garfield comic - 15th july 05
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Saturday, July 16, 2005
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Reflection~
Suddenly i update all 3 blogs today.. haha... dun ask why... maybe i just wanted to type..~ =P
Oh ya.... unfortunately... i failed GP... badly...~!!! Thinking how am i going to die during parents night....~ Esp. when my dad receives my results slip from my civics tutor..~ Though i've told him about it lah... And i know that my dad is not someone who will make a fuss over my results... And the fact that he wun scold me... but i felt guilty... Very guilty..~
The fact that i've broken the news of my results to er-jie... she's really going to go down hard on me... and perhaps monitor my progress..~ On all subs... Of coz i know that i can't afford to lose out on any of the subs coz that's all i have..~ And i shouldn't be complacent..~ in fact there's nothing to be proud of lah... and i dun want to stay at the same spot..~ I can already imagine my mum telling me everyday to study, study and study... even though i might be already studying at the very time she told me..~ And i could already picture myself trying very very hard to control my tears... But nvm... i should not be defeated so easily right..~
Anyway... i'm seeing myself having more self-discipline as days go by... i'm improving now... that at least i try to do my tutorials and prepare for lessons be4 hand.. plus.. i really want to improve on my GP..~ i know that seeking help from ms gopal only now might not help much... but i expect at least a pass in gp to bring me somewhere...~ And maths... mrs lim showed us the statistics for mid year today... we were far far far behind expectations... esp. the Arts stream..~ no AB grades at all..~ Kinda sad... but at the same time... i see my potential to be a better candidate in the Arts stream... And i'm sure i want to be one of the contributors to the A grade during Prelims and As...~ Maths had been my forte... so no way am i letting go of it..~
Econs... I think Jason agreed to help tuition me ba... thanks to er-jie... I mean she's really doing it for me lah... So of coz i have no reason to let go of this good chance to improve my econs... and getting at least a C for the rest of my stay in nyjc.. Come on wanying... u can do it..~ CLA... something that i thought i could do well... but it's getting difficult... i'm only getting a D for chinese... something i got A1 for Os... I'm really afraid of the results... Partly coz sis got A for her As~?! Ya... i really want to have results like hers... or even better!! The fact that she took 4As in science stream and i only took 3As in arts stream already give me the notice that i have to do better in every way... but so far... i haven achieve anything..~ That day when i talked to Wilson.. i realised that he's really someone with capabilities..~ He was actually posted to nyjc but he transferred back to srjc instead... and he showed results...~ So sch and environment isn't a good excuse...~
Anyway.. that's all... i'm going to spend lesser time on com esp on weekdays till As is over... So it means update of blogs less frequently also... And if u see me online for too long a time or too often than it should be... pls send me off..~ Bye...~
Oh ya.... unfortunately... i failed GP... badly...~!!! Thinking how am i going to die during parents night....~ Esp. when my dad receives my results slip from my civics tutor..~ Though i've told him about it lah... And i know that my dad is not someone who will make a fuss over my results... And the fact that he wun scold me... but i felt guilty... Very guilty..~
The fact that i've broken the news of my results to er-jie... she's really going to go down hard on me... and perhaps monitor my progress..~ On all subs... Of coz i know that i can't afford to lose out on any of the subs coz that's all i have..~ And i shouldn't be complacent..~ in fact there's nothing to be proud of lah... and i dun want to stay at the same spot..~ I can already imagine my mum telling me everyday to study, study and study... even though i might be already studying at the very time she told me..~ And i could already picture myself trying very very hard to control my tears... But nvm... i should not be defeated so easily right..~
Anyway... i'm seeing myself having more self-discipline as days go by... i'm improving now... that at least i try to do my tutorials and prepare for lessons be4 hand.. plus.. i really want to improve on my GP..~ i know that seeking help from ms gopal only now might not help much... but i expect at least a pass in gp to bring me somewhere...~ And maths... mrs lim showed us the statistics for mid year today... we were far far far behind expectations... esp. the Arts stream..~ no AB grades at all..~ Kinda sad... but at the same time... i see my potential to be a better candidate in the Arts stream... And i'm sure i want to be one of the contributors to the A grade during Prelims and As...~ Maths had been my forte... so no way am i letting go of it..~
Econs... I think Jason agreed to help tuition me ba... thanks to er-jie... I mean she's really doing it for me lah... So of coz i have no reason to let go of this good chance to improve my econs... and getting at least a C for the rest of my stay in nyjc.. Come on wanying... u can do it..~ CLA... something that i thought i could do well... but it's getting difficult... i'm only getting a D for chinese... something i got A1 for Os... I'm really afraid of the results... Partly coz sis got A for her As~?! Ya... i really want to have results like hers... or even better!! The fact that she took 4As in science stream and i only took 3As in arts stream already give me the notice that i have to do better in every way... but so far... i haven achieve anything..~ That day when i talked to Wilson.. i realised that he's really someone with capabilities..~ He was actually posted to nyjc but he transferred back to srjc instead... and he showed results...~ So sch and environment isn't a good excuse...~
Anyway.. that's all... i'm going to spend lesser time on com esp on weekdays till As is over... So it means update of blogs less frequently also... And if u see me online for too long a time or too often than it should be... pls send me off..~ Bye...~
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Monday, July 11, 2005
Sat & Sun..~
Shall update a bit be4 i forget..~
Went out on sat with via and mel... pass her the pres and also went to eat..~ Haha.. then miscommunication... mel thought we only going to tm.. and she had to go back sch lah... so eh... we waited for her lor... so we went down bugis first..~ Shop around... Bought a pencil case from The Wallet Shop... like finally..~ My kuku malu pencil case's condition is hahaha... still can use lah.. but then... let me draw until dunno like what liao.. haha... so bought a black one this time... Heex..~ Then went Muji... bought some food.. haha... quite nice lah... but price also not very cheap lah.. just that... compared to other stuff they sell... food is considered cheap le ba... haha...~
Then mel come liao went to eat lor... Ajisen Dining..~ Hmm... expensive place... haha... luckily my mum gave me the cash voucher...~ if not i think we will pay until siao..~ 3 person eat.. around $80!!!! minus the $50 voucher... so each of us pay $10 only.. Heng ah... if not sure have to help them wash plate liao.. haha... Ya.. no more 2nd time... that's why we ate more mah.. =x But ok lah.. they got more variety... Different ways of doing the salmon~!! Oh man... Delicious~! Heex...
Went ABC bookshop be4 we left for home... Bought another A5 size notebook... then that 2 also want to buy... haha... so funny... choose here choose there.. in the end 3 of us all bought the same design one..~ Thanks for trusting my taste... Haha... felt like i'm some auntie go yan jiu the quality of the papers of diff brand.. lol...~ Ok lah.. i admit that i'm fussy.. must buy best quality one mah... so next time u all want to buy any notebook right.... remember to go for 'Durable'.. it's the brand.. but that one a bit hard to find lah..~ But if got G'earth.. not bad also.. same goes for foolscap paper..~! :)
Then sunday... ya lah.. went cc..~ Very surprised that Yingjie (ex-marist) also went... haha... he say is Wilson (zhongming) ask him go one...~ Then Julian pon bh to go also.. haha.. since julian going.. so i went lah.. if not i also a bit sianz... like on the performance day then show myself.. hahaha..~ And then!!! Super angry... being forced to take the concert master place again...~ Not as if i'm the best one lah...~ So bu shuang...~ The thing is... when we were there.. only first row was left empty... so the 3 of us (me, yingjie & julian) had to occupy those seats..~ Dotz... Then went thru the songs...~ Till like 1pm... Then they end and waited for the others to go for lunch..~ So ya... as usual... co ppl really use a long long time to leave the place and decide what to eat..~ haha..~ So chatted with wilson and yingjie over lunch at Mac.. the others all sit separate table mah..~ Then after than came home lor.
Oh.. then went to San yi's house in the evening..~ Yeah!!! So happy and excited to go there.. coz can see my beloved cousins..~ Like finally.. haha... Although the time i stayed there was quite short... but at least i had some time talking to jiaxun and jiaqi..~ Too bad sis got to come back and i came back with her...~ And i missed half of JJ's singing..~ So ya... if they show the repeat...~ i'm going to catch it..~ Bleahz..~!
Got back GP compre today... disastrous..~ like shit lah... like so standard.. always get that kind of marks.. since i think i can't pass that essay after listening to last week's lecture...~ I doubt i'm going to pass GP at all..~ Sighz..~ whatever lah..~ Going off liao... Bye~!
Went out on sat with via and mel... pass her the pres and also went to eat..~ Haha.. then miscommunication... mel thought we only going to tm.. and she had to go back sch lah... so eh... we waited for her lor... so we went down bugis first..~ Shop around... Bought a pencil case from The Wallet Shop... like finally..~ My kuku malu pencil case's condition is hahaha... still can use lah.. but then... let me draw until dunno like what liao.. haha... so bought a black one this time... Heex..~ Then went Muji... bought some food.. haha... quite nice lah... but price also not very cheap lah.. just that... compared to other stuff they sell... food is considered cheap le ba... haha...~
Then mel come liao went to eat lor... Ajisen Dining..~ Hmm... expensive place... haha... luckily my mum gave me the cash voucher...~ if not i think we will pay until siao..~ 3 person eat.. around $80!!!! minus the $50 voucher... so each of us pay $10 only.. Heng ah... if not sure have to help them wash plate liao.. haha... Ya.. no more 2nd time... that's why we ate more mah.. =x But ok lah.. they got more variety... Different ways of doing the salmon~!! Oh man... Delicious~! Heex...
Went ABC bookshop be4 we left for home... Bought another A5 size notebook... then that 2 also want to buy... haha... so funny... choose here choose there.. in the end 3 of us all bought the same design one..~ Thanks for trusting my taste... Haha... felt like i'm some auntie go yan jiu the quality of the papers of diff brand.. lol...~ Ok lah.. i admit that i'm fussy.. must buy best quality one mah... so next time u all want to buy any notebook right.... remember to go for 'Durable'.. it's the brand.. but that one a bit hard to find lah..~ But if got G'earth.. not bad also.. same goes for foolscap paper..~! :)
Then sunday... ya lah.. went cc..~ Very surprised that Yingjie (ex-marist) also went... haha... he say is Wilson (zhongming) ask him go one...~ Then Julian pon bh to go also.. haha.. since julian going.. so i went lah.. if not i also a bit sianz... like on the performance day then show myself.. hahaha..~ And then!!! Super angry... being forced to take the concert master place again...~ Not as if i'm the best one lah...~ So bu shuang...~ The thing is... when we were there.. only first row was left empty... so the 3 of us (me, yingjie & julian) had to occupy those seats..~ Dotz... Then went thru the songs...~ Till like 1pm... Then they end and waited for the others to go for lunch..~ So ya... as usual... co ppl really use a long long time to leave the place and decide what to eat..~ haha..~ So chatted with wilson and yingjie over lunch at Mac.. the others all sit separate table mah..~ Then after than came home lor.
Oh.. then went to San yi's house in the evening..~ Yeah!!! So happy and excited to go there.. coz can see my beloved cousins..~ Like finally.. haha... Although the time i stayed there was quite short... but at least i had some time talking to jiaxun and jiaqi..~ Too bad sis got to come back and i came back with her...~ And i missed half of JJ's singing..~ So ya... if they show the repeat...~ i'm going to catch it..~ Bleahz..~!
Got back GP compre today... disastrous..~ like shit lah... like so standard.. always get that kind of marks.. since i think i can't pass that essay after listening to last week's lecture...~ I doubt i'm going to pass GP at all..~ Sighz..~ whatever lah..~ Going off liao... Bye~!
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Friday, July 08, 2005
Syf presentation.. superstart!
Oopz... i forgot to add in something.. About ytd's syf presentation..~ Erm... dunno what to say about it lah... but it did remind me of my syfs... And also the last syf finals that i went... i rmb that as a very memoriable day for me... Erm... ya.. if u happened to read that entry be4... u wun know what happened around that time... And it's already 2 years... oh so fast... those days were actually my most happy and erm.. most sad days in these few years...~?! sounds contradicting? Indeed... when i was happy for myself... i din forget to be sad for other ppl..~ Ok fine.. i know it's not worth mentioning at all..~ Things do change... but i know that friendship doesn't change easily.. i'm just happy for that..~ Anyway... Overall the whole thing wasn't as good as that year's JC finals..~ Maybe coz i din really like all the songs this year~?! haha... And Da Mo really really brought back memories... of us practising hard be4 syf and all that...~ The nearly 2 years worth of memories from nyco will also be rmbed...~ seriously...~
And ya!! Jue Dui superstar!!! Argh... so angry at the results..!! How can like that..~?! Unfair.. unfair.. no more derrick.. no more kelly..~ so sad...~ But i hope they make it in the comeback round..~ ya..~ But junyang was really good too..~ i mean his singing... and he was really trying hard hard to heed the advices and really did a great job in tranforming himself to someone who has more for ppl to see..~ :) Hope next week's results wun be so unexpected..~!
And ya!! Jue Dui superstar!!! Argh... so angry at the results..!! How can like that..~?! Unfair.. unfair.. no more derrick.. no more kelly..~ so sad...~ But i hope they make it in the comeback round..~ ya..~ But junyang was really good too..~ i mean his singing... and he was really trying hard hard to heed the advices and really did a great job in tranforming himself to someone who has more for ppl to see..~ :) Hope next week's results wun be so unexpected..~!
Returns of paper..~ Initial D!!! :)
Haha.. the picture is supposed to appear in the co gang blog.. but i forgot to change the setting... hahaha... but nvm lah... just leave it lor... Heex....~
Anyway today is supposed to be a disastrous day... aiya.. dun dare to tell other ppl... But.. Eh... bad results for mid year lah... Today no matter what lessons... all give back papers... so dotz... and then worse thing is the first period's paper is the most dead one lor.. i nearly died in class...~ How can someone ever get 2/20 for a data response..~ Haiz... And overall was a F.. Fantastic right... What the... Erm.. thou i'm not the lowest... but actually i expected myself to do a bit better than this lah... coz i actually studied for it..~ And spent most of my hols time studying for it... so i dunno what happened lah... after this i'll be going to do some reflection on the paper...~ And think mr bong will be going to push us from now on.. plus i have to push myself to do revision and ask him qns frequently...~
Anyway.. the lucky thing was i din get triple Fs lah.. i'm not so Fantastic afterall.. lol..~ I got like 'Distinction' for the other 2 Alevel sub... Lol... Which was rather disappointing too... but haiz... maths.. whole class only 4 person passed and i'm one of the lucky ones... So ok lah... But D is obviously not what i want.. not even for CLA... Quite sad that i failed cla2... which is the lit part... if not for paper 1... i would have failed overall lor... Anyway... i know it's no point thinking about all these... what more impt is everything ahead...~ Every teacher is telling us that there is not much time left... 100 days might seem long... but the thing is we had already gone thru about 200 days of the year...~ Yet the results produced were still far away from standard...~ Ya.. last year only 46% of our arts students were enroled into local U... And given that my subs are all very very common.. i need to really do very well in order to secure a place in U... and i'm hoping for NUS and nothing else..~ That's where i want to go... bong was right... if i still dun put in more effort.. i will never get there..~ So well.. i have to..!
However... be4 the mugging starts... went to watch Initial D with von today.. know it's kinda slow... but we din have the time to catch it mah... so ya... after sch went down to PS and watch...~ Anyway... a rather nice show.. like when they were racing.... all so cool lah...~!!!! Be it edison, jay or yu wen le...~ Cool...! Heex... But then jay like so bu xue when he was racing... some parts damn funny lah...~ And yvonne... aiya... dun say liao lah... later she say me again.. hahaha... As usual we brought food in... and what von bought was really Big lah... then like... in the end also never eat.... coz she too shy and paiseh... haha... and she left the food there... think the person clean the cinema sure curse and swear... but maybe he/she also very happy got free untouched chicken drumstick~ Big big one somemore..~ hahah... Hmm... Shall not really revail her secret in flash n splash lah... hahaha~!!! Not the first time le ba... haven even step into the shop already started to look for the guy... lol... Then went in and then... walk here and there.. pretend pretend to look at things... then keep walking opposite direction of him.. still thinking his tag got put name anot... but too bad dun have lah...~ Then like stay inside so long also dun want to leave.. hahaha..~ Then finally want to leave lor... lol.. then took bus back..~ Tired man...~
Erm.... too bad but i'll just spend one more day going out tml.. =P Like what one of the tutors said during a lecture... still can play this weekend BUT must start studying from next week..~ Heex. Aiya.. cannot blame leh... Long long time din go out with via and mel liao... like finally got chance..~ Dun care lor..~!!! :)
Anyway today is supposed to be a disastrous day... aiya.. dun dare to tell other ppl... But.. Eh... bad results for mid year lah... Today no matter what lessons... all give back papers... so dotz... and then worse thing is the first period's paper is the most dead one lor.. i nearly died in class...~ How can someone ever get 2/20 for a data response..~ Haiz... And overall was a F.. Fantastic right... What the... Erm.. thou i'm not the lowest... but actually i expected myself to do a bit better than this lah... coz i actually studied for it..~ And spent most of my hols time studying for it... so i dunno what happened lah... after this i'll be going to do some reflection on the paper...~ And think mr bong will be going to push us from now on.. plus i have to push myself to do revision and ask him qns frequently...~
Anyway.. the lucky thing was i din get triple Fs lah.. i'm not so Fantastic afterall.. lol..~ I got like 'Distinction' for the other 2 Alevel sub... Lol... Which was rather disappointing too... but haiz... maths.. whole class only 4 person passed and i'm one of the lucky ones... So ok lah... But D is obviously not what i want.. not even for CLA... Quite sad that i failed cla2... which is the lit part... if not for paper 1... i would have failed overall lor... Anyway... i know it's no point thinking about all these... what more impt is everything ahead...~ Every teacher is telling us that there is not much time left... 100 days might seem long... but the thing is we had already gone thru about 200 days of the year...~ Yet the results produced were still far away from standard...~ Ya.. last year only 46% of our arts students were enroled into local U... And given that my subs are all very very common.. i need to really do very well in order to secure a place in U... and i'm hoping for NUS and nothing else..~ That's where i want to go... bong was right... if i still dun put in more effort.. i will never get there..~ So well.. i have to..!
However... be4 the mugging starts... went to watch Initial D with von today.. know it's kinda slow... but we din have the time to catch it mah... so ya... after sch went down to PS and watch...~ Anyway... a rather nice show.. like when they were racing.... all so cool lah...~!!!! Be it edison, jay or yu wen le...~ Cool...! Heex... But then jay like so bu xue when he was racing... some parts damn funny lah...~ And yvonne... aiya... dun say liao lah... later she say me again.. hahaha... As usual we brought food in... and what von bought was really Big lah... then like... in the end also never eat.... coz she too shy and paiseh... haha... and she left the food there... think the person clean the cinema sure curse and swear... but maybe he/she also very happy got free untouched chicken drumstick~ Big big one somemore..~ hahah... Hmm... Shall not really revail her secret in flash n splash lah... hahaha~!!! Not the first time le ba... haven even step into the shop already started to look for the guy... lol... Then went in and then... walk here and there.. pretend pretend to look at things... then keep walking opposite direction of him.. still thinking his tag got put name anot... but too bad dun have lah...~ Then like stay inside so long also dun want to leave.. hahaha..~ Then finally want to leave lor... lol.. then took bus back..~ Tired man...~
Erm.... too bad but i'll just spend one more day going out tml.. =P Like what one of the tutors said during a lecture... still can play this weekend BUT must start studying from next week..~ Heex. Aiya.. cannot blame leh... Long long time din go out with via and mel liao... like finally got chance..~ Dun care lor..~!!! :)
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Today!!! & Di 8 Hao Dang Pu
Just finished watching Di 8 Hao Dang Pu on tv... dunno why this is the show that i liked to watch... so much..~ Anyway... after watching it today.. also dunno why suddenly got a lot of feelings and thoughts about it..
先让我介绍八号当铺吧... 那不是一间普通的当铺... 它可以让你典当任何一样东西.. 包括一些无形的东西像是理智, 智商, 才华, 亲情, 友情, 爱情, 内脏, 四肢, 甚至于性命和灵魂. 而客人将会换取到他所要的东西.. 成名, 钱, 幸福, 样貌, 运气, 灵感, 等等. 简直是要什么就有什么. 甚至可以用至亲的人的身理来交换自己要的东西. 听起来好像没有什么... 但是人的欲望是可怕的... 去8号当铺作交易的人.. 通常有第一次就有第二次, 第三次等. 直到没有东西可典当为止... 最后还是赔上了性命. 从故事开始到现在... 已经可以看到很多不同人类的欲望... 人真的是不会满足的... 如果今天给你一个机会... 只让你换取一样东西的话... 你又会拿什么东西来换取什么呢? 很难决定吧... 有一个人用了她的爱情换取了功成名就... 没错! 她的确得到了.. 她也觉得没有爱情没关系... 因为她还有当铺的老板(韩诺)爱护着她... 周围的人一直都不知道为什么他会对这个女孩子那么好... 她以为自己会幸福一辈子... 也相信当铺老板会守护着她一辈子... 很多年过去了... 还很年轻的她... 居然患上了癌症. 她也很贪念地想着韩诺一定不会让她死掉... 她猜对了... 但是他却想利用一个爱着她的人的寿命来换取她的寿命... 虽然他个人是自愿的... 但是韩诺已经是违背了自己一向来的原则.. 毕竟这个女孩子是他的后代... 也算得上是亲人吧... 可是到最后... 她还是逃不过'死'那一关...
韩诺在一百多年前典当了自己的爱情... 来换取他妻子一辈子的幸福... 但是, 他的妻子并没有接受任何一个追求她的人... 临死前... 韩诺见了她最后一面... 她说:"幸福是什么? 怀念你一生... 是我的幸福... 你就是我的幸福.." 付出了这么多... 到头来事情也不是自己想象的那样... 那又有什么意义呢? 典当一个物品换取另一个物品的意义又是什么呢? 为什么人总是不能对现有的生活而满足呢? 我想.. 这就是8号当铺想告诉我们的... 它要我们知道... 人生是没有十全十美的... 少了一样东西也不会要了你的命... 知足常乐应该是人们都应该有的心理吧... 路也是自己走出来的. 你要走哪里, 走哪一个方向, 走到哪里... 而不是动不动就拿东西来交换. 想知道多一点关于第8号当铺这个故事... 可以去看这部连续剧... 不然也可以找它的原著... 是一本深雪的作品. :)
Today had... sianz... haha...!!! Anyway... went for compre early in the morning.. and i forgot to bring tie today!! Oh man... this is so suay lah... haha... so i tried to cover up lor... asked von to stand in front of me during morning assembly so the teachers cannot see...~ haha... Then went into lt4... eh... wore jacket and cover front part so that cannot see... lol..~ And that dumb listening half an hour finish liao lor!!! So we got to wait from 8.30 till 10 for econs to start...~ So i sat in the canteen with yuhui, chek and emily..~ talk talk talk lah... trying to waste time down there... lol..~ And the lect was crap lah..~~!!! Copied until so cham... then in the end they gave us what ans outside.... which was whatever we copied... Damn..~! Waste ink and paper... and time. Whatever...! Then come home liao lor...~
Ok.. That's all lah.. tml start lesson liao... sianz sianz sianz... the sch is cruel... though today is like only schooling a while... BUT! we din really get to rest after exams... did we?! Just see the amt of stress we are going to get from the teachers and ourselves... and the grades from tml onwards...~!! Haiz... Good luck... from what we went thru during econs today... i already knew that my econs can't make it already... think will be single digit for both DRQ and Case study ba..~ What the...~ Ya.. Bye..~!
先让我介绍八号当铺吧... 那不是一间普通的当铺... 它可以让你典当任何一样东西.. 包括一些无形的东西像是理智, 智商, 才华, 亲情, 友情, 爱情, 内脏, 四肢, 甚至于性命和灵魂. 而客人将会换取到他所要的东西.. 成名, 钱, 幸福, 样貌, 运气, 灵感, 等等. 简直是要什么就有什么. 甚至可以用至亲的人的身理来交换自己要的东西. 听起来好像没有什么... 但是人的欲望是可怕的... 去8号当铺作交易的人.. 通常有第一次就有第二次, 第三次等. 直到没有东西可典当为止... 最后还是赔上了性命. 从故事开始到现在... 已经可以看到很多不同人类的欲望... 人真的是不会满足的... 如果今天给你一个机会... 只让你换取一样东西的话... 你又会拿什么东西来换取什么呢? 很难决定吧... 有一个人用了她的爱情换取了功成名就... 没错! 她的确得到了.. 她也觉得没有爱情没关系... 因为她还有当铺的老板(韩诺)爱护着她... 周围的人一直都不知道为什么他会对这个女孩子那么好... 她以为自己会幸福一辈子... 也相信当铺老板会守护着她一辈子... 很多年过去了... 还很年轻的她... 居然患上了癌症. 她也很贪念地想着韩诺一定不会让她死掉... 她猜对了... 但是他却想利用一个爱着她的人的寿命来换取她的寿命... 虽然他个人是自愿的... 但是韩诺已经是违背了自己一向来的原则.. 毕竟这个女孩子是他的后代... 也算得上是亲人吧... 可是到最后... 她还是逃不过'死'那一关...
韩诺在一百多年前典当了自己的爱情... 来换取他妻子一辈子的幸福... 但是, 他的妻子并没有接受任何一个追求她的人... 临死前... 韩诺见了她最后一面... 她说:"幸福是什么? 怀念你一生... 是我的幸福... 你就是我的幸福.." 付出了这么多... 到头来事情也不是自己想象的那样... 那又有什么意义呢? 典当一个物品换取另一个物品的意义又是什么呢? 为什么人总是不能对现有的生活而满足呢? 我想.. 这就是8号当铺想告诉我们的... 它要我们知道... 人生是没有十全十美的... 少了一样东西也不会要了你的命... 知足常乐应该是人们都应该有的心理吧... 路也是自己走出来的. 你要走哪里, 走哪一个方向, 走到哪里... 而不是动不动就拿东西来交换. 想知道多一点关于第8号当铺这个故事... 可以去看这部连续剧... 不然也可以找它的原著... 是一本深雪的作品. :)
Today had... sianz... haha...!!! Anyway... went for compre early in the morning.. and i forgot to bring tie today!! Oh man... this is so suay lah... haha... so i tried to cover up lor... asked von to stand in front of me during morning assembly so the teachers cannot see...~ haha... Then went into lt4... eh... wore jacket and cover front part so that cannot see... lol..~ And that dumb listening half an hour finish liao lor!!! So we got to wait from 8.30 till 10 for econs to start...~ So i sat in the canteen with yuhui, chek and emily..~ talk talk talk lah... trying to waste time down there... lol..~ And the lect was crap lah..~~!!! Copied until so cham... then in the end they gave us what ans outside.... which was whatever we copied... Damn..~! Waste ink and paper... and time. Whatever...! Then come home liao lor...~
Ok.. That's all lah.. tml start lesson liao... sianz sianz sianz... the sch is cruel... though today is like only schooling a while... BUT! we din really get to rest after exams... did we?! Just see the amt of stress we are going to get from the teachers and ourselves... and the grades from tml onwards...~!! Haiz... Good luck... from what we went thru during econs today... i already knew that my econs can't make it already... think will be single digit for both DRQ and Case study ba..~ What the...~ Ya.. Bye..~!
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Last paper~?!
garfield comic for 5th july 05
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I'm sianz... today went sch early in the morning for cla paper... so dotz!!! The sch like nobody... of the whole sch... only like 100 odd ppl went sch today coz of exam..~ Oh man... what is sch thinking~?! Torment this 100 of us for the rest of the ppl to have a break~!? Moreover it's for like 2 continuous days lah... i rather listening is today lor!!! Haiz... The sch is so cruel... when all the other fellow nyjcians are playing or sleeping or shopping outside...~ This 100 of us were having exams...~ And over the weekends... we were studying while they were enjoying..~ The population in sch today was really pathetic..~ The no. of teachers is more than the no. of students lah.. hahaha...~ This is so kua zhang... And then.. one more day to go lah... Sianz..!! Tml worse... go for cl listening Only..~ Oh... and for econs lect... they din even allow us to rest a bit more lah...~ Fine...!
Then went to parkway coz want to buy ankle socks.. that day din find nice ones at tm mah... so went all the way to parkway from bedok... Ya... Was totally tempted by Gelare...~ So went to eat... although i'm alone..! haha... But sometimes i feel that alone is good too... coz it's really like u can do what u want and go where u like lah... So ya... had a big waffle at half price and a scope of heavenly chocolate overload ice-cream~ Cool... and that was my lunch lah...~ And then dun feel like going home... so walked around...~ Before i left the place.. bought a piece of mango strudel... Heex.... Fav!! And really strudel house's strudels are better than Ritz... =P Then actually wanted to come home but the bus was so cramp... i pressed the bell and alighted at the next stop.. went to lib instead..~
Anyway i was happy to enter the lib coz i found books to read..~ Yeah... hope i can finish them within the next 3 weeks lah... coz i borrowed 5 altogether.. lol..~ Aiya... see nice books then borrow lor... actually still got one more... but then too heavy... and that one i read be4 liao.. just wanted to read again.. so i put it back..~ Next time ba... Then come back lor... Btw... still no seats.. until like bedok int... but i was dead beat so still sat for the 2 stops.~ haha...
By the time i reach home... i think i nearly died... coz of the big big sun and argh... heavy bag and my dunno-what-happened painful leg... think it was coz of ytd's swimming..~ =X Hmm... whatever.. Anyway.. suddenly feel like running...~ stadium or the reservoir?~! Not today of coz... perhaps tml..~ :)
Monday, July 04, 2005
A Long weekend...
Thought it might be quite cool to post the comic strip of garfield daily due to the title of this blog... Anyway... it also depends on the amt of time i have lah... meanwhile... Yea... look what i've had for u today..~ :)
Erm... wanted to update ytd aftn but ended up playing msn game with yushi... lol..~ =x Ya... so was like play play play and in the end... never update lor... Haha..~ Hmm... Spent the weekend... oh... slacking... Actually i did study... of coz.. i'm such a guai student... unlike someone... still went f0r Aviva~ Lol... i'm not talking about Yvonne!! (Oopz..)
Sat went cc to study with via... but we left quite early... reason being the lion dance comp was going to commence soon... and they doing all sorts of set up which... were noisy... Plus the person... so dotz... came into the room and use the plug... in the end... the room black out... Dotz..~!! Then went to the office and tell them lah... after that the light came back again..~ But well... we left soon after that... Went TM first... shopped for some presents... Hope they like it... horng's one super heavy lor... and that woman took mel's one while i took horng's one back...~ coz we paid for one each mah... so fine..~ And bought deshun's present too... he better like it and use it.. lol..~
Went to eat delifrance since we weren't really hungry... And the best thing there was... the person din count my mango tart pie's money... Lol... only counted for my drink...~ So yea... i had kinda half-priced meal... Heex... It's like after so long then i realised.. and we sat there for so so so long.. the ppl there also din know lah... Hehehe..~ :) So 2 of us were there talking and talking.. till 9+ then came back... But luckily no one was back yet..~ Heex... so din get any nags... =P
Then sunday~ Really slack!! woke up that time... quite near to lunch time liao... hahaha...~ then watch tv in the aftn and play com after lunch... then went down to see that performance that cheated my time..~ Sianz... waited for 1h then start... and i din stay till the end... and missed the strings ensemble's performance..~ Anyway they were so unpro like the conductor din really bow be4 each song.. and like end that time... still go and talk to students be4 bowing.. so was like sianz half also lah... haha... so went to shop&save to buy somme stuff back for dinner..~ And watched tv thru the night..~ Heex...
Today... Went study again... just revise lor... Then mel called.. ask want to go swimming anot... actually din want to go... but came to the thought of it... should go lah... exercise plus relax... anyway study finish liao... although not sure if i rmb lah.. hahaha...~ Ya.. so went.... stayed there from 5.30 till nearly 8pm.. din know it was so late liao lah... cannot see mah... haha...~ But good time swimming..~ :)
That's all.. last paper tml..! Yeah... finally! And fortunate ppl who got more break for the next 2 days... better thank us...~ We are the ones suffering while u all are probably playing somewhere..~ Oh wells..~
Erm... wanted to update ytd aftn but ended up playing msn game with yushi... lol..~ =x Ya... so was like play play play and in the end... never update lor... Haha..~ Hmm... Spent the weekend... oh... slacking... Actually i did study... of coz.. i'm such a guai student... unlike someone... still went f0r Aviva~ Lol... i'm not talking about Yvonne!! (Oopz..)
Sat went cc to study with via... but we left quite early... reason being the lion dance comp was going to commence soon... and they doing all sorts of set up which... were noisy... Plus the person... so dotz... came into the room and use the plug... in the end... the room black out... Dotz..~!! Then went to the office and tell them lah... after that the light came back again..~ But well... we left soon after that... Went TM first... shopped for some presents... Hope they like it... horng's one super heavy lor... and that woman took mel's one while i took horng's one back...~ coz we paid for one each mah... so fine..~ And bought deshun's present too... he better like it and use it.. lol..~
Went to eat delifrance since we weren't really hungry... And the best thing there was... the person din count my mango tart pie's money... Lol... only counted for my drink...~ So yea... i had kinda half-priced meal... Heex... It's like after so long then i realised.. and we sat there for so so so long.. the ppl there also din know lah... Hehehe..~ :) So 2 of us were there talking and talking.. till 9+ then came back... But luckily no one was back yet..~ Heex... so din get any nags... =P
Then sunday~ Really slack!! woke up that time... quite near to lunch time liao... hahaha...~ then watch tv in the aftn and play com after lunch... then went down to see that performance that cheated my time..~ Sianz... waited for 1h then start... and i din stay till the end... and missed the strings ensemble's performance..~ Anyway they were so unpro like the conductor din really bow be4 each song.. and like end that time... still go and talk to students be4 bowing.. so was like sianz half also lah... haha... so went to shop&save to buy somme stuff back for dinner..~ And watched tv thru the night..~ Heex...
Today... Went study again... just revise lor... Then mel called.. ask want to go swimming anot... actually din want to go... but came to the thought of it... should go lah... exercise plus relax... anyway study finish liao... although not sure if i rmb lah.. hahaha...~ Ya.. so went.... stayed there from 5.30 till nearly 8pm.. din know it was so late liao lah... cannot see mah... haha...~ But good time swimming..~ :)
That's all.. last paper tml..! Yeah... finally! And fortunate ppl who got more break for the next 2 days... better thank us...~ We are the ones suffering while u all are probably playing somewhere..~ Oh wells..~
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Finally.. it's weekend..!
Finally it's weekend... Actually been spending my week idling... =x In the first place... dun really feel like studying after having a paper... And i really cannot study till it's late at night~?! Haiz... i dun want that to happen too... But it's really better to study at night coz there's no other disturbance.... so quiet and peaceful... only me, fan sound and 933fm... it's really much better than tv + talking and walking around..~ Therefore... instead of staying at home and do nothing... i'm going to yeah! study at cc tml.. And i found my card!! Lol... it's right in my deuter bag laah... so dumb.. Haha...~ But at least i found it and can go safely on sat!!! :)
Anyway... the past 2 papers were quite disastrous.. =x The CLA paper... Haiz... din finish plus crapped all the way thru... despite having around 2 days to study for the paper... i spent more than half a day erm.. slacking~!? =P BUT then... i write till hand pain lah...!! I mean i was writing while studying... so ya... write till...~ think thumb going to have blister soon... =P But well... I quite screw up the paper... Can't finish studying the last prose.... So it's quite gone for one of the BIG 20mark qns.... And i can't finish the paper too..~ Dun understand why must they have such long papers and short time for the paper...~ Booz... So far... ALL papers can't finish leh...!~ Haiz... Next time must be precise and write faster..~!!! Haha...
Then today very very suay!!!! I went out of my house at 12.30.. which is damn damn early for a 2.15 paper lah... then went to prima deli to buy bread for lunch.. in the end took that bus... First.. a lot of ppl.. The muslims going to mosque... flooding the bus and it's like so warm there lah... Then i dunno where got so qiao one lah... houshun boarded the bus at bedok int. but then too many ppl.. have to move in.. so din speak to him..~ Then this is the worst part... Erm... not very very bad for me coz at least i've got myself a seat somewhere down the road.. :) BUT.. the bus is going real real slow... Coz got ppl funeral in front of us... not exactly in front but near!! So u know... they go really slow on their pace.. plus the road isn't really wide with many lanes... erm.. started from around changi rd... And so... jammed all the way from there till paya lebar after ling's stop where 24 parted from the queue... And it took like 1 hour to travel from my stop till paya lebar mrt... which is like hell long...~!!!! And guess what.. it was already 1.45pm when we reach the mrt...~ Which means... we are going to be late!! So in the end we alighted and took a cab... but the cab took long to come also lah.. should have continued taking the bus... might be even faster.. lol.. just that have to walk a longer way in..~ And by the time we reach.. the ppl go in and sit down liao..~ Pengz... But hengs haven start lah..~ *luckily*
Anyway.. our dearest han is even worst man... she reached like a few min be4 the paper started... so zai... haha... and her reason~!? she was watching vcd at home... must be mad...~! hahah.... Erm... kinda screwed mcq for econs.. haha... din practice... so i guessed the ans for more than half of the paper... and i went on to take a nap after i finish the paper once.. without checking... but hope it's not as bad for data response and case study section coz that part was supposedly quite easy...~ Anyway... last paper on tues! All the best..~! :) Btw... end of mid year doesn't mean an end lah.... it means more work actually...~ teachers are kind enough to not really give us any hw for hols but it really means more work after exams...~ So yea.. no time to rest..~ coz i know after this hols that one month is not enough at all~!!! so i'm not going to let this happen for the coming prelims and As..~ :)
Ok.. that's all..~ Nitez~!!! :)
Anyway... the past 2 papers were quite disastrous.. =x The CLA paper... Haiz... din finish plus crapped all the way thru... despite having around 2 days to study for the paper... i spent more than half a day erm.. slacking~!? =P BUT then... i write till hand pain lah...!! I mean i was writing while studying... so ya... write till...~ think thumb going to have blister soon... =P But well... I quite screw up the paper... Can't finish studying the last prose.... So it's quite gone for one of the BIG 20mark qns.... And i can't finish the paper too..~ Dun understand why must they have such long papers and short time for the paper...~ Booz... So far... ALL papers can't finish leh...!~ Haiz... Next time must be precise and write faster..~!!! Haha...
Then today very very suay!!!! I went out of my house at 12.30.. which is damn damn early for a 2.15 paper lah... then went to prima deli to buy bread for lunch.. in the end took that bus... First.. a lot of ppl.. The muslims going to mosque... flooding the bus and it's like so warm there lah... Then i dunno where got so qiao one lah... houshun boarded the bus at bedok int. but then too many ppl.. have to move in.. so din speak to him..~ Then this is the worst part... Erm... not very very bad for me coz at least i've got myself a seat somewhere down the road.. :) BUT.. the bus is going real real slow... Coz got ppl funeral in front of us... not exactly in front but near!! So u know... they go really slow on their pace.. plus the road isn't really wide with many lanes... erm.. started from around changi rd... And so... jammed all the way from there till paya lebar after ling's stop where 24 parted from the queue... And it took like 1 hour to travel from my stop till paya lebar mrt... which is like hell long...~!!!! And guess what.. it was already 1.45pm when we reach the mrt...~ Which means... we are going to be late!! So in the end we alighted and took a cab... but the cab took long to come also lah.. should have continued taking the bus... might be even faster.. lol.. just that have to walk a longer way in..~ And by the time we reach.. the ppl go in and sit down liao..~ Pengz... But hengs haven start lah..~ *luckily*
Anyway.. our dearest han is even worst man... she reached like a few min be4 the paper started... so zai... haha... and her reason~!? she was watching vcd at home... must be mad...~! hahah.... Erm... kinda screwed mcq for econs.. haha... din practice... so i guessed the ans for more than half of the paper... and i went on to take a nap after i finish the paper once.. without checking... but hope it's not as bad for data response and case study section coz that part was supposedly quite easy...~ Anyway... last paper on tues! All the best..~! :) Btw... end of mid year doesn't mean an end lah.... it means more work actually...~ teachers are kind enough to not really give us any hw for hols but it really means more work after exams...~ So yea.. no time to rest..~ coz i know after this hols that one month is not enough at all~!!! so i'm not going to let this happen for the coming prelims and As..~ :)
Ok.. that's all..~ Nitez~!!! :)
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