Realised that i haven't been online so frequently anymore... reason one is i have nothing to do at the com... most of the time i'm just blog hopping and tagging.. checking mails and friendster without much updates and that's all... And although the full set of Angel Lover is finally up... i dun have the motivation to start watching the 2nd half of it... Then i'll lift the seat and do something else since i wasn't really chatting with anyone on msn as well. Oh... that's life...
I went upon one of my friend's blog and read abt the things done during the hols. and i felt SO envious. Not that i dun like to slack.. but i guess i'll be more happy to get myself involved in something else thru the hols rather than home and home and home. Well.. that's life too... Wonder if i'm the only one in class that does what i consider 'nothing' during the whole 4months of hols. haix.
Thinking of giving up SY already cos whenever i have plans... they ought to clash with practices... Like WOMAD last year... like Arts Fest... and whenever a job comes to me.. i will have to think if it will affect sy first.. so i think i should start sticking to my future job scope and stop dreaming to become a musician... it's weird cos sometimes i like the stage.. the lights.. the claps and the smiles.. but sometimes i just hope to take care of the big and small things behind. Many say that i play very well (i dunno how true is that).. but sometimes i just felt that i'm not a cut-out performer.. moreover i stopped hardcore practising for a long time already.. Hmm.. time will decide for me..
Anyway... i've finally decided to pick up a Harry Potter book to read.. i know it's very laid back of me... but i nv had the patience to go far... but now i'm determined to finish them. i hope i can... but so far so good... i've nv gone that far in the first book even. Opened up the book serveral times be4 long ago... but i've nv completed more than a chapter. lol! and now thankfully i'm halfway thru in 2 days.. with half of the day spent sleeping. =x
All right... going off to do something else... there isn't really anything! BUT i still like blogging. haha! (provided there's something for me to blog about). haha. quite random i feel.
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