor.. so pengz right.. it's as good as redoing the whole qns lor.. yea... But what is done is done lah... and did i tell u that i got back my maths block test results some time this week too.. and i got like 27/50... which is 45%... and it's JUST PASS~! Pengz... not up to my expectations... but when we went through the ans during lect.. kinda know that wun really do well liao.. :( Anyway... will still work hard for Maths... Because i'm counting on maths to be my A~! :)

Then CLA1 tut... got back papers too... hmm... 59% not very good lah... got pulled down by compo... really can't do compo well on the spot... haiz... think it wasn't that bad last time right~?! At least i din get things like 36/70... a mere pass... haiz... must read more and learn more vocab to use liao... Anyway... cla1 tut always quite easy to pass one lah... :)

Then CLA2 lect... got back papers... again... and wah... BAD~ i only get AO pass for cla2 lor..~!!!! So angry leh... HAIZ! bad bad bad... think i din study enough and i wasn't even focus during the paper... was very tired... so practically scrap through lor.. =X Haiya.. so it pulled down the total cla marks also... so sad... so in the end only get 50% like that lor... ARgh.. D~!! So overall block test results bad lah... doubt GP will be good too lah.. (only sub haven get back) it's like CCE for promos lor... and i only get like DEO now.. all the low grades... Tutors are all saying if every sub dun get at least a C... then is no use liao... So... my target for As is AAC~! (Note: all results are in the order of CLA, Maths then Econs.) Or AT LEAST BAC lah... Nothing beyond that..!~ YEa.. WOrk towards it man..~

Oh ya.. next week nafa liao... jia you~! Luckily ms audrey is ok that i dun go and run on thurs morning so that i will have energy for the test during pe... and i'm spared on wed too.. coz of the long long day in sch.. so i'll just have to run on another afternoon or morning lah... perhaps monday? Since mondays are quite short too..~ :)

Ok.. go liao... sis wants to update her blog too... like she only update once in a hundred years lah.. haha.. Shh..~ She reads... lol... =X Well... jie... u just have to do ur job more often.. haha... :)