SLACK.

I practically did nothing for the whole weekend. haix. why? cos i had nothing to do for the festival while the others are busy at esplanade or some other places. dotx. Some say that it's a good thing cos i can slack at home. true... but it's really painful to see all ur friends involved and you know nothing abt it at all. but thanks cw for updating me a bit this morning.

Maybe it's really a blessing in disguise... thou i'm very unhappy abt it... i had no worries slacking at home for the whole day. Actually still have school work to do... but am really lazy... but i think later no matter what still will produce something for him tmr lah. it's really a sucky assignment but well... still have to do it.

Dunno since when... watching tv is like my hobby.. i nv used to like watching tv all day maybe 2 years ago... i rather i go online and hog the comp for the whole night... but i'm watching tv on a very routine basis.. i could wake up at 9am and start watching tv till erm... the whole morning and aftn and i have a timetable to watch what at what time. hee! Anyway... watching star search now lah... i like S5! chen bang jun. he's good.. nice smile, nice build, good-looking.. and i think he will win!!! hahaha.

I'm really sian lah... (and bu shuang also). hmm... thus i'm not going to care and i'm going to work next week! bleahx! we'll see yea.. i really want to know our lecturer's reaction. And i took back all my words earlier abt looking forward to sun fest attachment... no matter what we are going to be assigned on this very last min basis and how good/bad it is. i dun give a damn cos that's the attitude they gave us too. how ridiculous it is when they tell u that they really dunno where to slot u when supposedly we were told that everyone has been already given a job. i dun believe it. Even when we are not paid.. that is not the way to treat us... i urge the school to choose the IBL company more carefully in future. ok.. not like they will see this... but seriously i feel very very mistreated through this incident... not only me but also other 4friends.

Argh... i really dun want to make this place full of the complaints in my life... but why must this have to happen to me? i dun blame my other classmates even it's an unfair thing... cos they probably didn't know as well... but think of it.. given my classical music background.. if i'm not qualified for the job... i dunno who is. not trying to show off my grade8 cert here.. the fact is probably none of them know as well.. and since most of the classmates came are more into visual arts/fine arts. probably very few of them are musicians or even part-time musicians. just feeling very unjust that's all.

I promise not to complain abt this matter again... probably complain abt other things. haha. Did i mention my accounts test last fri? cw commented to her bf that i'm aiming for 100marks.. Well.. I am! And hopefully i can get at least a 90.. cos it's only the basics and if i can't do well.... what abt the rest? so.. let's wait.

i think i should have a label call 'complaints' as well.. hahaha.