Saturday, July 16, 2005

Getting away from CO concerts

Realised that i see more pics than words in my entries lately..~ Haiz.. No choice...~

Today i'm supposed to go and watch BHCO concert... but i decided not to go..~ A few reasons i have to say... Firstly of coz it's my mum who din allow me to go for any concerts in future... perhaps till As is over..~ Well.. i can understand that.. coz i haven been doing well in my exams and yet i always spend my time going to watch this and that..~ wasting time and money..~ So ok... shall not go against her and test her limit..~ Anyway... mum is away in Batam today and tml.. so actually i could go without her knowing... i just have to convince the other ppl.. that's all..~ But i still decided not to go... not coz i'm afraid of mum knowing..~

The second reason is... i know that i din want to bring back past memories..~ FYI... i've been watching almost every concert that he performed in from the time i knew him... except for maybe one or two... So i din want to bring myself back to those times where i look out for him during the concerts and the way i admired him for his talent...~ I had always wanted to forget him... so why would i want a chance to regain my memory~?!

Sorry to Emily, Yingying, Julian, Ken, Deshun, Kenny, CS (dunno he performing or not)... And him..~ I so wanted to support u all ppl.. but he was the reason that pulled me back..~ So sorry... Plus i dunno who's going... so if i'll be quite alone... i dun really want to be there also..~ Erm ya.... hope that their concert will be a success~! :)

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

Reflection~

Suddenly i update all 3 blogs today.. haha... dun ask why... maybe i just wanted to type..~ =P

Oh ya.... unfortunately... i failed GP... badly...~!!! Thinking how am i going to die during parents night....~ Esp. when my dad receives my results slip from my civics tutor..~ Though i've told him about it lah... And i know that my dad is not someone who will make a fuss over my results... And the fact that he wun scold me... but i felt guilty... Very guilty..~

The fact that i've broken the news of my results to er-jie... she's really going to go down hard on me... and perhaps monitor my progress..~ On all subs... Of coz i know that i can't afford to lose out on any of the subs coz that's all i have..~ And i shouldn't be complacent..~ in fact there's nothing to be proud of lah... and i dun want to stay at the same spot..~ I can already imagine my mum telling me everyday to study, study and study... even though i might be already studying at the very time she told me..~ And i could already picture myself trying very very hard to control my tears... But nvm... i should not be defeated so easily right..~

Anyway... i'm seeing myself having more self-discipline as days go by... i'm improving now... that at least i try to do my tutorials and prepare for lessons be4 hand.. plus.. i really want to improve on my GP..~ i know that seeking help from ms gopal only now might not help much... but i expect at least a pass in gp to bring me somewhere...~ And maths... mrs lim showed us the statistics for mid year today... we were far far far behind expectations... esp. the Arts stream..~ no AB grades at all..~ Kinda sad... but at the same time... i see my potential to be a better candidate in the Arts stream... And i'm sure i want to be one of the contributors to the A grade during Prelims and As...~ Maths had been my forte... so no way am i letting go of it..~

Econs... I think Jason agreed to help tuition me ba... thanks to er-jie... I mean she's really doing it for me lah... So of coz i have no reason to let go of this good chance to improve my econs... and getting at least a C for the rest of my stay in nyjc.. Come on wanying... u can do it..~ CLA... something that i thought i could do well... but it's getting difficult... i'm only getting a D for chinese... something i got A1 for Os... I'm really afraid of the results... Partly coz sis got A for her As~?! Ya... i really want to have results like hers... or even better!! The fact that she took 4As in science stream and i only took 3As in arts stream already give me the notice that i have to do better in every way... but so far... i haven achieve anything..~ That day when i talked to Wilson.. i realised that he's really someone with capabilities..~ He was actually posted to nyjc but he transferred back to srjc instead... and he showed results...~ So sch and environment isn't a good excuse...~

Anyway.. that's all... i'm going to spend lesser time on com esp on weekdays till As is over... So it means update of blogs less frequently also... And if u see me online for too long a time or too often than it should be... pls send me off..~ Bye...~

Monday, July 11, 2005

Sat & Sun..~

Shall update a bit be4 i forget..~

Went out on sat with via and mel... pass her the pres and also went to eat..~ Haha.. then miscommunication... mel thought we only going to tm.. and she had to go back sch lah... so eh... we waited for her lor... so we went down bugis first..~ Shop around... Bought a pencil case from The Wallet Shop... like finally..~ My kuku malu pencil case's condition is hahaha... still can use lah.. but then... let me draw until dunno like what liao.. haha... so bought a black one this time... Heex..~ Then went Muji... bought some food.. haha... quite nice lah... but price also not very cheap lah.. just that... compared to other stuff they sell... food is considered cheap le ba... haha...~

Then mel come liao went to eat lor... Ajisen Dining..~ Hmm... expensive place... haha... luckily my mum gave me the cash voucher...~ if not i think we will pay until siao..~ 3 person eat.. around $80!!!! minus the $50 voucher... so each of us pay $10 only.. Heng ah... if not sure have to help them wash plate liao.. haha... Ya.. no more 2nd time... that's why we ate more mah.. =x But ok lah.. they got more variety... Different ways of doing the salmon~!! Oh man... Delicious~! Heex...

Went ABC bookshop be4 we left for home... Bought another A5 size notebook... then that 2 also want to buy... haha... so funny... choose here choose there.. in the end 3 of us all bought the same design one..~ Thanks for trusting my taste... Haha... felt like i'm some auntie go yan jiu the quality of the papers of diff brand.. lol...~ Ok lah.. i admit that i'm fussy.. must buy best quality one mah... so next time u all want to buy any notebook right.... remember to go for 'Durable'.. it's the brand.. but that one a bit hard to find lah..~ But if got G'earth.. not bad also.. same goes for foolscap paper..~! :)

Then sunday... ya lah.. went cc..~ Very surprised that Yingjie (ex-marist) also went... haha... he say is Wilson (zhongming) ask him go one...~ Then Julian pon bh to go also.. haha.. since julian going.. so i went lah.. if not i also a bit sianz... like on the performance day then show myself.. hahaha..~ And then!!! Super angry... being forced to take the concert master place again...~ Not as if i'm the best one lah...~ So bu shuang...~ The thing is... when we were there.. only first row was left empty... so the 3 of us (me, yingjie & julian) had to occupy those seats..~ Dotz... Then went thru the songs...~ Till like 1pm... Then they end and waited for the others to go for lunch..~ So ya... as usual... co ppl really use a long long time to leave the place and decide what to eat..~ haha..~ So chatted with wilson and yingjie over lunch at Mac.. the others all sit separate table mah..~ Then after than came home lor.

Oh.. then went to San yi's house in the evening..~ Yeah!!! So happy and excited to go there.. coz can see my beloved cousins..~ Like finally.. haha... Although the time i stayed there was quite short... but at least i had some time talking to jiaxun and jiaqi..~ Too bad sis got to come back and i came back with her...~ And i missed half of JJ's singing..~ So ya... if they show the repeat...~ i'm going to catch it..~ Bleahz..~!

Got back GP compre today... disastrous..~ like shit lah... like so standard.. always get that kind of marks.. since i think i can't pass that essay after listening to last week's lecture...~ I doubt i'm going to pass GP at all..~ Sighz..~ whatever lah..~ Going off liao... Bye~!

Friday, July 08, 2005

Syf presentation.. superstart!

Oopz... i forgot to add in something.. About ytd's syf presentation..~ Erm... dunno what to say about it lah... but it did remind me of my syfs... And also the last syf finals that i went... i rmb that as a very memoriable day for me... Erm... ya.. if u happened to read that entry be4... u wun know what happened around that time... And it's already 2 years... oh so fast... those days were actually my most happy and erm.. most sad days in these few years...~?! sounds contradicting? Indeed... when i was happy for myself... i din forget to be sad for other ppl..~ Ok fine.. i know it's not worth mentioning at all..~ Things do change... but i know that friendship doesn't change easily.. i'm just happy for that..~ Anyway... Overall the whole thing wasn't as good as that year's JC finals..~ Maybe coz i din really like all the songs this year~?! haha... And Da Mo really really brought back memories... of us practising hard be4 syf and all that...~ The nearly 2 years worth of memories from nyco will also be rmbed...~ seriously...~

And ya!! Jue Dui superstar!!! Argh... so angry at the results..!! How can like that..~?! Unfair.. unfair.. no more derrick.. no more kelly..~ so sad...~ But i hope they make it in the comeback round..~ ya..~ But junyang was really good too..~ i mean his singing... and he was really trying hard hard to heed the advices and really did a great job in tranforming himself to someone who has more for ppl to see..~ :) Hope next week's results wun be so unexpected..~!

Returns of paper..~ Initial D!!! :)

Haha.. the picture is supposed to appear in the co gang blog.. but i forgot to change the setting... hahaha... but nvm lah... just leave it lor... Heex....~

Anyway today is supposed to be a disastrous day... aiya.. dun dare to tell other ppl... But.. Eh... bad results for mid year lah... Today no matter what lessons... all give back papers... so dotz... and then worse thing is the first period's paper is the most dead one lor.. i nearly died in class...~ How can someone ever get 2/20 for a data response..~ Haiz... And overall was a F.. Fantastic right... What the... Erm.. thou i'm not the lowest... but actually i expected myself to do a bit better than this lah... coz i actually studied for it..~ And spent most of my hols time studying for it... so i dunno what happened lah... after this i'll be going to do some reflection on the paper...~ And think mr bong will be going to push us from now on.. plus i have to push myself to do revision and ask him qns frequently...~

Anyway.. the lucky thing was i din get triple Fs lah.. i'm not so Fantastic afterall.. lol..~ I got like 'Distinction' for the other 2 Alevel sub... Lol... Which was rather disappointing too... but haiz... maths.. whole class only 4 person passed and i'm one of the lucky ones... So ok lah... But D is obviously not what i want.. not even for CLA... Quite sad that i failed cla2... which is the lit part... if not for paper 1... i would have failed overall lor... Anyway... i know it's no point thinking about all these... what more impt is everything ahead...~ Every teacher is telling us that there is not much time left... 100 days might seem long... but the thing is we had already gone thru about 200 days of the year...~ Yet the results produced were still far away from standard...~ Ya.. last year only 46% of our arts students were enroled into local U... And given that my subs are all very very common.. i need to really do very well in order to secure a place in U... and i'm hoping for NUS and nothing else..~ That's where i want to go... bong was right... if i still dun put in more effort.. i will never get there..~ So well.. i have to..!

However... be4 the mugging starts... went to watch Initial D with von today.. know it's kinda slow... but we din have the time to catch it mah... so ya... after sch went down to PS and watch...~ Anyway... a rather nice show.. like when they were racing.... all so cool lah...~!!!! Be it edison, jay or yu wen le...~ Cool...! Heex... But then jay like so bu xue when he was racing... some parts damn funny lah...~ And yvonne... aiya... dun say liao lah... later she say me again.. hahaha... As usual we brought food in... and what von bought was really Big lah... then like... in the end also never eat.... coz she too shy and paiseh... haha... and she left the food there... think the person clean the cinema sure curse and swear... but maybe he/she also very happy got free untouched chicken drumstick~ Big big one somemore..~ hahah... Hmm... Shall not really revail her secret in flash n splash lah... hahaha~!!! Not the first time le ba... haven even step into the shop already started to look for the guy... lol... Then went in and then... walk here and there.. pretend pretend to look at things... then keep walking opposite direction of him.. still thinking his tag got put name anot... but too bad dun have lah...~ Then like stay inside so long also dun want to leave.. hahaha..~ Then finally want to leave lor... lol.. then took bus back..~ Tired man...~

Erm.... too bad but i'll just spend one more day going out tml.. =P Like what one of the tutors said during a lecture... still can play this weekend BUT must start studying from next week..~ Heex. Aiya.. cannot blame leh... Long long time din go out with via and mel liao... like finally got chance..~ Dun care lor..~!!! :)

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Today!!! & Di 8 Hao Dang Pu

Just finished watching Di 8 Hao Dang Pu on tv... dunno why this is the show that i liked to watch... so much..~ Anyway... after watching it today.. also dunno why suddenly got a lot of feelings and thoughts about it..

先让我介绍八号当铺吧... 那不是一间普通的当铺... 它可以让你典当任何一样东西.. 包括一些无形的东西像是理智, 智商, 才华, 亲情, 友情, 爱情, 内脏, 四肢, 甚至于性命和灵魂. 而客人将会换取到他所要的东西.. 成名, 钱, 幸福, 样貌, 运气, 灵感, 等等. 简直是要什么就有什么. 甚至可以用至亲的人的身理来交换自己要的东西. 听起来好像没有什么... 但是人的欲望是可怕的... 去8号当铺作交易的人.. 通常有第一次就有第二次, 第三次等. 直到没有东西可典当为止... 最后还是赔上了性命. 从故事开始到现在... 已经可以看到很多不同人类的欲望... 人真的是不会满足的... 如果今天给你一个机会... 只让你换取一样东西的话... 你又会拿什么东西来换取什么呢? 很难决定吧... 有一个人用了她的爱情换取了功成名就... 没错! 她的确得到了.. 她也觉得没有爱情没关系... 因为她还有当铺的老板(韩诺)爱护着她... 周围的人一直都不知道为什么他会对这个女孩子那么好... 她以为自己会幸福一辈子... 也相信当铺老板会守护着她一辈子... 很多年过去了... 还很年轻的她... 居然患上了癌症. 她也很贪念地想着韩诺一定不会让她死掉... 她猜对了... 但是他却想利用一个爱着她的人的寿命来换取她的寿命... 虽然他个人是自愿的... 但是韩诺已经是违背了自己一向来的原则.. 毕竟这个女孩子是他的后代... 也算得上是亲人吧... 可是到最后... 她还是逃不过'死'那一关...

韩诺在一百多年前典当了自己的爱情... 来换取他妻子一辈子的幸福... 但是, 他的妻子并没有接受任何一个追求她的人... 临死前... 韩诺见了她最后一面... 她说:"幸福是什么? 怀念你一生... 是我的幸福... 你就是我的幸福.." 付出了这么多... 到头来事情也不是自己想象的那样... 那又有什么意义呢? 典当一个物品换取另一个物品的意义又是什么呢? 为什么人总是不能对现有的生活而满足呢? 我想.. 这就是8号当铺想告诉我们的... 它要我们知道... 人生是没有十全十美的... 少了一样东西也不会要了你的命... 知足常乐应该是人们都应该有的心理吧... 路也是自己走出来的. 你要走哪里, 走哪一个方向, 走到哪里... 而不是动不动就拿东西来交换. 想知道多一点关于第8号当铺这个故事... 可以去看这部连续剧... 不然也可以找它的原著... 是一本深雪的作品. :)

Today had... sianz... haha...!!! Anyway... went for compre early in the morning.. and i forgot to bring tie today!! Oh man... this is so suay lah... haha... so i tried to cover up lor... asked von to stand in front of me during morning assembly so the teachers cannot see...~ haha... Then went into lt4... eh... wore jacket and cover front part so that cannot see... lol..~ And that dumb listening half an hour finish liao lor!!! So we got to wait from 8.30 till 10 for econs to start...~ So i sat in the canteen with yuhui, chek and emily..~ talk talk talk lah... trying to waste time down there... lol..~ And the lect was crap lah..~~!!! Copied until so cham... then in the end they gave us what ans outside.... which was whatever we copied... Damn..~! Waste ink and paper... and time. Whatever...! Then come home liao lor...~

Ok.. That's all lah.. tml start lesson liao... sianz sianz sianz... the sch is cruel... though today is like only schooling a while... BUT! we din really get to rest after exams... did we?! Just see the amt of stress we are going to get from the teachers and ourselves... and the grades from tml onwards...~!! Haiz... Good luck... from what we went thru during econs today... i already knew that my econs can't make it already... think will be single digit for both DRQ and Case study ba..~ What the...~ Ya.. Bye..~!

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Last paper~?!


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I'm sianz... today went sch early in the morning for cla paper... so dotz!!! The sch like nobody... of the whole sch... only like 100 odd ppl went sch today coz of exam..~ Oh man... what is sch thinking~?! Torment this 100 of us for the rest of the ppl to have a break~!? Moreover it's for like 2 continuous days lah... i rather listening is today lor!!! Haiz... The sch is so cruel... when all the other fellow nyjcians are playing or sleeping or shopping outside...~ This 100 of us were having exams...~ And over the weekends... we were studying while they were enjoying..~ The population in sch today was really pathetic..~ The no. of teachers is more than the no. of students lah.. hahaha...~ This is so kua zhang... And then.. one more day to go lah... Sianz..!! Tml worse... go for cl listening Only..~ Oh... and for econs lect... they din even allow us to rest a bit more lah...~ Fine...!

Then went to parkway coz want to buy ankle socks.. that day din find nice ones at tm mah... so went all the way to parkway from bedok... Ya... Was totally tempted by Gelare...~ So went to eat... although i'm alone..! haha... But sometimes i feel that alone is good too... coz it's really like u can do what u want and go where u like lah... So ya... had a big waffle at half price and a scope of heavenly chocolate overload ice-cream~ Cool... and that was my lunch lah...~ And then dun feel like going home... so walked around...~ Before i left the place.. bought a piece of mango strudel... Heex.... Fav!! And really strudel house's strudels are better than Ritz... =P Then actually wanted to come home but the bus was so cramp... i pressed the bell and alighted at the next stop.. went to lib instead..~

Anyway i was happy to enter the lib coz i found books to read..~ Yeah... hope i can finish them within the next 3 weeks lah... coz i borrowed 5 altogether.. lol..~ Aiya... see nice books then borrow lor... actually still got one more... but then too heavy... and that one i read be4 liao.. just wanted to read again.. so i put it back..~ Next time ba... Then come back lor... Btw... still no seats.. until like bedok int... but i was dead beat so still sat for the 2 stops.~ haha...

By the time i reach home... i think i nearly died... coz of the big big sun and argh... heavy bag and my dunno-what-happened painful leg... think it was coz of ytd's swimming..~ =X Hmm... whatever.. Anyway.. suddenly feel like running...~ stadium or the reservoir?~! Not today of coz... perhaps tml..~ :)

Monday, July 04, 2005

A Long weekend...

Thought it might be quite cool to post the comic strip of garfield daily due to the title of this blog... Anyway... it also depends on the amt of time i have lah... meanwhile... Yea... look what i've had for u today..~ :)

Erm... wanted to update ytd aftn but ended up playing msn game with yushi... lol..~ =x Ya... so was like play play play and in the end... never update lor... Haha..~ Hmm... Spent the weekend... oh... slacking... Actually i did study... of coz.. i'm such a guai student... unlike someone... still went f0r Aviva~ Lol... i'm not talking about Yvonne!! (Oopz..)

Sat went cc to study with via... but we left quite early... reason being the lion dance comp was going to commence soon... and they doing all sorts of set up which... were noisy... Plus the person... so dotz... came into the room and use the plug... in the end... the room black out... Dotz..~!! Then went to the office and tell them lah... after that the light came back again..~ But well... we left soon after that... Went TM first... shopped for some presents... Hope they like it... horng's one super heavy lor... and that woman took mel's one while i took horng's one back...~ coz we paid for one each mah... so fine..~ And bought deshun's present too... he better like it and use it.. lol..~

Went to eat delifrance since we weren't really hungry... And the best thing there was... the person din count my mango tart pie's money... Lol... only counted for my drink...~ So yea... i had kinda half-priced meal... Heex... It's like after so long then i realised.. and we sat there for so so so long.. the ppl there also din know lah... Hehehe..~ :) So 2 of us were there talking and talking.. till 9+ then came back... But luckily no one was back yet..~ Heex... so din get any nags... =P

Then sunday~ Really slack!! woke up that time... quite near to lunch time liao... hahaha...~ then watch tv in the aftn and play com after lunch... then went down to see that performance that cheated my time..~ Sianz... waited for 1h then start... and i din stay till the end... and missed the strings ensemble's performance..~ Anyway they were so unpro like the conductor din really bow be4 each song.. and like end that time... still go and talk to students be4 bowing.. so was like sianz half also lah... haha... so went to shop&save to buy somme stuff back for dinner..~ And watched tv thru the night..~ Heex...

Today... Went study again... just revise lor... Then mel called.. ask want to go swimming anot... actually din want to go... but came to the thought of it... should go lah... exercise plus relax... anyway study finish liao... although not sure if i rmb lah.. hahaha...~ Ya.. so went.... stayed there from 5.30 till nearly 8pm.. din know it was so late liao lah... cannot see mah... haha...~ But good time swimming..~ :)

That's all.. last paper tml..! Yeah... finally! And fortunate ppl who got more break for the next 2 days... better thank us...~ We are the ones suffering while u all are probably playing somewhere..~ Oh wells..~

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

Finally.. it's weekend..!

Finally it's weekend... Actually been spending my week idling... =x In the first place... dun really feel like studying after having a paper... And i really cannot study till it's late at night~?! Haiz... i dun want that to happen too... But it's really better to study at night coz there's no other disturbance.... so quiet and peaceful... only me, fan sound and 933fm... it's really much better than tv + talking and walking around..~ Therefore... instead of staying at home and do nothing... i'm going to yeah! study at cc tml.. And i found my card!! Lol... it's right in my deuter bag laah... so dumb.. Haha...~ But at least i found it and can go safely on sat!!! :)

Anyway... the past 2 papers were quite disastrous.. =x The CLA paper... Haiz... din finish plus crapped all the way thru... despite having around 2 days to study for the paper... i spent more than half a day erm.. slacking~!? =P BUT then... i write till hand pain lah...!! I mean i was writing while studying... so ya... write till...~ think thumb going to have blister soon... =P But well... I quite screw up the paper... Can't finish studying the last prose.... So it's quite gone for one of the BIG 20mark qns.... And i can't finish the paper too..~ Dun understand why must they have such long papers and short time for the paper...~ Booz... So far... ALL papers can't finish leh...!~ Haiz... Next time must be precise and write faster..~!!! Haha...

Then today very very suay!!!! I went out of my house at 12.30.. which is damn damn early for a 2.15 paper lah... then went to prima deli to buy bread for lunch.. in the end took that bus... First.. a lot of ppl.. The muslims going to mosque... flooding the bus and it's like so warm there lah... Then i dunno where got so qiao one lah... houshun boarded the bus at bedok int. but then too many ppl.. have to move in.. so din speak to him..~ Then this is the worst part... Erm... not very very bad for me coz at least i've got myself a seat somewhere down the road.. :) BUT.. the bus is going real real slow... Coz got ppl funeral in front of us... not exactly in front but near!! So u know... they go really slow on their pace.. plus the road isn't really wide with many lanes... erm.. started from around changi rd... And so... jammed all the way from there till paya lebar after ling's stop where 24 parted from the queue... And it took like 1 hour to travel from my stop till paya lebar mrt... which is like hell long...~!!!! And guess what.. it was already 1.45pm when we reach the mrt...~ Which means... we are going to be late!! So in the end we alighted and took a cab... but the cab took long to come also lah.. should have continued taking the bus... might be even faster.. lol.. just that have to walk a longer way in..~ And by the time we reach.. the ppl go in and sit down liao..~ Pengz... But hengs haven start lah..~ *luckily*

Anyway.. our dearest han is even worst man... she reached like a few min be4 the paper started... so zai... haha... and her reason~!? she was watching vcd at home... must be mad...~! hahah.... Erm... kinda screwed mcq for econs.. haha... din practice... so i guessed the ans for more than half of the paper... and i went on to take a nap after i finish the paper once.. without checking... but hope it's not as bad for data response and case study section coz that part was supposedly quite easy...~ Anyway... last paper on tues! All the best..~! :) Btw... end of mid year doesn't mean an end lah.... it means more work actually...~ teachers are kind enough to not really give us any hw for hols but it really means more work after exams...~ So yea.. no time to rest..~ coz i know after this hols that one month is not enough at all~!!! so i'm not going to let this happen for the coming prelims and As..~ :)

Ok.. that's all..~ Nitez~!!! :)

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Mid-year is a goner...

Believe me.. i screwed my papers badly!!!! Maths paper is like a total shit..! Din even practise for all the topics... too slow in my studying... but no use saying anything now... i did something so brilliant... i had 1h left for the last 2 qns of the paper and i thought... Wow... that's a lot of time! And in the end... it was really a lot coz i din even know how to do the 2 qns... the best thing is... neither the parts of the EITHER OR... Sighz...~ Going to be very dead this time...~

Like any other time... din finish GP compre.... AQ... din even write half a page and pens down... know none of the words for vocab... Summary is total crap..~ If i can even pass with a C6.. it's a miracle... hahaha...~! Oh... essay was kinda crap too... i din know why i chose that qns lah... In the first place i never really liked horror movies a lot and dun really watch every one of them...~ But considering the fact that i couldn't attempt the other qns too... Oh well... that's the end... and what will happen during meet-the-parent session~!? I dunno.... i'm just suay to enter schools that require meeting parents after mid year lah...~!!

And oh... did i mention~?! I left half of my econs essay BLANK!! Totally blank for a 15 mark qns... Din have the time to finish lah... Haiz... i think it's just too strict to make us finish 3 full essays in 2h15min... even at As...~ I doubt i'm going to finish it then....~ Then i thought... I should have taken Geog instead of Econs!! Haha...~ At least i passed Geog during Os... And it's pure geog... maybe i'll do better in geog than in econs... Oh... that's so sad... but no way turning back... Econs econs...~ I want to eat u up!! hahaha... Ok.. i'm mad...~

Ok... off to study the CLA2 i haven even touched yet... Luckily tml no paper... and stay at home and study for it the whole day... Maybe that's the reason i'm not so worried about it now~?! Heex... :) But as long as i dun get any Fs for mid year and at least 1 Alevel pass... i'm quite contented already... Though this kind of result isn't really good... haha... But ya... That's all...~ Nitez~! :)

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Study week..~

Oh man.. just realised that the last time i updated was like... 1 week ago~?! Lol... What have i done this week...~ studying obviously...~ Studying days are never too exciting anyway... went to cc to study for the whole week... except the weekends coz i dunno where has my card gone to... and afraid that they will check... lol... blur me..~

After all the studying... Guess what~!? I still couldn't finish studying Econs topics for essay today.. But at least i specialised at some topics... Anyway... Investment din come out at all lah~!!! And i din study the Balance of Payment (BOP) and foreign exchange part for International trade... but who cares... Haha... just dun choose that qns~ However... quite a no. of qns was based on trade... and luckily i studied the first part of it... making me able to do 1 qns... not knowing that i did it correctly anot..~ lol... Anyway i gained from this way of studying... dunno lah... i must write be4 i can rmb anything... so maybe writing does help... plain reading can bored me to sleep...~ Lol..! So how was paper today~?! In the first place i woke up late this morning... so i went out of the house right after i changed and brush my teeth... haha... Luckily wasn't so really late when i reach sch...~ plus there's no morning assembly... If not i'll be dead...~

This is the after-effect of hols.. had been sleeping late thru the hols... And late means at least 2am..~ For one whole week.. i slept at nearly 4am... that was when parents were not around and i stayed up to watch Di 8 Hao Dang Pu which starts at 2.10am... Dotz right... But the show is nice mah... Then i'll wake up around 10 to 11am in the morning.... prepare some food and go off to study... and the cycle continues..~ But now~!!!! When i tried to sleep at 12am for a few nights...~ I can't!! Not even at 1am... i'll turning all around my bed trying to get into sleep but found myself to be wide awake... and the best thing i could do was to get out of bed and do some maths... Revision that is... coz had been focusing on econs more...~ So only could do maths when i get home at night..~ Hence... i'll do maths till 2+am and then go to sleep...~ Last night... Again i couldn't get to sleep and i think i FINALLY fell asleep at 1+... but i think my worries that i couldn't wake up in the morning made me woke up in the middle of the night... it was 3+am when i look at my hp!! i felt relieved and went back to sleep... And the next thing that happened was mum coming in telling me that it's 6.30am already~! Oh man.. my paper is at 8am lor... Dotz... And i rushed out even without breakfast...~

So i sat thru the paper with empty stomach and luckily i pulled through... maybe i'm too busy to feel hungry.. not even when i come home right after the paper...~ And only had a bit of lunch.. till the dinner with co gang at cafe cartel...~ Haiz... my card haven come yet... if not got 10% discount...~! 2 weeks liao....! So slow.... haha...~ Then we walked around and actually u could see everyone quite tired already... coz of sch...~ So we went our way home ard 9+pm... then via and yushi asked me to go supper or rather dessert... Lol... so we went bedok mac at princess there... actually i was still full...~ so i only had lemon lime juice..~ :) Then we sat there and talk and talk... till via's mum call... then i realised i also got miss call... haha... so faster go home lor... Come home... ganna...~ =X But nvm lah... Expected... haha...~ Oopz...!

Ya... that's all lah... the past week... dun say le... Oh.. wed went SYCO reception... quite sian eventually.. i left early...~ lol... it was just some talking and chatting over there lor... so left at 9+... was considered late already.. and i'm tired..~ haha... and they were playing whatever games..~ Dotz... Other than that... nothing much.. lol..

Ok... going off...~ Bye... erm.. next time when.. i dunno..~ :)

Saturday, June 18, 2005

All the food...~

Can't concentrate on maths... dunno why.. quite tired le also... Ya... so came and update..~ Like still so early and i'm falling asleep liao... haiz...

Ytd.. Actually wanted to wake up earlier... but in the end.. =X 11 then woke up... Then started with all the housework lah... coz parents coming back mah... haha... so i their bed which er-jie and i took over for the past 10 days... lol... Ya... Then packed my table... keep all the stuff on my table... not literally all but the 2 big stack of papers.. Heex... coz mum said when she comes back she wants to see a clean table... haha... Then after that... mop the whole house... Oh man... took me a long long time... by the time... it's already 2+ and i haven bathe... haven eat.. haven done anything else..~ And so... din go cc and study... moreover... so late liao then go.. later got to come back early also coz going to eat with the Samsonite ppl... Erm... Thank-u dinner..~

Ya... so i only had Cocoa crunch in milk for lunch... coz at home nothing else le... and i'm lazy to go down and buy... lol... Then like tidy here and there... keep the clothes all that lah... And water the plant..~!! Then went out a bit earlier so that i can shop around parkway for a while... trying to look for the book i wanted... walked all the way to popular but din find it...~ =( So went PP and walk around lor... saw JJ's cd... but the price is rather steep for me...~ So i din buy.. i shall wait a bit longer..~ =X

Then walked over to Paramount Hotel... Nearly can't find the place... And oh man... the paramount shopping centre isn't a shopping centre but a mall infested with Pubs... those indecent ones... filled with women standing outside... understand what i mean huh... So quickly get out of that place.. lol...~ Then found the place liao... half of the ppl not there yet...~ Ya.. so waited lah... sat with the younger ones..~ haha... Waited for the manager to come coz they went to buy wine...~ And came with 3 bottles of red wine + 1 bottle of white wine...~ Was offered a glass... Erm.. drink lor...~ haha... Jianyong like treat the wine like plain water... waste.. haha.. =X At the end of the meal... Jianyong drank a total of 6 glasses..!!! Kelvin finished 5 glasses... and i.. had 4 glasses... But i can tell u... i did feel a bit giddy at the end of the 4th glass... lol... but of coz still very awake...~ The best thing was... U see all of them red after the 2nd glass... lol.. esp. Kelvin.. Even Mark also... but mark din drink a lot... maybe coz his gf (jasmine) there mah... And i was like... after 4 glasses still mian bu gai se....~ Lol...~

It was a sumptous meal.. really... We eat like almost everything on the menu..~ the type of meat ranged from chicken all the way to deer meat... except for lamb we din eat...~ They serve good soft shell crab too!!!! Oh man.... *yumz* Thinking of it makes me drool again..~ Lol... get to eat beef, fish, oyster, salmon sashimi, prawns, the soft shell crab, pork ribs, deer meat... It's buffet style lah.. But think the price is not cheap also lah... Around $38 per head... . luckily i'm not the one paying... lol...~

Then took bus to airport to fetch dad and mum...~ er-jie also there liao.. And she went inside... leaving me outside..~!!! Sianz...~ Who ask her to have the pass into airport transit..~ Then took cab back from there lor...

Actually i'm quite afraid that today i will hangover.. But luckily didn't... But i like only woke up at 12pm~!? Lol... Then had lunch lor... after that was playing com but sis came and pick up my violin and wanted to play it... Oh man.. she still need a lot of time.. hahaha...~ In the end... i took and play while she took my erhu and started playing liang zhu.. she forced me to play the mp3 somemore... she weird weird one... going to be late meeting ppl liao... still dun want to go out.. dotz right....~ But eventually it was difficult to play on erhu coz the notes were too high.. so i played it on Violin still..~ haha...

Surprised that i picked up my violin~!? After like not touching it for around 9 months?~ I'm picking it up and playing it again..~ Just coz somebody told me he or rather they wanted to learn violin.. haha...~ Quite surprised that i could still rmb my stuff also.. haha...~ So ya.. might find more pieces to practice... :) Sis even suggested violin and piano ensemble... lol...~!!

Hmm... went 85 for dinner with family except er-jie... Had a super full meal...~ Pork porridge + Ou Lua + Dessert...~ Heex...~ =P

Ok... going off liao.. continue to study!!! :) Bye..~

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Jue Dui Superstar!!

Oh... i forgot to talk about the Jue Dui Superstar i watched just now... Last week everything was so terrible... sis and i laughed so hard while watching.. However.. i believe those who watched the show know about William who is blind...~ I really admire his courage... his voice.. his optimistic and everything..~ And it's true... it's really very very touching when he sings and really feel like crying...~ He said... although he can't use eye contacts and the outer appearance to win... but he could use his voice to satisfy what the judges want.. And true enough.. he did it..~! I rmb he sang Huo Cai Tian Tang by Panda Xiong during the first round...~ The judges were all very quiet when he sang...~ Then he sang I Believe by Van Fan during the 2nd round on the stage... He sang that song really really well...~ And somehow touched my heart...~ I dunno how he did it... but it's just so shen2 qi2... And again... the whole place was so quiet when he sang... u could see everyone really listening to him sing... they even stood up and clap for him when he finished...~

Today.. i can tell u that everything repeats itself again...~ Even though the other contestants are also fighting to be the finalists..~ They still stood up and clap for him when he finished singing and when his name was announced as one of the finalists...~ He really got a nice nice voice that reaches right into ppl's heart...~ Hope he will persevere right to the end..~! :)

Btw... today really could listen to a lot of nicer voices and songs...~ Hot favourite: David Tao & JJ for guys... Stefanie Sun and F.I.R for females... A wider choice for females~ but guys... ya.. most sang songs from the 2 singers listed... but diff songs lah... the first 3 were ok lah... but F.I.R... they are actually quite mad to choose their songs... Simply coz Faye's voice is really high and high and high... think it this way... they took very long to look for a voice like Faye's to suit the key, style and songs they wanted for the group... if it's so easy to sing like her and reach her key... then why did they take so long~!? Haha... And too bad for someone who sang well during round 2 and went off tune for 3rd round... coz of F.I.R's Lydia...~

And it's not hard to realise that a lot of ppl went becoz they wanted to shi xian meng xiang... but the route is really not easy as they think lah... and worst of all... some really made a fool of themselves.. Haiz.. Like.. saying.. 'Hen duo ren shou wo zhang de xiang Ou Xuan'... Oh man.. one should at least know his/her limits what...~ Dotz....~ And some took it like Karaoke...~ It's just different lah kae... u can sing with music and the analog plus the lyrics while it's acapella for the first 2 rounds... So well... dun dream too much.. Like singing is one thing... sing well is another..! Haha!

Study & study..~

Ytd... the first time i dun feel like singing..~ haha... Maybe coz throat not feeling very good lah.. and the service made me fume..~ Like damn hungry and the food like so so so long then come...~ Dotz...~ Luckily dun need to pay a cent... if not sure go and complain..~! Haha..

Then went to eat Gelare~!! Oh.. Heavenly..!! Haha... Ice-cream always cheers me up... Esp. Choco ice-cream~!! Heex... :) Anyway was with via lah...~ After that we came back to bedok cc to study... though time is not much.... but at least we did something mah... not like waste the whole day...~ Yea... So she went off first to meet her mum... and i studied for another while be4 coming back and collecting da-jie's sweaters for her...~ Tired man~!! But.. at least i did study a bit during night time...~ Good..~ :)

Then today.. Kinda sore throat and headache when i was at cc studying lah.. like cannot concentrate.. haiz..~ So in the end din go for the jog with yushi and qin...~ Dun want later run with the sore throat and get myself into trouble.. So.. did er-jie a favour by going to the post office to get the timesheets from Joyce..~ Oh anyway.. i biked to cc today... so i biked there too..~ Plus i made french toast again..~ And this time via finally got to eat it... haha... And of coz a sandwich for myself with cheese, egg and hashbrown... Lunch ba... Ya.. Haha... Then come back that time bought something back to eat lor..~ After that went to sleep.. who know da-jie came back... and she switched on the light~!!! And i woke up... Oh man... never underestimate my sensitiveness for lights...~ And was really uncomfortable lah... but din really have the mood to flare up...~ I tried to bear with it lah.. she also not zhi dong one lor.. Argh.. dun say liao...~

Ya.. That's all lah.. Sianz... Studying days are real boring man...~ But do i have any choice~?! No... Whatever.... Just have to go all the way till 16 Nov and i'm free...~ Jia You ba...~

Monday, June 13, 2005

Badminton..~!

Today was a tiring day after coming back from the game...~ Oh man.. i sure perspire a lot..~ Ytd edwin kor asked if want to go out today... then was like suddenly rmb going to play badminton... So in the end he came along..~

Meet him at 136 coffee shop at 9 this morning... surprisingly i was able to wake up..~ despite the late night ytd...~ Ya.. then after breakfast then walk over to bedok cc... still early.. no one there yet.. so we started to play for a while...~ Haiz... kinda regret.. coz he's a pro? And i have a hard time stroking back all the time...~ And that's the reason why i sweat so much.. Yea...~

Then qin, dj and via came... think via was late.. lol.. So they came in and kor let us play lah... then horng came a bit later... and i let her play... after they were kinda tired.. then me and kor play singles again... and the games ended at 12... kor went off to sch for training and the rest of us went of lunch at ljs... oh man.. i could feel my arm aching... even when eating.... make me lose my appetite... haha...~ kinda think that the ljs fries changed... like taste different... but via dun think so... maybe my taste bud 'spoil' le.. lol...~

We sat there and chatted for quite long... till like 3pm lah.. i wanted to come back and bathe.. since quite late liao... decided not to go back to bedok cc and study... Moreover.. dunno is coz of the game or what... either blood pressure quite low or glucose level low... even getting up from the chair made me giddy... honey didn't help.. Dotz.. so i went to sleep after putting the rice into cooker... Note: This is not an excuse..~ =P

Then sis come back and cook le then wake me up lor.. Heex..~ That's all for the day...~

18th Birthday..~

Dun ask me why am i here at this hour... i can't get to sleep... lol.. Maybe coz i slacked too much today..~ =X Ok... I actually slacked my whole weekend today... I'm guilty of coz..~ Dunno where has my motivation gone to lah... =X But i think it will come back soon.~ Today (mon)~!? I hope so... :)

Ya... i slacked half of today away.. lol.. woke up at 11... lying around... watch tv.. come online.. da-jie cooked pasta for lunch..~ :) After lunch.. continue to slack... Heex... At 3+... er-jie finally realised that it was too bored at home.. and decided that we should do some shopping..~ So all went to bathe and stuff... and we went tampines... Haha... Oh.. kinda coz i asked if they want anything from Giordano coz got birthday discount mah..~ :)

Yea.. bought a 3/4 pants..~ HEex... paid by er-jie..~! :) Then walked around for a while and went for dinner...~ at Cafe Cartel~ Yea..~ Ordered seafood combo for 3..~ Nice...! Wanted to eat ice-cream after that but was full liao... so din..~ And the meal again.. paid by er-jie..~ =P Oh... applied for student privilege card too...~ So next time want to go cartel can call me.. lol...~

Went inside Fila and see coz sales mah... each of us bought a t-shirt... da-jie paid...~! Haha... Shop around and er-jie says she's tired.. Dotz... Lazy woman.. So we decided to head home after buying a cake..~ Maybe coz it was not early already and most of the cakes were sold out.. in the end i pulled them to 'The Royals'.. and we bought Dark Chocolate Truffle cake from there..~ Heex... And they shared the cost... =P Conclusion: I din spend a cent today..~ Haha... MOral of the story.. it's always good to go out with family..~ :)

We came back and slacked around...~ Then cut the cake...~ *Yumz* the cake is real nice...~ And there it is... in the fridge for tml's breakfast...~! :) Anyway.. Happy to have my sis at least to celebrate it with me... i'm just puzzled why mum din call today...~ Hmm... shall call her tml..! haha... :)

Well.. Thanks to all these ppl who made my day with all their blessings and msg and wishes..~ Shall list them since it's not really a lot.. lol..~ Hmm.. not in order of merit..~ haha... lame i know..~ Thanks to Qin, Jan, Wilson, Chek, Von, Yushi, Yuhui, Chin Teck, Xiuping, Fangyu, Edwin, Horng, Ken Low, Wendy, Keayee, Minyu, Siyih, Ling, Jon Lau, Barbie doll, Xunqi, Han...~ Well... although it's over already... but wish all those who has the same bday as me... Happy Birthday~!! Esp. Chek..! :)

Ok... That's all lah... think i'm tired enough to sleep le..~ Badminton tml..! Yeah~!!! I'm Happy..~ :) NitEz...~

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Out..~

Shall update lah... see quite many days never update liao...~ Been studying u see..~!! :) Went to bedok cc to study lor... with Via... ytd kinda shocked lah... coz via din bring her hp out when she went to her ahma's house... Dotz... and we agreed to meet at around 12pm.. but she only came at 2pm... then tried to call her lah... but no one answered... That girl...~ I thought what happened to her... haha...~ Then she finally appeared...~ Haha...!

TOday went out with von and han... went to some niu rou mian shop... and i din eat niu rou mian...~!? haha... both of them had it and thought it wasn't really nice lah... Erm.. mine weren't any better... conclusion: That shop isn't worth patronising.. lol...~ Then we decided to go for strudel at Ritz...~ We sat inside and they still chat with the auntie..~ Dotz.. was like... funny lah...~! Had mango strudel..~ Heaven... compared to the hmm... for me it's cheaper... $10 worth of drink...~! haha...

Then walked around... took neoprints... some looked weird... and that stupid machine 'ate' my $1...~!!! Dunno why lah... Then the person say nothing wrong... but suan liao lah... bu yao wei zhe zhong xiao shi sheng qi... haha..~ Although we din meet for very long... but Thanks von and han for the day..~! At least i'm not alone... :)

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

First day of freedom..~

I'm alone at home in this super warm afternoon... actually i just came back from popular lah... And i had great shou huo~!! Lol... 3 Signo pens, 1 highlighter, 1 markerpen and 1 A4 size notebook for altogether only $10..~! Exactly..~! I was expecting more actually.. haha... Ya... it's after 20% discount lah... haha... :)

Ok... Ytd... went to Hong Leong Finance with mum to do some updating stuff.. but well... they are all not mine lah.. haha... She just wants me to do something... lol...~ Then i bought lunch back for dad... thereafter... i slept..~ Lol... Then like woke up at 5+... And bathe and eat some stuff be4 going out to meet yushi and via... oh man.. din expect the 67 to take so long to reach there... think is coz of peak period lah... if not will not take so long one lor... was nearly late... but well... the movie took very long to start lah..~ Watched the H2G2 movie... at first dun even know what it will be like... After watching realised it's a l.a.m.e show... lol.... But not as funny as monster in law?~ But ya.. it's a rather nice show lah... the robot damn cute lah... haha... pessimistic robot...~ Then after the movie went to eat Gelare..~ Eh.. yushi's treat?~ She dun want to let me pay lah... Dotz... So ya... via and i agreed that we treat her the next time...~ :) Then came home after that...~ 10+ liao...

Oh... saw my pri sch teacher on 67 lah... Haha... my co tic.. Very nice teacher~!! And i miss her man... Ever so qin qie... HOw i wish i can go back to rss and have a chat with her some day... :) Suddenly thought of my pri sch friends~?! The ppl i contact the most with now are edwin, mingyan and jiewan..~? And it's a long time since everyone gather together..~ HOwever... i din turn up for any gathering be4... and i'm a bit guilty..~?! First time i rmb it was also co farewell party at pasir ris park.. i wanted to go and look for them but they were right at the other side of the park and soon.. they left the place... and i had to prepare the food and stuff too..~ That was sec 1...~ Sec 2 there was one also... but i dunno what happened... i din go... =X Oh... pri sch days.. how nice... saw Kenneth Ng from rss today too... i must say that he really is more shuai and tall already... but i doubt he will recognise me coz we were only in the same class for P4...~

Sent dad and mum to airport early this morning... Oh wells... 10 days will pass in a short time.. right?~ Anyway... it means a little bit more freedom for these 10 days lah... just that i still have to study...~ ANd i've made a study plan ready ytd... and it's going to start today... so after this... i will be mugging~!!! :)

Monday, June 06, 2005

Gifts...~!

I'm here...!!! i had a very happy weekend... And today...~! I enjoyed myself... :)

Ytd went to meet the co gang... Wahaha... i'm NOT late~!! And NOT the last to reach too..~! Earlier than via and char... hahaha... And they thought it was a miracle... -_-! How can they say that... at least i wasn't late for sch even once lor... lol... Oh... except for hols lessons... =X So we took train to novena.. and finally... all of us are able to come together... thanks to jc hols... our dear melody is free to come out.. haha... Went to eat Magic Wok... Hmm... i won't say it's very nice... but i wun say it's very ex also lah... but the servings were quite small too... And anyway... i have to service the others also lah... suddenly i feel like i'm some waitress... i told them that next time i can go and do banquet... haha... But well... i din complain coz i wasn't really in the mood to do so... Heex...

Then went to Esplanade... just want to leave that no GST and no service charge place.. haha...~ Anyway... i still have to carry my own unopened present all the way there... can u believe it? they actually make me do that~!! Tsk tsk...~ But anyway.. we found a spot at the roof there... we cut the cake with some kind of wind that didn't allow us to light the candle... dotz.. but anyway.. surprisingly the cake still survived after being out in the open for so long... hahaha... Then opened up our presents... Oh man... we took the wrong packet... i opened for qin and she opened for me.. haha... but well.. i saw the blue colour OP handbag inside the wrapper!~ Haha... and i was thinking.. *Phew... luckily von asked me what i want.. hahaha... But Thanks to ALL CO gang peeps...~ For making the effort and everything.. and ling for wrapping so many layers of newspaper...~ And the nice card that via made.. ANd i like the hp accessory + necklace + add book very much.. it's a sweet book.. hahaha...~

I ended my day with them at esplanade and came back to upper east coast to have dinner with my family at Hua You Yuan.. Coz dad & mum will be setting off for china on wed.. and wun be in sg during my bday... many ppl might not know where and what it is... but they certainly serve good food and was a place my family used to patronise regularly.. more of those at my younger age... :) And practically my parents know the staff there...~ So we get like special orders~!? And free dessert~?! Oh... And we spent quite a sum there... double the cost of the lunch at magic wok~?! Lol.. Dad's treat.. I just love my family..~!! :)

Today..~!! Went to sch relunctantly... But still looked forward coz i'm going movie with von~!! HAha... Monster-in-law... It's a nice show lah... and think the both of us laugh till like dunno what...~ haha... Oh.. went pastamania with han and kim at bishan be4 that coz it was still early... And blur von tot movie starts at 2.30... in the end we went in early and sit down coz i simply have too many things in hand and i looked like an auntie with the bag hooked on my arm.. Well.. thanks to von bringing the present today.. it's heavy...~ But i came back and looked at the bag.. I like it~!!! Thanks thanks..~ Oh.. it's a leather material sling bag..~ :)

Then we walked around PS for a while... Then headed home.. coz by the time i reach home will be quite late liao.. and near dinner time..~ So Yea... i enjoyed my day out with von... just that the bag is really quite heavy and i can understand von carrying 2 walking around in town...~ THanks Von..~!! :)

Sunday, June 05, 2005

SYCO concert..~

Yes... finally SYCO concert is over... Somehow i think i will miss practice.. i dunno lah... I was excited and nervous for this concert lah... and was more nervous for the first part actually... even though we practised that for a longer time... Maybe coz i'm sitting outside... lol... but aren't i supposed to be used to it already? Maybe i'm just not cut out to be concert master or whatever... Xunqi is smart looking as concert master i will not deny... And the concert was a success~! Thanks to all who came to support... :)

Ytd meet kenny and char at 11am... actually wanted to reach there earlier coz kenny wants to change string for his da ruan... but in the end he changed it at home liao.. so we went for breakfast instead...~ Ya... After that took bus to SCH from bedok int... Char and i slept most of the journey.. While kenny stay awake all the while... dunno why... he's supposed to sleep coz of the medicine he takes... but well... haha... till we reach the stop then realise harry was also on the bus... but none of us saw him boarding lah... not even the wide-awake-kenny.... haha...

Then had some briefing and then we did a little run thru be4 the rehearsal concert... Hmm... the rehearsal not so good lah... maybe it's coz everyone thinks it's just a rehearsal... at least the SCO players will think that way coz this kind of concerts are like nothing to them lah... They tend to be more relax during the rehearsal concert... But when it comes to the concert... oh man... huang laoshi is really smart..~ Cool cool cool.. lol... It's really a waste for the cocamp 2 years ago man... i just wish to learn a bit from him..~

After rehearsal concert went to eat with sis, joyce and her sis, char, kenny, weikang, weifeng and weixun... i'm just a bit surprised how they knew each other... lol... But nvm... Actually is cannot come out one lah... but we hack lah... hahaha... anyway... after that went back to SCH... to prepare for night concert.. but still quite early lor.. so we just sit around and chat with other ppl... Heard that those erhu all quitting already... so yea.. it's a good chance for me to jump over... lol... aiya.. expected lah... all of them J2 next year.... like very few ppl are like us... dunno the word 'die'.. lol... via.. next year we go together lah.. hahaha...~ Oh~! Saw jie-jie and keith... oh man.. he's growing to be even cuter..~ But tsktsk... dun want to give me his sweet.. lol... Played with him for a while be4 he go back into the concert hall to watch the rehearsal concert.. And he actually asked for Charmaine... say very long never see her already... hahaha...~

Then after concert... waited for the others to go and eat dinner? supper? Whichever.. And they invited guo laoshi to eat with us also lah... In total.. we used 1 hour to leave that place since the concert ends... lol... taking photo and all... Yea.. took a photo with MD Tseung Yeh lah..~!!! And one with guo laoshi.. Hahaha... so happy... MD is a nice person... Haha... :) Then walked our way to lao ba sha... Practically the place is filled with syco ppl lah... haha..~

We sat there till 12am then leave lor.. coz still the same... sure will get midnight charge... so doesn't really matter anyway..~ Oh... and we shared cab with one more person... Qinglun. He stayed right opposite SAC lah... then i was like... 'So the dizi sound we always hear was from u~!!' haha... So funny lah... char also had the same reaction... hahaha... So ya... he's the last to alight... so we just gave the money to him.. actually dunno enough anot.. u'll never know how much cab can cost u in the middle of the night... haha...~

Actually wanted to update when i come back but sis was playing... so in the end i went to sleep..~ :) Ok.. That's all... going out later with co gang... and dining out with family at night..~! Yeah..~! =D

Friday, June 03, 2005

SY prac...~

Today had rehearsal with the SCO players..~ It's so cool lah... Very excited... Finally we get to hear and experience the whole thing... plus the recital also... it was very nice..~ Anyway... we were allocated seats beside diff sco players... xunqi with li baoshun... char with huang chen da... and me with xu wen jing... Actually i was very ok with that seat... and i found out that zhen jingwen will be sitting beside me on the other side... Then the prob comes again... we see diff scores... they use we xian pu while we use jian pu... then they thought of rearranging us.. but in the end the sco players had to give in and use our scores...~ :)

Oh.. then coz char wasn't present today... and that zheng was also not there... so i was asked to sit with huang chen da for today... Well... huang laoshi was very nice... he will tell me like what to do for some parts... and liu laoshi behind also lah.. think he dun want us to throw his face.. lol... but i was quite nervous actually... very scared that i will play wrong lah... and i did... haha... some parts i went out of focus... that's why i missed the note or the bowing.. well... make sure i dun do that tml and sat.. :) But the laoshi we all very nice actually... just that as everyone knows.. ppl in sco are actually very sarcastic ppl... haha.. the way they talk... funny... haha... or should i say.. most of the time they are trying to be funny.. maybe coz practices are too boring.. lol..~ But anyway.. i still look forward to this concert... esp. Tian Wang... Must come for the sake of it lah... haha.. it's really a nice song...~ :)

And Boo came to talk to me today... he like... i dunno leh.. u mean he din know i'm in sy or what?~ haha... he like say.. so busy still can come sy.. then i just say that i dun have other COs liao lor... then he like ask me to go cc help out at performance....~ Actually i dun really know if i can go lah... and i told him i want to play erhu~! hahaha..! That's my only condition lah..~ Anyway.. after sy concert... the gaohu will not appear at my house anymore..~ Heex..! :) Even if next year i join sy again.. i will go for erhu audition.. hahaha..~ GOod..!!~

TOday went sch for maths lect and econs revision thing... ok lah... did gain something... And i know how to do lah.. lol... i mean maths.. well i ought to.. haha... ok... after sy concert... it's all down to studying and studying... i'll try my best to be a full-time mugger.. haha... but be4 that.. maybe i want to go down to bugis for some shopping one day...~ Heex...

Ok lah.. that's all..~ Nitez~!! :)

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Day 2 & mon..~

Heex... now i shall talk about the day 2 of the fair..~ Sunday overall not so hectic.. Coz not as many ppl as sat... maybe coz of the rain outside... heard it was raining heavily... Then as a result of that... the guys dun need to keep going to move the stocks... so they could do the serving... and i went to the counter to help out.. Which was a bit more relax?~ Not i slack kae.. just like.. they are more familiar with the job mah... and i dunno anything about most suitcases... later say wrong... or always still need to go find ppl and ask... So might as well... But it's not slacking at the counter also lor... Have to check inside the luggage when the customers are paying... cannot let them wait too long.. so have to work real fast.... unzipping the luggages and zipping back.. Sometimes the luggage zip really very hard to zip lah... coz of the angle and the structure of the zip... but still have to act as if the zips are very smooth.. lol...~ And we have more time for eating and drinking and resting.. But no dinner for the day till the end of the event... not very hungry though... coz the manager treated us starbucks..~! Oh man.... it was really nice of them... first day eat mac burger for lunch, cutlet rice and cheng teng for dinner... 2nd day had a curry puff for break... dunck rice for lunch... starbucks for tea... and Crystal Jade for dinner!!!~ All their treat... i din even spend a cent at suntec for the 2 days lah.. Power right... Heex..

So 2nd was like.. clearing everything after the whole event... then went with all other ppl to have dinner... Wow... they order like the food dun need money.. haha... the managers all sat at a table and the rest of us sat at the other table... Then like ordered side dishes... our own course of food... and drinks and even dessert...~ Oh my god... din expect so many stuff if not i will not order the whatever crispy noodles which the portions are so big... but the seafood of the noodle is nice lah.... Haha... Conclusion.... it was a fulfilling dinner... Lol...

Then took cab home again.. with Ann auntie, Shuiling and Kelvin... 2nd day managed to talk to them more lah... When walking to taxi stand that time was talking to kelvin and got to know that he's same age as me... lol... And that Jianyong is 22... think he grad from poly and just finished service... Then Mark is in Uni... Year 3 of some computing course the coming sem... coz he went to poly first.. Then Jasmine also in the same course but year 2 when sch starts... Oh.. they are on steady anyway.. Then still got one more.. Oopz.. i dunno her name... lol... she was from ahs and now in nyp... just started year1.. haha... Oh.. then Kelvin is those ahbeng kind.. haha... he say he waiting to go into ite... but he's capable lah... like see him skinny skinny... but li hai.. carry the boxes with suitcases inside... and unpacking them from the boxes etc... He's quite nice actually.. but dun mistaken~! He's not for me.. Hahaha.... But think he's attached also ba... din ask.. haha...

Come back... quite tired liao lah.. luckily mon dun need to go sch... forgot that it was chinese AO exams i think... was happily sleeping at home.. till like 11+ then really wake up to bathe and everything and went to cc to study... basically i wasn't really in the mood to study lah.... =X Then 4+ went to bedok int to help sis' friend buy the sy concert tix.. tot got wuite good seats... but din realise it was for the aftn rehearsal concert... Argh... trying to ask sis how now... If not really have to ma fan via... Sorry...~~~!

Anyway... we were asked to reach there early to collect some stuffs again... So i'm off to prepare lah... Bye!~ :)

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Work - Day 1

Just update be4 i go and sleep.. coz hair haven dry..~

Actually quite tired liao lah... But then... no choice.. i dun want to blow my hair dry.. but i dun want to get headache tml.... Coz i'm going to work part time tml..~ And that explains my late night today... coz i just came back from work now long ago... Yea... din regret going lah.. learn quite a lot of things... Like the suitcase sizes.. the handling of rich customers.. Coz it's a close house event of Citibank Credit Card holders only...~! Can u imagine.. it's like... ppl can only pay by either Citibank Credit Card or Cash..~ Oh man... and each suitcase... the cheapest of all is $99..~!!! And it goes up to $300+ per suitcase... but they are darn cheap at the sales lah... things with original price of $400+ can reduce till $100+ only... more than 50% lor...~ Sometimes still quite fun.. Coz of the ppl there? Managed to know a few younger ppl.. dunno exactly how 'young'... lol... But sure older than me lah...~ Haha... Erm... Mark, Jianyong, Kelvin, Jasmine, Ziying... etc... but most of them are kinda full-timer of Samsonite..~ Anyway there are some bags that are really nice... i want to buy also leh.. but then very EX~!! The price of their backpacks are just like Deuter's..~ Or even more ex coz some are not so big.. haha...~ But nvm.. so far i still dun need another backpack.. just need a sling bag big enough for A4..~ :)

Other than dinner... stood and speak to customers from 10am like that till 8+pm.... Really quite jialat... coz some customers quite fussy.... And there's this couple.. they came and asked for a backpack... but it was out of stock that time.. i tried to tell them lah... then they like... 'can u go and ask someone who is more familiar with this'? Then fine... in the end the other person also dunno what.. it's really like we dunno what stocks will be coming and stuff... things were really running out fast lah... They event supposedly only start at 11am but ppl came way be4 that time... And the queue started to form... within an hour.. the first round stocks almost all sold out... And in total... There were 4 replenishing of stocks... Which was jialat lah.. coz by afternoon u see the room a bit empty already... except for the suitcases which have more stocks today... The sales were high man..~ 5 Zeross...~!!! Close to 6~!!!! Tml one more day..~ Might have to stay till even later...~ Ya... But luckily got Cab to take... and can claim one... So no fear at all..~ :)

Anyway.. becoz of the working hours... i din manage to send sis off to switzerland...=( Neither could i go fetch her back... Sickz... That's the only part i'm regret of... And guess what.. i'm having the whole room to myself be4 da-jie comes back from canada...~ Heex... But it's sure much quieter... coz sometimes we chat be4 we sleep...~ Sad... hope they will buy something back for me..~ Heex....

Ok lah... go off liao...~ Tired tired tired....~ But still enriching..~ =D

Friday, May 27, 2005

Last week of sch...~

Before going for sy... shall do some updating ba.. if not think my blog dying liao.. haha... This week in sch quite slack lah... Coz not teaching much new things... mostly revision.. And they changed our thurs timetable to monday's... Sianz... And we still can't escape from the claws of ms gopal.. lol... tues after sch went bishan with von... ate pastamania... tried the bake rice... still ok lah... but i just think that it's too salty for me... maybe coz of the cheese... just can't take too salty stuff... And later had hagen daz ice-cream... oh man... heavenly... lol... Then after that i went back to sch for the final co meeting... it's really the last com meeting we ever going to have.. somehow i might just miss those times... but i just really didn't like one of the com.. lol... just one... i dunno... it's rarely i dun like anyone.. but haha... just kan bu guo qu...~ Dunno how the last com choose one.. =X

Then wed after sch still got extra econs lesson... luckily it was combined class... if not will die man... and i failed econs test again.... interpreted the qns wrongly... Haiz... it's really time i buck up man... Ya... Then went sy sectional prac at night lor... as usual.. the room VERY cold... last time like not so bad leh.. Anyway.. it's the last sect. prac liao... The rest all combine... And it's like every day from today till concert... except for this weekend... Prac was all right... then char and i took train back..~

Thurs... Sianz day...~! But good thing that our lessons end at 11.10 on mondays... just that there's no break in btwn lessons at all... But i slack thru econs lect lah.. =X Really didn't like TL's way of lecture... he always make me confuse... maybe pre-reading is really impt... but i dun usually do that... oh man... but that will be the last topic lect too..~ :) Then stayed in sch to do maths... Then i suddenly felt that i shouldn't have any friends in sch... so that i could really study like hell myself... no distractions... no disturbance... no temptations... no everything..~!! But i can't do it... if not for the company of friends... i wouldn't have stay thru for so long..~ :) So thanks von for all the study days in sch.. and the fun days playing outside...~

And today~!! Worst... basically was too tired to really do anything early in the morning... =X Then we excused ourselves from cla lect coz it's like only revision today lah.. then from past experiences... revision lects were really boring... So we decided to stay in sch to study but not go for lect.. Heex... so we ate and then went to lib and do maths...~ Haha... And yea.. it's hols~!!! But truly speaking.. no one feel the excitement of hols lah... next week still got to go back for lessons...~ Maths haven teach finish..~!!

Ok lah... going to bath then go for sy liao..~ CyA~!! Come support kae.. although the standard might not be very high..~ haha... =X

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Vesak Day...~

Today... SIANZ~!!!! I spent the whole day at home... ALONE... really just rotting at home lor... But at least i spent the whole day out ytd liao..

Ya.. went to meet up with the co ppl... actually only a few ppl went... quite disappointed.. that goes to show how impt is co in their heart.. but nvm... I reached there... actually i was quite relunctant to go already... But still went up to them.. :) And our dear julian was late.. utterly late..~ Then the ppl... Haiz... are co ppl like that? They just can't decide where to go and when to leave the place... so we wasted 1 hour waiting for ppl + deciding + walking around... Finally settled down at the amk int's pool... and some ppl went Kbox... i dunno who.. and the rest went to bowling at Kovan~! Omg... it's supposed to be a CO outing.. but everyone went their own way.. lol.. But at least they still come together for the steamboat?!~ Which i din go...

Went to SCH... to help out at the concert... quite fun though... the best thing was to get to know more ppl in sy... And hmm.. to get a body painting~?! Haha... asked the person to draw a san xian... coz the picture one is nice... But the person drew a san xian with 4 zhou2... Dotz... san xian with 4 strings~!? Haha... But ok lah... quite nice le... And it's free... for the helpers only..~ :) And the shirt they gave was also nice..~ Yea... Stayed at the counter throughout the whole thing... give out the programme booklets and goodie bag... it's just 2 little toys actually.. used for the concert...~ Actually supposed to go up to the concert hall to help demostrate the actions to the audience and engage them... but in the end char and i stayed at the counter... so we were chatting and playing with the stickers... After the concert still help to collect the forms and give them the stickers in exchange... Anyway the stickers very ke ai lor... haha..

After everything ended... Went to eat with the others... Realised the 2 of us are the only 87s there... the rest all younger than us... dotz... Then took train back with them also... if not we will take cab liao... Had some fun... they all quite funny.. yea... Then walked home with char coz i wanted to return lib book... Heex... But when i reached home.. dad and mum not home yet lor.. no wonder never call me... haha...

Hmm... slept for 12h ytd night.. from 1 to 1..~ happy~! Heex... :) Actually mum asked me to go to san yi's place with them... but then i haven bathe and everything yet... and da yi ma called to hurry them there liao... plus i dun think jiaqi will be at home too... so i rejected the offer... and spent my day at home.. watching tv and coming to check the com once in a while... Heex..

That's all..~ ByE! :)

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Weekends are here!!

Shall update today.. be4 i bathe and go out... :)

Erm... Ya... thurs was quite a nice day.. well.. at least i passed my cla2.. just not so well lah...~ Ya... then after sch went eat ljs with von at paya lebar... so nice of her to suggest paya lebar... Heex... Then like not so far from home mah... half way liao..~ After come back... then like... watch tv and play com... erm... then sleep? haha.. again.. it's like a norm for thurs... and as usual... sis came back and wake me up.. ask me eat dinner..~ haha...

Then fri had our career sem... wore formal to sch... i was all black... black long sleeves... black pants... black bag and black water bottle..~!! haha... anyway... some parts kinda boring... it's just like listening to talks only lor.. for the whole day... not whole day lah.. until 12.30 like that... Then von, chek and i went to amk and had seoul garden.. oh man.. hundred years never eat liao.. we sat there and ate for 2 hours... eat till damn full lah... haha.. After that went down to SGH to visit sanyi... she's in hospital lor.. had an operation...~ Then sat there and chatted till like 5.10 and i went of.. went back to bishan to meet char, yingying and julian... Then went to eat... ERm.. which i didn't eat... just had dessert.. still quite full mah... after that walked to RJ... wah.. quite far... And inside the parforming arts centre... so damn cold lor... but i still ok.. it's ying and char.. cold until like dunno what.. the concert.. some parts quite sian lor.. =X Then char and i took cab home coz quite late liao...~ and surprisingly.. the cab quite fast reach bedok liao..~ :)

Then today... just came from breakfast not long ago.. Then later going to the co outing for a while lah... then going to SCH to help out at the concert tonight lor..~ Yea.. That's all.. Happy long weekends everyone..~ :)

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Fail..~!

Yes... i know i know... many days never update... basically coz i'm busy and tired... lol...

Think i dun need to further elaborate what i did on sat and sun coz it's all narrated in qin and ling's blog... they type the night safari entry like copy and paste like that... haha... later my one also like that... sianz right... so i shall not bore u... but just to say that i came back with half of my jeans wet... from foot to knee... lol... and probably one of the latest to reach home... like 12 plus lor... and after that played solitaire slowdown with via... Yeah.. finally can play again..~! hehe... but i played using the right click... first time... click until finger pain... haha... and in the end still lost... :( Must be too long never play liao... rusty liao.. haha...

Then monday... i sat in the lib after sch until my butt is going to burn liao... after lessons ended at 11.10... went canteen to eat... Then went lib and study liao.... and i sat there from 12 to 5pm lah... Then went for the co new comm elections... Haiz... a lot of ppl never come lor.. dotz... so attitude can... Then we stayed and discuss about some stuff... by the time i reached home... it's like 9pm liao.. then ate my dinner... watch tv... forget about studying for test... i'm almost dead... and having this slight headache... but in the end i couldn't get to sleep and studied till 12.15am be4 going to sleep..~

Then this morning... haha.. couldn't wake up... 5.55am then woke up... din bathe then go sch liao... luckily still not too late to catch the bus... then had econs test lor... not much hope actually.. =X the zao ju test even worst..~ Haiz... and for the first time.. i failed cla1 test... :( Must study liao...

That's all.. Bye~

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Study...

Back to update... ytd actually wanted to update... but too tired le... Heex...

Ytd got a sense of achievement after the having the guilt of doing nothing on thurs since the tragic of my tests... =X Thurs actually wanted to stay in sch and study/do hw... And go support our sch rugby team in the deciding game into semis... but i went home instead... Anyway heard from emily that they won srjc to 29-0... Well.. congrats..~ I came home... did nothing... slack around... sleep eat watch tv.. and nitex...~ Simply becoz i screwed up my tests~!? Chinese still ok abit... but maths like... Haiz... din do the complex no. qns at all...~ Angry leh... coz din really revise on complex... HAIZ.. Then half of the numerical methods also wrong... Sighz... So only left with confidence for differential equation.. But well... i will sure work hard for mid year... Partly also coz mrs lee pang seh us on wed??? =(

Then fri i made up my mind to stay in sch and do hw... stayed back with emily... sat in the canteen and study... i did like 5qns for si kao yu tao lun~? Yea...~ in btwn still got jon and ds coming by to discuss some stuff... Then continued to do till 5pm then come home lor... Well.. at least i did something... if i were to come home right after cla lect... i wouldn't have done anything... Heex...

Anyway... later meeting my co gang again~!!! Yeah...! I love u guys..~ :)

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

The world of material..~

I dunno how things became like that... Maybe we are really ppl from 2 different world... However... sometimes i felt that way too lah.. but still ok lah... i still have my own world sometimes..~ :)

Anyway... Monday... went to eat Sakae again... oh man.. i'm spending so much money... all thanks to von and kim lah... lure me to go also... if not i'll be in sch studying lor.. haha... Somemore ate secret recipe's cake be4 going back to sch... like nearly half of the week's allowance used up liao... Then went back sch for cla1 test.. is sure die one lor.. think lin laoshi quite angry with us coz of our results... that's why she giving us another zao ju test on tues... haiz... i think i'll die man... it's like i only did 3 out of the 5 zao ju qns?~ and the thing is i'm not confident about the ans one lor...~ i will just die when we take back our papers... =X

Hmm... a lot of tests coming up liao... common test that is... Again..~ And i think they are just torturing us by letting us have 2 tests on the same day.. i have 2 tml and 2 next tues.. how can they do that~! And can u imagine... there's no break in between the 2 tests for tml..~ let's see how we are going to die...

And today... was released early so as to go and support our sch's volleyball team in their finals...~ Girls against JJC and guys against TJC... actually didn't want to go at all... but in the end still went and as expected.. we weren't allowed to leave once we got into the stadium... in the end von kim and han didn't even board the bus at all... and yuhui, chek and i went there... and we decided to watch the girls' match.. thought we would win.. so near yet so far... lost to them 2-3... Haiz... but i would say that they played very well lah...~ And guys didn't let us down... 5-0 against TJ.. That's so cool~ haha... We're proud of our vball team..~ Yeah..~ Anyway... i din stay for the guys' match.. coz it would be too late if i stay thru... So 3 of us decided to leave... and unfortunately... we were stopped..~ Pissed off... but luckily yuhui managed to go off... coz said that she got dental appointment... haha... But i wasn't pissed coz of that lah.. it was becoz the councillor... known to be fweddy... dunno it's coz he too engross in looking at the court or what... he let a bunch of J1s walked past him without catching them at all..~ Unfair...~!!! ANyway they should let the J2s off and never let the J1s go coz we all have at least a test tml..~ But well... me and chek then made our way to the JJC exit and off we went out of the place...~

Oh... luckily i din stay with the other 3 man... coz they went to Thai express.. which i wun like to... and hagen daz... Hmm... If not i'll spending lotsa $ again... then i'll never get to buy a decent earphone.... coz mine spoiled~!!! And for goodness sake... i turned my house upside down and i can't even find one earphone that is still in good condition in the sense that both sides got sound come out... so i've been listening to my discman using only one side of the earphone..~ Sucks...~

Ok.. That's all le... GO and study liao..~ ByE~!!! :)

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Weekends...~

I'm back~!!! Had a nice weekend... Although ytd i still spent most of my time in uniform... but i'm happy~!! :)

Went to do flag day in the morning... dunno how to go.. so took bus to von's bus stop then her mum drove us to amk int.. Then chek so funny lah... she dunno amk well.. so like.. dun even know which direction to go.. so we meet her and went to amk lib together.. Yea... so went there and collected our tins... then kim, yinghan, chek, von and i went our way to 'sell' flag... went to toa payoh... Again... that's like where we did our last flag day lah.. but anyway.. i was rather tired coz i stayed up quite late to send my dear jenny mp3s... And woke up at 6am... so ya... Somemore i dunno what's wrong with my knees... seemed to be not working well... and the others were hungry too.. so we went to the food court and had 'breakfast' which von had hokkien mee, yinghan had char kuay teow and the other 3 of us had tau suan... Yea.. i love tau suan.. haha..

Then went to do for another while... 11 plus... Sianz liao... and we were all tired... went to starbucks for a drink... sit down there and chatted... a lot of stuff... some were very funny... hahaha... and some were hmm... surprising.. shall not reveal what we said... P&C u see.. :D Then see time almost up liao.. we went back to amk lib to return the tins.. oh man.. the trip was long... haha... After returning the tins.. went for lunch at suma house.. yes.. again.. i think i'm addicted to jap food.. hahaha... =P Then went to pasir ris to meet ling they all... for cycling.. actually i dun want to cycle one.. but they still got some time to go... so went to rent the bike lor... for an hour... then cycle to find them... ling, yushi, siyih and weiping were there.. sitting under a shelter... waiting for qin, jan and yinghui to come back... Then we went cycle around.. haiz.. tired... somemore i cycled with my skirt lor... dotz... actually wanted to go and eat with them.. but sis called and said going over to xiaoting's house for dinner... so i quickly went home and went down with dad, mum and da-jie... Wow... good food... lol... Thanks to gu-gu... :)

Sorry leh von... din mean to pangseh u one.. just that really dun feel like watching a movie... later sure fall asleep one... even when we were talking in starbucks.. i already felt like sleeping lor.. then the best thing was... my friends called me on the mrt coz they saw me sleeping on the mrt.. that stupid bernard... somemore he used horng's phone to call lor.. dotz... Ya.. luckily u found someone to watch with u liao.. Anyway... catch a movie with u again next time... i promise~!! :)

Then ytd slept damn early lor.. came online for a while only.. so so so tired... din even watched the 2nd disc of The Sound of Music that i requested to watch.. haha... 11pm.. and i'm sound asleep... And all the way till this morning 10am... power isn't it... was even too lazy to get up and go to market for breakfast with er-jie... Haha... Ok.. i know what ling is going to say.. wanying jiu shi na me lan3... right!? haha... Then went for mother's day lunch at airport's sakae... Had teppanyaki... It's nice lor...~ Eat till quite full... luckily din eat breakfast.. haha... Then came back liao.. and guess what? I slept again.. i think it was to recover from the busy and tired week... dunno why but i always spend my sunday sleeping.. haha... =X

Anyway.. i annouced that my Deuter sling bag died...~ it's certified.. haha... Aiya... that bag also quite long liao.. 2 years liao leh... anything lah.. just bu she de... coz i like that bag~!!! =( So it's time to buy new bag le.. Ya... Dunno when then will buy... no time to shop and no $$ to buy also.. haha.. Then one side of the discman's earphone died on me too... so saddening lah... Argh...~ The most saddening thing is..~ Da-jie is going to canada from 21may to 30may.. er-jie going to switzerland from 28may to 2june.. then dad and mum going to china from 8june to 18june... Argh.. the world is so unfair... why i dun get to go for hols...~!! WAh.. end of year must go with friends.. dun care.. haha..~

Ok lah.. that's all.. Bye..~

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Update...~

Think it's time to update already? Chek.. dun worry.. this blog can store 2 entries... so if u want to quote.. still can do so.. Heex... Many days have passed.. dunno where to start... Hmm... can i start with complaining about our weird CT? He's like... i dunno what happened to him... suddenly he started having spot checks like on tues... the 2nd time liao... on uniform... SOCKS and even Rubberband... dunno what has got into him lah... just find it odd... he like got nothing better to do... heard he gave the class a lecture on tues.. which fangyu and i went for syf.. Anyway... our sch rules din really specify that we HAve to wear WHITE socks to sch.. any colour is fine as long as it is visible... so i dunno why he insisted that we wear White socks and use ONLY dark coloured rubberband for hair... For the past one year.. no one ever catch us for these 2 lor... So eventually ppl from our class got quite pissed with him... which is true.. is it a bit too much? Whatever...~

Hmm... I'm quite happy today actually..~ Coz i cleared my hw~!!! Yeah.. Even GP.. lol.. i stayed back and finish it up with chek.. plus the econs essay + outlines too..~ So proud of myself... next time should really stay back in sch to do hw or at least stay out of house to study.. Then i went to collect my passport.. finally no more P2 photo... haha... But it took me a long time on bus 7 to get back home... coz of the jam at eunos there... dotz... then worst thing was i a bit urgent to go toilet.. still dun want to faster reach interchange... luckily i still can tahan.. if not die le... Then went SY... combined sectionals with erhu... under zhao jian hua.. he's funny actually... haha... Then the best thing was the 3 of us waited 1 hour just for a cab... so irritating can... none of the cabs is willing to stop lor..~ Idiot... actually wanted to come back bedok to eat.. but then in the end so late liao.. just come home lor.. and we were all tired liao.. 1 hour leh.. so siao lor... worst waiting day.. Yuckz..

Can't really rmb what i did for the past week... the memory was faint.. heex... as usual lah.. Anyway i met CAndy and vanessa last week i think.. the only day i din have co... Haha... They were meeting Yirong... so i went to eat with them at sumo... managed to catch up a bit... SAC memories still in me..~ :) Then met up with via, ling, dj and mel during syf... oh man.. i miss them..~!! Even the last time we met was mid april... but still... i miss them lots...~ :)

Oh ya.. the day be4 syf.. went yingying's house and stayed over.. Yeah.. with emily... Then like the 3 of us were there writing notes for some of the ppl in co.. wishing them good luck.. but i'm shocked that emily actually gave me a foolscap length note..~ So cool.. And i'm so happy~!! i took photos with most of the closer friends... Yeah... and deshun got a very cool hairstyle.. so far only seen it once.. haha... cool yea...~

Ok lah.. going to sleep liao.. doing cip tml.. flag day.... Hmm.. hunt for me in town~?! hahaha.... should be going somewhere there lah... :) Talked to dayang on msn just now... was happy to hear/see him saying that nyco performed very well on syf... and our da mo really got the feeling... like the gan jue was the best... Heex... Good enough i thought.. i'm really contented... it doesn't really matter if we get the award... at least it's a truth that we play the pieces well... and we did impress ppl... Right~!? :) NitEz everyone..~

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

SYF.. Silver...~

Oh readers... NYCO still got a silver in the end... Haiz... I'm confused... am i sad?~ Think it's more of disappointment... But well... i believe that everyone already put in their 100%.. just that the music that came out was not 100%.. To be truthful... i was rather nervous on stage just now... but somehow i'm not worried for myself... Maybe schools like us should not try to be funny and pick songs that have obvious soloist... I wun blame anyone for making us not clinching a gold... i felt that nobody was at fault... There are ppl who do finger pointing becoz they dun really know how the whole thing is like... they're just shallow to think that way... Maybe i'm not that sad when they announced the results becoz i didn't really pin very high hopes on getting a gold.. i'm not looking down on ourselves... it's just that we really can't be compared to the top JCs... Exactly the same JCs got gold for the last syf and this syf... And i seriously think that none of the JCs improved or de-proved in the sense of medal awarded... So what's the point of holding a syf for JC level~!? I dunno.... I just think that music has changed it's definition... it's no longer a mere entertainment... it's a competition... it's a weapon... it's already not what it was supposed to be... Ppl who saw me today should see that i'm not really sad lah... coz the thing is i felt that i've put in my best and there's nothing i can do to change the results... we've done what we should.. it's really up to the judges lor... But same sentiments as changsheng.. if syf is becoming subjective.... then why hold it? Just a chance for ppl to perform... waste their 2 years preparing and then in the end they were already labelled... Isn't it?

Anyway... it's already the past... i know a lot of ppl are feeling relaxed and happy.. that they are off from suffering.. but i'm unclear of my future.. what will i be doing on wed afternoons~!? I really will miss co badly... co has given me the most wonderful memories in ny i will never forget... The seniors the friends the juniors and everyone~ They're all just so nice... I wish time and turn back... and we dun need to leave... JC life is so short... yet co managed to make an impact in me...

Shall talked about other things tml.. i'm tired.. VERY VERY tired... even fell asleep during sy.. =X NitEz~

Sunday, May 01, 2005

2nd last prac...~

Oh man... i forgot what i wanted to blog about liao... bad memory i know... think it's supposed to be about things after co... only can rmb what happened today and ytd... the rest all forgot liao.. haha... Hmm... How ah...~

I was thinking... is nanyang really a sch that goes by rules closely? Coz mrs wong insisted that none of us bring our cases there... Oh well... It's just that i die also have to go back sch first.. which i'm really really relunctant to do so lah... Haiz... no choice.. then really have to rush down after that in order to be able to get in to watch the 2nd half of the syf... sighz...~!! Irritating lah... i have sy after the whole thing anyway... sianz... means cannot go and celebrate~?! Think we should do it on wed lor... Heex...~ I think i think too much liao... haven even reach the day.. thinking of celebration already.. However... what i think is... even IF we din what we want.. we should kinda celebrate too.... everyone deserve something nice after putting in the hard work... but of coz.. shame on those who didn't lah... haha...

Anyway... i din mention that ytd's prac was.. erm.. i dunno.. i din feel the effect of it... dunno why lah.... maybe was too tired ytd... like still dozing off as i was doing cla in lib lor.. haha... in the end went out and eat with von.. bought some chocos back in case hungry.. in the end shared the toblerone bar with some others at the end of prac... Then went to eat with yingying... But we walked with a rather big group of ppl lah... in the end the marist juniors went eat mac also... just that we din sit together... We all like playing along while walking there lah... so noisy lor... but think wun have the chance to have all these again after syf le ba...

Today had some kind of fun too... until sectionals... very tired liao.. cannot take it already leh... But today a lot of seniors came back.. so nice of them..~! :) Then somemore got a no. of ppl buy food for us today.. So good right... Mrs Lee got us a big bag of snacks lah... She's a good teacher lor.. really.. Just that she's a bit naggy during maths tut.. haha... but other than that.. she really takes care of our welfare lah... but next year she wun be the co tic liao~!? Or will she be with co just for another year next year?~ Sighz.. dunno why the sch insist on changing the tic for each cca after 2 years... Ya.. today i reached sch damn early lah.. think i'm like the 2nd or 3rd to reach lor.. Haha... Live so far yet reach so early... unlike some ppl lah.. live so near still like on the dot then come... haha...

Anyway today's prac quite hectic... reached sch at 6.45am and only left at 3pm... prac for like 7 hours lah... coz 7.30 start... Siaoz right... But well... 3 more days.. so endure... and know what.. i'm going to perfect my parts at home no matter what... And i will..~ Hmm... haven get to hear our recordings today yet... Hope it's not too bad.. but ding and ken say that gan jie not as good as da mo liao... Haiz... Jia You ppl...~ Fun things happen now and then... some marists are really entertainers... oh.. it's a compliment.. lol...

Then went to eat Mac AGAIN with a big group of ppl... yingying, julian, jj, sylvia, hesheng, casper, juncheng, shiujuan, jessica, minghao and zhaokang... and i sat with the first 4 ppl mentioned.. But ok lah.. that's the only meal i had today... at 3pm..~! Dotz.. just a little bit of snacks be4 that... Anyway... went home with most of them... all took 24... except for ying, julian, jj, juncheng and zhaokang... Minghao so funny today lah... kept on acting cute and innocent.. haha.. Then i was like kept on suaning casper on the way coz of his name lah... think all of them cannot stand it liao... haha... then halfway thru... we forgot to wake hesheng up when the bus reached his stop.. oh man... he got to go a long way back... poor him.. Then i walked back from bedok int coz the stadium there sure very hot one... no shade at all.. Came back liao... found no one at home... all out~!!! Then called mum... say that da-jie just went out to eat and she's not coming back to eat... fine.. called sis.. actually i wasn't hungry lah.. so din want to go find her.. and din ask her to buy food back also.. And i slept from 6.30 till 9+.. haha.. tired leh... 10 like that then bathe.. and eat a little... Then nothing liao...

Aiya... thinking of syf finishing and we going to step down... i quite bu she de liao leh... like quite close to some co ppl lor... then no more going to eat together after prac that kind of thing liao... think i will slack at home also... then it will be like sianz sianz sianz... think i will miss co~!! HAha... and hope that we will like go back and see see often.. as in the few of us that are quite close.. :)

Going to sleep liao.. so that tml can prac...`!!! Actually really feel like touching violin.. but dunno if i will... i doubt so.. hahha.. =X Ok lah.. Nitez..~ :)