Thursday, March 08, 2007

Feeling lousy...

Realised i haven't been in the best of mood lately... why huh?! It just seems like i'm unconcerned abt anything that is happening around me.. i wasn't exactly happy to hear that lessons tonight will be canceled... partly becos i'll have nowhere to go... and it's one chance less for... whatever.

The sem is really passing so fast.. it's already the 9th week out of the 15-week sem... Haix... And i dun think i'm going to achieve what i'm hoping for... i.e. good results at the end of the year... i think partly becos of all the grp works we have... it's not that grp work is not good... but so much so that sometimes it drains ppl off the idea of having grp meetings... cos everyone will be like.. 'haix.. yet another grp proj to do'... so even after finishing one presentation ytd... i still have.. public relations, business proposal, method and materials.. so 3 more to go... I rather write on my own!! Cos can do at my own pace... But it's experience lah... i mean.. to work with ppl to complete something... but for some i tot it's quite good idea.. just that everyone keep procrastinating.. Oopx.. i hope this is not exactly what i said in ytd's entry... haha. Argh... stop complaining and start working!!!

Anyway... i really hope that things will be going smoothly for me... and that i can start working once hols start... and hopefully this year will not be as troublesome as last year when it comes to the syco concert period... And quite glad that i'm not playing the impt role although i'm not quite glad.. err.. dunno what i talking. ignore me.

So must be wondering where am i and what i'm doing now... at suntec starbucks... obviously blogging... and nothing else... sometimes it feels good to be alone.. but sometimes... the feeling just sucked.. and today... i think it sucked... my classmates probably think that i'm dumb today or what.. but as if i wished that i were like that... Why is it that i always take so long to fit in a new surrounding... and to speak the truth... it might be that i haven't got use to the behaviour and attitude in school.. and seriously... i really dunno my classmates well... not even one. Ahh.. whatever. It just takes me longer...

I'm bored!!! Oh.. i just rmb something... i just found out a few days ago that Nathaniel was from nyjc can... SC somemore... haha! It's not that i really dunno he's from our sch... it's just that.. it doesn't really match.. haha! Err.. i know i'm slow lah... cos PSS 2 is over like more than a month ago... haha!!! But then... at least i rmb now ok.. haha! I wonder if there's anyone slower than me.. Haha. =x

Ok... i'm really sianx liao.. shall go continue my proposal stuff... Bye.

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