終極三國，我就是愛！

很奇怪，我超喜歡終極三國，也看了不只一次，但是我卻從來沒有紀錄下來過。怎麼找都找不到。

只能說，有些劇情雖然不記得了。有些還是蠻深刻的，而且台詞我都能背起一些了，梗我都會了。看的心境竟然還是一樣的。喜歡大哥假劉備(脩)的穩重、關羽的正直、超的冷笑話，阿香的浪漫和孫權的機車但又心軟的個性。以上只屬本人的看法和喜好。

這次邊看劇時，邊記下了一些感想。

1. 再看一次終極三國

沒想到我會再認真的看一次終極三國。有些感覺還是一樣，有時更感慨。

感慨的是這些人都有能擔心，有想保護的人，也是一種福氣。而我不知道為什麼這樣的感覺會讓我這麼的感慨。就因為我以為我可以放下所有的感情，不再去想，覺得自己可以很好。就算有人問我，我也可以很自信的說我很好，我沒有想過要一個家，一直覺得自己不需要人關心，不需要對任何人交代是一件美好的事情。但我現在連看到角色可以為暗戀的對象做些什麼都覺得可以為人操心是一件很幸福的事。

我，怎麼了？

相愛的人，讓人羨慕。心繫在一起的，有心靈感應的，更讓人羨慕。脩和阿香便是。他們能感應到彼此就在附近，雖然演戲是假的，但有一種莫名的感動。

唉... 看戲真的是我的弱點。

此時此刻的我，在哭。哭得有一點點慘。但是具體在哭什麼，我也說不清楚。唉...

2. 终极三国继续逼哭我

没想到从真刘备回来了再走开始，喜剧就朝着悲剧的方向发展了。突然想起，后面几集我以前也哭得超惨的。也就是说后半段的戏都是有哭点的戏，我的无聊喜剧到底在哪里啦！😤

看哭戏真的很烦讷！现在眼睛超痛。💢🤬真的超不爽。剩下最后5集了。有点不舍得看完......

3. 完结

一不小心就还是把最后几集一次过看完了。

还是好感动，好感动。有出生入死的兄弟真好。五虎将对大哥的支持和力挺是最让人感动的。我可以理解时间过的太久，他们都忘了还有真刘备这个人。而且，刘备掩饰得相当的好，只是，真心是不会说谎的。看他是真刘备的样子的时候还真想打他。野心和奸诈都写在脸上。假刘备脩却真的是以多方面思考，会考虑所有人。而他最难的却是做自己，真心佩服。

有爱情真好。阿香和脩最让人羡慕。从各个时候，信任、感应、心灵上、到后面的牺牲和冒险，你有愿意让你这样做的人吗？

有哥哥真好。就算再讨厌，也只有自己能欺负，别人都不许的感觉，真好。

就是看到自己没有的，才会觉得好吧......

不知不觉又把53集的终极三国看完了多一遍。很多时候很瞎，但也让人学到了很多。我觉得，我很有可能会再看过，因为真的太喜欢了。只是... 我现在需要冰敷眼睛睡觉了。😅

#如此如此这般这般 #大吃一斤 #不翼而飞 #九九乘法表 #好说好说 #说曹操曹操就到 #大哥说的一定是对的 #我相信大哥 #好氣好氣找個人來消消氣 #舉腳 #勾勾腳

真的，很白癡的內容真的很多，但都是我喜歡的調調。上數學課和中文課是我最喜歡的，怎麼會這麼好笑。喔，不對，是他們平時在說中文和突然的需要算數的時候都是。💧✨🌬😎😈👩‍❤️‍👨🐓💢❗️❓💬 還有這些最常出現的表情特效，就是很粗劣的特效但是還是有效就對了。笑話也真的就是我喜歡的類型。呵呵

雖然後面真的哭得太多了，總體來說還是好笑的。尤其諸葛亮和孫權出來後還蠻有笑點的。還是那句話，就是太喜歡了。喜歡到有很長的一段時間我口裡說的都是終極三國。呵呵。現在又來了。二姐已經受不了我，說我竟然還可以再看完整部劇。53集真的不短，而且我不是第一次把它看完。😅

到最後，我也許就是希望我有個像脩的男朋友，和孫權的哥哥。所以... 我想當的是孫尚香吧？呵呵。貂嬋太軟弱、小喬太混亂、大喬太兇，還是孫尚香好了。關羽太直、呂布不懂愛、雲和忠對我來說不特別、飛就是屁孩，超是我覺得帥的，但是有時太瞎。還是大哥好了，雖然大哥是最矮的。但其實孫權為男朋友也不錯，也長得帥。繼續做夢了。謝謝。

Dramas (I wished I hadn't)

Sometimes I really wonder if it's really a good idea to watch dramas.

I get so absorbed into the characters and the actors in real life. So I'm always into looking for info about them, of course, can't wait to know more synopsis of the drama first. And if I find someone I'm attracted to, I will start looking up for shows he or she (usually he) acted in. That's how it works I guess. The difficult part is really withdrawing from the characters I like. And I think every single time I wished someone like that would appear in my life, only to realise how miserable my life has been and still is. That's probably why I also stopped for a period of time. Without new inputs, I just occasionally think about some characters I liked in the past, but with new ones it was really difficult to not think about it. 

The last time I'm into watching Korean drama was 2018, whereby somehow I watched a few, mostly because of the cast - someone I really like, eg. Lee Minho, Jung Yonghwa, Park Shinhye, Lee Bo-yong, Ji Chang-wook, and sometimes other members of cnblue. So I usually pick on actors rather than story or ratings. Even so, there were quite a number I didn't watch. And hence, I seldom watch the most popular shows unless they coincide - the actor and ratings. But, I also expanded the list of likes. 

Busy work life have made it also rather difficult for me to catch up with all the drama going on. I don't really have a TV to watch at home (I still don't except for late into the nights, like now). Being a rather emotional person, it was impossible to watch anything outside home. Tried and tested so many times. Whenever I find something new that I can't wait to watch, I never go past 1 episode on the bus, in the office, or wherever else I was. Then I was reminded why I hadn't do that for a long time. I always wonder how other people do it. I really only could do variety shows like Runningman on the go. Even so, I haven't watched Runningman for probably 2 years before I start catching up again since Apr this year.

Fortunately or unfortunately, the pandemic have allowed me more time at home, and caught up with a few recent (mostly) dramas. Also, succumbed to online subscriptions because after all, I only have the choice of watching shows online, and I was tempted by colleagues on recent shows. I finally started in May and I really just jumped into watching them. 

Surprisingly, I've finished watching a few, on and off a few after some breaks in between.

1. Hospital Playlist
The show I immediately jumped into. It was really nice, heartwarming and funny most of the time. Love the chemistry between the actors and how the show was presented. I was rather crazy over the show I would say. So much so, I really finished it within like 2 weeks, while also working and caught up to the latest episode before it was first aired. And ended up discussing the show with many people - and had a group chat changed the group name to include the drama. Subsequently, produced a cover video for one the songs in the drama. Yup, that was how crazy we were. I wouldn't mind watching the show again, and of course, waiting for the next season to come out. I just love all the cast and their stories so much! 

2. Prison Playbook

Following the above, colleague also suggested I watch this one as they were under the same production team. Indeed, I love the show. Of course, I also finished it quite fast, by binge watching at night only. Love the humour and the same actor from Hospital Playlist - Jung Kyung-ho. He has this comical element in him in both shows that makes him so adorable. My fav actor in both shows. 

3. Sweet Munchies

Watched this because of actor Jung Il-woo, took serious notice of him only in Cinderella and the Four Knights (which was probably the last korean drama I blogged about, that was in 2017, and back then I watched because of Lee Jungshin). It turned out to be rather funny, thought provoking and educational. Ok, not exactly but it was still nice. He became a gay chef on a TV programme because he was desperate for money, and wanted to quit after the pilot episode but things got bigger it became a regular. Things became more complicated as he developed feelings for the female lead and the second male lead developed feelings for him. It was so obvious he does but I think as a straight guy, he just didn't notice it, until he expressed his affection for him. Throughout the show my OS was really: 'it is so obvious', he's really not hiding it real well. Then again, no one else in the show noticed as well. Fine.

4. The King

Of course, because of Lee Minho, my number 1. But, there was no strong desire to continue although he is really handsome in the show. I think it's because of the storyline, not exactly captivating. The only captivating element is Lee Minho himself. Most of the reviews were negative on the show as a whole, and also on his acting. To me, I don't really care. I'm just biased towards him. But true to discussion with colleague, they always portray him as 高富帅 (which are all true), and that's why it loses the xfactor sometimes because that's all he is. Nothing changed and hence people don't buy it. 

5. Was It Love (ongoing)

I watched it because of Song Jihyo. Slightly surprised by the story and her character, but she really has the charm. Contrary to popular believes, I really like the male lead - Son Ho-jun, even though he is the shortest amongst the 4 main male characters. But I really like his role, and how he did it. A little childish, but still cares and goes all out. (I realised this is what I like in guys, in all the shows I watched). And I don't think he is less handsome than the others. (I'm saying this because I saw some comments while searching on the drama info). He was also compared to the other 3 in the drama - that he is the shortest and the least handsome. True for the first but not true to the second. The worse suspend in the show is I can't wait to find out who is the father of Song Jihyo's daughter. The drama hasn't ended yet so I couldn't find any answer. We will soon find out! 6 episodes in 3 days. I slowed down a little since the final episode will be next week.

6. Backstreet Rookie 

Of course, I wanted to watch this because of Ji Chang-wook. However, it is only aired on TV, and did I already mentioned about watching the TV at home? So I saw 2 episodes on one of those days I was on leave and the TV was free in the day, and that was it. I haven't catch up with the rest after that. I will!

7. Running Man

Not drama but I finally decided to start watching runningman again. 10years into their making and honestly, even though the format now is totally different from what they started out with, the show is still funny! I guess it's not just song but also the singer(s). I really have to applaud most of them, even the youngest(s) in the group are 34yo this year. It is amazing how they could still do this, esp. when the oldest is like 54yo? And so, I have successfully caught up with the latest episode this year, and going back to what I missed out from last year backwards.

Other than all these, the only other drama I binge watched was 我们与恶的距离, because of 贾静雯 and 曾沛慈. But I was totally surprised by the entire work. Evoked so much emotions with reality of life, emotions overtaking rational thoughts, mental illness, work ethics (media mainly, a little of law) and how the netizens and general views on social problems actually enlarge them more than what they should be. That was really one show the emotions took over me so much that I had to pause the show several times to calm myself down and catch my breathe from all the crying before continuing. And yet, I just couldn't stop watching it. Every character was so well-crafted I can't even decide who was better. There were only 10 episode, but I cried so badly for most of the episodes, late into the night and had swollen eyes the next day.

Where will I go from here, I have no idea. Sometimes the fire or desire to watch dramas just rise and die suddenly I don't know when will it happen again. Meanwhile, I'm somehow hoping this peaceful period continue to last a little longer. It will be good while it lasted (only because I still have a job). 

For the rest, I hope it will be over soon. 

中了（某韩剧的）毒

也许我就是一个容易人来疯、很三分钟热度的人。爱看书就突然间一连读完几本，然后久久都没再碰任何一本；爱写字就一连一直写，一直写；突发奇想学新的歌曲就会一直练琴、不然就几个月都不碰一次；心血来潮就每天弄一弄Ukulele几下，然后又好几天，几个星期没碰了。所以搁置已久的连续剧突然间想看就一直看。《灰姑娘和四骑士》(Cinderella and Four Knights) 的前五集我大概已经下载了几个月了，只看了第一、二集，而且是花了很久看的。但星期四晚上突然很有feel就开始接下去看了。然后就一发不可收拾。哈哈！就星期五还得做工，所以没有太夸张，就凌晨1点吧差不多。星期五晚上连我自己都觉得夸张了：回到家已经凌晨1点多，竟然看到快5点钟。其实很累了，但就是想看。:x 然后星期六10点多起床了继续看，就这样，早看，午看，晚看的看完了。也不知道为什么会对这部戏这么恋恋不忘。尤其对丁一宇演的姜志云，完全放不下。结果星期天晚上又重看了第一、二集。超疯狂的。

可能因为他前面的行为有一点像我的理想型 - 江直树。哈哈！就是常常露出不屑的表情，用很不屑的口气，但会慢慢靠近你，还是会放不下你。这样的男人去哪里找呢？而且他笑起来好好看、好迷人哦！真的有爱上了的感觉。有一点幼稚却又还是让人爱。

哎呀！怎么办呢？我觉得如果真的见到他本人我会非常非常地紧张。哈哈哈
（仿佛找回心跳的感觉了呢.... 有多久没有这样的感觉了呢？）Hai...

电视迷上身了

最近事情少了，能做闲事的时间多了。能追看电视的时间也多了。

我本来就有点‘电视迷’，而且喜欢做couch potato, 平时工作的时候，加上每天不同的业余，根本没有时间看电视一眼。现在既然小有时间及闲情，当然要看够本啦!

Transformation to a 宅女..

I think i've made myself a 宅女 now... (is there such a phrase? usually ppl only use on guys. i.e. 宅男) Lol. And that's the reason why i haven't been updating.

The only day i was really out in the sun to have some fun was last tues... i.e. my class outing to sentosa. And it wasn't a really sunny day and other than playing captain's ball for a while.. i didn't do much also. Just walked ard and take pictures of my classmates in action.. and played some card game. Chilled at Cafe del Mar till 9+ be4 making our way home... It was a great day i would say.

The rest of the days... other than going to sy, lunch out on some days and the trip to the travel agency on sat... i spend the rest of the time at home. either watching tv or watching shows online!! Omg. can't believe i'm living this kind of life. Thou i quite enjoyed such life. But it's rather nua lor. Plus this will result in no income for spending the coming months! how can! =x

However.. i think the 'couch potato' personality will continue for another week or so? Hmm.. that is bad. haha!!! =P Inverted commas cos i didn't really lay on a couch... Haha!!! And sometimes i sit in front of the com. I think i need to exercise soon. But these few days are hot like mad. how to go out?

So... Just finished watching 恶作剧2吻 online... Been watching on a weekly basis for the first few epis... but stopped cos of the assignments and projects.. So chionged a few epis in a day right after exams. Damn shuang. Hmm... dun really like the ending.. haha! Cos i hope the show will still continue. 20 episodes is definitely too little!!! Thou i really didn't like Ariel Lin... she made the show more interesting in a way. And I like 郑元畅! He is handsome and charming! haha! So the show is just too nice to be missed. Partly cos I wished that i can have someone like 直树 ba... The way he express is love is just so.. romantic. Although it's only in this series that he showed his love for her. not so much in the first series yea... Still. My fav show. :))) Dun mind watching it again and again. Or at least can watch a few more times. Since i already watched the first series thrice le. haha!!! =x

Then watching the last few episodes of 原来我不帅 online... How can i miss the drama with my JJ being the lead actor right!!! Haha. It might be a very crappy story.. with many incredible things happening.. But some of the stuff are realistic and as happened in our surroundings. The author likes to include interesting current affairs into the story. It's a rather funny show. 李玖哲 is damn funny in the show lah... Then again... there's only 13 episodes to it.. Maybe it's enough already. But 不知不觉 already watched till epi 11. so ending soon.

Next will be 斗牛，要不要... this one can wait a bit cos it's showing on tv now.... so if i din catch that epi on tv... then dl and watch. But the lengths quite different... so a bit ma fan. Anyway... partly also cos the show dl one got no sound. sians. and slightly longer than the JJ show. Well. obviously i'm more interested in the previous show lah. haha. But i want to watch this cos 贺军翔 is very shuai! Siyih will be very happy to see me saying this. :))) It's really a show or a stubborn girl meeting a stubborn guy. They produced quite a bit of fireworks. Woohoo! So watch!!! :)

Ok.. that's online. BUT how can i forget my tv!! Bosco Wong 黄宗泽 and Kevin Cheng 郑嘉颖 are on 8pm show 强剑... Bosco a bit naive... but very courageous and helpful. Kevin a bit cool... but is always calm and steady. Dunno who will bosco end up with. hmm... Continue to watch lor... Last 2 weeks didn't manage to watch during the weekday... have to wake up earlier on weekends to catch 5 epis tgt. haha!

Then 9pm show... this week last 5 epis already. Very nice show too... 突围行动... A whole show of schemes and whatever-not. I think the most real or scheme-less roles are Xiang Qing and RiLang. And maybe RiJin.. And the most foxie person... is really the damn father. tsk tsk tsk. But.. all these made the show worth watching... and keeps making ppl guess what will happen next and very eager to know what's the ending like. Same to me! hahaha.

If u think that's all i watch. you might be wrong. These are just the more core shows and routine ones. others include 康熙来了，麻辣天后宫，星光大道，快乐星期天... blah blah blah... I'm officially a tv addict during my holidays. Becos this is like the exact situation the last long long break last year. lol!

Ok.. Sleep time. Nitex.

Last lap...

Yet... another week of being night owl is here... here i am.. only finished 1 lecture out of the 4 for an exam on tues.... and done a bit more for the proj... haix... Hope everything will be all right! heex. I think i just have to put in more effort for the project.. esp. when i see my groupmates so helpful in everything... i felt that i've done nothing at all... except for giving some pointers and reminders here and there.. but i think my team mates are really great cos they always come up with great ideas.. :))

Had a constructive meeting today anyway... clearer of what i have to say for the presentation... so far of all the projects... this is the first time i actually had a good rehearsal with my grp memebers... and review on each other's part and give suggestions on improvement and so on... I quite like the combi... :) Think i wanna call for a celebration after wed! :)))

Watched first 2 epi of Huan Huan Ai today... and shit... i think i'm kinda addicted to it liao.. heex. I know i'm slow!!! But i dun like and dun have time to watch the VCD/DVD can... dotx... so only can every week watch 2 epis lah... but hopefully someone will lend me the show cos hols is coming... haha!

Oh.. happy that there are already some confirmed gatherings... yeah! Will be looking forward to them!! :))) New Oap UK! grp and the Royal Family and of cos my Beloveds! DEC faster come! lol. Ok.. going to sleep liao.. TIRED! left with abt 5h of sleep... and another long day in school tmr.. i mean today... NITEX.

It's Friday! :)

Wee! Using laptop in the living room with wireless and watching tv (恶作剧之吻) now! yeah. Thanks to er-jie who called and figured out the whole thing. heex. Now can online anywhere in the house. heex. :)))



Anyway.. how's first day at work u might ask me.. not exactly first day lah.. like as mentioned... back there after more than a year... and super not familiar with their stuff... like i forgot everything liao lor.. but then i'm not like super memory lah... so cannot blame me also.. anyway i felt that the day went away quite fast.. not bad lah... wun be against the idea of working every weekend then... the other reason is of cos the pay lah. haha! =P



Then went over to WOMAD after work. It's interesting. Would've been there if not for SY's beautiful sunday. Of cos i'll be more happy to be part of event... but i guess i played my part being a half audience half stall-mender... the main stage area is really very high by the time the last grp of the night was performing... however. that's the end of it lah.. he dun need us to go anymore since the response wasn't up to his expectations. And be4 i left just now... i spent half of tonight's pay to buy a Clube De Balanco's cd.. cos i heard them when i passed by the main stage today and i think their music is really nice. and cos they have 2 CDs on sale.. i even asked the person which one would be a better buy. so i took the advise and.. tada! i bought it and got another calamity pop cd for free.. i dunno how. anyway i haven't listen to it lah. Will listen to it be4 i go to womad again.. (if i am). so that i can consider if i want to get the other one or anything else. $30 leh.. hopefully it's worth the money. heex. afterall i struggled for quite some time be4 deciding to buy it.



Tmr's another day of work.. And thinking of going for the Yes! 93.3fm 街头爆唱会 at millenia walk after work... dunno if anyone wants to go. but i think it should be quite high also.. well.. anyone for it? Msg me by 7pm. :) (thou i doubt so anyone would) haha.



Anyway... talking abt 恶作剧之吻.. my sis came back ytd while i was watching ytd's epi... and she asked me how many times must i watch the show... i ans.. 'countless times'.. haha! it's nice what. thou some parts are quite crap and a bit draggy. but overall i still like the show... makes me laugh out loud and cry hard too... heex. anyway.. it's showing towards the end liao. sad.. nothing to look forward to at night next time. unless of cos better shows coming after that. Today's epi ended liao... so going to sleep le.. update again. bye! :)

All the shows..

Haven't been very diligent in updating my blog.. haha! But then.. i guess also nothing much ba... most of the time i'm like slacking at home.. hogging on to crunchyroll... or my parents' bed for tv... haha. i think my mum isn't going to stand me anymore quite soon... i guess she will ask me to get out and do something. which i haven't found anything yet. lol. i mean not that i dun want right... sent a few resumes also didn't get any replies... what can i do? then if want to go out and spend money.. might as well stay home right! lol. ok. it's a lousy excuse to stay at home. =P

Anyway... upon my 'hardwork'... i've finished watching Engagement of Love 爱情经纪约... it's a happy ending lah... but i thought it's a bit too short.. only 15 episodes... same as Hua Yang.. but Hua Yang was watched over many weeks.. so it didn't seem as short... still waiting for my Angel Lover dvd.. Han already agreed to lend me. heex. must meet with her soon. lol!

So after that it was quite a headache to decide which show to start on.. since i have a whole list... so in the end the choice was Tokyo Juliet 东方茱丽叶 since it was a rather old show already... after that might be 闪耀的星星 by Jimmy Lim.. hmm... will finish all the taiwan shows be4 i start on HK dramas... cos higher possibility of them being broadcasted on tv in chinese. haha.

Yupx. so have to go off liao.... cos tmr.. or rather.. today cos it's sat already.. will be a super long day since i have to go help out at a concert put up by the 合唱团 they are involved in... so should be home very late... and out again on sun.. for performance at suntec... And next week everyday SYCO prac.. cos HELLO! Concert is next sat 2 June 2007!! so what are we waiting for? Pia right! haha. ok.. will pia. :))) So friends. Pls support us and our new conductor... i think he's trying to make us a little relax with the funny things he said..

Go off le... update when i have time. nitex.

Angel Lover.. Engagement for Love...

As i'm busy online tv-ing... I really have to multi-task lor... haha! like blogging on lappy and watching on desktop. lol. my sis says 'u very busy hor' when she saw me doing this. =P But must better make use of time right... so i'm watching 爱情经纪约 (Engagement for Love) now cos the 天使情人 (Angel Lover) episodes not complete... so cannot continue watching leh... Who has the vcd?? lend me pls? heex.

Yes.. the 天使情人 is nice de lor... although the first epi is quite crappy... but i like the stories... and see how they help the ppl... and how mingdao anyhow also can accomplish his assignments.

the first reason of cos is Mingdao first lah... he is a very innocent.. simple guy in the show... sometimes very funny. sometimes very stupid... but very 单纯 also...

Then 爱情经纪约... Lara is quite cute inside... haha.. now at epi 2 only... so still dunno what will follow... but can't wait to watch the rest... will jiayou in watching.. haha!

However... i like the 2 shows also because of the following 2 ppl... heex.

This guy is good! I like... :))) he's damn cool... but he smile also very nice.. haha! 帅lah... haha!!

And Alex Toh!! Hohoho... still love his 第8号当铺... :) heex.

Anyway... if u got time.. go watch these 2 shows lah... omg... i've already saved one whole list of shows to watch... ranging from 台湾偶像剧 to 港剧 to Anime... haha!!! omg... how long do i need to finish leh? lol. i will 努力的. haha!!

Ok lah.. i will cont to blog abt HK trip in next entry kae... haha! like right after this... :)

Online TV-ing..

Realised i haven't updated for a week.. haha! Hols very busy de leh... Heex.

After stopped watching youtube shows for so long... finally i'm back with online shows~!! And thanks to my cousin... watching on crunchyroll instead... that time it was giving me prob but now.. thankfully! *keeps my fingers crossed*.. Anyway... watched finished all the Sugar sugar rune episodes already... waiting waiting for new ones... :)))

Hope to cont where i stop for angel lover as well... last time youtube de... some cannot watch one lor... but it's showing on tv liao leh... dotx. but i doubt i'm able to watch all on tv either... Anyway... still got a lot of animes to catch leh... BUT then hor.. i like chinese subtitle better leh... if not hor.. all spoken in Chinese even better! But dun have lah!!! WHY? ok... it's quite obvious. -_-'''

Ok lah.. just to let ppl know what i'm doing lately.. hehe..! Back to the shows.

My Holi-DAYS...

Quite bored these few days... so i ended up watching some long overdued shows.. i.e. E Zuo Ju Zhi Wen (the tw version) and now.. Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi which i missed most of it on tv... But i guess the former is much nicer.. cos i'm super addicted to it.. haha. absorbed by the charm of the male lead.. and amazed by the stupidness of the female lead... And of cos her determination... I'm quite impressed by how determined she is.. and how she nv gave up even thou she knows that the guy doesn't like him.. how brave... I wished i could be like her... and fight for my happiness too... Maybe i did try in the past.. but what could i hope for in future? Anyway... whatever shown is just not the reality... it's just a fantasy.. isn't it? cos no matter how hard i tried.. the ending was still the same... Anyway... i wished i could watch the jap version one again... the last time i didn't really watch the whole thing...

Hmm... thinking of returning to arms of the erhu private lessons... dunno... just suddenly have the feeling... maybe i'm just too bored lately... Am still not working YET... waiting for my slots of cos... maybe dun even have any.. Anyway... should have quite many things going on in Dec... that includes of cos planning for gatherings... And attending gatherings... Anyway.. Why must all my friends only be free in Dec~?!?! Sianx.. And i think i'm going for the xian yue camp too... sounds happening to me.. Hmm.. see how lah..

busy weekend

Had a busy weekend...

Went to nus on sat for practice... which the session ended early at 5.30 and many ppl went off to watch a concert... and there were only a few of us left... (note: er-jie didn't go) So i went dinner with the very last few left... haha.. who were suyi, yuhui, andrew, jiahui, weixun and yongxin.. had dinner at clementi.. and we sat there... talk and talk.. about music blah blah.. and left ard 10pm... and returned home by train with weixun.. the only 2 ppl living in the east among the ppl... anyway was still earlier than er-jie in returning home... haha...

The prac itself was ok... when i reached there.. they started already lah.. so i just join in the hong qi qu... 3rd movement... then started on lan hua hua... erm... a rather easy and slack song for erhu... cos it's a erhu concerto what... so ya... ok lor! haha...

Sun... went to meet up with the cc ppl... play a while... had lunch with them and rot at cc... take erhu and lian a bit... left ard 5pm to meet my family... going out to eat.. be4 going to raffles hotel... we went to esprit cos er-jie wanted to look for a top that she found in hongkong but doesn't have her size... but in then i was the one who bought a top.. cos dun have in that outlet also... haha..

Had dinner at erm... i think the rest is called seah street deli... had Salmon... my fav... lol.. treat by mummy.. thou it's dad's sub-card. lol... and although it's really troublesome to even get inside raffles hotel cos there were security checks... the meal was enjoyable... And we went into Samsonite for a while... chatted with khairul and edwin for a while...

Today was a slacking day again... i was trying to help mum do a set of the show... but my com had to give me prob at the very beginning... so had to wait wait wait for it to rest first... and i only did like 4 out of 30 so far! dotx...

Anyway.. if u all still dunno... Liao Zhai is starting today on chn U 10pm! It's like one of my fav... bt it's a whole new series casting actors and actresses from taiwan, singapore, hongkong and china... it consist of 6 stories altogether and of cos all were acted by diff ppl lah.. the current story is "判官(pan guan)" acted by 王禄江 (bryan wong)... and subsequently there will be a new story after every 6episodes... so dun need to worry if u miss the front... can always start watching a new story. haha... other main ppl u will see are 林志颖(jimmy lin), TAE, 杨丞林(rainie yang), 江华, 李冰冰 etc... and below are some photos from the scenes... pictures taken from mediacorp website...

Didn't manage the rainie yang pic... kept on error... whatever it is.. watch the show!!! =)

Going to watch Healing Hands 3... hmm.. shall talk about that show another time.. last 3 episodes le..! byebye!

A Long long entry~!

Omg.. i din realise.. it's almost a week.. Again!! dotx... Can't say that i'm busy.... cos everyone knows that my sch life is slack!! haha.. but i've got my reasons lah.. haha.. reason 1: i got to do researches when i come online... and reason 2: i'm seldom online during the peak hours cos there's tv to catch! Healing hands 3 @ 8pm.. and Jiu Dian Feng Yun @ 9pm. Ya... and sometimes i will stay and watch Tian Ya Xia Yi @ 10pm.. plus if i miss the Miao Shou Ren Xin 3 @ 8pm... i will then watch the repeat at 11.40pm.. so u see... i'm more a tv person now! Haha.

Anyway will be getting busier now... even thou i only have 1 day of sch this week! Haix... really have a lot of researches to do.. and worst of all i have to visit different libraries to get the books... And!! I haven thought of what topic to do for the 2nd part of the history of music assignment.. And well... the music course has ended.. it means no more joyce starting from next week... it will be some male teaching history of dance! haha. Anyway... another 13 days to due of joyce's assignment... sickz. ok.. have to pia already...

Plus plus... Mkting presentation is on 31 aug.. which is next thurs.. i dunno.. but hopefully we are able to get everything done... cos we rarely meet and talk about it.. plus 2 grp members are involved in womad... which is rather tiring for them really... dun think they have much time lah... but perhaps we just have to do faster.! ok.. have to do the slides either tml or thurs...

And for hazel's essay... 2 weeks and 3 days to finish up too... decided the topic, but not really the scope cos it's too big a topic and there's many areas to explore.. been trying hard to look for all the materials... yes.. i found some.. but still clueless for some... if i can't find them... maybe i have to leave them out... sighx... ya.. so have to write out a draft before next lesson... which is 2 weeks later~! how nice... and how weird too... everything is like so rush!!! ok.. whatever.. i think i can do it lah..

Anyway.. on a lighter note.. i went to Batam over the last weekend.. like really finally!! And i enjoyed a lot... and thanks to my aunt and cousins.. they are like feeding us like pigs... haha... And total relaxation over the 2 days... we went quite early in the morning... reached there ard 11am of their time (they are an hour slower)... and went over to my cousin's reflexology shop and had a full body massage.. it was good... but a bit pain too cos she used a lot of force.. haha. Then back to aunt's house for lunch.. had crabs lah... then went to do some shopping at the new mall... 2 new wacoals from da-jie.. different colour of the same pattern.. heex.. bought quite a lot of things from the supermarket... of cos my fav wafer biscuits -- Tango Chocolate flavour! =))

Had seafood at night with meili-jie's family and ah-shui ge.. heex... the fish, and crabs again!! ya.. plus calamaris and prawns and kangkong.. a nice meal of cos! And later in the night when we get back to aunt's house... er-jie and i got to play dynasty warriors... eh.. ah-shui ge's PS2.. he's rich lah... he actually has the ddr mat.. and the guns for time crisis...! Next time go must play! we had quite little time so didn't play much.. since there were only the 4 of us (dad didn't go).. we stayed at aunt's house for the night... and i think sleeping on the insignificant mattress worsen the sprain of my waist.. so ya.. it has not recovered yet... sighx...

Then the next morning... woke up quite early for a sunday... i think is 8am their time. had goreng pisang for breakfast and we started playing again. since there was nothing to watch in the morning... played till it's time to move on... to our foot massage at the same place... cool... really... then it's soon lunch time again! Lunch at the place we visited a few times for its fish soup.. and calamari, samba fish head, fried chicken... And pls! Avocad (avocado juice) is a must drink when u are in batam! Ah-peng korkor and his family joined us and aunt and ah-shui ge for the lunch. and it's their treat... =)) Conclusion is we didn't pay for any of our meals there lah... except for some snacks we had while shopping... heex.

So that afternoon was shopping again... there wasn't anything much.. we didn't go to our favourite matahari departmental store... i dunno why... i still like going there.. but nonetheless... my mum bought me a pair of neckerman sandals!! Yeah... i was still thinking whether to buy it anot when my mum and sis insisted that i buy and wear that to sch... well.. fine then.. since someone is paying for me.. why not~!? but it's a long time since i wore a pair of sandals... so ya.. need time to get used to it again... anyway i like it! Neckerman! haha.. after that we went back aunt's house.. a bit of rest time... er-jie and i had our aftn nap... after watching some boring show on chn 8.. Yes. they receive sg chns very clearly.. even radio channels! since long time ago lah.. ah-shui ge has been listening to 93.3fm years ago.. way before he was married.. haha.. Ya.. So set off for the pier ard 5.. cos we booked the tixs for 6pm their time ferry.. and wanted to go there earlier so that we can shop and buy in the polo rafph lauren shop.. and guess what... er-jie bought me a polo skirt! Heex... it's nice lah... we bought a polo-tee for dad and da-jie bought one too.. by the time we reached harbour front after a one hour ride it was 8pm.. sg time.. cabbed home and had some dinner... had an rather early night lah..

Ok.. i must must must mention my little nephews and nieces!! They are just so so so cute... handsome and pretty! 5 of them currently... 2 nephews (both are meili-jie's) and 3 nieces (1 meili-jie's and 2 ah-peng korkor's) the youngest! only 7 months old.. she's really very cute and we predicted she will be pretty when she grows up..! And the cute little nephew -- pengpeng! he gets so happy when he hears 'chocolate'.. he's a chocolate lover too.. haha..too bad nv take photo of him..

MOn... no sch.. slacked a bit.. researched a bit.. and decided to clear my wardrobe... took out some clothes that 1. don't wear anymore, 2. cannot wear anymore. haha.. by the time i was very tired... but it was already 4plus i think... so i bathed... and decided to paint my toe nails.. with the nail stickers we bought back from korea.. has yet to use them... so ya.. i did my own nails!! it was successful until the last step of applying the top coat... didn't realise that the nailpolish wasn't dried yet... so the purple actually smurge over the flower stickers... dotx.. quite panicked lah.. cos mum is calling me for dinner... so hurriedly tried to clean the flowers and went to eat dinner first.. after dinner then apply the top coat and hurried off to sy..

My first combine for the coming concert.. was quite all right... but lele was still a bit lost.. hope can help her prac more on wed's sectionals.. and i came home with er-jie as usual on monday nights when she has her jap lesson and i have my sy pracs... Oh ya.. there will be NO sheng for this concert lah... so sad right... our 2 sheng players are all preparing for major exams i think... and i dunno... we'll see how the tuning goes..

And today (tues)!! this morning.. joyce was abt 30 mins late lah.. dunno why.. but ya... we sat at the canteen... bored.. so had our last lesson with joyce.. think i will miss the music lessons.. and the practical lessons... cos music is still what i love and i'm happy to learn them!! After lessons had lunch in sch.. quite sianx thou... only a few classmates stayed for hazel's class.. some were absent and the rest had womad stuff to attend to.. the class is pathetically small today lah.. class ended off at 4 and i made my way to town.. can u imagine.. for 2 hours.. i only shopped in wisma?? haha... Ya.. i visited all my favourite shops there lah.. i happily bought a brown top from U2 and after dad and mum came.... i happily bought an OP skirt!! I eyed on that skirt be4 they came lah... and i thought mum would buy it... anyway she did offer.. but i said i'll pay.. maybe cos she said i looked nice in it.. lol! i'm easy to please! haha.. and so i paid for it myself lah...

Anyway dined with the family @ Crystal Jade (jiangnan xiao chi) @ taka.. jason joined us... the food is really nice..! but they are not cheap.. it's supposedly an eat-out for my 2 sister's birthday which has already past long ago.. ok.. not long ago but like 5aug and 14aug.. ya.. and it was er-jie's treat lah.. thanks!!! I always enjoy times with my family cos nowadays when everyone is busy we dun really sit down and have dinner as frequently as before.. esp. when i was still working at Samsonite. and er-jie is always so busy... plus everyone has their own activities on diff nights.. that's why... but family is still the best! =))

Ok.. going off for now... well.. i missed tues' healing hands just cos i wanted to update lah.. so i had to catch it tml noon.. that's all until the next update! i dunno when lah.. i'm must lazier to update nowadays... =P

Today!!! & Di 8 Hao Dang Pu

Just finished watching Di 8 Hao Dang Pu on tv... dunno why this is the show that i liked to watch... so much..~ Anyway... after watching it today.. also dunno why suddenly got a lot of feelings and thoughts about it..

先让我介绍八号当铺吧... 那不是一间普通的当铺... 它可以让你典当任何一样东西.. 包括一些无形的东西像是理智, 智商, 才华, 亲情, 友情, 爱情, 内脏, 四肢, 甚至于性命和灵魂. 而客人将会换取到他所要的东西.. 成名, 钱, 幸福, 样貌, 运气, 灵感, 等等. 简直是要什么就有什么. 甚至可以用至亲的人的身理来交换自己要的东西. 听起来好像没有什么... 但是人的欲望是可怕的... 去8号当铺作交易的人.. 通常有第一次就有第二次, 第三次等. 直到没有东西可典当为止... 最后还是赔上了性命. 从故事开始到现在... 已经可以看到很多不同人类的欲望... 人真的是不会满足的... 如果今天给你一个机会... 只让你换取一样东西的话... 你又会拿什么东西来换取什么呢? 很难决定吧... 有一个人用了她的爱情换取了功成名就... 没错! 她的确得到了.. 她也觉得没有爱情没关系... 因为她还有当铺的老板(韩诺)爱护着她... 周围的人一直都不知道为什么他会对这个女孩子那么好... 她以为自己会幸福一辈子... 也相信当铺老板会守护着她一辈子... 很多年过去了... 还很年轻的她... 居然患上了癌症. 她也很贪念地想着韩诺一定不会让她死掉... 她猜对了... 但是他却想利用一个爱着她的人的寿命来换取她的寿命... 虽然他个人是自愿的... 但是韩诺已经是违背了自己一向来的原则.. 毕竟这个女孩子是他的后代... 也算得上是亲人吧... 可是到最后... 她还是逃不过'死'那一关...

韩诺在一百多年前典当了自己的爱情... 来换取他妻子一辈子的幸福... 但是, 他的妻子并没有接受任何一个追求她的人... 临死前... 韩诺见了她最后一面... 她说:"幸福是什么? 怀念你一生... 是我的幸福... 你就是我的幸福.." 付出了这么多... 到头来事情也不是自己想象的那样... 那又有什么意义呢? 典当一个物品换取另一个物品的意义又是什么呢? 为什么人总是不能对现有的生活而满足呢? 我想.. 这就是8号当铺想告诉我们的... 它要我们知道... 人生是没有十全十美的... 少了一样东西也不会要了你的命... 知足常乐应该是人们都应该有的心理吧... 路也是自己走出来的. 你要走哪里, 走哪一个方向, 走到哪里... 而不是动不动就拿东西来交换. 想知道多一点关于第8号当铺这个故事... 可以去看这部连续剧... 不然也可以找它的原著... 是一本深雪的作品. :)

Today had... sianz... haha...!!! Anyway... went for compre early in the morning.. and i forgot to bring tie today!! Oh man... this is so suay lah... haha... so i tried to cover up lor... asked von to stand in front of me during morning assembly so the teachers cannot see...~ haha... Then went into lt4... eh... wore jacket and cover front part so that cannot see... lol..~ And that dumb listening half an hour finish liao lor!!! So we got to wait from 8.30 till 10 for econs to start...~ So i sat in the canteen with yuhui, chek and emily..~ talk talk talk lah... trying to waste time down there... lol..~ And the lect was crap lah..~~!!! Copied until so cham... then in the end they gave us what ans outside.... which was whatever we copied... Damn..~! Waste ink and paper... and time. Whatever...! Then come home liao lor...~

Ok.. That's all lah.. tml start lesson liao... sianz sianz sianz... the sch is cruel... though today is like only schooling a while... BUT! we din really get to rest after exams... did we?! Just see the amt of stress we are going to get from the teachers and ourselves... and the grades from tml onwards...~!! Haiz... Good luck... from what we went thru during econs today... i already knew that my econs can't make it already... think will be single digit for both DRQ and Case study ba..~ What the...~ Ya.. Bye..~!