Movies and everything else.

Been really tired... nearly went to sleep.. suddenly rmb that i haven't set my automatically-turned-online msn to offline mode... so i'm here at the com... and i thought i'd update a little bit...

After all the typing about my future and my paths... i forgot about the times i'm happily enjoying myself!! Oh man.. look what has it done to my life...~! Hmm.. anyway... forget about those for now... how about enjoying 2 movies on 2 consecutive days with the same person~?! It's quite a long time since i last stepped into a cinema... i can't rmb what's the last show i watched already... was it Narnia? Lol... that was like so long ago.! Haven got all the time to catch a movie.. And it's with sylvia this time...

She came to look for me at suntec on monday and we watched Over the Hedge @ suntec... erm... first time in that cinema... anyway.. the show is quite cute... story.. simple and nice... erm... no complains lah... Then tues.. we met at bedok and proceed on to watching our second movie... The DaVinci Code.... hmm... given that i haven read the book YET... it's interesting lah... so i'll start on the book soon yea... Haha... And we had Pepper Lunch for Lunch that day.. HAha... (think it will sound funny if it's for Dinner).. =x Anyway.. quite nice too... but maybe a bit Ex for just Rice and a few pieces of meat which u have to cook it urself.. But well... nice experience still and there's a chance of 2nd visit... at least it's not under my condemn list... Haha...

Then wed... Did afternoon shift.. cos Mike wanted to change so that he could go back earlier to check his postings... no joke that i told him i dun want to see him back there again... but i heard from renjie that he wsn't accepted into the course... well.. maybe in another week's time... he'll be back at samsonite again... Haix... Today renjie told us about his driving practical test ytd... din expect that he will mount curb... so he failed lah... well.. maybe it's a lesson for him not to be so cocky sometimes... one should be more modest.. HAha... well.. good luck for his 2nd test in aug!!

Then today... went for Korean bbq food after work today..~! With daddy, mummy, er-jie and jason... Since daddy and mummy dun have their singing session tonight... Hmm... nice lah.. But then i think it's nicer over at Korea itself.. HAha... but since i'm not the one footing the bill... i shall keep my mouth shut... anyway i did fill my stomach for the night... So.. Thanks Er-jie for the meal~!! =)

And me!! Ytd i took cab down to Lasalle to hand in the application form personally when the online application was still cocked up in the morning... and realising that 31 may was the last day of application only on 30th night... How power... so be4 i head for work... i cabbed down to the campus and handed in the form... Without all my certificates... cos i didn't photocopy them!! But luckily the person say nvm... just bring on the interview day itself... Then i got a shock of my life when i was told that the interview date is on 2jun... which is 2 days later... but nvm... i accepted it... And made arrangement to change my shift to afternoon... Later in the afternoon.. someone called me and say that she's arranging a interview session with me... again.. shocked.. Haven't i just got one~?! Haha... only to realise that the earlier date is for the foundation course... which i dun need to take... Dotx... so the interview is next wed morning instead... luckily i din change shift.. cos tml night i'm watching Arts Fest prog by SCO and Dance Theatre.. =)

Well... this time i gotta be fully prepared for the interview... and it's time to show all my certificates!! HAha... u wun believe it but i have Dance background too... and even participated in a ticketed performance... although that's long ago... but maybe it will help... Haha... Dun care.. just bring all... Heex... And good thing it's in the morning.. not going to affect my practices at SY... =) Anyway i applied for NIE also.. how nice... maybe another interview coming up soon... who knows... And appealed back to fass... if only i'll be accepted..

Ok.. time to sleep.. am really tired..~!

My future..

Hmm... think everyone is already one step ahead of me... could only blame myself for not planning early... i do regret of cos... i regret even more when mum started to harp on the matter... i dunno why... but it really hurts when she put me down instead of encouraging me... i thought that's what i need the most now... Maybe that's one of the reasons why i didn't want to tell her... and didn't want to fail... already anticipated such reactions and comments... but never expect myself to still drop tears cos of it...

And now it's a bit late to realise my mistake of pinning all the hopes on these 2 unis... i rather the unis gave me an ans earlier... like my other friends... now if i want to go overseas.. i've got to wait for another year be4 i can do so... at least for most of the unis i saw... however... looking at the cost that it will incur on my family... how could i ever bear to do so?

Now i will try going the other path... that is into the arts arena... will be applying for Lasalle-SIA Arts Management degree while appealing for the other 2 unis... and also looking out for overseas opportunities... Sis been a great help.. and great support... that's what makes me love her.. thou she's rather irritating and unloving at times... Well... bless me for getting into the course... this year...!

Well... May is coming to an end.. and june is coming... so fast..~ Everything in a flash... i've been with my job for 3 months already..~! And tml might be Mike's last day in Samsonite. I'll be glad to see him leave and not come back 2 weeks later.. not that i hate him or what... in fact he's a very nice guy thou quite childish and mischievious sometimes... but it's a good thing for him to be accepted by the course he applied for and go study... isn't it? And of cos... i should be getting my month's pay pretty soon..~ =) Anyway.. june is here and i'm making some amendments to my wishlist... esp. i've fulfilled some of them myself just lately.. Take note... cos THE DAY is not far.. heex..

Rejections and choices

Erm... i guess this entry is going to be very lengthy and erm... low spirits... so pardon me...

Well... basically i've received letters from both NTU and NUS... and sad to say... i got rejected by both schools... i'm quite shocked by it cos i tot i still had chances... although chances are not very very high... but it nv struck me what am i going to do if i got rejected by both until it really happened... i lost my direction... dunno where should i head to... thinking if i've really made a wrong decision 2 years ago... i always tot that this will be the path i will be taking... i've already planned my route since i graduated... but it's all finished... and now i got to start all over again... And i'm kinda stuck nowhere... Now i can say... so what if i passed everything~!? I can't even be compared with someone who failed gp... at least they are given a place to study already!!

So what's my next step? Many asked me... i said 'i dunno'... actually i very wanted to study music... but i knew that my mum isn't very supportive of the idea... dad was actually the one who read my mind... but i didn't say out that's what i want... then the qns comes again... violin... erhu.. which? on the other hand i'm also afraid that actually my knowledge very shallow for the no. of years i learn... that i will not do well... And i'm afraid too... being alone... in a unfamiliar environment... being such a pampered me... will i survive? But actually i do like to experience it also...

Ok.. that's one... then other unis in sg? I dunno... but i've nv tot of taking business courses... one other thing that interest me is actually arts management... that will be either lasalle or other countries again... but i'm not really sure about it... so still got to gather more info to see if it really suits me...

Then next.. NIE... it used to be the next step of my plan... and i didn't really want to forward the plan... and i didn't want to make it like getting in for the sake of getting a place somewhere... ya.. it's true that i always wanted to teach... but the qns is... will i make a good one? Esp. when i've met some teachers that are not very good and disliked by students... i nv want to end up to be one of them....

So far.. i haven got the guts and chance to tell my parents about it.. another reason why i always wanted to enter a local uni is that i didn't want to worry anyone... and also to lighten the burden of the family... esp. when my parents are already quite old... and i nv like changes... in fact i think staying in sg is good~ i will miss everything in sg if i really study overseas... so how?~! And imagine my mum asking me how and how and how... and nagging at me... saying that i'm lousy... or what-so-ever... or worrying for me whether i will have a good future.. and will have enough savings to pay for my expenses... all these... made me think be4 i approach them... maybe i need another 1 to 2 days to think it over...

On a lighter note... after tml... will be my off day on tues!! And today is a good day... cos after work... i went to the close door event to see if i can take anything off the shelf... and to my surprise... the price was good! so i bought myself a shoulder bag that i've been eyeing for... HAha... thou the colour wasn't the originally desired navy blue... but it's ok... sky blue is also nice... it's better than normal staff price lah.. too bad dun have the rabbit pencil case liao.. if not i sure buy one also..~ Haha.. so after paying for my stuff... i stayed there and helped there to clear the things... wonder if they will give me another 2 hours of pay.. HAha... even no... i also dun mind lah... at least i've got a bag at a good price... and i've got to eat with them too! HAha... went to 翡翠小厨.. and ordered erm... a lot of things lah... of cos is paid by the company... the funniest thing was.. when renjie came down to pass the key to sweeling.. he didn't know i was there too lah.. but in the end i was the one who called him to acknowledge my presence.. and he was shocked too.. haha.. and after that took train back with those living in the east.. mostly bedok.. and it was good but irritating entertainment by mark... he's really noisy man... cannot stop talking.. haha...

Ytd had a good dinner with melody and sylvia... quite some time since the 3 of us went out tgt... not so much of going out lah... i met them only after work... they were out in the afternoon already... so we went to 85 market.. sat there.. eat and talk and talk... till close to 11 then came home lor... tml will be meeting via again.. going to watch movie... Over the hedge... long time since i last caught a movie... i think it was last year end lor..~ HAha.. so kua zhang right.. but it's true... and i'm going to watch 2 in a row... another will be da vinci code on tues... hopefully tues i'm able to come home a little bit earlier to rest more.. heex...

Ok.. time to sleep!! Nitex!! Hopefully tml will be a better day... 明天会更好!! and hopefully i will come to a decision soon... advice anyone??

山东之旅 -- II

Yea... i'm back again.... after 2 days of full shifts... there wasn't much sales... but still quite tiring lah... anyway... where was i last entry..~?! Hmm.... think today... more about where we visited lah...

Firstly... the most impt place is of cos 泰山.. That is like one of the highlights of this trip.. and also a place that i wanted to see... indeed.. the sceneries are very nice... and we climbed all the way to the top.. thou it isn't the highest mountain... since 山东 is a rather flat piece of land... 泰山 has its stand... and it does look 雄伟! Then there's 孔子's hometown -- 曲阜... visited 孔庙，孔林 and 孔府... basically his house, the temple that ppl worship him... and the place where 孔子 and his decendents were buried and are going to be buried after they die... Also visited a few fountains... and there are a lot of stories behind these places and their signboard... quite a few words are actually written wrongly and there's always a valid reason why is it written like that... and they can even link 2 wrong signboards together... eh... whatever lah..

Some more memoriable places other than 泰山.. one is 风筝和年画制造厂... as the name implies... the place makes kites and 年画.. it's really not easy... and the tradition of nian hua is already fading away... lesser and lesser ppl know the skill of doing it... erm... dun understand what i'm talking about?~ too bad.. i also dunno how to explain.. Haha... Anyway... still went to this 张裕酒厂... it's a company that produces wine, brandy all those... the earliest wine company there... and the place is cool lah... we even went into their underground cellar to tour around... and also get to fill and cap our own bottle of brandy... for 25RMB... thou i didn't buy any.. but i helped 小沈 filled his... quite fun... ohoh... somemore things about 泰山... cos we had to take cable car up half of the mountain lah... so when we were going back... it was actually drizzling a bit... and man! They actually stopped the operation of the cable car cos they say got lightning and thunder!!! Siao lor.. And guess what we did.. everyone started singing loudly while our tourguide tried to work things out with the staff there.. trying every way to arrange for us to get down the mountain in the cable car... and finally... after all our 抗议 by our singing... they let us down by cable car... haha..

Then there's this garden filled with music stuff.... like Beethoven's sculpture... erm... and a whole piece of floor space filled with music staff with different melodies which i dunno where they extract from... and some pictures of instrus on the floor also... so cool lah... Oh... another cool place... when we were at 青岛... we went to this place at the beach... so many so many couples there taking their wedding photos!!! at least... 30 pairs... the only thing was... it was damn cold there lah... and the brides of cos.. were wearing some tube gowns or spag gowns... aren't they cold? 真是爱美不要命.. Haha... But that place is really beautiful...

Next... the most horrible thing during the trip... Sickness!!! Oh my god.. like so many of us fell sick during the trip lah.. first is Ah-tin-gor... the possibility is that she caught a cold at 泰山... then was 心姨... reason... also caught a cold? HAha.... so they got forced to see the doctor one night when there's a clinic in the hotel... then mummy actually wasn't feeling well one of the nights also... causing her to lose sleep and became so tired and sick the next day... 小沈 was also a bit sick after the seafood steamboat... might be cos he ate the not-so-cooked shell food... in the middle u keep hearing ppl say they are not feeling well here and there... plus ah-hwee jiejie plus 秀芝auntie plus uncle tan... think still got somemore like these minor ones... but the whole thing is serious until one day 5 ppl didn't touch dinner at all!! but worst of all was auntie annie... cos she has motion sickness... and when we took the ferry to one island... she didn't take the medicine for motion and sickness... after that actually still ok... but after going on a long bus trip to another town... she cannot take it liao.. and from then on she's been vommitting even thou she didn't eat anything... in the end still got to go hospital to drop salt water... and even stayed at the shanghai hospital for a night... so in the end they helped her to die die change her return ticket to the same day as us... still have to pay extra lah... but it's better than staying there to shou ku lor.. So she came back to sg with us...

Lastly... Things i bought.. Actually also nothing much lor.... 4 or 5 pieces of tops... a skirt... a pair of sports pants... a sling sports bag... a few keychains for myself and just enough keychains for my gang... and a few vcds which some of them turned out to be a utter disappointment... also an ipod earphone for 36 RMB... nothing much really.. cos at some of the towns got nothing much to shop also... should have bought a new windbreaker since the bottom string of mine broke... so my sis actually bought a new one since hers has a big hole at the pocket.. rmb?! HAha.. and i quite regret nv buy the bracelets... can give ppl mah... but who knows.. i might study in shanghai or beijing next time... ok.. that's the next story...

Erm... conclusion... the trip is still pleasant and enjoyable... going with these ppl are really joyful... they are ppl of average 50+ years old.. but still young at hearts... and becos they are ppl whom i know since young... it's always not difficult to communicate and play together.. =)

山东之旅 -- I

First day to update since i came back from the trip... Basically i'm just too busy lah... and i haven thought of how should i present my trip to you... Haha... There's simply too much details thru the trip... and it will probably take ages for me to do it day by day... and of cos due to my not-so-good memory... i might not be able to rmb every single thing... so i shall do it by category!!! Ok.. i shall start now!!! =)

Firstly.... The ppl that i enjoyed the trip with... Erm.. i wanted to put a group photo so as to lessen my narration... then i realised that i dun have any full group picture taken using our own camera... simply cos there's a professional photographer in the group.. it's not his profession but his hobby lah... he brought 3 professional cameras there... who can win him~?! So with his big big lens... it's easy to capture all of us inside... thus all the group photos were taken by him... Yea... Anyway the group is made up of 18 ppl.. Of which 4 is my family (including me).. then i knew 11 of them long long time ago... they are 春姨, 心姨 with Uncle Wong, Ah-tin-gor with Uncle Kwe, 娥姨 with Uncle Tan & 淑慧姐姐, 秀芝 Auntie, Auntie Annie and 亚妹 Auntie.. (all my mum's friends)... 1 of them is mum's friend's friend (whom shared a room with da-jie)... and the other 2 joined us separately coss 2 of mum's friends cancelled their trip...

Then... our 导游 for the trip... I must say that it's really a pleasent surprise for us after the almost 6-hour flight to shanghai in the not-so-promising (trying to be nice on my words here) plane... Once we stepped out of the glass door after collecting all our luggage... this man greeted us at the door... Shouting our names so loudly unafraid that we'll be known by everyone there... But why? That's my beloved godbrother -- 小沈!! More than half of the group already knew him when we went to Shanghai that side in 1999.. He was our 全陪 then... and we had a happy time so much so that he became my mum and dad's godson and our godbrother. =) I dun even rmb he called me THAT until he shouted out so loud at the airport. lol.. So we're all prepared for a nice trip with him again from the first day! =) Then at 山东... there's another 导游 known as 地陪 -- 小张... He's a nice person too... very 斯文... and he shares lotsa stories on long bus trips... lol...

Next... Food... Basically 小张 told us that 山东人 usually dun eat rice as often as other ppl.. they had 面条 or 馒头 instead... cos they like things made from 面粉... quite weird i tot... then the most horrible thing is their food are all VERY VERY saltish and oily... so as very health conscious singaporeans... of cos we can't get use to them... and 小张 tried very hard to ask them not to add so much salt in the dishes... nonetheless... some doesn't make any difference... and we accepted that sometimes it's a matter of the chef's 习惯-ness... lol... then in the end 小张 just told them not to add salt at all... and tada... that makes the difference! Haha... And a bad thing for me... it's a norm that after every meal there will be fruits served... and Unfortunately... almost every meal is served with Watermelons... Oh man... i nv liked them... and i stubbornly didn't consume them at all... my happiest day was the day 水梨 was served... and those were bought by us... not supplied! I heard that the specialty there is seafood... but we din really eat a lot of seafood there leh... only a few meals... there's one that's quite good... seafood steamboat... every one has a small pot to cook seafood of the choice... (that's where da-jie got her windbreaker's pocket burnt when she stood up to get food..) Hmm... We also tasted many different types of their 风味餐... like.. 渔家餐 (food that families that live along the water normally consumes), 农家宴 (food farmer's family usually eat), 孔府宴 (food from famous Kong-zi's family... in his hometown), 饺子宴 (diff types of 饺子 served... the fillings inside were different) Eh.. can't rmb all...

Then... Hotel... Erm... all was quite all right ba... but there was this hotel that we feel that might have some problem in the 风水.. 不是我们迷信... it's a few signs that made us think so... we said it was quite weird... and 小沈 was the one who said that 风水可能有问题... cos that's where most of the ppl who were sick.. fell sick... it will be elaborate later... Then others... ok lah... i have no problem sleeping... Lol... Some were exceptionally good leh... with good TV + programs, bed and pillow and toilet!! Haha... Thou not the best hotels in town... they are good enough... say 4-stars~?!

Next... Erm... suddenly my mind is blank!! HAha... it's telling me that it's time to sleep.. Well... i should... cos... i'm working full shift -- 11am to 9pm for tml and thurs!! and no rest till next tues... sobx... my off-day is put to one day later... hopefully i can get all my desired off days for june.. =) Update again... and continue on my trip eh... SOON! Haha...

Anyway... updating on my application... still no news... Sianx!!! Like after so long... no call.. no letter.. no nothing!!! Haix...

Over the weekends...

Ok... din realise that i didn't update for so many days liao... either busy going out... or watching tv... or... i also dunno.. HAha...

Last fri did aftn shift cos of the ntu chinese studies interview in the morning mah... the thing was actually i ended quite early... i was scheduled at 10am lah.. but when i reached there a bit late.. there was one person inside and the other waiting for her turn... but i was done by 10.30... isn't that fast? so i decided to take a walk around jurong point... see if there's anything to my liking and can pamper myself for once... but eventually i bought nothing at all... so i went for a quick lunch... and went back to work... so i did closing with renjie that day... erm.. first time doing closing?! Haha... so i walked with him to take mrt... anyway also late liao.. lazy to take bus.. Haha...

Then sat was off day... went to cut hair in the morning with er-jie... somehow they helped me touch up my rebond... which actually i didn't really require them to do so... but i'm just curious why the procedure was so much similar to the previous time... just to find out that i'm doing the rebond process instead of the originally intentioned hair treatment.. haha... and it will take another hour or so!! so we didn't do it... cos it was already 2pm when we left... imagine doing the treatment... 3pm! and we haven't had lunch yet... and i'm supposed to meet via at 4.30... so ended up nv do the treatment... erm... 2nd time already!! Haha.

Ya.. so i went out with Via... walked around bugis... trying to find whatever we want to find... and i didn't buy any clothes still... nothing really to my liking... haix... it's getting harder and harder to get clothes to my taste... after finding nothing to buy at bugis junction itself.. we went to popular... to hunt for books... ok... i'm into Sudoku after my sis taught me on fri. haha... we stayed there for around an hour lor! So went back to bugis junction for dinner... @ Trekka (i think it's spelled this way. haha.) ok lah... after that wanted to find the milk ice that i ate during the food fair @ suntec the other time.. but we can't seem to find it... so in the end just bought a bottle of drink from 7-11 and took bus home...

Sun.. work lor... what else?? but after work... i went walking around suntec... trying to find some shirts Again.. but still.. didn't buy any.... OP was having moving out sales lor... cos they moved their shop to the 2nd level... i wanted to buy... but either the colour is wrong or the design is not nice... Sianx...

Today... also sianx... Haha... sales not good... but it means more time to relax and talk also... and to learn more things! Haha... so firstly.. i learnt to record down the receipts in the book... erm... made a small mistake but of cos liquid paper can do the job... but i just had to do it slower and more carefully lah... then i learnt to do payment... erm... be4 that only know how to key in product code and check price.. but today... i could do a payment myself! Haha.. proud of myself... i'm a fast learner.. lol. Then of cos... i called erm... 1 and half pages of the 20-page list of ppl wanting to redeem the duffle bag... (Note: it's pronounced as Duf-Fle bag... and NOT Du-Ffle bag.) haha. reminds me of the days that i kept on calling ppl back in GE. haha... And today Mark was here too... think he still rmb me ba... i mean we clicked once we talked today.. Haha..

Ok... tml will be off day again... and it means no work for me all the way till 21may... Oh man... sianx!!! Still thinking what should i do tml... bored... i like working there... it's fun! Even though sometimes the ppl talk crap... erm... they talked about issues that girls aren't supposed to hear... and they make fun of u sometimes.. it doesn't matter... it's still fun... but of cos i'm not saying that i dun like travelling.. of cos travelling is good! it lets me see more of the world... more of what i dun see in sg... and some ppl just can't understand what's good about seeing mountains and rivers instead of shopping... haha. of cos! nice sceneries relax the mind and the heart... shopping can be done anywhere.. but some sceneries only some places have... am i not right?! Anyway... the trip that i looked forward to most will be a trip with my closest grp of friends.. Yeah!! Even a short one... right girls? =)

Hmm... nothing else le.. go and sleep liao... see tml got time anot... update again.. if not... wait for my return!! erm.. 19 may! Heex... =) Haven done my packing yet... but fear what? i have the whole day tml! Haha...

May!!

Finally i'm back here again... it's the start of May liao! ok... it's the 3rd day of may liao lah.. haha... My b'day is one month and 9days away... ONLY!! Haha.. get ready ur money in ur wallets for my pressies!! Heex...

Labour day was a good day... cos i was out with my family plus da-yi-ma plus san-yi plus er-jiu and er-jiu-mu... to Noble House for lunch!!! Dun need me to pay.. of cos good lah... heex... Then i went down to orchard with da-jie to get something... and wanted to get my ipod earpiece repaired too... but then... the service centre nv open on public hols one! Dotx... waste my trip there... i could have come home and sleep... Haha...

Ytd and today both got SY at night... hmm... have to say that now not that stress liao... but when time comes... who knows right... moreover i'll sitting next to Mr Lee for the last combine song... which... hopefully i can pull thru.. haha... And finally i gotten more confident in the new song... Erm... friends.. come support kae!! Just visit any sistic counter for the tix! It's on 10 June 06... It's call SYCO plays! =)

Finally.. i have to say that i'm actually very anxious about knowing the results of the applications i made to university.. ever since Von started asking me whether i've gotten any letters from them... i've been worrying about it everyday... And today i finally got a phone call... but it's from NTU chinese... got to go for a interview... Of cos i will go lah.. but if i have to choice.. i will still choose nus over ntu.. And why didn't i get any reply from them~!? And if it's the first choice i chose for ntu... i might have a bigger interest in it lah... so now what? See what i can do... and what they can do also lor..

Crazy weekend!

Last 2 days were tiring!!! So fast last day of april le!! It's a good thing cos it implies that i've worked for another month!! and pay will be coming soon! Heex...

Fri... walked to middle road again.. to collect back the bags i sent there on thurs... actually was quite shocked that all were done already! Like 6 bags leh... in less than a day... that's efficient! Haha... so ya.. took the same no. of bags back to our shop... but i overlooked one thing... that is one of the trolley bags just changed wheels... i didn't know... i tot the bag is replace zipper head and the stitching only so i didn't check... and i pulled it back to our shop... so by the time i went back... the newly changed wheels are already dirty and a bit wear off due to the uneven flooring on the way back... luckily the customer didn't pick up a big fuss.. but of cos we changed the wheels for him again lah... Well... the next time i'll be more careful... and check be4 i move...

Sat was off day... but went out early early... went for breakfast with sis at the market first... then went to meet via at mrt and i was early! Haha... so i did the finishing for horng's friendship band there lah.. lol.. So anyway... we headed down to cineleisure to meet the rest... and as expected... we were the earliest!!! HAha... So we went up first... ken and ds arrived too... Oh.. we were supposed to meet at kbox lah.. so the 4 of us went in first... and alvin came shortly... so we entertained ourselves be4 the rest arrived... erm... it took some time be4 bern, horng, jon and wx reached... and the latest was CS. Haha. Must say that it's really the first time i went to kbox with male friends... somemore with so many of them!! Haha... Erm... shall not comment on the singing~ Haha. So we erm... order a cake for jon anyway... and took some photos... unfortunately... the person who 'helped' us took the photo wasn't a great help at all! cos the pictures turned out like that!! (the 2 below) One with only half of ds and one with only half of bern... Dotx...




I was thinking hard what to do... and in the end... the picture became like this after lotsa experiments... oh man... lotsa work u know... i actually erm.. doctored the pic! Haha... From left to right... deshun, kenneth(bottom), weixiang, alvin, changsheng, jon, me, via, horng and bernard. It's not exactly tian yi wu feng lah... but i'm quite proud of myself thou.. lol.. =P


Then we left after being chased by the ppl erm... twice? Haha... anway bern foot the bill... he treated all of us!! Haha.. he's a nice person... only after he treated? =x Then we proceeded to the next stop... they didn't know what to do... dunno who suggested pool... ok lor.. anyway also like long time nv play le... i was really lousy in every game.... lost to whoever i was playing with.. sianx... esp when last 2 games were with ken! Haha... too bad horng and via had to leave early... but in the end they got cheated to go sch early.. and no cash for the award! haha. Oopx... cannot be so bad.. =x

After that took train down to serangoon with ken, jon and ds... was going to meet the other 2 seniors be4 going ny for synergy... it started to rain while we were having dinner at the old S-11... So took a bus to the ny bus stop instead.. then i waited for yingying over there... we went in and found ourselves seats with jon, ds and cs... erm... the whole thing wasn't really fantasic... but i see some new stuff in it... still not worthed the whole $10 thou... but whatever lah.. After that went mac with them and had some snacks... ( i didn't finish my dinner in the first place) =x And cabbed home with yingying(junior) after that... was plain tired so decided to send her home as well... she's really funny... still as soft and shy as ever... esp the part when i say i will not let her pay... she like so paiseh... Haha... but of cos i didn't let her pay lah...

Today went work... erm.. first time so busy till renjie decided to lock up the door for a while... cos ppl kept on coming when... esp. when the whole shop is so messy... infested with ppl and stocks that just came in... so stupid lor... while some customers were understanding... u can feel that some of them were rather unhappy... but well.. i've already tried my best... Anyway this month got hit target so still ok lah..~

Next month... hmm... schedule is out and i have a continuous 12 days off... from 9may to 20may... other than the 2 dates mentioned.. the rest of the days i'll be in china... with dad mum da-jie and the market friends we call it... Haha... and i'm actually sharing a room with chun-yi... er... one of mum's market friends a.k.a er-jie's godmother.. Haha.. erm... she's a supernice lady... =) Ya.. i'm going to enjoy the trip.. of cos~! i'm not paying any money! But it just mean that it will be more than $500 less for my next month's pay! I just got to kan kai yi dian yea... haha...

okok.. i'm off to sleep.. byebye!

Running errands...

Hmm.... these 2 days... been walking a lot!! Haha...

Kept on running errands for the ppl... Ytd (wed) went to bank in cash for the company in the afternoon... the best thing was i didn't really know where's the bank and i thought it's in suntec... only to realise that suntec only has UOB's atm machine and not the bank itself.... so my intuition told me that it should be in marina sq... and i fadely rmb seeing one there be4 lah... so i headed there... and fortunately... it's really there... =) After banking in the huge amount (i'm not supposed to disclose the amt) into the company's account... took a walk around marina sq to see if there's anything good for lunch... eventually i got myself a box of Cavana honey grilled chicken rice back! =) The rest of the day was actually rather relaxing... just cos there were like 6 ppl in the shop~!! Eric, Renjie, Khairul, Zhiling, Sweeling and me! 6!! Normally at most only 5... And today there were only 3 of us... dotx... What a big diff...

Today i walked even further... all the way from suntec to middle road.. the building behind the old nafa... i think i took at least an hour to walk there and walk back... after visiting the toilet in the national lib... and initially wanted to visit karl heng... but decided not to.. so anyway... couldn't find anything i fancy for lunch... so i went back to suntec to get pasta.. =) And takeaway for mike also lah... he called me just as my takeaway came to me... so i got wait again... And later renjie got me to go pastamania help him buy pizza... again... they're just making use of my student pass.. lol..

Anyway... haven say why i walked all the way to middle road... was asked by renjie to bring some backpacks and luggage over to the repair shop to help us do the repair work.. mainly stitching lah... and cos it was really urgent... and i sent it over... anyway... it's good for me i guess... cos i get to move around... =)

Ok... go and sleep le... tml thinking of leaving early... today was a bit late.. cos somehow i missed the bus right be4 my eyes... and the usual bus i took moved super slow today... since tml also renjie work morning shift.. i shall not be late and let him say again! Haha... thou i know he's joking only... but it's not nice to be late mah... if i'm early.. still can go and buy some drink.. isn't it better~?! Ok.. Nitex!

JJ party and I'm Sick!!

HAix... dunno what's wrong with me.. maybe my immune system is just not as strong as be4... these 2 years have been falling sick more frequently then ever... Sianx... And obviously not good for me lah... can't even get to sleep properly thru the night... sore throat is really the sign of getting a flu... or even fever... Sore throat ytd morning... or should say... from sunday night... already expected a sore throat on mon... even the drinking of water didn't help... so ytd night developed into block nose... which obstructed my sleep badly... that i had to get out of bed so many times... to the loo and to clear my nose... then spent some time finding a good position to breathe properly again. what the...

Anyway... Ytd was still a good day at home... the day i really got to relax myself at home... cos i usually spend my off day out somewhere with friends or whatever lah... ya... i realised... every single off day is spent somewhere else except home... so ytd was really good... lying on my parents' bed... watching tv and all... Heex..

Still got sy at night thou... =x But it wasn't as bad as last session lah... but it doesn't mean it's not bad..! Haha...! In fact i was rather nervous on my part... at the end of the day my whole hand is cold but filled with sweat... eh... nervous lah! Not that i didn't practise... but i'm afraid that i will forget what i practised... then wouldn't that be a waste of time and energy? HAha.... Although still a lot wrong.. =x it's just telling me it's time to practise more and harder if i still want to sit in my place (which i didn't really want but no choice) and if i dun want to get anymore scoldings from mr quek... or even worse... from MD for he ping song... but Via should be even more nervous than me cos she actually practised the wrong song for combine ytd.. =P

Ytd also suddenly heard from horng that they want to celebrate jon's b'day on coming sat... haix... should i be there? But he used to be one of my bestiest buddy to talk to... so well.... maybe i should... moreover everything is over... but i thought i wun be giving him any present this year cos wun be seeing him.. who knows~?! Dotx... spare my $$ pls... i already spent $110 on JJ's concert tix! (which i actually wanted the 130 one) And going to make contact lens soon (coming sat perhaps). just to have it ready be4 my china trip. =) But anyway... know him for quite a few years le also... anything lah... hopefully bern wun try anything funny this time. lol.

Ya... as mentioned above... i bought JJ's concert tix... so that will be one more line striked off in my wishlist... And i got it signed after the JJ party! Erm... it's actually quite lucky of us to meet via's friend just as we reached the place... and since so many ppl are buying the $128 (be4 sistic charge) tix... we might as well get better seats for the $108 one... And to our surprise... we were allowed to enter the hall as soon as we got our tix... that saves a lot of time waiting outside in the hot weather with only the JJ party tix... And we were seated quite in front... only thing was that we were sitting behind the JJFC ppl... and erm... 3 of them whom i think doesn't belong to the fan club but also has their own boards.... And Arghx! They blocked our view with their boards half of the time! Forcing us to stand up every now and then... damn.

Anyhows... at the end of the day.. i'm still happy cos i got to see him... shook his hand... and got his signature.. =)

Ok... i think i'm going to sleep soon.. and hopefully tml will be a better day for me and my nose. Haha.. Nitex ppl.

Financial aid?!

Here i am... After another day of work... and Alas! It's going into the weekends and tml's the last day be4 my 2days break! And Sunday!!! I'm going to see JJ! =) Hmm... excited i must say... First time i'm doing something like that.. and perhaps the first time i'm going to buy the concert tix of a singer! Haha! Anyone else wants to join me?!

Just realised that i haven sent out my supporting documents for the financial aid i'm applying... Haha.. i doubt anyone out there will believe that i need any financial aid... but the truth is i just want to lighten my parents' burden and not them worry about my expenses and fees in uni... think i'll be applying for tuition grant also... so that i can push back the period of paying the fees... by that time we'll probably gotten a sum of money from education insurance my dad got for er-jie and i... I know.. the fact that my parents keep going out of the country make it unbelievable for the survival of my family even 5years after my dad's retire... well... i think it's unbelievable too... but seriously.. thanks to my dad's savings for the past i dunno how many years... 40years maybe?

Anyway... tml after work will be going Kbox! Ya.. Again! HAha... this time at parkway lah.. sis requested the place... So sis and jason will be going in first and i'll join them later... sianx... but i do like singing! HAha... Hope i'm not too tired by the end of the day to enjoy myself! =)

Well... i'm bored... so that's all for today! Heex.

Comparing...

I'm here again..~! Was reading some of my past entries.... just really long ago... last year and even 2004... Dunno why but i always enjoyed reading them over and over again.. was it becos the entries showed that i was more happy last time?! Or life has became more boring??

Nowadays i seldom talking about my feelings about things around... maybe i've lost them... but i do think a lot... about the past.. about now.. about future... and i got myself confused everytime... maybe i need more time for myself instead of giving all to work, friends or family...

Today (20/4) is jon's birthday... i used to be excited but also fear the arrival of the day... (dun ask me why)... but this year it's a bit different ba... cos we no longer meet... and this year is the only year so far that i didn't present him with a present... and maybe i'll nv do that again... maybe the feeling is just different... Moreover i felt that i've given him a very good present last year.. so i shall not spoil that image... Haha.

HAix... i'm tired already... after the long day... shall sleep and perhaps continue tml night... Nitex. Happy Birthday dear brother.

Happy?? Happy!!

It's a happy day for me after the disastrous sunday and the chaotic monday which was ytd... Haha...

Ytd was really.. oh man.. full of mistakes... It was especially bad when we do not have enough stocks for the M1 redemption thing... cos someone didn't order enough stocks for the day... So the rest ganna for nothing lah... Worst thing... being the only female working ytd... and picking up most of the calls in the morning... took the responsibility of telling ppl who called to enquire about the bag that we have the stocks... but what happened was it ran out in the afternoon.. so when ppl come like 4/5pm or even 6pm couldn't get the bag and they starting ranting like... 'but i called just now and u said there were stocks!' But when they call that time really still have mah! That's why i say they shouldn't put our no. there in the voucher... then promise liao today will have still not happy... and still want to reserve... machiam never take free gifts before... is first come first serve de mah... then whatever lor... in the end just write down name for fun.. Heex.

But today... happy! Why?? I managed to sell a black label big luggage be4 i end work a while later... And it's an exceptionally good thing cos almost every customer that came in either to do redemption... or they would use the voucher... which really didn't do our sales good for the pass few days... And i was really on my own to push the product... so i'm happy! Haha...

Oh... ytd was sy combine for cao yuan and via didn't go... so i was sitting alone... erm... trying hard to catch everything.... and i seriously think that i lack practises... and i played real badly... =x so... i should be changed out of my seat!! Haha... Ok.. wishful thinking... i know that wun happen... But it's really stress there esp when i know that my skills are deteroriating... tsk tsk tsk... maybe it's time to put other things down... erm... like what~?!

So came home with a butch of ppl... and sis who came into the cabin at city hall... oh.. finally... company to go home.. =) It's really entertaining to be with these ppl on the way home... esp after the tired day... some laughter can really let ppl forget about tiredness and enjoy! But i seldom have the chance to bump into them after practices... either i rushed home with via after combines.. or we take laoshi's car to bedok after sectionals... maybe it's time to socialise more.. using my sales skills... Haha..!

Ok lah.. tired liao... i still got 4 more days of work continously for this week.... and i think it's going to be hectic... hopefully i'm still well alive by sat... so i could enjoy my 2 days off after that.. =)

Meet-ups and my rantings..

Actually... i'm tired!!! Like after i came home and watched tv for quite a while... i almost fell asleep on dad's bed when sis decided to make tea... Not that i'm not tired now... but i just want to type something here mah...

Hmm... ytd was a happy day... though i was pissed at first cos Yvonne chia pang seh us at the very last min... that idiot... lol..! And she finally got back to us at 11.50am saying 'good morning'! *bish* but well... nvm... at least yuhui, chek and i were happily singing...! Erm... JJ's songs! (without von's grumbles of cos) Haha... Anyway... next time think not going to cine's one already lah... so many ppl lor... want to stay longer also cannot... sianx... i've been requesting for marina sq actually... cos it's new mah.. Haha...! But when i told er-jie that i went kbox... she say we should go tgt one day... and that's probably next weekend! Haha.

So after we left Kbox.. it was still quite early then... so we went around walking... waiting for 3pm to come so that it will be time to meet Kenneth a.k.a Barbie doll... haha. PLUS the first person mentioned in the 2nd paragraph... lol. So we went kino at taka lah... and be4 i left... i asked this qns that i didn't get the ans... erm... anyone that has any idea to my qns... pls leave a msg... my qns is: How current is current affairs when they are printed into books?? if u dunno what i'm talking about... there's actually a section called 'current affairs' and there are lotsa books on the shelves... i didn't really take note what are the books there.. but it just puzzled my that if it needs time for articles to be sent for editing... getting license... and the printing/publishing and the realeasing of the books... how long will it be? pls ans me if i'm too shallow or what.. Haha.

Ok... back to the topic. so we went to Bakerzin after must deciding... and we decided to go with von's first plan... to bakerzin... and we each had a cake... and i had chocolate amber which is much of a chocolate mousse cake... and shared a plate of pasta... erm.. have to admit that it's nice lah... And we chatted.. until the whole table is cleared.. and erm... there's a bit of crowd.. Heex... anyway it's also time to get back to bedok since via says that meeting time is being brought forward...

Hmm... sometimes it's weird how ppl meet up once in a long while and then the next meeting is so near... like the next day! Haha... and we will still have dozen of things to say... anyway only siyih, ling, via, mel, dj, me and of cos horng turned up lah... cos the rest were either busy or doing their own business like i dunno what lah... =x Horng was like the latest to arrive and the earliest to leave? HAha. Ya.. eat again! oh man... leave me alone!! Haha... but still joined in.. =x After that it was quite early still... so went to this bubble tea shop that has tables and chairs outside.. and we continued our talks... just like that... lasted till 10plus then meeting ended... haha... so dj and i walked home tgt... 2 nights in a row... just that this time reach her house first... haha. Hope the next meet up session is not far away! =)

As i expected when i returned home.. jason was here! Haha... so it means PS2 is here also!! So after watching finish a few shows... we finally settled down for a game.. =) And this time... more skilful liao... so very fast finish the stages... so i managed to play a few games before realising that it's already 2.30am and it's time to kun.. Lol... fine lah... still got chance de. =)

Hmm... today at shop everything was fine until almost the end of the day for me.... this couple came... and i served them when the lady asked to be show to one of the luggages... and of cos i opened for her to see lah... it's a medium sized luggage anyway.. then she asked me if it can contain one week worth of stuff for holiday... so i told that it should be no problem but i also told her that it depends on what things she will be packing in.... i mean that's like common sense right.. and she went like... 'i'm asking.. on average'... then i told her should be all right.. but still i made my point that it still depend on individuals... then she said... 'u should know as a sales person what to advise'... so i told her that she should know a gadge of how much things she need for the week.... (of cos lah.. not like i'm packing for her). After i said that... she said she wanted to see my manager... dotx... anyway our manager is not so free to be at the showroom Everyday lah.. but renjie came to my rescue... the lady repeated her qns and come on! Renjie gave her exactly the same ans lah..! so.. renjie continued to serve her while i do other things until it's time for me to leave.

On my point of view.. it's really each individual's preference one what... last time i went china for 8/9 days with sac.. i brought something smaller than medium sized one... and i still had excess space while some ppl take the super big one and still can't close her luggage at the end of the day! Then winter and summer de clothes also very much different and used up different space de mah... So am i at fault for saying that? Haix... whatever... i just had to be more careful with customers in future... because some ppl are just non-sensical...

Ok... after all the rantings... i'm off to sleep... Nitex.

Public hol...

Ya... back!! Actually quite tired liao.. but then.. just update for a while lah...

Finally it's off day tml (sat)!! Been working the whole week mah.. 6 days straight... really very tiring.. esp today! It's public hols plus tml is sat... dotx... it's really like... crowd come and go at the same time... then 5 min later another crowd comes... haix... so it's really a blessing to have 2 days off in a week... but then.. nvm lah... like via said.. i'll be happy at the end of the month... plus next month i going hol... 10 days leh.. if let's say 2days off... i will miss 8 days of pay and that will be like $400 if each day is $50 lor... tsk tsk tsk...

Hmm... so just now after work meet my dearest cogang... for dinner of cos... so nice of them to wait for me! =) And bernard joined us together with Horng!!! But wasn't really very hungry cos of the late lunch.. so me and siyih shared a bowl of ramen... Anyway we dined at Bie Fu.. something like that... it's not really a place known to me cos i usually dun explore that side of suntec. haha. First time i spent not so much on a meal with them... but after that i was really broke lah... cos didn't get to draw money.. lol.. And i was kinda pissed before we left... cos the group just didn't want to leave the place until they settle the money... and i was rather urgent to go toilet!! they took such a long time lor... all too long nv do maths liao... somemore ling seriously took back too little money... haha... Must be cos i nv calculate for them lah.... come on i'm not in the mood cos i need the Toilet.. and i was sitting right in the middle! dotx...

Then we went to the fountain while some went Carrefour to buy forks for the cake! Hmm... we were curious so went to line up to walk the fountain of wealth.. first time leh! HAha... Then dunno who started the water splashing first... and damn it i got quite wet lah... but i managed to get back on them after i ran out of the queue and rejoin behind them... just as the security came over and scold... we stopped and the other group ganna.. =x

So we came out with half side of me Wet... so we went to join the other group... and via cut cake there at the rooftop of the fountain... The cake is nice! HAha... =) for some reason or another... we sat there and talked for some time... Until everyone decided to leave... so dj, yushi, mel, via and me took bus home while qin, jan, siyih and ling took train... and of cos bern and horng.. think they took cab... And melody really talked a hell lot today.... think she missed us too much liao.. Lol!!

Tml will be going out again! And meeting both my 2 groups of best friends! ny clique in the noon and some of cogang again at night.. dunno why suddenly must meet so many times in short period... but horng is back mah.. must make good use of the time.. =)

Ok.. time to SLEEP! =)

PS: *Ahem* i Updated my wishlist liao..! ERm... my birthday 2 months away... still got time to save!! Haha..!

Living in bliss?

Days are really getting a bit boring... with everyday the same thing... maybe that's the thing that is different from schooling... Now i nv had time with my family for meals and anything else... and i dun like to eat alone when i'm at home... at least having snacks on the bus is better... that's why i nv like to eat at home if i'm coming home late... why? cos food becomes cold... and most imptly... i'm alone!! I mean... i dun like the feeling... But when i drink the heated up soup that my mum cooked... i still felt blessed...

Eh... no mood to blog le... just got a scolding that hurts... looks like she nv understood me... i was about to praise everyone when this just spoilt my mood.. haix... whatever lah... bye

2 Days...

Here again... after 2 days... Ytd... Cos changed to aftn shift le... decided to go down and take a look in the morning... Eh... was quite surprised that i was still able to wake up... cos after blogging on sat... went out and SEE them play... unfortunately.. they failed after third try at the same stage... so sis decided to go bathe.. and i took over to play with jason... still... failed... then after that jason's turn... so played with sis... first time still died in the hands of the biggest for that stage... 2nd time... finally defeated him! With the well coordinated strategy we used... =) By the time it was already 2am.. HAha...

Then worked from 1 to 9 on sunday lor... realised that the Kelvin is really the same one i worked with at the citybank fair last year... Haha... And he rmb me! While i think Jianyong didn't... maybe he just find me familiar.. Haha... And funny! Kelvin was down there making fun of me... dotx... but he politely thanked me for changing shift with him so that he can watch football.. And kept on telling me that he's going off at 7! Dotx... And the day was much filled with laughter.. whenever the crowd goes away... And I was quite happy at the end of the day... simply becos i met 2 customers that came together... and they had a good sense of humour... Actually i was quite confident that we would buy that one already... just that he insisted that they go and take a look at Delsey's luggage at Carrefour... and actually we were already closing... So they went off lah... Really thought that they will come back.. and they did!! =) So i made another deal... esp. when it's something at the higher range.. Heex...

So qiao... ytd did aftn shift with khairul and today did morning shift with him again.. and indeed.. they are fun ppl to begin with... And thanks to Mike who helped my buy my lunch today... =) Today... morning helped to move stocks lor... from lorry at the basement to shop... first time man... cos today too much liao... somemore one time cannot finish delivering all the stocks... so kua zhang right... Haha... Was busy for the whole day.. either serving customer or packing stocks and doing up the display... Then got another angry customer again... come and complain say the wheel wear off... he say that it shouldn't happen... and we should not incur any cost for the repair... Siao ah... then the company eat what? Rubber off cos will wear off one mah... Moreover he's a frequent traveller... PLUS he's an engineer... then he should know the characteristics of each material what... So ironic.. HAha...

I should sleep earlier huh.. like morning always dun feel like waking up... or is it sleep too long? HAha... =X Hmm... anyway... did i mention that i confirm off on 23rd april so that i can go watch JJ? If not.. Yeah! It's confirmed!! =) So i'm going to watch JJ!! Anyone wants to join me (other than via)? That is if u have the ticket to JJ's party too! =) Still wondering whether to buy the CSS CD... the prices i see quite steep leh... but the songs sound all right to me on radio... quite good for their age.. still thinking.. Heex...

Ok.. That's all... byebye... Oh ya... must not forget that our dear jon lau and ds are going to report to their respective unit tml!! Haha... All the best guys... =)

Dilemma???

Haix... i think i landed myself in deep shit again... really felt that i'm stupid lah... maybe i thought i was great... but in the end... i backed out... haiya... felt bad about it lah... but to be truthful... i'm not confident about the whole thing... i rather not risk... and what if i'm the destroyer... i'm just making my own life more miserable... hopefully he will not bear these grudges... =x

Then the other side? I'm really confused... the reason why i still go back... perhaps is becos i get to mix with the ppl there... and they see me like an alien... maybe it depends on the ppl i go with also? like via... we know that she doesn't like to talk to ppl she's not familiar with... not to say those that she doesn't like... (which is a lot. Haha..) In sy also like that... cos when i'm together with her... normally we dun mix with other ppl... maybe it takes time... i dunno.. but that's not exactly what i like lah... but then.... i dun mind also lah... Okok... that's not the point for now...

The point is... i might have difficulty in the future... u see... when the concert comes... i'll know already lor... unless i can really hide and hide... if not i have to make an effort in going down lah... Haix... in a super dilemma now... which side should i go? One is the teacher that evoked my total interest... and the other is the one that always give me chances...

Haix.... so have i decided where to go tml? since i already changed my shift to afternoon... should be change with kelvin... dunno is it that time that kelvin... happened to see him on my way home after sy that day...

Aiya... i'm very bored now!!! Sis and jason are playing PS2... and i'm only watching!! Sianx.... Just like when we were young... when it's still nintendo... i'll nv get to play... same case! whatever... Tired after a day's activities too...

Morning went to MCO... erm... i woke up late lah... i mean like... it's been so long since i got to wake up so early can... i think i just press the alarm off when it tried to wake me up at 7am... without even me knowing... until like via msg me... and in the end we took cab down to laoshi's house... just in time to take his car down to marsiling... Then.... came back... and soon it's time to go for badminton session with via, dj and kosing.. and surprise! I'm the earliest!! =)

Then come back liao.. bathe and went out again... with everyone else at home... to roxy sq for buffet dinner... And it's supposed to be my treat...! Just that... i didn't have cash with me... and i do not have a debit card... so da-jie signed card... and i'll be paying her back tml... after i draw money lah... oh man... i'm at least $100 poorer now... haix...

And tml... should be a long day too.. since i'm working aftn shift... which is 1-9... sometimes i realise the good thing about having morning shift... u can't do much in the morning anyway... lol... Aiya... i'll know what to do when tml comes.. =)

Bye.. Bless me...

Meeting up!! =)

Am back again! Just too excited to blog? Haha...

Ytd went to Kbox with von... Like finally we are meeting up again... sing sing sing... actually was quite shuang lah... at least no smoke smell? Haha.. and 2 of us simply sit inside like we are at home lah... lol... the best thing is she repeated Shan Hu Hai 3 times!!! But i promised i gonna master that song the next time..! HAha.. I just love singing! Haha... Sing until dun feel like leaving lor... but then... got to go for SY prac... no choice... so left ard 6.15... took train down to SCH lah...

Overall it was quite ok lah... given that i didn't prac la sha xing at all... =x Only a few parts still need brushing up... If not... considered not bad liao lah... compared to last year... Haha... At least still know where to come in lah... heex... this year the songs not bad lah... so friends... come and watch kae... it will be on 10 June. 8pm. =) But well... mr quek didn't give me the chance again... i mean to lead in tuning... too bad lor... perhaps he still didn't know yet... but whatever lah... Anyway... heard that xianyang's name is being striked off in the list... either he got expelled or he resigned... hmm... i'm curious... although i dun really know him... he played quite well.. that's why i'm puzzled why he dun come anymore... Oh... one good player less...

Was chatting with jon tan on the way home... and felt a bit guilty... cos i promised to go back and help... but now i've got a very good excuse reason to not go? so.... i also dunno how... esp. when i already agreed to help mco... and there's no turning back now... unless i want to be ignored by *ahem* once more? Hmm... i think i need to plan.... how??? maybe i'll spread the no. of attendance evenly? if i ever could... and also arrange my work schedule... sighx... seriously not that i didn't want to go back lah... plus so many of them is going back... like maybe even ds?? i could really say that i'm shocked lor... So... Planning!!!

Today.. a nice day at work as well... got to go out of the store to deliver luggage to a customer... he's like the managing director of a company... he's a bangladesh... damn rich lah... bought black label lor...! Somemore the one he brought to our shop to replace the zip is also black label.. And he stays in Pan Pac lah... Somemore a super regular... cos the ppl at the reception also knows his name and says he's a regular there... and knows his background as well... so no joke..~ Hmm.. looks like today's sales not bad... Haha... so i went out with renjie to deliver them lah... the only thing today was that there's another part timer at the shop... and hmm... i think he wasn't being well-liked lah... maybe cos he doesn't really come often... i got a shock when i saw him inside the shop at 11... i thought that's my slot... and i think he really made a mistake... cos other ppl that comes to suntec normally is afternoon slot... unless it's my offday... Haha...

Then met von chek and yuhui for dinner at marina sq... Before that went U.R.S to buy my heels... feel happy after spending on the shoes... cos my other heels all cannot make it liao lor... then met them while trying to call von.. coincidentally... Haha... save my phone time... Hmm... went to Changing Appetite... Chek's treat!!! =) Thanks chek!! Had a good time laughing there lah... Since we met quite late... there wasn't extra time to do anything else... except to take some pictures... in the toilet?~! HAha... suddenly thought of taking pics while we were in the toilet with a big mirror... Haha... cool yea... but of cos din take the mirror lah.. Haha... So home sweet home after that...

And i'm going off!!! Erm... Happy Birthday to Edwin kor for today... and Happy Birthday to Kenneth brother for tml!! damn.. there are more to come!! HAha...

Good day...

Back again!! Quite tired after the day liao.. but since tml is off day... can stay till a bit later lah.. =)

Today's quite a good day at work... had quite some time to chat and joke with the others... though quite busy at times... but overall... good... hitting off well with khairul... ytd was still quite unfamiliar... he didn't even know i worked there when i stepped in at 11... was rather funny at that moment... but after that all was ok... oh... i didn't mention that i made a rather serious mistake ytd.. that resulted in... i dunno what... but i was in a total mist when the person returned the call a bit on complaining about the item... but i admit it was kinda my fault lah... in the end... he just refer back to kenneth... and hopefully i didn't get myself or anyone else into trouble... well... i just got to be more careful next time...

Sis came today... with jason... cos i told her about the iora sales... hmm.. maybe it's really a good thing to work in suntec... really got to know what's going on every week... at every possible place for a fair or sales or exhibit... am i not right? Haha... Iora sales up to 70% just downstairs of our store... too bad i dun need any of them now... but i presume there will still be events like that when i need them... good thing sis came back with a bagful of clothes... so i met them for dinner after work... went to Gao Ji Jiao Zi La Mian at Suntec... erm... damn full... perhaps cos i had late lunch... should have eaten earlier... all cos of mike lah... waited for him to place his order... and customers kept on coming in... HAha..

There's something funny... today finally reveal the mystery... everytime this someone calls our branch and i ans... he will say... 'xiao mei... blah blah blah...' and i never knew who was that.. until today... suddenly thought of the possible person... Andy... and i asked eric.. whom i passed the phone to... and confirmed that it's andy.... but it's quite funny how ppl just called me by that huh... it's either 1. he can't rmb my name.... and most of the time i'm the only female there... or 2. he just follows ann auntie in calling me 'xiao mei'... Haha...

Oh.. another happy thing today! i just got my pay cheque.. mike and i were still worrying when we will get it... esp. when i'm in total need of cash... but mike was even more anxious... he went right away to drop in the cheque... so i long bang lah... Lol... Hmm.. time to plan on my savings... And hopefully this month will have more that march! =)

Tml.... going out!! to kbox!! Heex.. sing sing sing.. i love to sing..~ And SY at night... got to prac a bit tml morning liao... if not.. see me die.. haha...~ That's all... Nitex!

The weekend...

Hmm.... been wanting to update... but can't find the time.... ytd night er-jie was using... i was too tired after the busy sunday anyway... wanted to wake up earlier to do it... but obviously i couldn't... haha... i really only can sleep late but not wake up early... Heex...

Ok.. let's recap... Sat... went out with besties sylvia and melody... met at bedok... and surprise surprise!! i'm the first to reach! Haha... Thanks to them for being late... =) Saw daijing coming up the escalator while waiting... so she joined us for the mrt ride... cos she going to city hall also mah... the 3 of us proceeded to marina sq while dj went to meet her friend... And there we went... to Seoul garden!! Been a while since i last went there... Hmm... that one is quite diff from the other branches that i went to... unless the usual ones... it's rather bright there... which is good lah... dun like to eat in too dark a place... cannot see if the food is cooked... HAha....

Then we walked around lor... by the time we left marina sq.. was around 6 ba... then went suntec to see if there's missha... but dun have... so we walked around there for a while... erm... turned a stitch hp accessory for myself... it's cute lah... and $1 only mah... At least it's cute... go ahead and say i'm childish... I like being childish... HAha... just like i'm collecting the 7-11 disney badge... Heex... who dun want give me leh... so far i have about 10 liao... some contributed by my sis.... which is very minute... and got 2 repeated... forgot to change with via... haha...

Been watching campus superstar... and now that it has ended... hmm... dunno... but felt quite disappointed... not becos of the outcome of the results... in fact i'm happy that the zhiyang won... he's good lah... just that i thought... why the show had to end so fast... some ppl dun understand why we watch CSS... but i felt... maybe it's really a way to find back the tong zhen... it's really better than project superstar... perhaps it's becos the students are much younger... and the way that they look at the competition is simplier... as i watched the last episode today and the way they cried at the last 10min of the show... and giving their last words for this whole programme... could really see that they are not only competitors but friends of each other.. and i think they sang better than some adults... Haha... If only i'm still wearing uniform... and sing a little nicer... i can join too! Haha... ok.. i think too much liao... =x

Sunday... oh man... damn busy lah... think i din even have the change to set my butt on a chair except for break time... we were like damn busy in the morning... only renjie and me there... somemore eric and his wife came a bit late... by the time... the busiest period also over liao.. dotx... and like a lot of ppl come in... serve until so cham only a few buy... pengx... but nvm lah.... the sales for ytd still acceptable lah... hopefully will be better for the following weeks.... Then took bus down to paya lebar to meet via... went to mingyan's birthday party... erm... perhaps it's becos we are not familiar with the ppl there... but think it's better than the previous one ba.. =x and we left around 9.15... anyway i was tired too...

Today... morning... suddenly busy also... the ppl came in and looked at so many luggage lah... so serve here and there... in the end haven arrange those taken down then next customer came to look at another series... oh man.. it's really tiring lah... cos the 3 indian man looked at all the hard cases... which are HEAVY!!! Somemore keep changing his mind... luckily he bought 2 of the more expensive one... if not i might start cursing him... Haha... so still quite worthed it... at least i made the first $1000 of the day.. =) so i'm happy! Haha... just that.. the rest of the day quite sian liao...

HAiz... hopefully my pay faster come!! i'm seriously running out of money!!! damn... if not i will go buy contact lens... or more clothes liao!! haiz... have to REN!!!

Ya... that's all lah... Hmm.. hope will be meeting the cogang soon... Hey!! set the date soon kae... so that i can plan for my day off...~ =)

Job? Future?

Actually got a lot of things forgot to say... talking about the job i'm doing now... it's like... hard labour lah... like everyday go can get cuts here and there... or broken fingernails... or arm ache... or whatever lah... then one day it set me thinking... as a part time musician... i should also take care of my hands... should i really be doing all these?! Rmb that time laoshi still got the drinks stall.. like do until his hands all bruised... Somemore one of the days Situ Baonan and Lin Huilong walked into our store... having me served them.... can u imagine one day they realised that i'm the CM of sy and i'm not taking care of my pair of hands... it could be quite weird yea.. Haha...

But for now... i'm not thinking of changing job yet... if not that time will agree to work data entry liao... so funny lor... the customer came in... ask me is it waiting for sch to start all those...then ask me want to do data entry for his company anot... say he looking for ppl to do that... lol... of cos i din agree lah... and someone saved me by presenting to him his bag he sent in for repair... Haha...

Got one day even more funny... a girl came in... think around my age... i tot is customer... then who knows is cosmetics promoter... want to promote liz carborne (did i spell correctly? the idea is there lah...) products... dotx... then a customer came to my rescue... haha... got to attend to the customer mah... then more ppl came in... think the girl wait till sian liao.. so she left.. phew... Haha..

Then i tot again... what am i going to do in future? Teach? Am i capable of doing that...? Just now saw a indirect junior of mine has her msn nick in need of a maths tutor... i wanted to approach her very much... offering myself to be one... but the next moment i thought i should be responsible for my actions... if i do that... am i sure that i can help her? Then i rmb i will be away on hol in may.. which will be sec sch's mid year... so am i supposed to put her on her own during that period... that could be quite unfair... plus.... might have trouble with the timings... so in the end i didn't cos i thought i didn't want to hai anyone... Hmm... maybe i need more time to think.. or rather... i should set myself down to think more often... I'm just not planning my life ahead enough... well.. maybe that's why i'm like that now...

Ok... going off to sleep le.. let me think in my dreams... Haha.. Nitex...

Random matters...

Recently been here more frequently yea... want to reach my 200th post soon mah... HAha.... Ya... like so long liao still haven reach there yet... dunno why... must be i not hardworking enough... lol...

Ok... Finally done all my application for uni... Hopefully can get into fass in nus... But if ntu is willing to offer me mathematical sciences... i might be confused...! Hmm... oh well... i might not even be offered both... shouldn't be too confident... just see lah... whatever i can take... but seriously... hopefully it's nus... =) Then i see another prob when applying... i think i can't apply for financial aid... How would anyone believe that i need financial aid when i'm still living in such a comfortable environment now? plus going out of the country for hol considerably frequent even when both my parents aren't working? Thanks to my dad's savings for the past 40 years... So.. the qns is... is savings good? Haha... What an irony...

Anyway... tml's going to be wenwei's last day at suntec... he will be at shaw centre from sat onwards... the good thing there is fixed hours and sunday off... unless there's some promotion or whatever... cos they dun open on sundays... and everyday is 10 to 6... so shuang right... unlike suntec... only thing is suntec commission is higher lah... and i expect quite good pay for this month... and even better for the next! Must work harder... Haha... Although not based on personal performance... but if sales for the store is better.. then the hourly pay will be higher lor... dun lookdown on an extra of 20cents per hour kae... one month will be $30 kae... ytd sis still say her staff grumble that their rise in pay is only 20 cents... stupid... better than dun have right! Haha...

Sometimes it's really difficult to guess what ppl are thinking... like in our store... u tot everything is going on nicely btwn the ppl... but it's not really the case... is it a relief for him to leave? maybe he'll learn more over the other side... and i think the other party didn't know how he felt about him... but sometimes he can really be very xiao zhang... but whatever lah... i'm just a part-timer! All i need to do go work.. enjoy my offday and collect money at the end of it... but seriously the pay is really making me stay for it... even though have to travel to somewhere that i hated in the past... suntec... haha...

Guess i've got the weekend to enjoy... will be meeting my dearest friend for the past erm... 12 years... And finally... on her birthday again... many years since i went to her house... heex... and sat.. if nothing goes wrong... will be out with mel! She was the one that asked me out... lol... thought she will always be the busy one.. =x And my off day's on wed... luckily... then i wun be late for combine... maybe i'll live with one off day for the rest of april... if i can... heex... then it means more income! =)

Well.. that's all i got to say... Nitex...

Backtracking...

Hmm... All right... back for updating... Actually am quite tired now... did full shift today... cos no other ppl except for one full time... so at least have one person to stay lor... And there's only 3 ppl working today... eric got something on... so i stayed... Somemore earlier we still bluff renjie that he will be alone for the night... HAha...

But something bad happened today... soon after eric left the store.. an angry customer came in with his luggage... erm... maybe he wasn't angry at first... but dunno what evoked him... our staff merely asked for his warranty card... the customer couldn't produce it and claimed that his bag is only one year old and it's new model... in fact... it's already about 3 years old.. and warranty is 3years lah... And tada... he exploded and wanted to call our GM... Aiyo... such small matter... so he thinks he very bigshot... in the end he really called our GM while renjie tried to get our Manager first... but to no avail... andy didn't pick up the call... so the angry customer tot renjie ignored him and so he called Singtel to get our main office's number and called there straight away... and talked to our GM... Then he asked the angry customer the same qns... which is when he bought the bag... and i think he got even more angry or something... even scolded our GM! Cos he asked for the USA email or contact... and i think he didn't give at first cos he was trying to explain the situation.... Pengx... aiya... this type of customer siao one lor... if he can talk nicely... can even forget about the warranty just say roughly when buy one lor... stupid... got the guts dun come back and buy our products again lor.. go other companies lor... think he's going to write complaint letter... Omg... think he really spoilt the day there lor.... if not today's sales is quite presentable lor... Damn him...

But truthfully.... i was a bit shocked when he flared up and was pretty scared when the call was going on... and he just shout like nobody's business... And i thought... 1 bad thing can really spoil all the good things that happened.... I believe renjie will only rmb being scolded by the customer and not rmb that he closed 2 good deals earlier in the afternoon when he just arrived... too bad that had to happen... and luckily i was there... to be a witness... and after that he really no mood liao lor... of cos lah... if it's me i also no mood... really curse and swear the customer after he left... so friends... dun be such customers ok...?~! Ok lah.. drop the subject...

On a lighter note... Went out with the cousins ytd... jiaqi and jiaxun... they came all the way to bedok actually... initially we wanted to go kbox at marina sq.... but korkor says kampong chaichee's one is cheaper... so we went there... but to my horror... the place is infested with smoke smell... oh man... and indeed... my jacket and bag smelled of smoke this morning... which i din realise ytd... i must have smelled like cigarette too when i go sy... so conclusion... although only pay $6 for 5hours of singing... it's still better to visit kbox if dun want to smell of smoke... Overall is still quite fun lah... it's becos of the ppl i'm with... my cousins!!

SY was terrible.... had a hard time trying to catch up with the notes for the newly composed song... even thou i tried playing at home... er-jie even commented that it was terrible when i practised at home... sadz... but since it's the first time combining that song... so was being let off... haha... guess we are not going to be so lucky the next time... got to practise more... and i escaped once being the concert master... i think mr quek still didn't know about the confirmed arrangement yet... Heex... Shh....

The past sat was Yanru's 21st bday.... seen quite a few sacians there... but not many stayed till the cake cutting session... all becos it was a bit late already... and she insisted on following her plan... which is games first then cut cake... erm... actually i dunno why she wants to do that... cos of the 21st parties that i attended.. i've never come across this be4... quite weird... but whatever... It's her birthday.... as long as she's happy..~ We left with me eating the 2nd piece of her cake... HAha... It's nice... i always trust prima's cakes... =)

Ok... Time to sleep.. work tml!!! Nitex.. will be back soon...

Headache!

It's thurs liao... the week is coming to an end soon! =)

These 2 days quite sianx actually... been feeling quite sick... esp ytd... like whole body no strength... plus headache and giddyness... imagine still got to rip open the boxes... i dun even have the energy to take the box down from the stack lah... luckily i slept early ytd... to recover energy... really too tired liao... just took 2 cold panadol.. and *poom*... sleep.. HAha...

But that was after i came back from SY ytd lah... Erm... the session was so dotx... like waste 30 to 45min on setting our sitting arrangement... And the outcome makes me peng lah... Argh... so angry already... dun say le... now must practise whenever i have time liao... sianx... Somemore next time combine cannot late liao... Why?!?!~ Hmpf... Nvm... now must plan liao... But at least i get to sit with Via lah... but sit behind also can mah!!

Aiya... Very tired liao... HAha... think the headache coming back again... think of that seat i also headache ah... better sleep early today again... if not who's going to eat the chocolates and the chips~?! Haha... =x

Eventful weekend...

A week passed again... that's fast yea...

Went to disney on ice on thurs.... Erm... Must say that might be confused by the stories... HAha... cos all very short... somemore last year got more cuter characters... Aiya.. Why dun have Stitch~!? Lol... Have Simba lor... but then looks ugly... cos is not as the appearance in the cartoon... Too bad... took quite a bit of photos... but some very dark lor... quite fun lah... Like Disney on Ice is the only performance i ever watched that allowed cameras and noise inside.. Cos got a lot of children mah... and seriously... noisy.. HAha.. Then after that actually wanted to take cab home... but eventually we took a bus instead cos there's no cab in sight... since bus come liao.. then we just take lor... all the way back to bedok int... then walk home lor..

Then fri during work... the nail that crack the other day erm... this time really come off le.... so no choice got to cut away... but then really pain lor.... think it's been years my nails are so short... sighx... Then after work went to meet up with 2 sis... was rather late of the spoilt escalator... so stupid lor... it's like peak hour and the ppl are trying to repair the escalator... leaving only one side for both going up and down... so really got to queue lor... Really jam there lah... dotx.. So went to josephine and lawrence's house... at woodlands! Oh man... what an alien place... we like so lost there lah... pengx... but still managed to find the place lah... liyan and sansan were there already.... Hmm.. they've got a nice house there actually... so we had dinner... then see photos and chit chat... Left the place around 11pm... lawrence was nice to send us back! he saved us from long bus ride... =)

and today!!! I think the time should be stamped somewhere in the afternoon... but i didn't have the time to finish typing.. so save as draft first lah... and now is actually 1am le... I rot in the morning... watch tv all that while 2 sis went to cut their hair... didn't want to follow... later cut my hair so short got to rebond again... sianx... Then evening went out to meet pri sch friends! Hmm.. gathering after a long time... but only few ppl turned up... quite disappointed that most of the ppl can't make it... in the end only like how many ppl~?! 6! Haha... But still.. we had lotsa fun digging up the past... it's just too bad some of them can't make it to this fun event.. HAha... So we set our butts in Fish n Co at TM and stayed there for the night... talk and talk and talk... everything is just so funny... Anyway... ppl who went... Kexin, Jiewan, Jiaying, Edwin, Wenguang and me... Pathetic? Maybe.. but it's a good start right~?!

We left the place around 10.. when we got in at 6.30.. Haha... So jiewan and jiaying took cab home.. while the 4 of us took 67... all live in bedok area... So wenguang and kexin alighted first... then edwin and me... he walked me home.. still so nice of him.. nicest kor.. although always bully me... Haha... It's really just like how he always sent me home after sch back in pri sch... whenever i didn't walk home with teresa.. How nice... Looking forward to the next one! =)

Ok.. that's all.. working tml! Nitex!

Tuesday blues...

Been updating quite frequently nowadays... but can't guarantee that this frequency will maintain... Haha....

Hmm... I realised that i have very bad tuesday blues... instead of monday blues... In fact... i'm always very happy on mondays lately cos they are my off day... Haha... and actually sometimes i wished i worked from 12 to 8 instead of 11... sianz...

So today i was so so relunctant to get up for work lah... =x But of cos i was there punctually... Renjie was on morning shift today... so chatted when there were no customers... erm.... he taught me quite some things... and let me try to handle some of the stuff... in case they are too busy... hmm... and finally knew how old is he... oh man... so young!! 2 years older than me only lor... but he knows so much... i wonder how long he has been working in samsonite.. but i nv ask lah... Wenwei also very young lor... one year younger than er-jie... and he's married with a kid 6 month old... And Mike! the youngest.... one year younger than me!! But he's also part time de lah.. just that not always come to suntec de... Erm... both renjie and mike quite good looking lor.. Haha... If mike is not younger than me... i might.. Haha... and 2 years older is quite a good age yeah?! Lol.. =P Eric and wenwei dun need to say le... they're both married.. lol...

And today so suay lor... i started work for no even 10min... and i broke my nails when taking out a new piece of luggage for my customer... damn pain lah... and still got to pretend that nothing happened and take the lugguage out for the customer... then started a little bleeding... in the end wait till the customer pay money liao then i go in to cut away the nail and put plaster.... the bad thing is the crack it quite deep... cannot cut until there lor... have to wait for it to grow longer liao... haiz...

Had dinner with Via at 85 market after visiting yushi.. Then met Kexin just as i left the place.. and we stood there and talked for around 20 min be4 i come home with er-jie's ba chor mee... Hmm... talked about quite a lot of things... good thing she did well... if not i think she wun call out to me just now liao.. cos she was the one who stopped me... haha... Hmm... it's really time to meet up with those pri sch friends.... it's really a long time since i last saw them liao... even mingyan... Ya...

Ok.. go to sleep liao... very tired le! Nitex!

New blog song!!

Been some time since i last put up a blog music... Erm... my new fav song for the time being... Bu Si Zhi Shen by JJ... actually every song in his album is nice lah... Haha... will try to change regularly... reason~?! The ripway.. like last time... 30 days nv sign in then will cancel account liao... i think this is the 3rd time i signed up for the service.. so dumb.... Anyway... enjoy while reading my blog!! Erm... the song seemed to start a while later when the page opens.... bear with it... at least it's a nice song! HAha...

Hmm... today.. or rather ytd (sun)... Was a busy day both at work and after work... at work.. obviously busy serving customers... i think i din even get to take a sit from i started work till i end except for eating during break time... like normally also will get to sit around and chit chat de lor... but today... we have 5 ppl but still so so so busy... plus injury here and there... dunno why today like that... and the ppl like all come tgt and leave tgt like that... and they just come one after another... really non stop one lor... But there's a part really funny.... got this incident that happened just outside our shop... there's this lady... suddenly shouting very loud at a man and started hitting him... at first i tot they knew each other as in like husband and wife lor... cos they suddenly started quarrelling... and the reason behind was the guy who was pushing a baby tram accidentally knocked into the lady or what lah.. then the lady flared up and she like hit the guy on his shoulder a few times... of cos the guy got shocked lah and of cos nv huan shou lah... (luckily the guy didn't).. if not i think the lady will go crazy... i think the guy asked why she hit him lah.. then the lady said something.. 'ni xian yong na ge (the tram i supposed) lai da wo'! Erm.. it's kinda senseless lah... why would anyone use a baby tram (with the baby sitting on it) to hit someone else intentionally... and then they started shouting at each other... erm... details not needed... but they ended when the guy's wife and mother appeared and with something like 'mei jia jiao' or what.. dunno who started saying that first... but the lady stormed off first (ridiculously) and the family also walked in the same direction... and i thought i heard someone saying 'mei jia jiao' still after they walked off... at that point of time... i think actions in our shop paused... and everyone was looking at the 'show'... oh my god... it's so damn embarrassing to do that in the public lah.. esp when it's a sun with the whole suntec filled with ppl..! Is really siao one lor the lady... i mean he didn't kill her with that knock right... but the reaction was too over lah... dotz...

Then after work busy walking around shop shop... went back to the lingerie sale outside carreffour... cos morning that time actually wanted to buy but time's running out... so went work... so after that then went down to buy the one i wanted lah... bought a shirt from bum... on offer mah... then decided to go IT show again at the last hour... went to level 6 the pasar malam type... trying to see got any offers to grab.. should have asked for more free gifts man... but nvm lah.. actually considered cheap liao.. bought a portable speaker that i can bring around in future during tours... and a mp3 for my mum.... i think i'm so nice cos er-jie was the one who gave the idea of buying the speaker... and i paid for all these... damn.. spent slightly lesser than $300 today lor!! Haiz.. i'm broke i guess... hope not too bad... and that i can still shop...!

Happy??!!

Back for blogging..! Hmm... dunno where to start...

Work? it's fine actually.. And seriously i still have a lot a lot to learn.. instead of saying 'customer' (which i'm supposed to).. i sometimes just say... 'you ren' or 'na ge ren'... hmm... i supposed it's quite rude to do that.. i wasn't taught to say customer lah.. but i tot it's only polite to refer them as customer and not just 'na ge ren'... Must rmb! Everytime too busy.. want to be quick then forget liao... And a lot of things i still can't rmb! like how much is which luggage.. eh.. some nv put price tag.. not good!

Anyway weekdays most of the time quite eng lah... lesser things to do... cos lesser customers mah... but today so weird... we could be like the busiest at a moment (serving a few customers at a time) and totally free the next... Moreover today only 3 ppl working... almost died... esp. when one of us is having break... and it had to jam all the way out of suntec... cos of that IT show 06! TOok like so long to get out of there... and then get back home in bus...

Oh.. today mum came visit me at work... with ann auntie and er-yi (not 2nd aunt but a friend of their whom i know too). Surprise surprise... and mum din tell me when she came back from market this morning!!! And mum bought a keypouch for dad for his birthday.. think dad was surprised too when presented with the pouch..! haha... to think that dad is always the one paying... little did he expect a gift.. dad really is a model husband and father... he never wanted anything from us... but give all he has to us... and i think he spoiled me with money.. like he never rejected my request for more pocket money on weekends... (my pocket money usually comes from mum last time) and even now..! he offered to give me money although i'm working and sis gave me allowance.. but of cos... i din always take lah... unless i'm really running short of money.. Ya!

Tml... or rather.. today... will be lunching out with family! for dad's birthday... though it's still a bit early.. next sunday then is his birthday... haha... but yeah! happy... it's long since the family dine out tgt... think it's er-jie's treat!! =) And will be going to nus openhouse after that.. then proceed to nusco's qing gong yan..~ hopefully can get more advice of what i want and can take...

Finally bought new speakers from the IT show... bought it ytd... so crowded!! but it's quite cheap... so no lose lah... just that it's quite heavy.. haha.. then today i made a trip back again to get er-jie a MMC card for her phone... again.. squeeze.. managed to get a leaflet for the ipod accessories.. finally.. ytd nobody wants to give me.. haha.. shall go down to wheelock place someday... maybe monday!! off day and going out! =)

Decisions...

There's always times we need to make decisions... but the problem is... nobody knows what will be the outcome of the decision.. And starts worrying what if we regret after making that decision... every decision made is an important step in life... it will determine what will come after that...

Now is the time we are making an important decision that will affect and will stay with us for the rest of our lives... i'm really confused... the more ppl ask me.. the more confuse i get.. the more lousy i feel about myself and my results... the more i feel that i'm a failure because i never had plans in my life... the more i worry if i can ever get into a university although i kept on telling myself there's no problem to it...

Then i have all the qns coming out... can i cope with the work in future? will i be able to maintain the scores.. will i be able to graduate with a degree i want? am i up to the standard? i'm worry cos i seem to always stay at the same standard...

My rough decision is getting a degree first then decide if i really want to go into nie... actually teaching has been an ambition since young.. but it's not so strong when i was older... and i can't say for sure will i be a good teacher... Cos i seriously dun want to be teacher whereby all my students doesn't like... and classified as a 'lousy teacher'... cos i've been saying some teachers (ahem) that.. Haha..

But no matter what... there must be a decision made.... within the restricted time... it might not be the best.. but if we do not try... nobody will know is it a good one.. i believe that sometimes ppl are left with no choice thus have to make one that isn't really what he/she wants... but accept it.. there might be surprises... i believe it's the same for horng... however... i wish her all the best in her studies and persevere!! i will start saving de... (if i can..)

Post results..

Ytd wanted to update.. but dunno what's wrong with blogspot... anyway... everyone should know that results are out already.. So erm.. wasn't exactly happy about it lah... esp. cla.. the overall was quite bad... but heard other schools' AB grades very high... hmm... it's time that cla dept think if anything is wrong... now i dunno if i'm still able to study chinese.. i can enter lah... but then... will it be a good choice~?! that i dunno... if not i will be doing maths.. is that worse? hmm... i'm rather confused u know... The only lucky thing was i passed Econs and GP. i totally no confidence for gp lor... so in the end i got a c5...

Regarding GP... i have a few friends that failed theirs... but believe me... u still can apply for uni... pls refer to the 'Category A' book Pg12 Q68.. but of cos some courses will be restricted lah... Ya.. but dun just give up if u fail gp... just have to sit for the QET when admitted.... which i have to take also lah.... dotx...

So even though we are all not in a very good mood.. yuhui, chek and i still went out for a meal together... and that yvonne had to pang seh us... idiot... but we ended up with emily, kinsing and wanlin at J8's Cartel... Yupx... Saw deshun when we were entering the place... he and his classmates were sitting there! Enjoying their meal.. or rather... finishing their meal... Ya... so we sat there for quite a while... left at 6+.. got to go for sy liao... sianz... But all right lah... went thru jiang jun ling... finished that in like 1+ hour~?! then laoshi started intro on reading manuscript scores... and ended with asking us to transcript the He Ping Song to number notes... dotz... But good thing he sent me back to bedok... yea...

Thurs.. which was ytd.. i started work at Samsonite @ Suntec city... erm... can look for me at ur free time.. but i guess u also dun dare to come in.. cos the things are expensive!! Haha... but got to know that the suntec one is biggest showroom in sg... and got better pay also.. but i guess it doesn't really concern me.. HAha... Will be working from 11am to 7 pm everyday.. except for mon and sat.. So can date me out in the afternoon on mondays if u are free!! =)
Anyway the ppl there very nice lah... but one thing i realised about the ppl there... most of the younger ppl... are those who doesn't excel in studies.. like mike... he quite shuai one lor... but he's in ite... then wenwei too... erm ok.. he din even go to ite... so u know what i mean.. last time kelvin also ite de... haiz... but i believed their pay quite good lah... samsonite is so rich lor.. HAha...

Anyway.. there's like a promotion now.. can bring ANY OLD BAG to trade in for a four-wheeler luggage @ $210 (original price: $359) Erm... good bargain lor... it's really ANY bag... any brand and any size!! Then got customer so what one lor.. say what.. 'so plastic BAGs also can lah'... oh man.. trying to be funny... bring a plastic bag and try lah! Siaoz..

ERm.. tml going out to meet co gang for lunch!! YEah... eh.. nothing le... Haha.. so anti-climax right.. =P Ok.. i shall be nice and announce my results.. it's BCD with C5 (as stated above) for gp. erm.. what sub got what... guess urself... u can try ur ans at my tagboard. =)