It's quite weird that my blog entry didn't appear on my blog itself.. supposedly there's another 10aug post lah... dotx.
Anyway.. had a very disastrous prac today... after the conducting workshop on sat and sun. Well... supposedly i wun be anywhere bad cos of the 3 years of conducting in school and blah blah blah... but little did i know. First one to 'perform' for fen yong today. Like so freaked out lah. but anyway it was a rather short 10min... and the experience was quite cool lah... although there wasn't many ppl ard.. but well.. i think i learnt something out of it after all lah. but i didn't get to do very exciting parts.. err... whatever. it's OVER! :)))
Hmm... next.. school started already... still trying to get use to the feeling of getting back to studies after not having lessons for abt 4months. moreover on the first day of lessons we are already having 2 lectures of 3h each!!! Dotx. But Mary let us off early lah... like one and half hr early? wow. how nice is that.. so we walked all the way to bugis junction for lunch... and back to school for another 3h lecture with jeffrey.. he's funny lah... but i was super sleepy too. dotx. Like trying very hard to keep myself awake lah. =x Well.. First day! er... tmr will be a better day. hahaha.
Lastly... something from my thoughts. 有一天，我和一个朋友一起看电影。结果我看着看着就哭了起来。他说我很傻。所以感性是不好的吗？从我懂事开始，我就知道我是一个这样的人。而现在我觉得那只是我软弱的一面。因为我不喜欢在别人面前哭，常常显得非常坚强，所以只有在看到一些画面时，才会有感触。实际上我根本控制不了这样的我，因此常常都是看戏看到泪流满面。很难看吧？想不到看到真人哭的时候，眼泪也会不知不觉地往眼眶外快速的流出来，连让我反应的时间也没有。这样的我只会让我自己觉得自己是很没用的，因为这样的话，我根本就帮不上什么忙! 不过，我应该没有什么办法改变这样的我吧。至少我是个有感情的人? :)))
Well.. that's all.. enjoy ur day! :)
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