One week after nusco concert. haha

It's been a week since the concert... I really wun say it's a VERY good one... but ya... after all it's still the effort of everyone present. I was all tired by the end of the day...

Reached there ard 12.30pm.. changed and whatever... then rehearsal... dry run plus the whole concert runthrough.... ended ard 5pm... had dinner with er-jie... she's probably quite bored. haha. at least she went cos she was sitting alone. but i can also see that she quite entertained by the 3 ppl sitting in front of her... kept talking to them.... from my view lah.

For me... first half was quite boring.. cos we only performed the first song... then it was the guests' performance.... so we sit in the concert comm room and slack and talk... the enjoyable thing abt going to nusco is really that u can talk to anyone there... basically they are very friendly... :)

Yupx... I shan't comment too much abt the concert... cos whether good or bad it wasn't up to the performers to decide... as long as we have done our best.. ok.. maybe it wasn't my best... but i'm sure i was very ren zhen during the concert time.. and anyway it's over.. isn't it? =P The concert ended 10pm and rush rush to take grp photo and off i went rush off... change and then followed sis and her friend for some drinks.. ended up in dempsey hill's ben and jerry's... it was good! yeah...

Ya.. that's all.. thanks andrew for the stalk of rose... quite surprised... now the flower is dying already. haha! =x (oh.. i just went to the kitchen and saw that it has landed inside the rubbish bin. haha!)

Sunday was quite a good day too... although there's project meeting in the morning... went all the way to bishan since most of them are nearer to that area.. ok... this isn't the main point for the day of cos...

The main thing is... i went to S-pop Hurray! Concert that night with my 2 sis!! :))) It was good lah... and of cos like everyone said... we can see that we do not know why we need someone on stage that can't sing live... but whatever lah.. at least get to see JJ... haha! But we left earlier cos er-jie says she tired and hungry! so didn't manage to catch the last hour... and didn't catch JJ's closing performance also. We went simpang bedok to prata then home lor...

Let's skip all the boring work and study days... and so ytd we went to visit SSO. It was i can say a very good session... cos the speaker shared a lot of her experiences with us... There isn't any theory set in the whole session... taught us some valuable lessons. how to deal with musicians (or artists in general)... and dealing with every other situation. I think i've learnt something from the session.

Ok... and so i went to work after that... probably the last day of my work... haix! Since the full-time is already going to be transferred and should be leaving the company soon... I dun see the point in staying... afterall i need to get something closer to my studies.... i worked becos of all the ppl i know... but since it's like that.. then maybe it's time to let go also.

TODAY! going down to nusco later... for post concert-reception. :) Ok... Bye!

The busy days Part 1

Finally back to update... still very tired... but i thought i ought to update a bit.. be4 the contents get too much! Omg... i actually have to backtrack till thurs!!!

So ya.. last thurs... field-trip to POST-Museum for gallery mgmt class... walked under the hot sun with my 'lao gong' for some time before realising that it is nearer for me to take bus 67 there than taking train to farrer park then walk over. dotx. waste time and money leh!

Ok... actually it's not exactly a museum... according to what the person described.. it's more like a space than a gallery or museum. So anyway we were brought to walk ard that area... including the back alley which is supposed to be very active only at night. (if u get what i mean). The walk took abt 20-30min... super hot weather. Then got back to POST and have some discussion grp thing.. which we all know what it is for... but well... it shows that we have brains and creativity. (to put it in a nicer way of cos) haha! I mean... we all know that lah... so nothing much.

Went to nusco prac after that... good thing still have time for dinner... Subway-ed. luckily saw yongxin there after i started queuing for a while... well... i need her student card and she can get her food faster.. so why not right? Well... prac wasn't VERY bad. haha. but since i can't go the next day... i went on thurs night lor. Prac ended ard 10pm.. stayed ard for a while to take tix and talk... wanted to cab back... then actually got someone going back bedok also.. so i thought we could train tgt... in the end she wanted to bus back... and so... i took a train! and i was freaking tired. haix. But ok.. save money cos the cabbing parts will come in later. =x

Fri.. dim-sum-ed with family at East Ocean! :)) They cabbed there first since we can't squeeze into 1 cab... i wanted to take a train... but in the end decided to hunt for easter egg for a while more and so i cabbed there also. =P Reach there liao... like OMG! A LOT of ppl standing at the entrance to the rest. I had to like 'excuse me' so many times to finally get into the rest to look for their table. dotx. BUT food is still as nice as ever. i mean that explains the long queue right.. Heng we booked in advance given our experiences. haha!

Then went to jiewan's bday party at aloha loyang after shopping ard for a while. wanted to get new shoes but all no size. sad sia... But in the end they still managed to get another membership card! Like dotx. which family needs 3 same membership card of a shop?! But giving to someone else lah... :) Ok.. back to the bday party... when i reached.. jiale, ruth and shirley were there already... so we waited for the rest of her guests to come. food is not bad... cake is nice... the deco very nice too! :)

That was like the first 21st bday party i attended this year... lol. So after like almost 3months... none of my 21-yr-old friend had any party lor! haha. hope there are more to come.. cos i think i enjoyed them! :))) Anyway... left ard 10pm with jenny... walked out trying to look for a cab.. it was only till more than halfway out then gotten a cab... better than nothing lah.. so i cabbed home. lol =x

OK!! i think i really need to sleep... continue again. =P

HAHA

Oh... It's really a VERY BUSY weekend... it feels like going out of town for 3 days 2 nights... just that the nights are spent on my own bed... haha!

Will update abt the weekend soon. Am really tired now. LOL! =x

Relaxing... still?

I think this is probably the last week being able to still idle ard for a while everyday... playing (fluff)friends.. joining in the easter egg hunt... haha! (it's quite fun anyway)

I'm so going to foresee that i'm going to have a sleepless week somewhere. haha! But ok lah... i have to start on some now.. since some are due earlier. Yup. Hope i can finish the essays by next week.. so that can do all my projects... Ah... it's really going to be easier said than done. lol. =x And unfortunately... it's really a lot to be done... like must they do that to us this semester?

Anyway... syco prac ytd was with maestro... not bad actually... he started with an intro of the piece - Gada Meilin... Actually i think sometimes they like to teach students because they can talk and share more... cos usually the adults wun entertain the conductor doing that... haha. =x The session was fruitful thou. gives us a better idea... and yao laoshi so cute... he suddenly disappeared after listening to us for a while.. and actually returned with a gaohu to play with us. but the sad thing is that he said he can't read the jian pu.. haha. But ya.. i believed he could have done better if it was in manuscript... even best he tried to talk to rudy... in chinese. they practically couldn't understand each other. so in the end have to turn ard and ask us. but it was quite fun lah. :)

Nusco concert this weekend... quite fast... but i think it's better to get it over and be done with also lah... this year's songs not all nice... in fact it doesn't seem like the focus is on nusco... there are 3 other collaborations... Prof Koh of NUS, a Uni from Malaysia and Zheng Professionals. so ya... it's quite slack.. haha. but this year quite sian... cos sis not performing.. think joyce not performing also... then the rest of the usual ppl.. mostly in concert com. dotx. But perhaps the last time i'm going to perform with them... unless sis is going again next year. (which i doubt so)

Ya.. think that's all at the moment. Will be back soon!

Oh-oh! Today is my father's birthday!! :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! Hope you will stay healthy and happy! :))) not like he will see this lah... but i will still hope that he stays healthy and such, after all he's not as young as i think he is anymore.

How long does this have to go on?

Why huh? Why do i always have to wait until late at night then i'll get to use the computer? What happened to all my rights? Why do i have to give up my seat when someone comes by and says she wants to watch shows online. I said 'no'.. and she insisted i let her cos she's bored! Can't she just do something else... In fact i was already very pissed that the 3 of them took turns to use the whole morning till 3+ when the last person finally left the house. And i've already watched tv for the whole afternoon!!! Well... thanks to someone who gave her the idea.. I'm so pissed the whole night i didn't want to talk to her... and i really didn't. afterall... a hungry woman is an angry one too... and coincidentally i didn't have any proper meal today. had some cookies and some chocolate and some rostie finally..

ARGH. WHATEVER. I just regretted not being firm enough. but i think i was so angry and i had so many thoughts that i wasn't able to say anything that makes complete sense.

Anyway.. by the time i start on my assignments.... i dun they even get a chance near the com. and that's good... I'm not being selfish... BUT... i dun like my lifestyle manipulated by what others need to do. period. and i hope they will realise and truly understand. there's a possibility that i will put a password to it... which i've nv wanted to in the past.

3 Movies at a go

Haven't updated for a few days... been pia-ing my finance individual assignment lah. haha.

To think i complained about not watching movie for quite some time... i watched 3 movies within 1 week. haha! One last thurs, one last fri and one today!

Watch The Screen at Kamcharod... unfortunately... it's a thai horror movie. and i was practically forced to watch it by my dear friend. dotx. But ok lah.. afterall it isn't really that scary... and there's quite a nice plot to it. so ya.. that was like the 2nd time i actually watch a horror movie in the cinema. haha! i mean.. usually i dun spend money to scare myself yea... haha! But i think that was the only time i went for movie with her during her holidays back here. zhong se qing you is like that de lah. haha!

Anyway.. watched 10,000BC on fri with cw and wx... it was after class and we do not know what to do... i wanted to come home but in the end still went with them... the show isn't bad.. there were some rather magnificant scenes... i like. haha! But as for the same producer... i still think that The Day After Tomorrow is nicer. :) Anyway... some parts were quite lame... there were very interesting parts. see it for urself.... able to see how they built the pyramid.... thou not sure if real or not... haha!

Then today (wed)... watched The Water Horse: Legend of the Deep. Overall it's quite all right.. thou not too many exciting parts... It seems a bit like the Doraemon story of Norbita and the Dinosaur.... just that the water horse could not be shrunk after growing real big. hee. But glad that it's a good ending for the water horse... nothing seems to be able to injure him ya... except for the little cut he got when he was still very little. It is truly how amazing the boy - Angus, could actually go so deep into the sea/water with the water horse... and even open his eyes while in water to watch the fishes and sceneries... the thing is he didn't even know how to swim. so it must be a miracle that he survived. hee.

Anyway... i'm like super tired not... so i think will continue more postings tmr yea.. nitex.

Just ignore this entry

Ask me abt my mood now.. I'd tell u that i can cry at any movie that is shown to me.

It seems very much like my fault anyway.

MY stupidity to let the 'whole world' know that she's not coming back tonight.

MY negligence to my mother still trying to call thru her phone.

But HELLO! why am i the communication medium? LEAVE ME ALONE all right!

If YOU have the decency of caring for YOUR family. PLS MAKE YOURSELF VISIBLE AT HOME. Or if not. Make YOUR disappearance accounted for. not to me but to whom U should inform. THANK YOU!

I'll all right tmr.

Pissed Alright?!

Feeling damn pissed. Can't i have any space of my own at all?!

I wished i can get out of here.

I think i have some problems in my anger management. while others are too eager to show their anger.. i.e. being very impulsive, act and talk their mind too fast when in anger. i am the opposite and by the time i feel like expressing my anger. i think it's too late. so in the end i just try to hold the anger in me. and let myself to continue to be angry of myself. damn stupid lah. RAH!

Practising and Reading

Haven't been keen on writing too much. Feeling kinda unmotivated these days. think i'm in a kind of holiday mood. and doing things that i usually doesn't spend much time doing. like reading and practising my instru. Now i've really got the urge to go back and learn my erhu again. Well... i know i've said this umpteen times and nv did it... that's becos i know that he's busy and perhaps not have the time to teach.. And i think i dun wish to hear a disappointing ans.. thus didn't ask. But nowadays i'm more determined in getting myself to practise the songs that i need to and some that's not. violin as well. thou the song i want to master is like SOOOOOOOO difficult. -.-

Feeling a bit silly to be reading a book on the bus and quietly dropping tears. haha. fortunately it didn't continue. after all it's only harry potter. Rmb the last time i wanted to finish a storybook that night (just couldn't stop reading)... and i was crying so hard in the middle of the night. dotx. i sounded as if my mother had just gave me a down hard scolding... sometimes it's just amazing how words on its own can touch ppl that much. well.. i can't do that myself.. given my poor command of language. haha! But it's really terrible to be reading and wiping away.. cos the words get blurred so much... but.. i'm quite determined to read more. some times i just enjoy reading more than the others. dunno why.

Ok. that's all. finally the weekend is approaching... and an assignment to be handed in is also approaching.. =x

Broadway Beng! 3

Hi... Just found out abt this a while ago... a bit slow thou... That Broadway Beng is back again. on his third in the series now... and it's staging at Drama Centre from 30 April to 4 May (as stated on sistic website), thou passioncard website says it's until 18may. Anyway, any interested parties? I think i will be going anyway. I mean.. i VERY MUCH want to go! :)))