Thursday, March 05, 2009

Need to pick myself up.

Think i lose focus in some things this past week... but i will quickly get it back..

Felt very guilty not being able to do what i promised my supervisor... supposed to meet her today... but my stuff wasn't complete so i dun want to waste her time... so i told her i'm not ready to meet her today. HAIX. But at least it's better than going to see her with the same things from last session. *shakes head*

SYCO prac was like... ok lah... but then i think i'm like the lousiest inside liao. lol! and i'm like the only person who haven't gone for any erhu lessons for such a long time. Like what 4 of them actually applied for concerto listening?!?! that has never happened in gaohu section. lol. i think cos last time we all too lousy le... and not ambitious too. But well.. It means that i have to practise harder!!! haiya.. not where got time... after i grad ba... sure more time than the rest. haha. and by then i think i can start taking up lessons again. "It's not whether i CAN or not... it's whether i WANT or not. If i WANT, i CAN!" :)

Anyways... to my beloveds... i posted on the cogang blog and no one commented!!! sad.

Well.. back to work for a while before i knock off. sighs.

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