Graduation ceremony...

Hmm.. felt that i must update today.... today is a day that i'm filled with diff feelings...~ and thoughts... hmm... was quite touched by the teachers today.. hahha...~

Hmm... just felt that actually graduation is a very meaningful thing and didn't know why some ppl dun give a damn about it... i might not really like the sch.. but the fact that i studied in the sch for quite some time... well... i would say that 2 years' time is already quite long... and that i've learn so much and known worthy friends... i'll like to miss the last moment in sch... seriously.... Even if i really hate the sch a lot... i will still go today... Ok.. that's not the main thing i want to say... haha...

Anyway i'll talk abit about what happened today... went to sch at the same time lah practically... supposed to assemble earlier than the others mah... was happy to hear that we are going up stage according to our CCAs... coz seriously i have nothing to say to my classmates if we were to sit together for the whole session..~ And i was like so so so worried when i knew that he will be be4 me... coz we are seated according to the sequence of receiving the certs mah... But hengz he got award for rugby also... if not it will be damn embarrassing and u'll just see 2 of us keeping quiet throughout the whole thing... and i really didn't wish to be close to him lah... i would say that it's really lucky... only when we going up the stage that time then he joined in the queue... seriously i dunno how to face him after all had happened... and after how he said my words are somehow hurting... And argh... i knew things are getting worse than ever.. dun ask me why...~

Then went around looking for our beloved tutors to take photos... xu laoshi, lin laoshi, mr bong... oh ya... and first thing in the morning... barbie doll pulled me to take photo with him.. right in the middle of the track.. hahaha... he siao one lor... lol... okok... back to the point... took with some co ppl too... erm... those few lah... din really take a lot of photos coz... 1. my cam was low batt... lol.. waste my energy to bring there... still can take lah... but then... very ma fan... anyway a lot of ppl have mah...~ 2. coz we were kept in ct rm for such a long time that when we were out... a lot of ppl were already missing..~ but whatever lah... suddenly realise that i really dun have many friends in ny... haiz... but nvm... good ones are enough...! =)

Then went 'hun' with emily and ying... went amk after playing the number game... lol.. went kfc... ate and then had some sharing session... then studied till 6... and then came back... =) It's long since i last went out with them lah.. and chat with them... nice~! :)

What touches me today was how tutors tried to convey their message of encouragement to us... and the econs tutors were damn funny lah... and they must replay the 'dumpling' part... Dotz... and various science dept teachers using phy and chem stuff... and 3 gp tutors singing their wishes with the tune of 'under the sea'... and we missed what lin laoshi said coz all other students were cheering when her face appeared... and happened to cover up her voice saying A7A and A7B... but at least we know she did.. :) And xu laoshi also very funny when we looked for him after our ct session ended...

Hmm... what reached my heart was actually the part mr tong yee talked about the reality world... and that we should really do something we are really interested in in the future...~ And ya... i thought... why am i here?~ So should i pursue what i want? And i thought... if my As really can't make it... into NUS arts and social science... and my CLA & Maths din get A... i might go on another route... why not? But of coz i hope that my family will be supportive first...~ But of coz... i'll want to get the degree first lah... maybe i'm able to apply for the conservatory for music in nus? if only i have more info about it..~

Eh... think i'll stop here today... tired liao..~! Heex... tml is study time!! And fri is nyjc open house... Think i'll be going back to take a look.. =) So nice of me right... lol...!!! whoever wants to come... it's from 10am to 4pm..! Bye and Nitex!! :)