Saturday, August 16, 2008

Beijing 2008

Been in a Olympics mood lately... cos practically i'm home most of the mornings and afternoons... since the channels are free... why not just watch? haha..

But mostly watching Gymnastic... Men team finals, women team finals, men individual all-rounder finals... but missed women individual all-rounder finals today... but now it's showing on Chn U... so i'm watching it.. just that it's near to the end already... Expected Nastia LIUKIN from USA to win the medal... she's been performing very well in the team competition... Anyway other than that... she's pretty too. haha! Anyway 1st runner up Shawn JOHNSON from USA was good too... but anyway she's still young so way to go ya!

If only they compete ytd instead of today.... Men competition is so... scary. They are like performing very well at the team finals... but dunno why quite a no. of the competitors had very bad performance at the individual and they like fell off the apparatus during the competition. In the gold medal position was Yang Wei from China. He's good but i think he's not really good in all the apparatus... Or at least... high bars isn't his forte... He just went up... do a few ok-only stunts... swing and turn a few rounds and finished off... But the rest of the apparatus he was really good.. eg. the double rings. i think he looked damn cool when he's up there... And becos high bars was his last item... he was already a few points ahead of the others.. he just need to pass it safely in order to get the gold.. safely = not falling from the bars and perform at least the basic stunts they had to fulfil.

In Silver medal position was UCHIMURA Kohei from Japan. He's even cooler cos he fell from pommel horse not once but TWICE. and still can get 2nd. But his team mate wasn't so lucky... Tomita Hiroyuki fell from Rings and fell out of the medals... a pity thou cos he performed quite well in others.

Yang Wei's team mate Chen Yibing wasn't that lucky too... He finished the competition LAST! dotx. To think that i was thinking quite highly of him.. but can't blame him lah... he fell off from pommel horse which was his first apparatus... and i think thereafter all his apparatus were quite badly done except for rings.. which was his forte. I think he fell at parallel bars also which was the main reason to his injury... Cos after that he fell from high horizontal bar again and in the end didn't finish his last item which was floor. Sian-ed.. hopefully he will do well in the individual apparatus competition.

Then today i watched something SO boring!!! i.e. Lin Dan from China vs Chen Jin from China in the semi-finals for Badminton Men's singles. Wah liao.. what is there to see when they are representing the same country... Results so predicted... obviously the deemed better one had to win what... Lin Dan is supposed to be World Rank No.1 lor! So the match was plain boring cos they looked like they were practising with each other for their next match. lol. So in the end Lin Dan beat Chen Jin flat after winning 2 sets straight. They must be thinking to themselves something like 'just get it over and be done with, it a no-point match'. Lol. and I bet it was the same for Women's doubles semi-finals cos it was also China vs China. But becos of that.. Finals will be more exciting at least. Haha! Looking forward to the Men's singles final. To see Lin Dan playing against Lee Chong Wei (world rank no.2) from malaysia again. And i seriously hope that Lin Dan is able to show his power and live up to his name of being world no.1. (the last time i watch them compete during my china trip, lin lost totally and how shameful for a first in the world)

Watching repeat of Badminton Women's doubles final now... it's China vs Korea... The other Chinese team already won the Japanese team and held a bronze medal... Ok.. actually China got the gold medal already lah.. quite expected too.. i think i seem them played against each other also.

Ok... after so much on other countries... let's encourage Team Singapore!! :))) The table tennis team had been doing quite well... And truly speaking i wasn't having high hopes on Li Jiawei for Women's singles cos she always very unstable at competitions... And this is not the first time she leads in the first 2 or 3 sets and after that lost eventually. Dunno why leh... maybe her stamina not as good.. But all the best for Mixed doubles! But the other player for Women's singles didn't let the countrymen down ya... And yeah!! We are getting a medal! Finally the little red dot is making into the great nations. I'm proud of Singapore! :))) Thou the Chinese team is really like how to defeat.. but well... we'll nv know... If we clinche the Gold, it will be a further glory for the team! If not, Silver itself is enough to show the world what Singapore is capable of! Yeah.

Can somebody tell me why is it that I will feel very touched when i see the victory ceremony? And it applies to Whatever sports it is! I know it's ridiculous... and i just feel VERY happy and TOUCHED for whoever from whichever country winning the medal.. I'd probably cry when i see Team Singapore standing on the podium. lol!

Ok lah.. shall stop here.. for the moment... when there's other exciting stuff.. i'll be back. hee.

Friday, August 15, 2008

Stress starts..

Mother is in her crazy mood again... shouts at us the moment she came back. thanks to er-jie (again). i better be careful with my actions... dotx. Well... i'm not the root of the argument... but given her character... she can just shift everything to everyone... and find at least 1 thing to say. cool.

Anyways... school been going for 2 weeks now... It's seriously not the honeymoon period anymore. Haha! Cos we really got to start thinking of everything we want to do and get down to it... This is of cos to prevent any last min rushing and chionging towards the end of the year. No more like year 1 and 2... taking own sweet time and doing it late into the night be4 submission.

Well... i think most will think that it's only the start of sem 1 and there's still sem 2... But then! Really a lot of things that require long-term committment and consistency. I hope i can hold them lah... afterall.. I'm paying for the degree ya... (not literally me paying but ya.) If only i can type like this for my thesis... i think i will hit 10k words shortly.. haha! Ok... that's like full of crap.

I have less than 2 weeks to decide what i want to do for my thesis... and frankly speaking 2 weeks isn't very long esp. when i have no idea at all... Good luck... i got to think every moment i'm free... *shakes head*

Very tired.. it's going to be a hectic weekend again.. I think i should really stop working... it's making me lose my freedom on weekends. dotx.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

National Day weekend is full of fun!

Pretty obvious i haven't been updating for a few days already... although i'm like rather tired now... but if i dun update... everything will be like accumulated and i will nv do it then.. haha!

Ok. Had a wonderful national day!! With the beloveds for half of the day and half of the beloveds for the 2nd half. haha! I think it's a bit confusing... but nvm lah.. =P So we went off to suntec for lunch at the ramen rest as a celebration for jan's bday... Ok.. i think this time the experience is better than the last ba... haha! Ramen without spicy soup is still better for me ba. hee. Anyway suntec was really crowded but the rest is really quiet... haha!! So next time... actually dun need to reserve seats le. food is all right... i guess it's better now... And u all know what... the next day i met another grp of friends and we were talking abt the rest... one of them ate 6degrees of chili leh!!!! I couldn't even eat 1. haha -.-

Then after that.. proceed to next stop... Chocz... ok.. quite empty too.. haha! Had our cake for the birthday girl there... Nice wor... but too sweet for charmaine... tsk tsk. I think it's good.. it's a heart-shaped chocolate truffle cake. And just nice got 10 chocolate balls on it... so we were all entitled to one! haha. After singing the song and blowing out the candles.... here comes my little present for the bday girl... Eh... I just rmb i started doing it after i finished typing the last entry.. so that's probably like 1am? I hand itchy lah... so i do all the way till like 7am. =x And mum actually woke up and asked me if i got sleep. i said 'yes' and i lied. =x But i'm happy with the outcome and i think the rest like it too! Right? 我的心意和努力是不会白费的... :)))

After the cake... some went off le... left the few got nothing better to do de... roam ard... and decided to catch the fireworks but still very early... went to TCC for a drink.. wah liao... i think the drink i order should have very little coffee leh... cos got chocolate and rose... but then dunno why still quite strong for me.. haha! But hor... i also can confirm it didn't help in keeping me awake cos i really very tired and perhaps yawned for one of the most times in my life when i'm out. haha. It's really non-stop as it gets later and later... Seriously... cos i fell asleep damn fast on the way home on bus. I dun even know what yushi was doing beside me.. haha!!

Ok.. back to the fireworks... They are really beautiful... And for quite some time... i've bringing my cam along to any fireworks display and of cos it's a pity not to capture them for collection purpose... but then again... everytime i do that... i will be looking at the fireworks thru the lens most of the time and actually i felt that i missed the most beautiful moment of the fireworks although i had them in visible memory. This time... i didn't bring cam along... and i didn't take out my phone to take pictures... I felt that it's the best i seen. You might wander why ppl still likes to watch fireworks even thou it might be the same every year... Being at the place itself is really different.. the loudness of the fireworks could be deafening but it's really 振奋人心的一刻... haha. very hard to describe... but cool lah! Hee.

Then sunday... went out to klunch with some nusco peeps... eventually some didn't turn up cos couldn't wake up... sis and i were kinda late cos we can't find parking space. haha! But anyways... had quite a good time... Then our initial plan was to go sentosa after singing.. but unfortunately it was raining... on and off.. And so unluckily... the car couldn't start cos according to the person we called... the cold weather could have caused the battery failure... and so we waited there for the person to come and the rest had to cab down on their own first... There are a lot of funny moments within but nvm.. lazy to elaborate..

So anyway... we had early dinner at Kim Gary HK cafe at like 4pm?! haha. either 3rd or 4th time there... but now good leh.. the baked rice not so salty liao... I will still go back there de lor... yeah... Sat there for quite long wor... discussing abt some business opportunities and the possibilities... quite cool for an idea.. the next thing is they have to really start doing it... cool.

Then... we came out of the hk cafe dunno what to do.... So they suggested going for some drinks... Eh.. didn't we just ate!? hahaha. It's just sat lah... keep eating and drinking... just that most of us didn't eat at the ms hk cafe after the fireworks. -.-''' Yup... so we proceeded to the next stop which was Brotzeit German Bier Bar & Restaurant... good ambience i would say... beer not bad too.. sausages not bad too... but in the end sis and i couldn't finish the 1L... a bit wasted. haha!

Now... monday... original plan was to go out in the aftn... but in the end didn't cos of various reasons... so in the end i nua-ed at home... and then meet yushi, siyih and qin for dinner thou qin didn't eat... Had New York New York... Hmm... quite a hearty meal for it... and also a rather expensive one.. lol!!! feel a bit bad after that... =x Then went on to a very impt mission for the night... glad that we have enough time to prepare everything although it became a bit chaotic when the time is nearing... haha! Surprise surprise for the bday girl once again!! :))) Who knows... maybe she happy until she cannot sleep that night. hahaha. =P So jan... how's today? Enjoyed and feel happy??? Heex. (just a side note: we killed 3 mosquitos in ur room ytd.. and there were more flying ard)

Dear girl... Hope u will be in ur best of health to take care of urself, ur family and also ur lovely children.. dun bully them lah... lol. And u have been a great friend all along!!! Doing up the bday boards for each of us... cracking ur head for ideas... And nv fail to entertain us. Oops.. that doesn't sound like a compliment. Nonetheless... U are a unique one to us... LOVE YA!! Happy 21st Birthday! And 祝你幸福~ :)))

Saturday, August 09, 2008

National Day Holiday is here.

Oh.. It's National Day already!!!


The day started out really funny... i think i was practically dreaming lor... er-jie says she came to wake me up at 8.20am like that... asking me what time i working... er... she claimed that i showed her 10 fingers... which i have no memory of... and what more... that was the wrong ans. cos i was supposed to go work at 12. lol! but i rmb on and off i heard cruz and peifen on 933... talking abt how busy they were... trying to squeeze all the happening things into today's epi... And i rmb i dreamt abt the song 'zhao cai jing bao'... which they played on the radio for the excitement of toto today... then came er-jie in the dream too... (i think that's when she came to talk to me)... then a lot of strange things.


Ok... the main thing was... my plan of going for a morning jog AGAIN didn't work out. lol! =x I was plain lazy to get up lah... and the weather is too good to sleep in. HEE.


Quite a few days didn't go back to work... a lot of things changed... err.... Finally i think it's impossible to work there for long... cos seriously... only thick-skinned ppl is able to work there without feeling guilty over all the changes... haix.... after this month... i really have to think twice... haha.. Ya.. so that's abt the repair thing... Then now... becos of all these changes... even more paperwork to do... dotx. and i heard the full time says he everytime work until 9 or 10... It's like so kelian lah... i'm quite glad i could help in one way or the other..


Then went to watch The Mummy: Tomb of The Dragon Emperor with er-jie... Ok.... half of the time i couldn't really make out what the statue version of the emperor (Jet Li) was saying... After the movie i realised how he spoke... (by covering his mouth.. i tried.. and my sis couldn't understand me). Then... Michelle Yeoh's mandarin is like deteriorated... all not accurate le lor... must be stay in the west for too long... There were some funny parts.. Like Alex tried to speak mandarin to the emperor... took a while to realise he was speaking mandarin. =x And the terra cotta marching so cute lor...


By the time we watch finish... 11.30 liao lor! lol. So qiao... jon lau and his friends also watching same show in the same theatre. just that i think his neck aching after the movie ba... lol! =x


Ok!!! Lastly still want to wish Singapore a Happy 43rd Birthday!! :) Hope the nation will continue to prosper so that life will be better for everyone!!! (but hope that taxes and prices will not prosper) haha. So everyone.. Enjoy the weekend! :)

Friday, August 08, 2008

Start of Level 3

I think life is going to turn mundane soon... as least for this month... will be hearing either work or school.. thou amidst of many things that are supposed to be done.. =x

But i have returned to life of... when there's no school.. i'll either be at home or at work. And that's Boring! Just like today... lesson was cancelled... and i stayed at home the whole day... dunno what to do... so i slept away most of my time... till the extend that i think it was a bit overboard. lol. Hopefully things will get a little different as school term goes by.

Or.. Actually i should be already doing something more than just slacking when i'm home... cos we are supposed to prepare for our thesis already... sighx. So can someone still say it is a good choice to continue to level 3?? tsk tsk.

And so... the goal of the year is of cos to complete the thesis as early as i can... right? The thing is... I have no idea at the very moment what will be my focus and what topic should i work on... i only have 1mth to think abt it... and convince myself and the lecturer that there is enough substance to write abt... Obviously it's the first time i'm doing one... and it's like way beyond what i think i can do now... 3k used to be the limit.... now 10k?! Madness. I wonder how would my thesis look like at the end of it. lol.

Ya... time to brainstorm... but first i think i need to read more lor.. Level 3 is indeed different... Moreover... we are fighting with all the elites... have to really use my time wisely... choose my stuff correctly... and do my stuff properly...

Tsk tsk.. i can predict a stressful year ahead.

Monday, August 04, 2008

Closed door.. not-so

Wooh.... Finally the busy days are over... Actually it's really tiring.. eh.... although it wasn't really as bad as the first time i work for a fair... It still is tiring... esp. the last day... cos i ended up being one of the last to eat lunch. haha!!!

Something not that bad was to get to know more of the other part time ppl.... i think cos i dun run about... i really dunno a lot of ppl... i.e. the newer part-timers.... so ya... get to see quite a no. of them... plus a few long time worker also.... some who nv fails to suan me. -.-

Overall everything is ok... just that many things are not done to the ideal... esp. the publicity part. so in the end many things are not what we expected.. esp. in the sales sense and the welfare sense. haha! so too bad for this year lah... after all... i can understand cos not much nice designs... that's why it's a warehouse sales. and it's the first time i went without getting any bags. dotx. got a pair of shoes thou. haha. ok lah.. some parts were still fun... and i was a bit luckier cos i know cashiering. hee.

Eh... got a lot of things to say lah... but forget it... a bit lazy to elaborate anything else. haha. but whatever it is... kao shi li still better ba... haha!

Then today... wake up even earlier than the rest of the days although no work... went to nus to assist in the research again. Eh... i think i a bit nervous and also eyesight not good. Keep playing wrongly... i think they listen to the recording will think that i'm like playing another song instead.. lol! Then the music stand put so far and weird thing... once start each recording... the notes will go blur... so i could really hardly see the notes. and thus the wrong notes. Lastly is of cos due to the fact that i lack prac lah. haha! But anyway it's a quite interesting thing to do lah... Just that too long nv play violin hor... and somemore recording for a few hours... er... the area which i 'kiap' the violin pain and also handache. lol! =x

Came back and went for impromptu dinner out with family at boat quay... Hotstones. NICE! but ex. Thanks to da-jie for the meal... thou we were out to kinda celebrate her bday.. hee. But i think she haven't treat us meal for quite some time. Er-jie's been the one paying... or dad. That's the time i feel that i'm very fortunate to be the youngest. =P Ice-cream-ed after that at Central's Azabu Sabo. Milk tea ice-cream is nice! :)))

Ok... school is officially starting tmr... well.. good luck~! :)

Lastly... Happy Birthday to my Da-jie!!! Yeah... age we'll just leave it yea. haha! I think my wish for her is real easy... In my heart i will know. :)

Cool

Thursday, July 31, 2008

Red Cliff Part 1

Wow!! Blogging diligently these few days ya.. haha! Maybe cos will be busy next few days ba.... Today is really a good slacking day!! :)))

Firstly slept till 11... hee.. then lunched out... after come back... watch tv... halfway fell asleep again.. lol. But well... i anticipate the next few days to be hard work... so 休息是为了要走更长的路.. Yeah... :)

After dinner went to watch Red Cliff with er-jie, da-jie and dad... Ok.. i think there's quite a balance in normal scenes and war scenes... bloody but not as gross as Warlords... (thou some of the dialogues were quite cheesy)... Maybe it was to add some colours to the boring history.. knowing the taste of movie-goers i would say... who would want to watch a total history documented show in the cinema?? Err... i dun think i would... So we can't blame the movie producer for putting such parts into the movie ba... At least the essence is still there. The pace could be a bit slow... but down to the point. Cool... Definitely have to go for Part 2.

Ok... go and sleep liao!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Off-day finally.

YEAH! Tmr is off day!! :)))

Today manager come down again. Stress... Worst.. she already say she coming down on thurs... why she dun want to go on wed??? Then i dun need to see her... But really huh.. whenever manager is down... really stress and really have to find things to do... but today was ok... cos we were all quite busy for the whole day and lucky we reap some good harvest at the end of the day... manager went out and came back in the evening abt half an hour before shop closes... i tot she's going to stay for long... luckily didn't... Hee. But she shocked to hear our total sales for today! :))) I shocked also lah... we dun really have this much for a tues... i think last tues was REALLY bad.... hahaha.

But anyways... i finally get 1 day off after 6 working days straight! And it's 6 tiring days... so yeah... i can finally rest for 1 day. ok. 1 pathetic day and then chiong for another 4 full days... lol. But good thing is this time have friends to slog with. haha! Hopefully tmr will be a nice fine day for me to slack at home. :)

Nitex.

Monday, July 28, 2008

Happy Bday!

Not much update... But today is Von's birthday.. so HAPPY 21st BIRHTDAY!!! Hope u enjoyed ytd and today ya! :) U are officially legal! lol.

Went to her bday ytd after work... her pjs theme didn't really work out.. haha! my doraemon didn't get into use also.. lol. gossiped and update each other a bit lor... i think we can talk non-stop each time.. haha. such good pals.. i love. :) her beau damn sweet sia... too bad i didn't see the full dressed banana... haha.


When life is more happening... i shall update more... i can really understand the-more-busy-u-are-the-more-u-feel-like-updating phenomenon.. haha! but at least it shows that there are things happening in ur life that is worthed taking note of... right?

Suddenly i was reminded of something thru a conversation.. but i think i was less lucky last time.. i realised there were so many things i haven't experienced be4... quite sad.. but i tot it was so long ago.. so forget it... hahaha... i dun want to say anything anymore cos i'm afraid... afraid that it will come back... cos someone started mentioning it lately again.. i dunno whether it's a correct choice to say it out or not.. but also say liao. what to do...

Haha.. i'm leading a happy life.. oh.. except for work. HAHA!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Timetable out!

Wooh.... Got my timetable for the coming sem.... starting on 4 Aug week... Tues to Thurs nights burnt... Actually after that interview... i kept thinking if my choice of continuing the degree year is a wise one... But whatever it is... the chance is over and the semester is here soon!

Ok... Guess that will be what i'll have to do for the next 4months... Actually night classes are really BAD. So now... can start planning my everyday yea... But the timing a bit weird ya.. dun really understand. =x cos it seems like each lesson is only 1h... But i dun really think so... But it's ok lah... only have to start worrying from next next week. hahaha! For now... worry abt everyday's work first ba...

I think 身心疲累 is really the word to describe today... So many cases for 2 ppl to settle... Where got show saturdays only got 2 ppl one!!! One time come in 4-5 ppl how to serve sia? Thanks to some ppl who were SOOOO irresponsible... totally turned off when the person's name is mentioned. Kids are still kids... so what if he's a full-timer?! But well... if someone doesn't want to come to work... there's no way to force also... but whatever lah.. forget abt all the times we worked tgt... totally disappointed at the way the matter was handled... BAH! But i feel rather bad to leave the other person behind after 6.30... was supposed to leave at 6 but stayed on a while... Eh.. but i think he can make it lah.. haha! =P Tmr then ask him how was it. hee.

Hopefully tmr will be better! :)

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Some songs to share...

最近还好吗 - S.H.E

挑一张耶诞卡写上 满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得 一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗 没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法 让寂寞变听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗 忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我 快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都 已没有权利表达(没有权利表达)
旧情人给的问候 比陌生人还尴尬(都还尴尬)
昨天远了明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗 没有你每到夜里回声变得好大
有没有什么好方法 让寂寞变听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗 忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我 快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗 忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我 快向快乐出发

A song which lately i think is super touching.. I think it's partly cos of the show ba... haha! The show kept playing the song during the sad parts.. so i keep feeling sad when i hear the song... Wah.. i think i can tear whenever i hear it lor... tsk tsk tsk... Really dunno why lah... But! it definitely has nothing to do with my life... so dun need to guess. hee. The way the song is being presented ba... I think it's the 语气 of the song also lor... I think the 语气 really impt! Let's go to the next song and i'll tell u why...

傻瓜 - 曾沛慈 (原唱:温岚)

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯得多
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

The reason why i put 曾沛慈 as the singer was cos it was when she sang during the show that i find it a nice song and feel what she was singing... it was the 语气 she used to sing the song... And she got the highest for that epi... But i heard the recording she did for the 2nd 星光二班 album... the feeling wasn't the same anymore... but the song itself is nice lah... and for some unknown reason... i feel for it.. haha.

Another touching song for me would be minhui's current blog song... Wish by S.E.N.S... It's a song i would always feel like crying when listening to it... Even when there wasn't any lyrics to the song! Partly also cos i first heard this song in a TVB serial show... And i still can rmb that particular scene now.. it was one super sad scene... and they played this song as the background music... and the climax is really the saddest part... So everytime i listen to the song... the scene will just appear lor... and then feel sad lor... i know it's a bit silly lah... but if i can control myself... i would have.. but well... i think i'm not good in that area at all... haix. I used to listen to it using MD. And that's the only version i had.. cannot transfer out... so haven't been able to find it until i heard on mh's blog! Yea... Ok.. to the next song ba...

亲爱的那不是爱情 - 张韶涵

教室里那台风琴 叮咚叮咚叮咛
像你告白的声音 动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信 转身离开的背影
喜欢你字迹清秀的关心
那温热的牛奶瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方 我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马 在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
那温热的牛奶瓶 在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马 在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

I like the chorus of this song very much... Esp. the sentence '就像来不及许愿的流星 再怎么美丽也只能是曾经'... I think this sentence is a very nice and true description and 比喻... not just on love.. but on anything else.. Every thing that we missed is just like a meteor star which we didn't see in time. And i think it's definitely a more romantic way of saying '不要错过机会,一旦过了就没有了'. Dun u think so? Yup. That's what i think.. But of cos we dun usually say that lah.. i know.. Hee.

期待你的爱 - 林俊杰

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋 想在裡面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败 真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在 不管帅不帅
想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次 我要勇敢 大声说出来
期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来 是因为爱
我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开 幸福的开始
就是放手去爱
想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次 我要勇敢 大声说出来
期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
妳的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来 是因为爱
我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白
不要走开 幸福的开始
就是放手去爱
幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

Do i even need to explain more abt this song... Definitely the fav at the moment! haha!! Just see my msn nick will do lor... But anyway JJ has been the always love. so what's new? hee. But i think i wun 大声说出来 anymore ba... not scared meh? lol.. Can't believe it if i tell the next person i like abt how i feel first... haha. Even i feel like i will still hold back ba... Afterall... hit the wall be4 liao... really will think twice before doing anything.

Ok.... There goes my 500th post... haha! Aiya... Better than i start talking abt my work right? hahaha. I think like that also not bad lor... right? :)))

Sing sing sing.

Ok.. Finally a good meet up with the ny friends to our routine singing session ytd!!! I was quite lucky to have gotten back the voice.. although it wasn't really in the best form... i realised after i started working.. my voice had nv been good... it's always a bit hoarse and like morning voice the whole day! Haha!!

Fortunately i had Makuna Honey the night be4 we went to sing... and good thing the next day i was much much better from the almost-lost voice the day be4!! Must be too much talking and durian. =P

Anyhows... Had a great session with them... and good dinner thou a rush one... and good masterclass!! But dunno if i should go and watch the concert this sat... I have so many things to do!!! Dun even know if i can change my shift. haiya.. From today start will be 6days straight of work... sian!!!! then break 1day.. and continue working!! Going to work for the fair! Yeah! With good buddies some more... got company.. better leh!! Last time all guys.. hahaha...

Ok lah.... Look out for the next entry.. my sharing session... haha.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

SUNDAY. a High day!

Ok... should continue my exciting weekend thing liao.. haha! It seemed like so long ago. =x Anyway... Sunday was a high high day lor... Of cos i'm not referring to work... but work on that day was quite ok lah... with ppl i quite shou already. haha. zhiming and kelvin.. long time nv see liao... but anyway i working morning shift.. so quite happy also lor. hee.

Then met up with yushi and siyih... jio-ed them to go Yes933's 街头爆唱会 for this year... It's the 3rd time i attended ba... 1st was at PS with a few ppl.. we were sitting at Cafe Cartel.. 2nd was at Millenia Walk (i went alone after work. haha).. this time at IMM thou. lol. I left a bit late from work... so we ended up reaching there quite late too... went to eat dinner first... we reckoned the first to come out shouldn't be who we wanted to watch.. =P And it's quite true also lah.. haha!

So we actually missed everything abt energy and a bit of niu nai... or did we? But i saw the videocast for that night... basically they were celebrating ah-di's bday... so took quite long lor... so lucky us. hee. Btw.... who cares cos our main objective was someone else. haha! quite straightforward for me... it was JJ! hee... siyih more greedy... she wants all the LIMs! Hehe... am i one of them??? =x But good lor... the Lims came out one after another... a High time really... i think i should use a better camera next time. haha!!!

JJ announced that his 6th album should be out soon. (maybe at least a few more months ba).. But can't wait to listen to it! AND! He's gonna have a concert again next year... It's time to save brothers and sisters! hahaha. Talking abt concerts... A-mei this year got concert again. a bit ex leh... too fast liao... haven't got chance to save.. think Lee Hom soon too. tsk tsk.. where got so much money??

Eh... Ok lah... i think cannot post videos... so i just post some photos ya... if want video... i can consider letting u see 1 or 2. bleahx!

刘力杨&林宥嘉 合唱-ing some duet songs...


Interviewing 林宇中 on his updates...
林宇中&林俊杰 合唱-ing some seniors' songs... cool.
JJ's solo item... his dance cool... and everything is new! As in the arranging and all that... Something i like abt his performances is that he will always try to perform something new and different. :)
Final grp photo of all the singers of the day plus the DJs. Not many stars but really high for that 2hours. :)))
Look forward to more of such events... YEAH!

Monday, July 21, 2008

The birthdays of two!

Yeah!! Let me blog abt my exciting weekend! At least it's really exciting... other than just work! haha! A whole weekend of partying. Love it. :)

Fri was dearest jiaqi's bday celebration and korkor's farewell. The starting part was quite funny... while we were sitting outside the house waiting for her friends to arrive. We were sitting right outside the lifts and looking at them going up and down waiting for it to open at the correct level. Her friends are quite late lah cos i think most of them came after their work. So we were like guessing when her friends will reach.. in the end korkor's friends all came earlier... haha! She so scared her friends all not coming.. except for 2 who were already there waiting with us. lol. =x

Anyway we played till quite late lor... sis and junyi-korkor were playing mahjong with one of korkor's friend... end already then we go home... so meanwhile i was a bit bored and tired (i dunno why). haha. watched a little tv... then played a little bit of games with jiaqi and her friends. Oh.. the world is really small.. saw xianhan (from sy dizi) there... he happened to be korkor's army friend. haha. So qiao... Then i think i saw angie's bf. one of korkor's friends also... not very sure. didn't ask cos i dun really know him and i dun think he knows me. haha!

They should be playing in some part of australia now... er.. maybe not at this hour.. but ya.. the idea is there lah.. how i wished i was there too! Why they nv ask me to go? haha!!! =x Aiya.. anyway.. that's another person ard me studying in aus now... Hmm... I'm glad jiaqi is coming to lasalle. thou i dun think i will really have the chance to see her in school. haha! we can go for tauhuay tgt! =P

Then sat was yet another busy and tired day.. but fun! haha. Went to mco early in the morning... haven't wake up so early for a very long time... went there and went up to the usual music room... turned out that they shifted to the 2nd floor already!!! That's how long we haven't been there. haha. =x And we weren't late! And now we have 1 more company -- Charmaine! Yeah. finally the 2 of us are not that lonely anymore. lol. And in the end laoshi didn't come for sectionals.. -.- Only came during combine... but at least lah... if he didn't go... i might have think that it was a wasted trip there. haha.

Then went to coffee shop to eat. The coffee shop was renovated as well! Very nice and clean and bright now! Really goes to show how long we haven't been there. heex. Then back to bedok... and after a while.. to simei.. hee.

Set up the place before every thing starts.. the balloons were nice!!! haha. our effort. :) I think everything was in place and well yea.. Hope it was really memorable for horng. hee. The xin fu de nü ren. haha. Something special abt the party... the first time i eat durian at a party!!! It's really big and nice... i wonder where they bought it from. Eventually the only one of us present who didn't appreciate it was sylvia koh. how wasted.. cos they are really nice! :)

And cakes!!! I forgot to mention just now... jiaqi got the same cake as me... as in same design... just that a bigger one and a more colourful one... haha... but that copycat lah! =x Then horng got cake from the same shop too! I think The Royals should give me some endorsement fees lor.... i help them advertise so much... haha... But their cake is really nice.. i just finished eating the last portion from jiaqi's cake... :)

Ok... Can i talk abt sunday another time? I'm really tired and going to sleep now. it's barely 12am. omg. haha!!! Anyway i will put some photos for the sunday entry.. so look forward to it... Yeah! Anyway.. it's going to be abt the 93.3fm outdoor concert lah... Hee. :)))

Oh anyway... the 2 of them so happened to have the same birthday... Which is 10min from now. haha! So wish them Happy 21st Birthday lor!! :))) yeah.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Again... it's work

Everything is getting so dry and boring i really dunno what can i update abt.. hahaha!

But anyhows i still think work is killing me... and i'm much dead. ytd was the first time i stayed in the shop till 8pm alone. Wanted to leave a bit earlier... But luckily i didn't cos a customer walked in at like 2min to 8pm. Then she asked... dun u all close at 8? I was thinking... err.... even if we close at 8.. it doesn't mean she has to walk in like so close to 8 right? Afterall... the sticker outside states that we open till 6pm only. -.-

Ok... so anyway.. i'm suffering from whole body aching now.. esp. waist area and knees till i couldn't sleep properly last night... and some indigestion which has nothing to do with work... haven't been feeling ok since ytd. went to the toilet a few times during work ytd and after i got home... even today. sianx. whatever it is... i wasn't put in schedule to work today and tmr. so i'm not going to work. hee. Since we can do it with 2 ppl ytd... i think they can do it today and tmr also. And not like i didn't want to help. but i'm sick!

Nothing much had happened lately seriously... So i'm SO looking forward to this weekend. later going out to get something for someone so dear. haha!! I think i need the toilet already. bye.

Sorry for these few utmost boring posts lately. i just can't help it. I'm just waiting for more happening things to come along. haha.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Work is seriously tiring..

The only reason why i haven't been updating is becos i'm so tied up with work!!! omg... For this week... there has nv been a day i'm able to leave the shop on time. Sat worked 10-8pm.. monday worked 10-8... and tues supposedly to be my off day... got to go open the door at 9.30am.. and i couldn't leave until 3pm... where actually i told them i want to leave at 2pm. But tues was quite pathetic lah... and i was seriously tired... plus not my working day... so i was not keen to stay back and help at all.. plus... i was meeting someone else already.

Then it was true that my supervisor called me half past midnight... i didn't pick up the call... but most prob it's to ask me whether i can work on wed.. if i had gone to work... i would be working EVERYDAY for this week.... and i didn't want to.. so anyway when the other colleague called me on wed morning.. i just honestly say that i cannot... and in fact.. i can't cos i have something on... Although work is impt to get me more allowance... but friends are impt too... i can't last min tell them i'm not going.

But anyway... work has been so hectic ever since i stepped back into it this time round... there's so so so much extra work involved everyday... i can't believe it is what it is now... Just these few days... manager came out with some new plan to change the system... so as to clear all those stuff out in the shortest possible time. At first i thought it would work. BUT. after a few more steps are added into the process... I seriously think that she is just giving us more extras to do... And i think it's very very stupid! argh... I dunno how well it will work lah... Cos there are so many loopholes in the plan... but since it's her idea and she expects everyone to follow.. then follow lor... right? Seriously... just till the end of the month for me. And does she think i will really be so stupid to actually accept the full-time offer? OMG. must be kidding... If i tell a hundred ppl... at least 99 will say NO. the last one probably dunno what is happening. lol.

But the good thing is... all this higher post ppl have been quite nice to me... which i'm rather grateful for... but then again... i'm not taken in by that... cos i think that should be the way managers or supervisors should treat their workers... if there's no welfare... who would want to work volunteerily?

Ok... i'm going to sleep.. so that i'll be ready for tmr's challenge.. haha! Nitex and bless me for tmr. I'm grateful that i'm taking the afternoon shift... afterall if go morning shift also hv to work till 8pm... work afternoon also till 8pm. which is better? haha. Anyway worked till 9pm today. damn sian-ed. and TIRED!!! And peiqian still wanted my job?! How i wished i could give it to her... hahaha.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

Family and family.

Coming close to my 500th post... after like more than 3 years... hahaha! Anyways... Super tired today... already felt like sleeping at 8pm... But stayed on until now.... and still have some things to do be4 i can go to bed.. Really a bit not in the mood to do it.. cos no inspiration also... But still have to do it.... in the simple way lah... not much time to do it the cool way also. Need to use them soon. Ok.. so much for last min work lah. =x

Wanted to do them in the afternoon but spent the whole day at my uncle's house in the end... Today's like my great-grandfather's death anni.... so as usual we visit 138 to do all the customs... Most of the uncles and the only aunt came... only 2 out of the siblings didn't come... But anyways... there was A LOT of talking involved today... basically on my aunt's moving house thing. Though i didn't make any obvious comment... in my heart i was just chanting... 'who ask u to go for vacation when u are supposed to move house'... they were arguing abt something that was left out during the moving... and that is actually precious to her.. And in the end it was missing from the old house also... But well... Hopefully she gets the chance to find back the one since we kinda have clue where it might go...

And so we visited her new house since everyone was already on the topic. haha! A cosy house i would say... after all her previous place is really old already. But they are only renting the current one... and we are all encouraging them to buy it. haha. Really nice k... and i can only say that they are rich lah... besides the point that they borrowed from my dad quite long ago and just managed to pay us back. That's where my school fees come from anyway. And that's becos they earned big bucks by selling their old semi-detached.. cool? Maybe.. they've been wearing expensive stuff since i know and what not... my cousin goes ard in Aldo, Farragamo, Prada, Ninewest heels and my aunt brings LV and prada, etc. and wore an Armani today. Why huh? If i buy them.... then i wun have any savings! sad.

Oh... back to the house... 3-storey... cosy in my opinion... thou smaller than what they used to have.... good enough... and of cos.. air-con in each room.. and better... personal pc/lappy and cable tv. Wow. no need to fight with anyone... but seriously a bit small to contain everything they moved... thus some of the boxes still unopened and stacked up in one of the cousin's room where my cousin is still overseas and not back so soon.

Ya.. then back to 138 again.... chatted with the uncles.... apparently they are very nice ppl to talk to... usually open topics and everyone can contribute. So usually the noise level quite high also. lol! Ya... Back to whatever i need to do and need to sleep..

Tmr is going to be a busy day! I'm prepared for it ba... No saturdays are slack days seriously... Seriously hate to work there on saturdays.. but right.. just for this month... and i think dun need to go back liao... unless i cannot get the other job. But i really hope i can!! *Prays hard*

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Where are the post tour entries?

I'm so not motivated to blog sometimes.... Esp. for my oversea trips... Haha. I haven't even blog finish my HK music camp trip which was abt 10 months ago... and i haven't started on my China trip that was in May. Lol. Just plain lazy to upload photos lah. =x

Then somemore so long liao... sure outdated. then should i still blog abt them?? So weird right! tsk. It's just not good to travel for so many days.... after coming back there are so many things to do and arrange.... take very long to blog abt it... =P

Er... let me see how lah... But feeling a bit apologetic mah... that is IF anyone wants to read abt it lah.. haha. if have readers for it.. i will blog abt them k! hee.

A movie a week keeps my money away.

I watched a movie a week for the past 5 weeks.. (including this week). Like omg. I declared myself a frequent movie-goer AGAIN. hahaha. You may ask why the word again? Cos i rmb my last school holidays i did the same thing... sometimes even worse... Then i stopped for a while (maybe also cos there wasn't enough good shows to watch every week). haha. And now.. back again! OH!!! Can change to 'frequent school holiday movie-goer' instead. haha!

Ok.. i know this is very outdated but i actually watch Sex and the City with Von today... Just so happened that both of us haven't watch it... and i think these 2 days are the last 2 screening days... so we caught it today... initially wanted to watch the earlier show which is at 5.30.. but by the time i got there... the tickets were sold out already. dotx. And the next show is 'selling fast' too... So we got the tix for the 8.30 show and we already have only the front row seats left... fine... went walking ard vivo and dined at White Dog Cafe... All right.. not too bad.. and went to watch the show. By that time... the tickets were sold out too!! So who says we are slow in watching the show? hahaha.. Interesting show indeed. :)

Last week's show was The Strangers which i already commented on it. The ever-so-wrong show... I seriously will not go for anymore horror movies. Not becos whether the show is nice anot... but i scared lah! Say i'm timid lah.. Bleahx. Ya.. Anyway.. looking forward to the next meet-up!! :))) Oh.. i think they starting prac soon. Jiayou ba.. I'm officially CO-less... err... although not so true... supposed to go back mco for the year end concert. haix. dun think will be going this month anyway. =x

Ok.. back to movies... The week be4 was Get Smart at PS with via... Left with first row seats too!!! Wah... and i think today's one is better... we were quite close to the screen for Get Smart. But it's a very funny show... the plot is quite cool... and there were good punch lines here and there along the whole show.. I recommend the show. :)))

Another week before was The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian.. with via also... i think we were at marina sq. Ok... not bad a movie... Less exciting than the 1st one thou... (ok.. i can't rmb the words in their sequence).. Err.. and let me confess that i didn't read any of the books in the series as well. hahaha!! Anyway... i like this kind of action-pact and magnificant movies.. so it is to my liking lah. Yea. :))

Lastly... Less than 4 weeks ago... watched Kungfu Panda with 5 other ppl - yushi, qin, dj, siyih and denise, at The Cathay... A very funny animation in my point of view... good graphics also... Oh.. and sound effect as well... The panda is just so cute thou big. haha. And Tigress is so cute when she's still a cub.. That's why i always liked cubs.. be it lion or tiger. Hee. Had quite a good laugh then... very seldom you hear the whole cinema filled with laughter for animations nowadays i guess.. So ya... An animation up to standard and expectation.. cos they have been advertising for quite some time be4 the screening this june holidays. So ya.. worthed lah.. :))

Ya... That's all for the moment... wonder what's there to watch next week.. hahaha... Actually i think i want to sing more! =P Let's go singing!!!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Meet-ups with CO(s) ppl.

Yea... i survived... omg.. i think i'm really becoming very weak... i think zhiwen can tahan cos she's 4yrs younger. haha!


Anyway... ytd met up and had fun with SYCO ppl. Although the movie we watched was err... not to my liking.. horror movies is nv to my liking lah.. haha! This is like my 3rd horror movie in cinema so far i can rmb. It was a bit of slow in front... but middle part was quite exciting.. but i just kept on asking peiqian 'why are we watching this show?' haha! Oh.. didn't quite understand the ending also... i think partly cos when we went in.. the show already started... so they start the show faster when it's a midnight show? The cinema there quite happening lah... a lot of ppl watching movie ard the same time as us... cool.


Then went to Kenny's house in zixin father's van... luckily man.. if not have to take cab... and like that better also cos we can all talk on the way.. not like separated... First time to kenny's house. to me it's very neat and nice... we watched tv... and Kenny cooked for us!! So gan dong. :) Watched some co vcds... while watching one of csco's concert dvd... i requested to go to 'dong'... but i actually fell asleep less than halfway into the song. lol! =x

Anyway... back to home.... and went to sleep after i bathed... got nagged by mum a bit after i woke up... and told her i'm going out again. =x But ok lah... i think she just wants to know.. good thing i came home 1min earlier than my parents just now... if not my mum will sure call me again. hengs... no clubbing this week. save money! :)

I fast-forward too much... I had lunch at home and went out to meet melody and sylvia... to get melody's present... Orchard was like super crowded... very difficult to move ard or stay at a place to see something cos there are just ppl who want to squeeze here and there... but in the end still got it for her already. YEAH! Mission accomplished. :) Went to bakerzin for tea (cakes). haha. nv drink tea lah.. only ate desserts... cool. Then went down to collect my new specs and then to deshun's bday celebration at weixiang's place. haha.

I was a bit blur cos i haven't got used to the new specs yet... and the area was so dark i couldn't really make out their faces... and dunno if i've gotten to the correct place... haha... until ds called out to me.. lol. But quite all right... the whole night was occupied with fun conversations and interesting findings abt ds... haha! A very big grp of ppl spent a lot of money to get him most of the things he wanted (i.e. from his wishlist).. i think that's very good and hope he likes them and hope they are useful to him too. Yeah.

Left the place ard 11 and got home in bus 45. quite fast actually.. be4 i realised.. the bus was already prepared to turn into bedok... how fast... Anyway i'm really tired already so i really feel like sleeping now... update again another day.. haha!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Work is making me look forward to off days.

It's mid-week!!! 2 more days to off day... :))) I'm really waiting for saturday to come... the day i relax and play and party!!! Coincidentally... i have quite a few parties recently on saturdays... not next week... but i hope could be more often thou it means more money spent on presents also. haha!

Anyway... work has been.. so far so good? I think i forget things pretty fast... i mean.. i can't really rmb the unhappy things that happened... or the difficult cases that happened more than 3 days ago i think. haha! So actually.. not much worry also lah... hee. Like i said.. after all i'm just a part-timer! haha. And i think i'm already a very lucky part-timer. As in from the time i started working in this company till now.

Really learnt a lot in suntec... product knowledge... although now sometimes will still stumble... actually my lost of confidence comes from all the repairs lah... how to sell to customer when they see so many of the same kind in the line for servicing??? dotx. But suntec was the time i worked with some of the best ppl..

BUT i deem the first course of my work in shaw the best of all my work life in the company. although only 3 ppl in the shop doing all the sales and servicing and most of the time i'm the one attending to the customer cos the rest have got better things to do... i feel very homely in the shop. Not to mention uncle goes to buy lunch everyday (unless he's really very busy or when he's not ard or when he's the only full time ard)... and refused to take my money. Mum's friend lah.. but the other full-timer is really taking good care of me and other part-timers too... he really wun push us to die...

And this time back to the same place with different ppl altogether... ok lah.. pros and cons... I think i said... the ppl are nice... but sometimes there are things we really dun want to deal with... but no choice... and some will just push here push there... And with the changing system and all... even we stayed in the shop for extra 2 hours doesn't help much too. There's just lesser time to do more things. why is the company making things difficult for such a small shop. If i were a customer... i most probably think that the shop is selling 2nd hang bags as well. The environment is so tense that everyday i'm so afraid to hear the phone ring and to see ppl bringing bags in and even to come and collect their bag is a chore to us. But no choice have to do it. Too many complain cases lately... very scared. Every day is just another new challenge. and everyday it's just so tiring.. I hope nothing goes wrong tmr. haix.

Ok... I'm really tired. But my colleague is so nice he sent me home after work ytd and today... cos i worked aftn shift and he so happened stay in bedok too... although we went a big round to somewhere else first on both days.. i'm still quite grateful he offered to send me home today cos he was actually going to other places and not going home. :) He's nice in this way.. generous. but sometimes show too little enthusciasm in work... However, he really can do it when he wants to... product knowledge and very eloquent too. Ytd he solved yet another tough customer. Today as well. He can work... just whether he wants or not.. Apparently... i dunno.

Ya.. work again tmr. Happy to see my breakfast already on the table... dad bought nicey bread when he goes to cut his hair.. and he did today! :))) So yeah! good breakfast in the morning.. nitex for now. :)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

First week of return to work!

Started work for a week already. The whole feeling is really different from the past... Very different... good or bad.. hard to say. But maybe more negative feelings?! It's a bit sad lah... but the ppl are still very nice... :)

So now including me... 5 ppl working everyday... cos actually sometimes really busy and a lot of things to do as well.. other than serving and selling our products to customers... have to check repair status.. collect repairs and blah blah blah... actually time really passes very fast.. thou sometimes some things are just unbearable... but 只要忍一忍就没事了... although i dun agree with some of their way of doing things, i'm just a part-timer after all... and of cos.. everyone has their own way of working... so should just comply lor... I will just and only do what i'm asked to do...

It's only two and half months away from the shop and changes are like everywhere. Pretty shocked when i first stepped in of cos... and really surprised how things are not how they were anymore.. couldn't really adapt at first... and sometimes really need a breather sometimes.. so i do go out for lunch and walk ard now... afterall there's company... and enough ppl in the shop also.. so doesn't really matter...

Heard of the staff shifting news when i start work and really thought... 真的要到失去的时候,才会发现他的好.. so in the first place i feel that they (or was it her only) really make a BIG fuss over a very small matter. Well.. then after all these happened.. and the situation of shop got worse under the next person... then they realised that they might have done the wrong thing... But of cos.. they can't put him back.. so just put him to somewhere with better prospects than wherever he was banished to before that... but ya.. at least it's fairer to the responsible person... :)

Ok... i'm really tired now... update again soon! :)))

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

1206 to 1506 of 2008.

Wah.. can buy 4D with my entry title. haha! I confess that i'm just to lazy to blog! haha!!! Esp. when there were so many things happening! Anyway wasn't at home last weekend also.. so ya. =P

Last wed was SYCO post concert reception.. first time the event stretched for so long. hahaha!!! Didn't join the impromptu stay over at zhiwen's house cos next day still have to prepare for the chalet... Which actually i didn't do much lah. =x But this year's post concert is so far the most eventful? haha.

Then comes the impt day - 12th June. Actually didn't do much also lah... the funniest thing that happened during midnight was... my sms ringtone actually scared me quite a few times... and my family all sleep already! so it was really quiet ard and ya. in the end i put my phone to silent mode until i went to sleep. BUT i didn't reply to any one of them at once lah.. haha. i only like replied morning of the next day?! haha! i will touch on that later.

Ok.. so er-jie's bf royston came and pick us up after collecting the rented car... we packed and went off to the bungalow chalet.. very big indeed. bad thing the tv cannot watch... as in cannot detect the channels.. but luckily still can play Wii ya.. if not all of us will be like bored to death.. lol! Wii is like the most popular for that few days lor. haha! so we Wii-ed a while.. and went to white sands to get some food and drinks. oh.. the joke of the day was that royston was supposed to attend a wedding dinner... so he couldn't join us for kbox later that night.. BUT. after we sent him home... and as we were abt to reach home.. he called and said that he got the date wrong. dotx. but he still didn't join us lah... so in the end only me, er-jie, yushi, siyih, sylvia and daijing went. they were super duper late... due the the jam caused by IT fair at suntec. tsk tsk. After that they went home while we went back to fetch him back to chalet. And that night... only 3 of us stayed in that BIG house. we Wii-ed until 2+ then went to sleep. haha.

I couldn't really get to sleep... i think i dun like the bed lah... and it was too cold... so i woke up at like 6am! omg... how long haven't i wake up so early already.. so i sat in the living room and stare into space. wah liao... no tv really cmi. That's why.. i decided to reply to the sms-es. haha! At least i replied lah.. =P At the same time also send out reminders for the celebration. haha! A bit slow too... I'm very lazy to reply sms lately! haha!! So i was lag in sending msges to thank ppl for coming also lah. haha! how many ppl say i lag already. -.-

After breakfast... Wii-ed again! then supposed to go home to get more stuff and fetch da-jie while sis needs to change and go back to her branch to meet some customer. BUT! the clever us forgot to bring home keys! hahaha! BOTH of us ok. And the same thing actually happened twice! the first day only sis had keys and she forgot to bring home... but dad was at home that time... so he opened the door for us... and i brought mine when we went off again. but this time... dad went out for lunch with mum and he didn't bring his phone! Mum brought her phone but didn't switch on! Haha. how great. so sis had to go back in sleeveless and berms... while royston and i go get lunch. dotx. Finally got back after fetching da-jie from int.. get her stuff and some more stuff we need... and went back to chalet...

The activity for the night was bbq. and again... the rest were rather late... so my family started first.. oh jiaqi came too! jan was surprised that she was the first to come. haha!! then some came in yih's car... and dj came latest.. too much food and we couldn't finish... decided to keep it for the next night. hee. Wii-ed again! and mahjong-ed too. Ok.. i Wii-ed a while only.. Boxing with jiaqi.. cannot take it... and lost. haha! she so so worked up. haha! Boxing is the most most vigorous game in the whole Wii sports. And it makes ppl want to go nearer and nearer to the tv. Haha!!! Oh. and i didn't mahjong... er.. they didn't play money.. so the punishment for the last player is to wash the dishes left in the basin... char was the person and she did a really quick job.. cos i think she's tired already. haha! Ya.. so that's all for the night. yushi, sylvia, jiaqi and i sat downstairs and talked for another while be4 we go sleep.

Next day... almost all of us were already awake by 9am... and we started decorating the place. my dear cousin woke up at 10am sharp. not bad lah.. haha! cos we actually said 10am but in the end all woke up earlier. so deco deco.. went to bathe and everything ard 11.30am... Wah!! Earliest was jon lau and emily wor... hahaha! jon actually 'vroom vroom' emily there. And they came in blue! haha! Then next in line was ken and deshun. They super early. haha! The first to come in yellow was kim! haha!! Ok.. actually it was all the nyjcians who came first lor. haha. so proud of them. The last to arrive.. dun need to say lah.. the grp know themselves. hahaha! Not shy sia.. haix.

So anyways... the celebration goes on and on and omg i really miss my pri school friends a lot! haha! so i'm so happy to see huiqun and geraldine... and my kor... jiewan maybe not so much cos i just saw her not long ago. Heex. But i'm happy they came lah... I think the grp of ppl who i didn't really have a chance to talk to was my royal family.. since half of the time they were enjoying themselves in the upstairs air-conditioned room. haha! but nvm. will be seeing them again this weekend for kim's day. giving all my time to them man... :) Eh.. and i think i haven't catch up enough with my sisters and brother and all our pri school stuff yet. I'm so looking forward to the next gathering i tell u. hahaha.

Oh... a pity yvonne and sofian left be4 the cake... cos they were the only lasalle ppl... cos caiwen and weixuan pangseh-ed cos of work... and liyana couldn't come too... and lila only replied she can't come after that.. Khai in ns.. But well... this is a norm for lasalle ppl. haha! Sorry for boring the 2 of u!! =x But anyway... my kns gang didn't come too.. coincidentally they have something on.. so we gonna meet another day.

So as more ppl left for the day... finally only 2 grps of ppl were left in the house with us... i.e. my beloved crews of the day since they are so defying to wear RED. (my theme is BLUE and YELLOW lah). And the syco ppl... so we started bbq-ing again.. and also try to finish up the food from catering... went to rent bikes overnight after that... but quite tired.. some of them went cycling for a while.. i slacked in the house. haha! some syco ppl stayed while the rest went home... minhui didn't stay cos of some things lah... :( The crazy syco ppl were fighting in the room. ok.. actually i think it was only kenny and ngeow. haha! by the time we wanted to go out.. they were telling ghost stories.. and ya.. i listened to one.. and ran out of the room. haha!

So 7 of us went out at 4am to the same HK cafe we went after qin's bday party cos sylvia insisted. haha! Oh... this time we know le.. just order simple food will do. I was really tired i fell asleep on our way back. haha! Jiaqi was the one who drove.. the rented car. haha! she was quite nervous cos first time on auto cars. haha. quite funny. but she ok lah. :) Took some crazy photos there also. This person huh.. actually wanted to go home one... but dunno why hor... until very late liao she was still there... haha! I think she clicked well with my cogang ppl ya... so in the end dun bear to go home already. haha!! But good also lah.. more ppl.. more fun! :) Went back and saw ngeow playing Wii alone... lying down somemore. damn relax huh.. we were all tired.. so we retired to the room while he continued. dunno what time some of them left... was fast asleep when zhiwen called me in the morning. haha. woke up at 9+.. quickly packed and came home. the caretaker damn mafan lah... somemore tell my boys rudely 'u all can go home already hor.' (translated from chinese). So we chop chop leave the place cos they like want to lock already. whatever. And ya.. that's all for the chalet!


Ok.. just 1 picture.. i took pictures of the individual present by different ppl/grps. but lazy to upload. so spot them urself. Thanks to all for the effort of getting me the presents... I was surprised at most of the presents! haha!! Esp. the 2 identical STITCH soft-toy from the nusco ppl and syco ppl!! (now 1 of them is on my sis' bed). And i can't differentiate which one is from who anyway. becos they are exactly the same. haha! Oh. and the toy violin from syco too.. lol. hello. u all really very cute leh... i got real one leh.. why buy a toy one? i dunno how to play toy one lor! Next time buy real one ok? Lol. But thanks for the card lah! I like it although there's a VERY unglam photo. TSK. And then from nusco also the lock and key necklace and the card. very nice. :))) Then a very cute and big Lollipop mirror from Reena. Hey.. thanks for coming all the way! :) For a moment i tot it's a real lollipop lor. lol. =x Then... Necklace and earrings from jiewan and jiaying (thou she didn't come cos of work too). Eh.. i forgot to tell them i dun have piercings. haha. paiseh. Keychain from my dear brother.. omg thanks edwin.. i know it's not cheap cos it's agnes b. =x Raoul card holder from boyi and rudy. thanks too!! it's really to know u all in sy gaohu. the only time sy has the same grp of gh ppl for 2 years. haha! Guy Laroche card holder from my 2 cousins, jiaqi and jiaxun (he didn't come too). Thanks my dear and look forward to ur party! can i stay over? haha! Burberry fragrance from my royal family... thanks han for the effort of sniffing 20 over different ones be4 deciding on this... i love it. and love u too! :) Then a Goldheart bracelet from my sis' family cum my mother's best friend. haha! ok.. very complicated. but it's a coincidence that xiaoting jiejie chose a star one cos she likes it without knowing i like stars too. yeah~ Then a series of gifts from the 2 pri school sisters.. a big bag (something i need), a doraemon cushion, a pack of kogepan stickers with my name (this is super cute, got different patterns somemore), a Star-shaped necklace from Helen, and a hp pouch, and a card with very heartwarming message. And lastly... the combined effort from my beloveds and nyco ppl... something that i need to change since long time ago.. my specs! hahaha! I think many haven't seen me in specs for a long time already lah... cos i dun really dare to bring it out in its current state lor. lol. Oh!! How can i forget this... the stitch globe puzzle already completed from michelle. Thanks for ur effort. I like it very very very much. sitting on my cupboard now. hee. And the angbaos from my godmother, sylvia's mother (thank u aunty), and my san-yi! :) And OH! a bracelet by Meyson from my parents! :)

Lastly... The pressies are all topped with a card with some message inside and i totally totally love it! I think cards are my favourite cos they can be kept for so so so long... and i nv get tired reading them. :) So.. Thanks syco for the HUGE card with a '21' done by zhiwen in front, and a pink '21' card from nusco, a black and colourful card from qun and ger, a card with the message written upside down (haha!) by jiewan and jiaying (i supposed the blur blur jiewan wrote that), a little pop-up card from reena, a silver 'Prints' card from boyi and rudy, the agnes b. card that comes with the keychain from edwin, and the green board done by my beloved cogang.. (green cos it was the other half of sylvia's board, ok my own fault cos i bought it).. and of cos the guest book~!!! Actually some of them didn't write.. so next time have to fill back ya. haha!

Seriously.. thanks for all the effort. And of cos.. thanks my family for giving all the support.. physically and financially. I think i'm really fortunate to have them as my family. thou my sis didn't give me any present... but they paid for ALL the expenses. claiming or not i dunno. But ya.. i didn't pay a single for anything. I love my sisters so much. And a huge thank you to royston also... fetching us, my parents, and making trips to get drinks and helping us bbq and asking me not to be paiseh abt it... I hope this time my sis has gotten the right person. :) Thanks for making my bday a memorable one! I look forward to more celebrations of my friends~!! :))) Just too many to thank... So thank u ALL! Oh.. and for reading too... i know this is a super long entry. haha!


PS: for photos... pls grab them from my facebook. :)

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

worship sy? how to?

I laughed when i saw this... 'i do no worship SYCO anymore'... lol!

In the first place... SY is not for ppl to worship.. and secondly... why should the person worship SYCO?? We are just very very normal human beings... we are not like god and goddess or whatever. We are just people who went through the audition to sy... and anyone can do that... Thereafter... we are just people who come together once a week for combine and once for sectionals to work towards our annual concert. So it's no big deal right.. it's actually what every student does in a school co! Just that we are luckier. :) So.. there is NO NEED for anyone to worship SY! right?

Abt the matter that was just over.. Thank goodness... i mean there is no point to fuss over that original very small matter, i.e. the criticism abt the musicians and the reason for losing 2 out of 4 songs. Actually i wanted to say to him 'jiayou' on the concert day.. but i think i was too excited.. i forgot... Ok.. i think he tried to get everything right... but maybe not hard enough... And i hope this is a very valuable lesson to him and in future be fully prepared for every practice and performances... cos perc are always on their own for their parts and nobody can cover up for him.. not even his friends. what is wrong, is wrong. Moreover, friends who do not know what the situation is like should nv place themselves in the matter cos it will only make things worse and show how ignorant they are. Only comment after understanding the whole situation... or better.. gone through it. Becos we are shocked that something like this can happen too!

Aiya.. but anyway it's over le lah... it's just a 2-cent worth opinion.. so dun take it too hard. But i still think that worshipping SYCO is a funny thing.. i dun suppose we will end up having a statue to let ppl worship yea? =x

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

New Toy!

I know this is VERY anti-climax but i must announce it...
The new toy for us....
Wii!!!!! Heex.
I think my er-jie got very tempted since she went to her god-parents' house... and the next 2 days must be contemplating whether to buy anot... and on our concert day... she VERY excitedly told me that she's going to buy it the next day! haha! And... no joke... she's just all out to buy it... so now... we have Wii sports and bought an extra game that is super fun. So i've Wii-ing with my sisters almost the whole night... with da-jie first... she stopped just a while be4 er-jie was back... and we continued playing.
And she's right!!! It's more like a machine for me to play than for anyone else. =P BUT. i think cannot everyday lah.... hands ache from sports ok. lol. So anyways will be busy preparing and going out the next 2 days.. so probably wait till chalet lah. :)))

Monday, June 09, 2008

SYCO. I Miss.

Maybe i should blog abt the concert... but actually there isn't much... cos many things can't be described in words.

So.. as usual... actually not very usual cos we only started that last year... we met up be4 concert at vivo... talk rubbish and bitch for a while be4 deciding to have our lunch at like 2pm when we were supposed to meet at 12pm. Apparently... most ppl were late... including me.. partly cos it was raining.. partly cos i couldn't really get myself awake enough... =x

Anyway.. pasta-ed for lunch... then went to get things for our mortal.. lotsa fun and laughter in Candy Empire. Would nv forget the first time i introduced our heavenly chocolate to joel. haha! So we bought one each.. (of cos it is more ex now~!) But we were happily eating that seriously. :) Then our routine to the arcade... but.. NO MORE Photohunt!!! DOTX. so sian-ed. Stayed there and watch the rest play until 4.30pm and we decided to move ourselves to SCH. Yes.. it's 1h but knowing the ppl... we will take eons to get to SCH. even though it's only 2 mrt stops away. lol.

After the week's intense practices... it's finally the day we show our hardwork for the past 5+months... the only song i was worried abt was the last song... cos there are some parts that i know i still couldn't catch... sometimes can.. sometimes cannot. it's really like super fast lah... lol. But i really like all the songs this year. And esp. the last song too - GaDa MeiLin. It's really a piece that will get ur emotions moving...

The concert itself is really successful lah... we were so funny we asked yao laoshi if he's nervous be4 the start.. haha! He said 'no' so i jokingly said that i am. haha! He's quite shocked and said... '等一下我们多交流就可以了。' He's really very nice... :) And i think the soloists have done us proud!! :))) Both of them are really good players of their instru.

The after-concert is also unforgetable... we had a very very long supper or dinner for some of them at marina square's HK cafe. Although i wasn't sitting with the usual grp of ppl... but eventually we had a lot to talk abt... the uniqueness i find in co ppl... there's always non-stop topics regarding co to talk abt... seriously. even with the most unfamiliar person... you can find something to talk abt that is related to co. And that is what i like abt co too. Becos it's so easy to know each other. So easy to relate everything. So easy to bond. :)

But the funny thing is.. every year syco just feels so different... even with the same ppl.. it doesn't feel the same. Becos every year there's new things to enjoy... new ideas to make sy interesting. For this year esp. with the Angel and Mortal game... At least each person will get to know another new person... And more ppl get together to talk abt their angels and mortal. I feel very happy to be able to give. :) And then even with the same kind of mindset... it just doesn't feel the same... Both years i went up the stage with the thinking that it is my last year with syco... The difference is.. thou last year i keep thinking of leaving... but i wasn't that serious abt it and i know i feel like staying... but this year i know it is going to be what i think and the feeling is more true and more vivid. Becos i know that i dun have a choice but i will have to leave. How i wished my year 3 of studies is not going to be what it's like. But... i really hate to admit that i really do not have a choice. It was hard to make a decision last year becos i still have a choice... but it really wasn't as hard as facing my only choice this year.

Actually i ticked 'i am interested to join next year'... but i'm not very hopeful abt it... esp. when i can foresee how my life would be like having night classes for the whole year 3 and the thesis that i have to write. I know the possibility is the lowest i can ever think of.

I nv liked to say goodbye becos i know... nothing will be the same anymore. And the fact that close friends in syco asked me to stay and said that they will miss me makes it even more saddening to say goodbye to them. I think i've really gained a lot the past 4 years in sy. time really flies and this will really be my last concert with sy. I wun be participating in the next 2 concerts. so good luck to the rest of the members. I may be back in the future.. but future is always filled with uncertainty.. so i can't promise.

Lastly, just want to say...

I LOVE SYCO.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

SYCO. Love.

I'm just plain tired after concert today... no more concerts this year or for the near future. And no more syco for me too... Would just like to say... I LOVE SYCO. And i gonna miss all of u. :))) seriously.

Pictures and whatever another day. Heex.

Friday, June 06, 2008

1 more rehearsal to concert~!!!!!

Actually i'm really lazy to blog abt practices this week. haha! So far it has been tiring but fun. Zhiwen has like blogged all about it already. That's why i'm like super sian to repeat whatever she blogged about. haha!

In short... Mon was Red day, Tues was blue day, Wed white, Thurs Green (cos it's Earth Day), and fri is going to be black day. YEah. today (thurs) is like... quite stress... I think i will be friendly and talk to the SCO musician sitting beside me tme... haha! I think cos she dun really know what to say to us lah... but nvm.. i will be brave and talk to her... lol. dunno if i will succeed. =x It's a challenge lah cos via sat with her last year and apparently she didn't really talk to via.. we'll see tmr... yea.

Ya.. been meeting zhiwen and minhui and joel early most of the days for dinner be4 going for practice... and they went supper everyday after prac... i didn't join them on mon and tues... basically cos i have no voice? haha! So returned home late both wed and thurs. a bit tired... but good time chatting with them lah.... jojo joined us for supper today. omg... i think i damn long nv chat with him already. haha!

Oh.. coolest thing that happened today... went out with yss to orchard.. we feel a bit bad cos we made him waited for us... =x and coincidentally minhui and i were on the same train. haha! like monday i was on the same train as zhiwen too. So qiao lah.. haha. ya... so yss was so nice.. he treated the 2 of us to desserts.. and do not allow us to share. dotx. then brought him to Reds to cut his hair while we carry out our mission. Bought a rather naughty t-shirt. =P but he looks nice in the green shirt! (forget abt the wordings on it lah.) And his new hairstyle. seriously look younger... we were so super paiseh to tell him that he should shave. DOTX! hahaha. But he didn't conduct us today... so the other syco ppl didn't really get to see it. a pity thou. (in the end we still told him what the words mean lah...)

And yeah!! today i gave something to my mortal! At least i wun feel so guilty already. haha. but my angel leh... haix. nvm. i dun think my angel will give me anything lah. tsk. haha! ok lah. i dun mind lah.. cos that time my angel give me and i still didn't know who that person was lor. And i didn't give my mortal anything last time. haha! =x

Ok... summary finish le... hope we will be good tmr~!!! :)))

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Qin's chalet...

Been wanting to update... but didn't really have the time and ytd blogger is a bit crazy... haha!

Had a very wonderful week spent.... as in from last wed till now ba... been going out!! Yeah... working very hard to shake off the 宅女 lifestyle.. haha! Not say it's not good... but it's getting rather boring. =P

Anyway.. it's really good to be out shopping... lol! Did some shopping on thurs... bought a top and a pair of bottoms... It might not be a lot... but it's already a sum for me cos currently i only have output and no inputs... and i'm still spending quite a lot.. =x

Fri was a good day!!! Went out shopping with daijing and sylvia... but i didn't really buy anything lah... except for a pair of shoes cos the one i was wearing was spoilt!!! Only 2nd time i wore it lor... unbelievable... at least i still know how to control myself and understand my financial situation now... hee.

But at night was great!! Cos i met up with my pri school friends... a mini class gathering we call... lol! cos it was only jiewan, jiaying, wenguang and me. A bit pathetic... but ok lah... we quite 熟 with each other... so we can like chit-chat non-stop... after dining at BigO at wheelock cos NYDC was too crowded... we went off for some 'coffee' at coffee bean while jy went off to meet her other friends... but jw and i didn't have coffee lah. lol. We sat there and talk until the place close... then fine.. go home lor... we decided that next time our gathering should be nearer to the east so can go home later. haha! But it was really a nice meet up lah... will be seeing some of them again soon anyways. :)

Sat was my dearest grand daughter's big day... not exactly big cos it's not the actual day lah.. lol! But char, jan and i went early to help her with her balloons deco lah... luckily the 2 of them went cos they were tall enough to reach after standing on a chair. haha!! Good cos the rest of us couldn't do it lah... although in the process quite a lot of funny stuff happened.. we managed to do it. hee. waited for the girl to change into her dress... then she surprised us with her hair as well.. haha! so the very excited jan also wanted to do hers. dotx. so qin's mother very nice help her curl. haha!

Ya... then ppl start to come lor.. before we know.. the porch is already filled with her friends and family. :))) And the celebration begins! For the first half i was the camera'man'. haha. cos she blur blur de... also nv take her cam and phone down from the room lor. but after that i lost my job and someone else took over the cam to help her take during and after cake cutting. Heex.

Some ex-BDS ppl came and surprise surprise to see jon and deshun also... they so happened to be at Aranda country club for their friend's party ba... and the bds ppl were at xiuping's party also at aranda... what coincidence.. so they came over tgt since qin invited some... It's long since ppl from the 3 schools stand tgt yea. lol!

And so.. we were the only ppl who stayed.. minus melody, char and ling... char was busy that night too... running here and there... to her friend's party also at costa sands. Really coincidence cos via saw her friend too. haha! ok.. back to the topic. but this time... i think we too hyper ya... only 2 person slept for the night.. lucky them.. they each have a bed to themselves. lol. while 5 of us (yushi, qin, yih, dj and i) watched tv and talked downstairs.. and later 3+am really cannot tahan staying in the chalet liao.. we decided to go out. The funny part was we can't take out the keys... and we didn't want to wake them up to ask them lock the door... so we were trying ways to keep the power on... but couldn't lah.. so the power kept on going on and off... until i saw someone sitting at the top of the stairs... jan gave us a shock lah! dotx. So she helped us lock the door lor...

Couldn't really decide where to go... so we just got on to yih's car and off we went.. drove to the wrong expressway and ended up going to airport instead of towards town... but the parking fee for airport is way too high so we drove out of the place and went to east coast.... shops at siglap all closed already.. we didn't have much choice so went to the hk cafe at east coast rd which we went last time... cos sure 24h. Ordered some food and drink... the milk tea is so not nice. dotx. finally decided to head back to chalet... cos it started raining also lah... by the time we get back.. the sky is already bright! so after the 2 ladies wake up and prepare to go off for breakfast... we kinda take turns to nap.. i started watching my dou niu... haha! later yih came to join me, qin and dj also.. haha. after one and half epi... cannot make it liao.. yih and my turn to sleep for a while... then the other 3 were taking down the balloons and eventually playing with them.. or rather 'decorating' the stairs with them to take photos. dotx.

Came home after checking out... thanks yih for sending us back! :) Was damn tired and returned home without my voice.. think i left it in the chalet lah! haha.. but didn't sleep lah.. bathe and went out for lunch with family since everyone was around. Ichiban-ed at parkway... Actually i was like super tired.. cos i dozed while waiting for our food. Lol!!! =x then went shopping for a while... in then bought a dress. haha. mum paid. Hee. My sis insisted ice-cream before going back. dotx. I didn't eat lah... only tried a little bit of each flavour... I knocked out the moment we got home lor.... until dinner time.. actually i didn't even want to wake up for dinner but ya.. still ate in half-daze mode.. and after dinner i actually fell asleep again while watching tv. =P In the end i couldn't really sleep at night. -.-

Ok.. my voice haven't really come back yet.. but almost le.. must get well cos next week very impt and i want to sing! lol.

Yup. But still happy to spend the weekend with the beloveds~! :) Another one to come thou! hee. Pls come in blue or yellow ya~!! :))) I'll be wearing white thou. =P

Shall update abt syco soon... this week intensive... and concert is on sat!!!!!! Come and watch leh... pretty please?

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

《伟言耸听》读后感

最近读了杨君伟的《伟言耸听》,有很多感想。突然有写作的冲动,哈哈!不过也知道自己的语文能力不怎么样,所以只有想法,没有行动。真得很糟糕!

把话题转回《伟》吧;我极力推荐这本书。前些日子就在书店看到售卖《伟》,但我从来没有买书的习惯,不知道值不值得买。最后还是没有把钱花在书上。后来意外的在图书馆看到这本书就在架子上,想都不想就立刻把它借回家了。

58篇短文叙述他的经历和感想。有些幽默有趣;有些道理满满。我从中找到了娱乐;也领悟了很多。他写的东西都很贴近人生,有些东西读了有些熟悉,好像自己也经历过,遇到过。有一篇提到他曾经到初级学院宣传《My Voice》,他是编辑之一。读了那篇散文后才记起以前在南初的时候他也来过,就不知道是不是文章中所提到的那所初院了。读着,读着,真得觉得越来越像, 但又不敢乱下定论,毕竟事情离现在也有好几年了,记忆是有点模糊了。我甚至已经忘记自己也买了那本书,而他也在书里写了一些鼓励的话。当时心里是高兴的,因为杨君伟是一位我很喜欢的DJ写的。哈哈!不过自从他离开了93.3fm以后就没听他的节目了,因为我还是该电台的忠实听众。不过,的确很想念他的声音,如果有他的舞台剧作品,我一定要去看!

不好意思,写读后感变成写偶像。所以我才说我不适合写作嘛,一点都没错!话说回来了,如果这本书不是我的偶像写的,我会读吗?如果是其他艺人或DJ写的,我也许会考虑吧。:P

Ok... the book touches on many issues worth our consideration and serves as a very good source of entertainment too. 读的时候真的是有时会偷笑,但点头赞成的时候更多。所以真的很佩服啊!之前也读过他的《唱所欲言》,记录一些他以往做过的一些艺人访问。他真的是一个很认真的人。会在任何一个工作前做最充足的准备,绝对不会是一知半解的就上场了。《伟》里的一篇也提到他答应担任莫个舞蹈作品演出后的dialogue session host and translator。他知道自己不是很了解舞蹈,所以很积极的查阅资料,还特地找了一本跟舞蹈同名的书来增加对该舞蹈的了解。这可说是诚意和态度100分了吧。

什么时候,让我也出一本书?哈哈!也许在等个十年吧。(这只是安慰自己的话而已)以后有好看的书再介绍。也许很快,因为今天又借了书。:)))

Monday, May 26, 2008

Music Ties

I think that the concert was awesome!!!

Although the first song was more difficult to understand... the rest of the songs were very nice. Esp. the solos by the Huangs. Maybe becos i'm not so much of a Pipa fan lah... Of cos her skills are like superb... but the song is a bit too long. I'm still wondering why didn't the couple had a duet song? Anyhows.. HuangChenDa's 酒狂 was nice... very unique and interesting... his father's 天山 is better.... everything... his 音色 is really very ear-catching (i know there isn't such a word)... it's really very 悦耳 lah... Yupx... plus the song is nice too. So no complains about that. But of cos... the highlight of the night is really the 广东音乐 double concerto by the Huangs... Their skills are really like... unbeatable. haha! Then they played 赛马 for encore... So expected.. But cool lah. cos it's double melody mah.. haha. But i thought it could be some other song that can like surprise the audience. Oh wells... nvm. Overall... A concert really worth watching!! :)

Omg... I really regretted not buying the dvd i saw at bras basah once... featuring HuangAnYuan playing Butterfly Lovers with accompaniment by HKCO. After that i wanted to go back and buy another day but dun have already!!! And i haven't seen it since then. Dotx.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

爱,不需要让你知道

寒冷的二月,山中茫茫的雪中,一男一女艰难的移动着,他们都是户外运动的爱好者,相约进山看雪,途中意外碰到暴风雪,迷了路。

女人很喜欢男人,他们之间没有表白过,因为之前,女人仅仅是从男人的眼神中,捕捉到喜欢的信息,但是不确定。他们两个都是骄傲而怕受伤的人,因为不确定,所以不表白。

大雪中,他们手拉着手,说着鼓励的话,在齐膝的雪中艰难的前进,不停的走着,常常走不了几步就会摔交,衣服已经湿透了,被冷风一吹,两个人都嘴唇青紫。体力消耗很大,但女人仍然边走边笑,男人看着女人,轻松不少。尽管都在微笑,但是他们知道,死神正一步步向他们逼近。已经三天了,周围仍然是一望无际的雪地,体力已经透支,最糟糕的是,食物也越来越少了。

为了生存,他们把所有的食物都集中到了女人的背包里,由女人好好规划,控制每天的食量,以应付最糟糕的情形。更不幸的事情发生了,由于雪太深,在路过一片树林时,女人掉进雪洞里扭伤了脚,整个腿肿了起来,每走一步都要忍住巨痛。男人已经极度疲惫了,没可能背上女人前进,而且,女人也拒绝男人背她,她很清楚,这样的话,他们会一起死在山上。斟酌再三,只能由男人独自前行,找到出山的路,寻求救援。男人为女人支好了帐篷,安顿好。他们整理了彼此的背包,女人告诉男人“还剩下八块压缩饼干,咱们一人四块“,随后说“你出去帮我烧点水好吗?“男人烧好水送进帐篷来,女人说饼干分好了,装在两个包的头包里,男人摸了摸两个背包的头包,凭感觉,的确是一样多。他拉着女人的手,说“等着我,我马上回来”。直到这时,他们仍然没有向对方表达自己的爱恋,他们都是理智的人,这种情况下,可能一分手就是永别,如果表白之日就是永别之日,未免太过残忍。

男人根本不知道自己能不能走出去,如果,他们中只有一人能生存,那何必让对方用一生的时间,去忘记一个逝去的爱人呢?记得一个普通的朋友就足够了。女人无限依恋的看着男人“我等你,我知道你能走出去。”男人站起身,替女人盖好睡袋,转身。每走一段路,男人都做下记号,他一心想着找到救援,回去接女人,饿了,啃一口饼干,渴了,吃两口雪。男人的速度越来越慢,他提醒自己,不能停,只要停下就意味着死亡,那女人也就没救了,他努力坚持,他告诉自己,一定要出去。 终于,男人耗尽了最后一丝气力,倒下,失去知觉前,他想,女人的食物还够吗?还能撑住吗?醒来,男人发现自己躺在救援队的帐篷里,朋友发现他们没有按时出山,救援队已经进山搜救很久了。其实救援队一开始并没有发现男人,他们先找到女人的帐篷,然后顺着男人留下的记号,找到几乎冻僵奄奄一息的男人。男人的体温渐渐恢复,他问“她呢”,大家不语,他突然发现,救援队的成员眼角都隐隐有着泪光。男人一呆,“告诉我,她呢”,挣扎着要出去找她。救援队长用颤抖的声音说“别找了,她不在了,我们发现她的时候,已经去了,可能是出去融雪烧水,没力气回到帐篷,冻死了”……

三年后,男人结婚了,是一个和女人一样喜欢户外运动、喜欢笑的可爱女孩。女人走后,这个女孩陪男人走过了最难受的日子,男人逐渐快乐起来,有了感情,两人走到了一起,有时,他们也会一起怀念惋惜女人的逝去,也更珍惜现在的感情。当年的救援队长参加了他的婚礼。婚礼后,队长来到女人的墓地,女人在照片上,笑容依旧美丽。队长对女人说“你放心吧,他结婚了,很幸福“。队长流泪了,其实,当年,队长说谎了。女人不是冻死的,救援队发现她的时候,她好好的躺在帐篷里,睡袋盖的很好,男人替她盖好的,她舍不得动。女人是饿死的,打开她的头包,只有几块平平的石板,没有什么压缩饼干,剩下的压缩饼干,不是八块,只有四块而已。女人,把剩下的所有食物,都留给了男人,她真的,很爱他。队长发现女人的时候,她早已经僵硬的手中紧紧攥着一张小纸条:“我肯定撑不到他回来了,别告诉他,他该有自己的生活。”


Saw this story on Mary Bukoh's blog. A very touching story isn't it? Even after reading it for the 2nd time... tears can still flow down easily... indeed a very brave woman. 她那无私的爱让人钦佩。有很多人认为死前不应该还有什么遗憾,有什么就说什么,所以就算只剩下一口气也要跟所爱的人告白。如果两个人都要死了,也许就不一样。但如果只剩下一个人,那最后一刻的告白就真的太残忍了...

Feeling really emo lately... i think it's partly becos of the quake... just feel that 人生是那么的脆弱... Why is life so fragile? And these ppl had to be taken away from their loved ones so suddenly and violently. That day a guy who was trapped under heavy weight for many days was being discovered still alive and they tried to save him for over 10hours. He was given food and drink i think... and they even let him give a call to his family... But that was the last time he ever talked to them... Although he was eventually saved... he died 10min after he was taken out of the pile. I was taken back by the incident. He hang on for so many days already... 100+hours without food and drink... but he couldn't even hang on any further than the 10min out of the danger. Why? I dun understand... 已经经历那么多了,为什么不坚持下去? Even the reporter at the scene was crying and questioning him. 难道人生就真的那么不堪一击? 那么脆弱?

A bit random

I think i'm feeling a bit emo these days... have a lot of feelings but just couldn't pen them down properly... feelings towards too many things... and i think i got a bit confused. Well... I'll just take it ya... it's not big deal. :)

I think also i have too little things to do... or practically nothing to do... i haven't stepped out of the house for 2 days.. except for lunch downstairs ytd. after that i was home until now. it's really bad i know... the whole week the only day i'm properly out of my house to somewhere far was on wed. the rest of the days i either stayed at home the whole time or only stepped out for lunch. ridiculous lifestyle i would say. not that i really like it.. but rather... i have nowhere to go.. and nobody to go with. that's why i miss school. But school will nv be the same anyway..

Aiya... i dunno what else to type le... So at the end of the entry.. just want to put a small ad...
SYCO Annual Concert is Coming!!! 7th June 08. 8pm. Singapore Conference Hall. I think this is the last year i'm joining anyway, and the last performance i'm having with them as well. So come support! :)