Words of Schooling Memories

How often do you reminiscent about the past?

I thought I do it quite often, but we all only remember what we want to and also only remember it the way we want to, don't we?

There are some things that I always remember (whether always correctly or wrongly). Fortunately or unfortunately, I'm used to keeping a dairy since primary school and so I really have quite a substantial amount of records. Some of them I just want to flip through really fast because the contents were really boring and repetitive or it is something I really remembered so I didn't have to read it again. 

I have read each of my dairies a few times through the years and I'm sure I feel the same every time I read it again -- "I was really immature", "That was really stupid", "I should've known the ending then", "oh yes, that's exactly how I felt", "some things don't change", etc. Can't believe I wrote so much -- some really useless stuff. [Even now actually lol]

But all of those, was what made of my teenage years, whether or not some of the matters were really illogical, but I did those anyway. 

And then I also read all the cards (again as well) I have received over the years, and also messages friends have written for me, be it in my autograph book (it was such a hit last time) or on our class photo or a message in any sort. These are the things that I really forgot. Some cards were from friends I least expected, like we weren't even close or we have lost contact now. But, it also made me think that it was because I sent them something for the occasion and hence I got something in return. Thinking back, I really loved to send people cards, esp. for Christmas, and I was really afraid to miss out anyone so I really send it to everyone so I don't really care if that person is really a close friend. And from some of the cards, you could really tell you sent me one just because I did. But it's okay, I'm still happy to receive them and that's why I still have them till now. To be honest, I was so close to discarding some of them because I really wanted to declutter. But after posting on IG, a few friends asked me to keep them so I really did. After all, I was also rather hesitant to throw them in the first place. So I literally retrieve some of the items back from the bag of trash. 

And then, on the content, I realised many of my friends had written something along the line that I am lazy but smart, lazy but good in math (or just good in math), rather crazy, and ask me not to play but to study already. Things true friends say. I'm not even kidding but I was a little surprised. So I tried to think of crazy things I do or instances when I was in my crazy self, but I couldn't remember any. I have no idea why. All the remaining memories of my schooling days were how miserable I was. But I guess it wasn't all bad back in school. 

No matter what, it was interesting to go back to things I have written and things friends have written for me. And to remember that I had fun school days. And so, that small little clutter is still there to stay. :)

Bye to LASALLE...

YEAH!!! Last post was only bye to thesis... Now... i can say... Bye to LASALLE. Actually not that i dun like the course and the school.. it's more of like.. i dun like this sem!!! It's a damn er-xin sem where i have to do everything in these 15 weeks. crazy.

And i think it's the sem i stayed up really late or nv sleep at do for the most times in the entire course... usually it's just 1 or 2 nights up to finish the last min work... but this sem is like... Argh!! Like ytd.. slept for 3h only. Ok. i know i deserve it lah... but then again. lol!! Anyway... everything is over liao... Hopefully my essay wouldn't be too bad... =x And i think our idea for biz planning is cool. :) Wonder when will i see the girls again.. Must meet up!

Last week was worst of all... 3days only slept for 1 night. How i tahan huh??? Plus i pia finish the ibl report in like what 7hours?? 3000 words plus logbook. my friend say i 强. hahah! but i think i wanna die liao lor. One of the days my friend could tell that i nv sleep! wth. ok. should start sleeping early and sleeping more! :)

No more doing school work overnight anymore! :))) Finally back to normal lifestyle. HEE.

Last day of SYF tmr... and also sacco's syf... Good Luck to them lor.. I also wish that we can get good results... but i dunno why i really dun have the faith in them. Well.. I hope they will prove me wrong and let me be proud of my alma mater again! :) JIA YOU!!! (Summary of SYF another day ba).. really tired liao... Nitex.

To friends who are studying for their exams now.. all the best and jia you. dun burn too much night oil if not will end up like me.

Say 'Bye-bye' to Thesis! :)

WAh!! Finally finished the 年度大作... my Thesis paper!! :))))

Only slept for almost 2h after dinner ytd... and slept from 6am to 9am this morning... so as to pia finish the paper and IBL report. I think i quite nervous in the end cos i scared i cannot finish. But i did!!! :))) YEAH! And i finished presentation too! Phew. think it's one of the few better presentation i had... although my voice sucks... i think it's from the lack of sleep. lol. But i was quite amazed that i could finish all (thesis plus ibl) although it seems impossible. But i admit that ibl one is more sloppily done lah... thesis more impt after all. =x

I would really like to thank everyone around me man... And especially my thesis supervisor... she has been so so so tolerant towards me... and i think i was steady today partly becos of her. She gave me all the affirmation during my presentation... And according to how the rest of my friends describe their supervisor... i think i really got a very nice one. I hope i didn't let her down thou. hee.

Okies.. now i'm left with 1 presentation and 1 essay.. both on tues and i'm really done with my studies with lasalle. Hehe.

Slacking time should be here soon!! :))) ok.. got to go sleep. Tired!!

Last 2 weeks!! Chiong ah!

OMG! this week got 2 projects due... AH!!!! Dunno if presentation will be this or next week. our very interesting lecturer said that he will only choose who to present on the day itself. dotx. So we got to get everything ready by tues! Well... maybe this way everyone will be present for class... cos no excuses.. hahaha!

The other is on thurs... that day lecturer asked if we want to extend... as in vote to decide... most of us didn't want to... including me... i want to really get it over and be done with... dun want to drag any longer... and in our group only one person wanted to extend... cos she's always not ready for her work. -.- Not that i really am ready now... but i know i will do it.

After that i will be left with abt a week to finish an individual essay and my thesis!!! Quite lucky to present on the last day... but a bit sian to be the last to present. lol! But maybe not that many ppl will come too... so better too! haha. hopefully. =P

Then another week to finish up my report. Yeah... at least i will have more time for that.

AH! STRESSED. dun think i will update much till then. 17th April faster come!!! (but not too fast too lah.. haven't finish all my work yet) CATS!!! If There's Seasons!!! :))) Look forward. And SYF too. lol.

Ok.. back to work... Have to chiong liao... See numbers till i sian! bye.

Lalala

Aiyo.. i like very free like that... At work now lor.. =x

How i wished i dun have to work and will have all the time at home. HAIS. For studies (intern) and for money (part-time)... Have to do it lah... Well.. Just bear with it for 1 more month and i'm off! Must always rmb that to motivate myself.

Sometimes i do feel that i deserve what i'm facing now... if i've started out earlier... I might be better off now. :( And i chose to join sy also... so i have to bear with it too... Plus this year they decided it's still better to have sectionals every week. thus the more busy schedule than last year. hee. but it's better too.. at least for my section. :)

And then i still have the free time (i dunno where that free time come from.. usually during work =x) to organise gathering! lol. Some relaxing time is good still. But i think i relaxed too much over the last week.. these few days have to do something to compensate. hee.

Projects... assignment... Thesis... Report! Bye. Lunching soon. :)

Irresponsible classmate.

Was rather pissed with a classmate today.

Last thurs. the classmate asked me to help her buy a course kit for thurs class.. so ok.. since i was in school i just went up to the lib to ask. But the person actually already returned the original copy... so no choice. In between, she called me on tues to ask if i got bring my copy to school. i said i didn't but i can help her on thurs. Today... I was kind enough to bring my course kit for this mod to help her go to the photocopy lady to make a copy for her.. collect and everything. And bring it to class for her. In the end she didn't come! Cos of that i have to bring both the copies home! Note: I've nv brought the whole course kit to class before cos there's no need to. And i brought it to school today becos of her and this is the kind of shit i get. like WTH.

HELLO?! I already asked you this morning whether u are coming to class or not. if u are not then say so lah!! You think i really care whether you got come or not meh? We are not close friends and I'm not your whoever! i dun have the obligation to do all these for you, you know!? Why should i be taken for granted?! OH well.. i forgot. You were NEVER responsible. how could i be so stupid to be fooled? Seriously.. she better pay me back man. WAH LIAO. Damn angry leh. somemore my bag not very light lor. i think she should have just exited at level 2 and stop giving problems to the rest of the ppl in class.

ARGH. I know this is a very small incident. I'm not trying to be mean here but this person has not been the best classmate around. Best at complaints. best at talking loudly. best in shirking responsibility. worst in doing projects. (ok. maybe not the worst. but towards there) I've been in the same grp as her once. and that's it man. Hate people who can't keep their promises. At least when i nv make any promises cos i dunno if i can fulfill it. Dun tell me craps like 'promises are meant to be broken'.

Oh! and she didn't even bother to inform or apologise or whatever when she 'decided' not to come! What kind of person is this? Even if u are in a hurry or some emergency. It's basic courtesy! so i'm not bothered to msg or call her either.

This week....

This whole week is like work and work and more work. and not a day i return before 10pm. LOL! Oh! Ytd (thurs) i got home like 2-5min before 10pm. Counted? =x

And today (fri) is the only day i woke up late!!! But still got to work -.- Cannot blame anyone.. no money to spend liao... must do some work then can. haha!

But actually work is rather fun this week... Be it in school or outside.. not bad..

School was not bad too lah. lol. at least another thing done. actually i a bit shocked that i could do it.. so i was feeling over the moon for a while after the presentation on thurs. HAHA!

Before that at work in school. colleagues asked me to play for them -.- was not prepared to do so... but i did. wah. haha. good thing abt the ppl in school. they super funny too. haha!

SYCO finally started and that kinda explain my late returns too... Not bad i will say. but it's the first time gaohu has so many guys!!! omg. only 2 girls now. unless the other one is joining. but somehow i think i'm the weakest for this year. sadz. Have to really practise practise... but heng thing is i can like listen to what the person beside is playing and play tgt even though i dunno what's the note. =x

Wondering how long i can tahan this kinda life. But anyways... school is like left with slightly more than 2 months. How scary!!! My thesis like what? only 1 chapter out of 4 done? *yawns*

Lazy to organise this entry. damn tired already. lol. anyway. think i'll have a cool weekend. Look out for my updates! :)

Weekend update

A relief that i handed in the first draft already. BUT a bit worried also lah.. cos i didn't think i do well for it. =x Not enough information for the milestone part. Haix!! But nvm.. still got second draft and final submission! Jia you ba. Next draft in slightly more than 1 month. tsk tsk.

Anyway.. what's more impt is i have a presentation coming THURS! And i haven't prepared ANYTHING yet. I think what is wrong with singaporean students is that we are so used to having a fixed template to do everything.. guidelines to tell you what to do and where to focus on... when we get this kinda free-to-do-anything assignment.. it's a true headache. Ok. i have to do this for my arts policy lesson. supposed to link the performance/art/presentation/whatever-you-do to arts and culture, economics, politics or technology in singapore's context. And must combine 2 or more! Omg. Tell me what to do!!

On a lighter note.... IBL was rather relaxing! This week supervisor is back... so more on task and at least i asked what else is there for me to do. :) YEAH! I love this. but sometimes i really dun dare to ask sia. But maybe it will get better. And they are really really nice ppl. At least they didn't disregard me just becos i'm an intern. And they keep joking with ppl ard. how cool. At least the office is not like dead kinda. And I get to join them for the new year lunch privately planned. within the office lah.. everyone enjoyed. And in the end they didn't want the students to pay so much. so i have a very nice and free lunch. :))) And also gave me like 2 school shirts... thou outdated but still cool! Hee. And that's like end of week 3. Glad to hear that they want me to design another 2 posters!! :)

Today (fri) was quite all right... just did some work (thesis draft) and tv. and slept most of the time. So tired that i let my phone snooze for like god-knows-how-long. But i think REALLY long. haha! Every 5min for at least one and half hours before i turn it off and continue sleeping. how great! And then meet some syco peeps for dinner at TM and went to jiawei's house for mj. Yeah!! I won some money! hee. Almost the sole winner. 1 table play money.. the other table play for fun. haha. Happy cos i seldom win when i really gamble. hee. Left like slightly before 11.30pm. came home and send the draft. task done! :)

Tmr Or rather... Later! my cousin (Wanzhen jiejie) will be holding her wedding banquet! :) Immediate cousin that is... Finally another cousin got married. They actually lived in England lah. come back for this wedding lunch only... She's a gynae and i think her husband also doctor lah. must be freaking rich. Finally my 4th uncle has his 2 daughters married.. the first family who has children married. they are like the 2nd and 3rd eldest in the lim side... (my da-jie's the eldest, and not married yet). Oh. Wanzhen-jie is the elder of the 2. Really pretty and smart. Both of them are smart. (if only i know why the rest of them family are like so far behind them). Oh wells. Have to go sleep le anyway.. nights! :))

CNY. here i come. :)

A rather taxing week for me... Lotsa things to do and to attend also.. And i forsee even busier weeks!!! or even... months! haix

SYCO orientation was as usual... HAHA! But at least we have some stuff to joke about. lol. =x And unfortunately... i was part of the joke too... thou not too much. -.- How can?!?! So 没礼貌.. tsktsk...

And tues was also first day of IBL in school's division of student services. The ppl there are really nice! Friendly and easy-going. :) But since it was a half-day.. i didn't do much also... Anyway... pantry drinks not bad... hahaha! =P And ppl in the other depts are nice too! Shared the same office cos DSS only has 3 full-times... and i'm the only intern in that office. :)

Wed was work again... not bad an experience... sat at the counter to use the mac desktop cos mine wasn't ready yet... so attend to all those enquiries too... And seriously... sometimes will really meet some very interesting students... Learnt a lot really..

After work went to meet joyce, hweeming and sis at tamp. hweeming went all the way to tamp to buy DS lite!! lol!! such an addict. hehe. Met joyce at bugis and we went down tgt. dinnered and shopped a while... and sis finally got a pair of shoes.. in that a-lot-of-ppl C&K. super flooded with ppl but service still quite good leh...

Thurs work again... they have cny celebration... and catered food for the staff wor... surprised that they will ask me to go too... cos i was only there for like not even 3 days. haha! but anyways i felt quite awkward -.-''' So i tried to stick to ppl in my dept/office. =P Meet thesis supervisor and had lesson at night... VERY shag.

And yet... fri was a day out. meet up with von again cos she said she got stuff to pass me.. it turns out to be my doraemon comics!!! omg... i totally forgotten about them already. she borrowed it when we were still in jc. i wondered if she still got any with her. lol. anyway.. accompanied her to french medicure, and shop for clothes too. and mission completed! Like finally. lol.

And had to go to school again! A bit sian but the course is quite good actually... get to discuss and hear other ppl's opinion. But there's really very few ppl who attended. what's with the rest of the ppl? i dunno. afterall it's a free course.. and we should be glad to be able to attend it.. so yea. i decided to attend the last session next week. (although at first i was still comtemplating whether to go or not..)

Actually now i also very tired... going to sleep soon... helped to clear some stuff today... i think i just gotta be decisive and throw away more things during normal days... hahaha! room and study room much neater... still have to give my dad the credit for it ba... Finally it's going to be cny. A few days to enjoy... but also a few days to worry. After that it will be 3 full days! I think i'm going crazy already. assignments, presentations, thesis, ibl. And next month. it's all these plus work and syco. I'm crazy to get myself so many things to do... i think mum will think i'm crazy too... but maybe i'll try it out first... might be more effective for my assignments since i only have so little time left. We'll see. :)

Anyways... Happy CNY everyone!! :))) Get more ang pows and eat more goodies. HEE! (anyway... the bak kwa which i queued for the other day is really quite good! Nice. :) Luckily. haha) So happy i got everything ready. haha! First time dun need to worry and dun need to get anything else on the eve. except for ice cream. Haha! Nitex!

Updating my details, some jia-pa-lang stuff

I realised i haven't updated my details for 2 years!!! haha. It still says i'm in Level 1 and i'm 19. lol!!! And i tried to update my wishlist too... but i can't think of anything else!!! Maybe i'm too fortunate... i seem to have everything i need... just that there are things that i want. Hais. But will man ever be satisfied with what they have? NO! But really... I thought for so long... but couldn't get anyone out at the moment. It's like more of the things i want to do.. not have. Ok lah... i'm 知足 kinda person so i'm already very happy with what i have now... goes to explain the very short and some-very-outdated items still not cleared yet plus a few put-for-fun items. hee.

Glad that i've taken a step out to start my thesis stuff again... and i now have a more decent draft of the survey qns. I hope i still have time for it... And happy to know that i will be starting my IBL next week! Though it wasn't my ideal IBL place... but i'm happy with the arrangement and the schedule i'm given. But it also means i dun have any income for the coming month(s). Whether i will put myself back into the slots or not really depend on my ability to cope with all the things happening.

Plus i have to go SYCO prac. LOL! i think i die liao. And guess what. I think i'm destined to go syco lor... haha!!! Let me say the whole story again... Initially I can't join cos got Research Methods and IBL class on wed night... Then first day of class.. we were told there shouldn't be any RM slots cos we are supposed to meet our thesis supervisor on our own. And IBL class is like cancelled due to the feedback from my whole class. So.. My wed became free and i can go for sect prac = I can join sy!! Then dunno why this year the orientation decided to be on tues... and I have lesson on tues too. But guess what! My lecturer told us today that he got something on next week so class will be postponed = I can go for sy orientation too! HAHAHA!! What a joy. seeing the friends again!!! :)))

Yup. So actually that's all at the moment. I'm hungry due to only eating 1 curry'o from old chang kee and a cup of bubble tea for dinner. and 2 really small slices of kuah lapis and 1 small pineapple tart when i got back. I should sleep.

TMR PIA READINGS!!!!! :)

:)

Back to update again!! :)

Shan't say anything about school... But anyways... i really hope i can survive this sem... It's really going to be a tough one... And i have to get at least a 2nd upper!!! MUST! If not will be super sian-ed.. But in order to achieve that.. i have to start working hard too!! I've made a step to arrange meet up with my supervisor.. and so it means i really got to work it out. if not meet also no use... and i think i shouldn't drag this further. :) A good start to think this way... but i've got to action! And that will be tmr. HEE.

Anyway... the rest of the things. hopefully can be smooth too... and hope will be able to meet more friends too! hahaha. :)))

That's all.. i'm tired. haven't been sleeping early for the past few days... and no afternoon nap today! =x Somemore er-jie gone to batam for the weekend... so no one left to talk at this hour... might as well just go sleep and see if i can wake up to exercise early in the morning! lol! nitex

Official entry of 2009

Ok.. someone complain i nv update! But seriously leh... too many things to update... too little time and motivation to do so. Hee.

It's already like 5 days into the new year and frankly speaking... All these years I nv really feel anything special abt going into a new year. And this year is very much the same. But i do hope that things will be better this year. For myself, for my family, for my friends, for ppl ard me, for the world. There are still beautiful things around and we should not be dejected by little things (although some could be big).

Yes. I admit that i'm really afraid of what i will be facing when the year starts. I'm not prepared for it at all. I meant my school stuff. But well. 丑媳妇终究是要见家婆的... so i should really 收拾好心情 and face all these challenges. And now i very much believe that when i've gone through all these shit... I would have grown a lot. And at the end of the day.. I still have to depend on myself... I have to be diligent and fight for what i want. I hope everything will work out well.

On a lighter note... I've been through a bit of fun this year already although today is only the 5th day of the year. The weekend was fantastic. Spent the weekends enjoying myself totally. :) Sat was kbox and dinner with the jc clique... it's one of the most 另类 friends i have.. haha! And one of the very few ppl whom do not have anything to do with CO! I really have very few non-CO friends left. haha. and we talked about the funniest things happening to each other. haha.

And sunday was with MCO huqin ppl after my lunch with family. Though it was kinda raining on my way there.. it didn't really come across to me that 'i dun want to go anymore'. Becos i know that those who are there waiting are my friends. I think most ppl did not expect that i would go at first. right? And it's really an afternoon of fun and laughter at ECP. And i think everyone didn't really wanted to leave but kinda no choice too. (they lived too far) haha. Finally i can say that to the mco ppl. lol. More of such outings are appreciated. HEE.

Lunch was good. Dim sum with family at Imperial Treasure at Airport. Food is really nice. But a bit more ex than east ocean. but i think the bill didn't end up very high ba... haha. thanks da-jie for the treat.. she got bonus mah... =P And after ECP met sylvia to shop a while at parkway before meeting yushi for prata... we seriously ordered quite big portion of food ytd. lol! Anyway managed to buy 2 pair of shoes... so yeah... shoe shopping done! :) Now left with clothes.

Anyway.. school starts tmr. No mood =.=

I covered everything

I know this is a terrible timing but i need to blog to tell everyone that i'm still a live and my exams have ended~!!! Yay-nessss!! HAHA!! But bad news is... i'm working tmr. -.- Luckily is afternoon shift. hee!

Exam haven't been all smooth... for the both papers i took... i didn't finish all the qns. Sianx... Hopefully can pass... esp. today's paper. If not jialat jialat.. And i think i've already done the best i can. AHH!!! But whatever... my holidays are here. But i guess most of it will be spent working ba... since they are super short-handed now.. haix. want to slack at home and return to my couch potato lifestyle also cannot. =(

But still i wish to meet my friends more often too... 有空到家里来玩 Wii ok?~ HEE.

And anyway.. maybe i haven't say this but sad to say... my application to hk's attachment didn't get thru... So it means i'm not going to hk in dec anymore.. But the good thing is... I will be in Singapore! Doing what i like! :))) And know that i will not miss anything out of my life. Yeah!

Been in a super slack mood lately... Probably because dad and mum weren't ard... YA! They went for holiday AGAIN!! Can someone tell me how many times is it already for this year? -.- They cool lah... But fine.. they went for a purpose this time. Well... dad went for performance.. and mum tagged along. lol. The only difference at home this time was... someone is sharing dad and mum's bed with me. Didn't manage to claim my territory this time. haix... Later she say i selfish again. HAHA. Which i admit in this area. but it didn't work this time huh. tsk. And i think this is one time i did the most housework! Even thou i'm supposed to be studying for my exam most of the time. LOL!

But good thing! They are coming back on thurs! YEAH. Shouldn't have agreed to work tmr.. then can slack at home. But well... already agreed... cannot like that last min dun go right... anyway more income for the holiday season is a good thing. Been spending a bit over the weekend and online! WAH. Like i have abundance of money like that. tsk. Have to control liao... yet i feel like getting other things lor. jia lat. =x

Wondering if i should send out christmas cards this year.. Saw some past year cards while looking for something else... And i realised... i really need no present and i'm seriously contented with cards more that presents. Because cards can be kept for really long... When i read cards from my beloveds... i really saw how our friendship was maintain and growing all these years. Reminds me of all the times we had in school. even thou after we left and everyone headed different ways... how we still treasure each other. I LOVE TO KEEP CARDS. Dun ever think i will throw them away. Serious. :)))

Well.. it's now time to sleep le lah~ If not tmr really sian-ed at work liao. =x

5 more days!

One presentation and one paper down! :)

A report and one more paper to go. Yeah... And that's like 5 more days to go.. HEE.

Anyway, dad and mum are away in China again for 8days from ytd (thurs) morning... Wooohhh.... though it can be heaven... but still have to study first.. and after that.. also working.. so no difference lah.. haix.

Yup. though quite relieved that one paper is gone.. but also dunno how i fare lor... didn't finish the paper... one part of a qns didn't have time to do... and i think i know how to do one leh! too bad lor... hopefully the rest ok... cos most i know how to do de. :)

Ok... back to my report.. meeting my supervisor tmr... like finally. haha! bye!

A quick update

I realised i haven't blog for a week!! HAHA. Busy and lazy... =x

Busy with school and work... I haven't worked for 4 days straight for a long time already lor... And i'm really tired... although workload was ok... and with the correct ppl ard.. work can't get too bad. I actually enjoy working with the 2 of them... Happy Birthday Desmond.. Enjoy off day! hahaha... And me... enjoy off till next mon too! :)))

As if work isn't enough... still have to go school hor... thank goodness i'm not holding a full time job. i can seriously understand those who are... damn poor thing..

School was still ok ba... but a bit guilty that i haven't done my part for the project yet... HAIX! Will do it tmr lah... cos finally it's offday... and study day too...

Going to stay over at my er-jiu's place tmr night... with jiaqi... since her parents went for hols... and she's alone at home with her father's workers. and she will be coming over on fri! Yay-ness. haha! Someone to Wii with. HEE.

Ok.. I'm tired.. Nitex. Will update again when i'm free tmr. haha

Thesis topic in the making. Nervous.

Spending the day in the lib doing my preparation certainly helps... at least i'm set to do something and most of the skeleton is done... just that i'm still unsure of some parts and actually i'm more afraid in presenting the idea to my classmates and lecturers... AH!! I'm scared of the Q&A section lah. Although i'm confident that i'm already very well-versed in this area of study.. i'm afraid that i might be too shallow in the topic itself. And i very much think that it will be rebutted in anyway it can be. -.-

And i should have already guessed who i will meet if i do on this topic lor... Totally true... You might say that it's fine cos she's someone i know... BUT i beg to differ... It's becos i know her... worst still... i dun want to sound stupid and naive lor! AHHHH...

Ok... i only have 1 night left to think abt it... Jiayou ba... I must tell myself that presenting the idea to them and getting feedbacks is very good... and it will certainly help... And i know my classmates are very nice ppl... i believe they will give very constructive suggestions and comments. JIAYOU! :)

Going off to school soon for arts law class... Test last week was... Err... i dun really know.. but i think i'm quite unorganised in my ans lor. HA. Whatever.. at least i think i wun be the worst. Just that not the best too... bleah. BYE

Convocation and School!

Ok... today marks the end of Week 5 of academic semester... WOW. Like so fast lah... But ok.. at least i've sort of decided my thesis topic... but i need more research and substantial readings to back it up... But actually i've already decided on the ppl i need to interview on the issue also... And true enough... considering doing something i'm interested and more familar with will be a greater advantage to myself... so i think i should go on... just that.. I do know that there will be a lot of obstacles too... so i just have to be prepared and beware too. :)

Convocation was over ytd (3rd sept)... It's obviously new to me cos i've nv been to a formal one before... But i think an arts school is afterall an arts school... any serious event could be turned into something more relax and fun... You see some graduands turning the stage into theirs. it's really cool... Plus all the Arts Management students present stood up to cheer for our lecturer who went up stage to receive his Masters certificate! I think that was the coolest moment. :) Anyway.. i've nv seen so many Lasalle-ians together before.. hahaha! =x Took quite a few pictures with some classmates... some of them disappeared quite fast... so couldn't catch a moment with them.... And some didn't go mah... Then so qiao our seats were so separated... that we didn't even have chance to chat with the rest who didn't continue to level 3... what arrangements. haha! Well... Still got one year... Next year must wear the hat and hopefully be the first to receive the cert. haha! (ok. i'm kidding abt the first part)

Pictures hopefully will be up soon cos i have none of them now... Dad and mum took the camera with them to Penang after the ceremony... So i haven't got them uploaded yet.. and then the rest of the photos are taken with different ppl's camera... so i got to collect them lah... Then there bound to be missing ones i guess... haha! But hopefully not.. :)

So this weekend dad and mum not ard.. it's MY heaven... which explains the sleeping time i had today (thurs). Slept at 2am ytd... woke up ard 10am. Had breakfast (surprisingly)... and continued the watch tv and napping process... haha! I just lazed on my parents' bed the whole day before i decided it was time to bathe and whatever to go school. That was already almost 5pm. haha! And now i'm totally wide awake. =x

Class today was quite fun... Learnt a lot... It's also a warning that we should really revise our work very regularly... not only this subject but other mods also... It's really quite useful to have revisions every week... And the way the lesson was conducted... thou the subject the content could be dry but i think the lecturer tried his best to put in as many elements as possible to make the lesson interesting and help us rmb as much details as we can... Furthermore he wasn't ever angry that we forget the contents.. rather he went through the same thing over and over again to ensure that all of us are clear of the concept... For that.. i think the fellow classmates should also put in equal effort to revise and study for the sake of ourselves... Yeah. Jiayou ya all.... Next week cannot be defeated by his questions! haha!

Ok... Tired liao... Haha!! update again soon!

TSK.

Ok... feeling bad today.. tio-ed complaint from one cust ytd... HAIX. Supervisor called today... to ask what happened and what we said to the cust.. Then realised it's partly our fault really... and perhaps partly mine.. but at least we gave suggestions.. not just bo-chap abt the matter what... and pls... the lady's attitude wasn't good also lah... she could have told us what she expect of us instead of walking off with a damn black face without saying what's the unhappiness was abt. at least give us a warning right. But well... what is done is done... now can only see if the heads are able to settle her since she already sent in complaint. And ok.. one more lesson learnt. But hor.. why he ask me and not ask the full-time huh??

Dun want to elaborate already... damn frustrating for such things to happen... hope they can settle it soon... and that i wun see the cust. again. haha!

Feeling so tired the whole day! Despite me having enough sleep ytd night.. still felt like sleeping in the aftn. although in the end i didn't cos i watched tv... Wanted to go lib borrow some books and do some research for my topic.. but in the end didn't also... cos i was smart to search for some titles using online catalogue first... and the titles are only available in reference lib or used book collection... Then i lazy to go national lib. haha! So i'm working on my own for the idea presentation for tmr. lol. Hopefully the idea works. =P

See i rant.

WAH! I can't believe it's so qiao that the new part-timer at shaw is really called tan yushi!! LOL. Ok... i didn't tell her that... but seriously.... QIAO right?!?! hahaha. I tot it's a very uncommon name lor... So sushi u are NOT special after all. lol. =P

Anyway... today quite ok ba... nothing much... I become part-time repair person... lol. Damn proud of myself man... haha. Oh ya... surprise ya.. i went to work today. haha... must earn more money lah... and in need of ppl lor... today 3 females leh... a lot of things very difficult... luckily desmond came in a while and helped us move some stocks into the store... and then still got a lot outside lor... Thanks to the redemption... ok lah... it helped us a bit.. cos some cust dun like the bag.. so trade in for something else... then got free bag lor. lol. put into our t-load corner...

Tried to help the full time do as much things as possible lor... if not later she work until very late again... very ke lian leh... somemore she bring work home to do lor... so help her do some paper work... actually wanted to re-compile the repair list... but didn't have time to do so... if next time go work still haven't do.. then help her do lor... 2 Bosses came down today to take a look.. so impromptu... and i was doing nothing while the other 2 serving cust... =x but they only came in a while then left already... then like ask a bit abt the repair things... phew.. nv come back again.. lol.

Bus-ed home.. realised today bus 5 is really siao-ed... morning i waited for like 20+ min be4 the bus came... was late for 10min... Then going back that time i checked the timing... say the next bus is 32min!! Then subsequent bus is 60min! Means half an hour then got 1 bus leh! crazy. Went to the other bus stop in the end... shun bian buy some food to eat... Luckily i had BK breakfast this morning lah... cos after that didn't eat until i left work at 8.30 lor.. is hungry de.

Then transfer to bus 31 at before parkway there... damn the bus got the beetle... WAH LIAO. LANDED ON MY FACE!!!! dotx. swept it away with my hand then dropped onto my bag... i quickly took out tissue to catch it... I thought i got it lor... after a while.. 'another one' stopped on my hand... so stupid lah... i just like swept it away AGAIN! Then i was thinking how come got so many... made me so super uncomfortable lah... somemore got someone sitting beside me at the PP stop. argh. In the end it turned out to be i didn't catch that one... cos i opened up the tissue and it's empty. -.-''' But then again... My face feels a bit stingy after that lor! Then plus the roof leak a bit water on my head.. damn sian-ed lah! So suay.

Anyhows... good stuff awaited my return.. haha! Sis' bf bought us Goodwood Park Hotel's mooncake... it's snowskin with yang zhi gan lu filling.. YES! The HK dessert!!! lol. It's super nice. :)

Just now saw a few HK camp photos appearing in my shared folders (actually they were there long ago.. but dunno why like just received?) So anyway... after looking at them... I really missed hk! So ya.. sent in the email to tell my lecturer that i want the HK fringe club to be my first choice already... so when it's confirmed (i dunno when).. I'll have to start doing arrangements for all that are going to happen...

Ok.. going to sleep le... hope i can wake up early tmr! haha. nitex.

I survived the rush today...

Went to aunt-in-law's place for my uncle's death anni.. It's been 8 years already... how sad... my uncle passed away when he was only 50years old. But anyways.. good to see the family still living well. :)

Went off to meet wengru aka wendy, minyu and supposedly jieying to get jane's present. But the time was being pushed back and back... we ended up meeting 2hours later than the original set time. haha! I was a little earlier since i have nothing to do... went to look see... ended up sitting at McCafe cos feet very pain. After a while the 2 came and we just chop chop go get her present... I think the perfume quite nice. :) But after that the 2 of them got something else to buy so we dragged the time a bit and in the end it was past the time i wanted to reach her house. Anyways... we took a cab down... and i stayed for say... 45min? Lol. Then rushed down to SCH.

The cab uncle damn idiot lah... He's like driving super slow lor... Even when there's no car in front... then he slowed down before a ERP entrance. Like pls... there's no turning back already so can just go through it? Anyway i'm paying right?! And i think it's the first time i tell a cab driver to go faster cos i'm in a hurry. But damn in the end i was still late cos he didn't turn into the taxi pick up and drop off point. I was merely a minute late i think. BISH!

And so i missed the first song.. ok.. i had to stand outside and look at the tv. Dots. And true enough the first song was the one i wanted to listen to!! It's 传奇II.. which we played at HK camp last year. But there version more difficult and longer... Mum said that song is the nicest.. I think it's a cool song. although 浴火凤凰 still nicer. Oh. they played 茶马古道行 too... and i think they played the last part even faster... crazy. lol.

瞿建青 played 阳光 damn fast too! But she's super pro.... hit every note nicely even when it's very very fast... i think it was the accompaniment that couldn't catch up with her. She recognised that i'm from SYCO at the autograph session! surprised. haha. Then 孟杰's song... Er... it's seriously a very contemporary piece... and it's really noisy k.... lol. But his skills good lah. (so the problem lies with the song?) =x. And he appeared really 迷人 lah... All white!!! And the fact that he played so confidently made his even more prominent. Haha! Young and handsome seriously. too bad he got girlfriend le. LOL!

刘沙老师 recognised me too! :) At least ya... if not damn sian-ed. haha! At first he was quite surprised to see me... he was like.. ‘你怎么会。。。？’ then in the end he rmb-ed i'm wasn't from HK. haha. So we exchanged a few words before i had to move down the line to 孟杰... Eh.. didn't take any photo lah. haix. Another surprise was to see one of the HK music camp instructor - 郭老师 (ruan) at the concert. It's the first time he comes to Sg.. specially to watch this concert and also to tour ard.. So we exchanged a few words before i left the place with my parents.

I'm glad i went to the concert... :) Sorry to jane cos i only went for such a short time... And i dun even know if i'm going to wendy's one tmr... (they have the same birthday). Sorry too if i'm not going. haha.

Anyway.. i told dad and mum abt it... and they too encouraged me to go for it.. They too think it's a rare opportunity and it will do me better... Well... i'm all set to give it a try at least... unless it didn't work out then i'll have to go to my second choice... which is something i've been wanting to do also lah. But at least that's like local and there are more chances to it than the hk one. So to speak the truth... i'm quite looking forward to it.. Just that... I have to complete my sem1 first lah! MY THESIS!!!! dotx.