And today i've gone down to a place that a lot of my fellow friends wun
Hmm.. just talking to a friend... he's right... he said that i shouldn't give up violin when i'm still active in co... cos i spent so much money to learn... and my passion towards music... Ya.. Of cos... actually i do not dislike violin... at least not these few years... and i've been trying hard to keep my skills intact... i tried to touch violin once in a while... but maybe it's just too little.. Anyway the point i want to make is.. Yes... my passion towards music... i shouldn't neglect violin... my mum said that i took up violin on my own record.. then i should follow my decision.. isn't it!? but i guess now i'm too preoccupied by my job... thus when i start studying... i will let them return to my hug...
Then Mengtak, Julian and i
Since i've touched on this topic.. let me tell u a bit about my sis... i believed a lot of my friends always hear me saying 'my sis .... my sis .....' But i guess no one knows the fact that i didn't exactly like my er-jie when i was much younger... and i think she didn't like me that much back then too... Of cos there's reasons to it... even till my primary school days... i didn't like her at all... esp. after she has more saying in the family... cos she forbids everything i asked for.. one word from her could change my mother's mind... i dunno why..~ And as a sister.. she has never given in to me... never liked me to tag along... never liked me to be in her way... keeps me away from cousins that she's close to... never let me participate in anything that's she doing with cousins... never let me have the controller for more than a game... she's always spoiling all my plans just cos she has got a sharper tongue... And i used to think that mummy actually dotes on her more... (which is sometimes still true...) Probably that's why it kept me quiet in the house... nv brave to voice out.. knowing that it will be rejected promptly...
However... These few years things had changed quite a bit... i dunno how, why and when... our relationship improved a lot a lot... to the extend that we are always talking at night... sharing conversations... knowing each other's stuff... friends... almost everything... and a lot of things i will tell her first... doing things together... and she suddenly became someone that i always mention in front of my friends... and she's been pampering me with my fav food.. (probably cos she wants them too) And we go shopping together... go for practices tgt.. etc... not forgetting the meals, the clothes, the whatever... i've grown to understand her more... forget about the 5 years different in age... she dotes on me more than ever i swear... and i appreciate her every effort... including the effort to disturb me... HAha...
Ok... Enough liao.. i'm sure ppl who know me now knows how close i am to my sis.. so what's there to say~?! =) Nitex!
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