Friday, June 19, 2015

My Daddy. My Superhero.

今天听到《心情小抽屉》一个爸爸的故事,竟然听到哭了。不只是她的故事感动到我,同时也想到我爸爸。最近都在说一些父亲节,关于爸爸的故事。跟很多的女生一样,我也觉得我爸爸是全世界最好的爸爸。爸爸是我的superhero。我只是常常觉得我做女儿有时非常的失败,爸爸不年轻了,但生活上的很多事情都是爸爸做,爸爸承担的。就连水电费都是。他也从来没有要求我们做这些。连以前父亲节出外吃大餐时,也碰上我这个六月宝宝,一起庆祝,还要爸爸出钱。

My dad may not be the most wealthy dad, we take public transport, we do not have aircon, we do not have a big house, but he gave whatever he could afford. We travel a lot when we were young, he was the sole bread winner and now retired for more than 10 years but he never asked us for money or whatsoever. He never ever stressed that we should be the ones taking care of all the household expenses or any of the sorts, not even when buying electrical appliances. He gave us all lessons that develop us to be people with culture and someone with at least some skills. He offer to wash dishes when he sees that we are all tired from a day's work, he makes tea for us every single time we asked for it. No complaints ever. 

The most thankful thing I had towards my dad would be that he ever encouraged me to study Erhu, not just that, he wanted me to go Beijing or Shanghai. How many parents would encourage or allow or even, be the one to suggest their child to take this path. But I know I wasn't good enough for that. But deep down I was really touched and I kept on remembering that I have such wonderful parents who are always supportive of what I do even though they were a little worried at some points of my studies and my career. I know that I will never in my whole life, able to repay what my parents have done for me. 

But I hope that I'll be able to provide my parents with more comfort and happiness soon and make them less worry for me. 

They both are going on a trip to Tibet tonight, I hope for them safe flights and transport throughout the trip, that they will enjoy the trip without being down of any illness, not even the slightest flu or food poison or diahhroea and be back safely. I miss them already. 

I love you both papa and mama. 

Saturday, June 13, 2015

Birthday. 又来了. 然后走了.

I was never the 'Hey, you want to meet and celebrate my birthday' kind of person. I am still not. If anyone wants to celebrate for me, I'd be happy. I didn't expect anyone to celebrate with me this year. After all, with the passive kind of mentality I have, I should get lesser and lesser celebrations right? I really need to thank my friends for putting in effort to make me feel loved. As much as I didn't really feel like celebrating my own birthday anyway (partially cos I'm getting older), I enjoyed each and every meet up with the friends. In small group or big group, it doesn't really matter. To where we go, it doesn't really matter as well. Because I really loved the company. I'm not sure if it's me being Gemini or not, or it is just me that even though a little on the quiet side sometimes, also very noisy when with the right company. haha!

Furthermore, I'm only in this company for about a month, hence, I would never expect anything from anyone in the company cos I would expect anyone to know as well. But friend announced loudly in office (several times). Lol! Then she and lunch khaki wanted to treat me lunch! :D Even though in the end we went to the ramen that serves free ramen to birthday person on actual day, even comes with a side dish! Lol! So they decided to get me cake too.

In fact, I had already 5 different cakes through the day. Lucky thing I didn't redeem my free cake from Starbucks. Of course I shared the cake, even if I ate most for some of them. So they got me 2 cakes from Cake Spade (we sat there to finish them, I even had candles, I don't even the last time I had 1 lol!), 2 from the 2 cute interns, and 1 from the sister :D To prove the happiness further, I haven't had so many cakes for the longest ever. I am a happy girl. :)

Happy girl ended the day with an awesome concert and a lovely time with the sister! :D Kit Chan was amazing, she was so good! I loved the way she spoke too. Everything felt so comfortable. :)